I dunno

lonely loser who tries to make others giggle at his expense, or just make friends at all

[harisen-poke]

デンリュウの日　11/1

[lyril]

[calmcoil]

likely deactivate/abandon this account soon

on the bright side, tthis showed me to not be an asshole

on the not so bright side, it showed me that there’s no shortcuts. there’s no corner cutting. there’s nothing I can do that will soften this blow that is still somehow affecting me.

met some pretty cool people here. just know i used you. you shouldn’t forgive me. please look after her for me. I love her more than anything and anyone. i wish i could prove to her in one of those 83 different chances she gave me that I’m a decent human being, but I couldn’t do it, even for someone as great as her

she probably thinks i’m delusional. or thinks this isn’t about her and that i’m just someone else lost over a different girl from years ago

it’s been a great time everyone. don’t be afraid to pm if you want my real discord, just don’t be mad when you find out who i am ha

take care of yourselves and don’t make the same mistakes i have. you live to regret them.

[calmcoil]

please if you’re reading this send me a message

talk to me, please. yes you. i’ll be short, I promise

[labias]

[tamatanz]

Mine.

[calmcoil]

holy fuck guys I really need help. or to talk to them again

[calmcoil]

been playing Duel Links on steam and it makes me fucking regret because you know who else plays Duel Links? your fucking friends you moron. your friends loved yugioh and yet you make no attempt to relate to them and bond with them, it’s no fucking wonder, that plus your shitty behavior has landed you here, neck deep in schoolwork, crying on a Thursday night because you fucking betray everyone close to you

[calmcoil]

I’m actually feeling dizzy and light headed this is the worst mistake I’ve made in so damn fucking long I just wish I could do it all over again.

you guys what do i do 

[calmcoil]

i realize none of you know me or care or anything, but please if anyone thinks there is a way to come out of this with a net benefit please tell me please please please

it’s just over isn’t it

[calmcoil]

i only have myself to blame too, fuck fuck fuck

I won’t feel that strongly for anyone ever again. That was real man. I’ll never be her friend, boyfriend, even be able to talk to her with this phony ass fake account, and it’s not like i was fooling anyone

they all knew

they knew i was going to do this fucking shit

please, i know you won’t see this, but talk to me, say anything to me. i just want to talk

[calmcoil]

she gave me chance after chance and i fucking threw them all away

she’s the kindest, smartest, and best person on this planet. I’ve never met or talked to someone who has been more kind and more fun loving than her. I remember when we talked every day. I remember when we didn’t talk as frequently and I felt ignored and acted out of fucking 

selfish desire. people told me she used me, but they didn’t understand.

I don’t know I’ll ever get over it if I haven’t gotten over it now. I still fucking love her. I love her so much. if any of you know her, please tell her I send my greetings

i did this to myself, but it’s agony

[calmcoil]

well

i fucked it up royally and I didn’t realize just how long the consequences of my actions would last

[calmcoil]

I’m actually feeling dizzy and light headed this is the worst mistake I’ve made in so damn fucking long I just wish I could do it all over again.

you guys what do i do 

[calmcoil]

i realize none of you know me or care or anything, but please if anyone thinks there is a way to come out of this with a net benefit please tell me please please please

it’s just over isn’t it

[calmcoil]

i only have myself to blame too, fuck fuck fuck

I won’t feel that strongly for anyone ever again. That was real man. I’ll never be her friend, boyfriend, even be able to talk to her with this phony ass fake account, and it’s not like i was fooling anyone

they all knew

they knew i was going to do this fucking shit

please, i know you won’t see this, but talk to me, say anything to me. i just want to talk

[calmcoil]

I’m actually feeling dizzy and light headed this is the worst mistake I’ve made in so damn fucking long I just wish I could do it all over again.

you guys what do i do 

[calmcoil]

i realize none of you know me or care or anything, but please if anyone thinks there is a way to come out of this with a net benefit please tell me please please please

it’s just over isn’t it

[calmcoil]

I’m actually feeling dizzy and light headed this is the worst mistake I’ve made in so damn fucking long I just wish I could do it all over again.

you guys what do i do 

[calmcoil]

hey, is everyone alright?

[calmcoil]

Hey, I just wanted to let you know that your humor is A++ and I hope you're doing okay!

ty my friend ❤️

[beaniebabyoftheday]

i’m thinking about her……..

[emil]

who?

[beaniebabyoftheday]

her………

[lil-peebo]

She’s thinking about you too…..

[unclefather]