hi?
I... know it has been some time.
A long time.
I debated for awhile whether or not to write this. If anyone was still here or cared, but...
A lot of... things happened, for lack of a more polite word, I managed to live, and... I have really missed y'all. So, why not come back sooner? Due to what was happening at the time, I didn't feel worthy enough to be here. That I was nothing but a nuisance. And then, when even I started to not hate myself as much, I was worried. I thought no one would care or be too angry with me. And the longer I was away, the more guilty I felt and the more anxious I was about coming back.
I'm not sure if any of my old partners will read this or want me back, but all I can say is I'm beyond sorry, I missed you, I understand if you don't want to talk or play anymore, and I hope you are safe, happy, and well.






















