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“The hawk? He’s up in his nest.”

indie, private, selective clint barton mcu based, canon divergent multiverse, crossover friendly est 2014, reest 2022 as loved by lanie promo template

#self promo #(this is where I moved Clint to)

callitcoulson

highkey think i’m gonna reboot clint to a new blog and make it private & exclusive and just write with a few people bcos i no longer feel joy about this blog that i’ve had for 8 years

callitcoulson

okay so yeah, this is happening. I’ve gotten the new blog set up and I’m carrying over some of the drafts for the people that I talk to all the time ooc and I’m just... I’ll eventually make a promo and plug it here but for now this is just a if you wanna, hit me up situation.

#;ooc

highkey think i’m gonna reboot clint to a new blog and make it private & exclusive and just write with a few people bcos i no longer feel joy about this blog that i’ve had for 8 years

#;ooc #(honestly I've been through so much here that I just don't wanna be here anymore)

wildthiiing

I never saw a wild thing sorry for itself. A small bird will drop frozen dead from a bough without ever having felt sorry for itself.

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#(beep beep this is where I live 90% of the time)#self promo

angerbuilt:

it was absolutely the most impressive thing she’d seen in a while and wow, she absolutely wished she was that flexible. she wasn’t nearly that flexible. lips pressed together for a moment and she smiled. “no kidding, you’re one of the most flexible people i’ve ever met which is saying a lot because i’ve met a lot of flexible people. that’s impressive even to me.” she smiled. “ugh, armor is so clunky as well. what’s the point?”

“i used to be a lot more flexible.” but age and injuries had taken their toll on him and he couldn’t do all the things he used to anymore. he didn’t mind though, he hadn’t needed those skills in a long time and that was probably a good thing. he let out a little laugh, “it can be but when that’s all you got, it’s helpful.” the times he’d seen stark fall from the sky and survive proved how helpful armor could be. not that he was going to start using it.

#angerbuilt #v; show me the places where the others left scars (clintdelanie)

angerbuilt:

she knew that he had issues of his own, that he had trauma - things that kept him up at night, a lot of them did. it was the price they paid and it was something they had to live with, something that she specifically had to live with. it was exhausting, really - but she’d done it to herself and now she had to live with it, she had to fight her way through it. “are you sure?” she didn’t want to leave him to stew on his own, if it could be helped.

“mhmm.” he would be fine, assuming he did have dreams. he’d spent long enough helping natasha (and others) with their nightmares that he was well versed in managing his own. a little kiss was pressed to the back of her hand before he scooted slowly, trying to get a little more comfortable. “just rest, del. i’ll be here when you wake up. we can go get some breakfast when you do.”

#angerbuilt #v; show me the places the others gave you scars (clintdelanie)

imxthexhandler:

Although Amelia did not immediately say anything or look over at Clint, her back instantly stiffened at his answer. She bit the inside of her cheek, almost looking like she popped in a sour candy. “Nothing. Nothing happened, Barton,” Amelia argued.

Barton, what the hell did you tell your brother??

An eyebrow raised at the way she stiffened, the move enough to reassure him that he wasn’t wrong about something happening. Now he just had to get her to tell him what it was. “Uh huh, sure.” He was sure she’d noticed the sarcasm he put into the simple. “He’s been around for a week and you haven’t yell at him yet.”

#imxthexhandler

@imxthexhandler continued from ( xx )

Clint hummed softly as shoulders raised in a barely there shrug, doing his best to act as uninterested as possible. Truth was he was extremely curious to know what had caused the shift he’d noticed lately. “Just wonderin’ what my brother did that’s got you actin’ like this.”

#imxthexhandler #(CLINTON NO)

alteredcanon:

“You think that Tony, the man who is just two short commitment-phobic steps away from wedding bells, is going to dump you because you break stuff?” And she was trying to keep the amusement out of her voice, but it was a STRUGGLE. “Have you seen him? Tony keeps a fire-extinguisher happy robot around because it makes him happy, of course he’s not going to give up on you because you’re having a couple of issues with the vampire learning curve.” She nudged him gently. The highs were high, but the lows were low when your emotions were doing all the steering. “You’re doing great, honestly Clint. I know it feels really hard, because it is, and I know it sucks, because it does, but we’re all here for you. You just need to learn to lean on us a little more, okay?”

“Caroline … my last relationship ended because my fiancée got tired of my work shit and left my shit in Natasha’s apartment while I was in New Mexico because of Thor.” He knew she meant to help settle his nerves but the fact still remained that he was pretty sure that something was gonna end up being too much for Tony and he was going to end up alone. Again. It made him nervous, even if there seemed to be no need for it. He offered a little smile at the bump, nudging her back as he listened, trying his best to take her words to heart. The fact she’d already gone through this did help but it wasn’t going to be that easy for him. “I can’t promise anything but I can try.” Leaning on people wasn’t something he was used to, unless it was Natasha or Coulson but he could try.

#alteredcanon #alteredcanon: Caroline #v; things beyond science (vampire!clint)

starlght:

“I think it’s cute that he sends memes, you know? He’s learning to be part of the social world. He’s learning how to be a person in the new century and all.” Tony shrugged with a little smile. “Of course I do. You think I don’t look them up? I’ve gotta stay up to date and current just in case someone mentions it. Can’t seem like I’m old now, can I?”

Eyes narrowed for a moment as Clint looked at Tony, "You helped teach him about memes, didn't you?" He wouldn't put it past Tony to make sure that Steve knew more about this century than he would learn from Natasha or the others. Eyes rolled in amusement as he held in a laugh, "The fact you said that makes you seem older than not knowing the memes would."

#starlght #starlght: Tony #v; is it cool that I said all that (ironhawk)

hawkapprentice:

@callitcoulson asked: you know what i did and you chose me.

“I mean yeah,” she answered, picking at a stray thread sticking out of the cuff on her long sleeved shirt, her gaze flicks up at him, “You made mistakes in your past but you’re working on fiing them, right?”

It didn't matter how nonchalant she acted about it, it still meant a lot that she was willing to pick him to be her mentor or whatever even though she knew all the thing he'd done. "I'm trying." That was all he'd ever done, really. Trying to make up for his past, for his mistakes. "Pretty sure there's still a lot of people better than me."

#hawkapprentice #v; we're partners (hawkeye show)

starlght:

“Practice has nothing to do with whether or not your bones can keep up with it.” Bones and muscles and all that. Tony knew that he couldn’t do that if he tried because his body was a lot older than he’d like it to be and age was catching up with him, ridiculously so. “I can’t imagine you feel too great afterwards.”

An eyebrow raised as she considered his phrasing, only just holding back from teasing him about getting old, well aware of the fact she wasn't that much younger than him. "I only get sore after when I'm fighting or sparring with Tasha. Otherwise, it actually feels good to stretch like that." Which was why she managed to keep up with it even she felt like do anything else.

#starlght #starlght: Tony #v; handsome you're a mansion with a view

hawkapprentice:

@callitcoulson asked: ❝ you say catastrophe, i say fuck yes! ❞

“Okay good, I was kinda worried how you’d react,” she shouted over the commotion. Another gunshot, a warning shot she suspected since it wasn’t anywhere close to hitting either of them, “We should still get out of here, shouldn’t we?”

He probably should react in the responsible way, probably should lecture her about being responsible and not starting more shit than she can handle but that wouldn't help anything right now. Instead, he shrugged his shoulders and glanced over to the people that were shooting at them. "Yeah, probably. You wanna stick behind me?"

#hawkapprentice #v; we're partners (hawkeye show)