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The subtext in ST shows Lonnie is more than just a âdead beatâ dad (analysis)
In this analysis Iâll be mentioning things Iâve mentioned in prior posts. But also new details Iâve never discussed (most of which are in relation to Jonathan with Lonnie). Essentially to show a more cohesive picture of WHY i find Lonnie so ⌠âquestionableâ, to say the least. WARNING NOW: the new stuff will be in the âkeep readingâ section and could be very tr**gering-s.a, inc*st subtext, etc. Everything BEFORE the âkeep readingâ section wonât delve into those darker aspects. Ok letâs begin
CHARACTER INTRODUCTION
How heâs introduced and discussed before we ever see him:
The very first thing we hear is: Lonnie being suspected of k*dnapping Will (by Hopper). Joyce in turn says thatâs doubtful given how Lonnie treated Will and mentions how Lonnie  called Will h*mophobic slurs (later she says to himâyou never cared about Willâ) . After this ( in Joyceâs words) we hear her mention Lonnie is dating a âteenagerâ (sheâs in her early 20s/almost 30 years younger).  We then have Jonathan have a flashback of hearing Joyce and Lonnie fighting on the phone-because Lonnie flaked on visiting Will. After this, Jonathan mentions how Lonnie isnât considerate of Willâs interests and tries to force him to like things only Lonnie himself likes. And Jonathan encourages Will to ânot like things people tell you youâre supposed to âŚ. ESPECIALLY NOT HIM.â
his visual introduction :
We first see beer cans everywhere (a probably sign of Lonnieâs substance ab*se issues) and Jonathan rushing through the house trying to avoid even having to see his dad. He wanders down the corridor opening doors calling for Will-a similar parallel to Will wandering through the house hallway calling for Jonathan & joyce (afraid of the demorgorgon) . Later in s2 Jonathan calls for Will and his mom- and right after he discovers the mindflayer drawing. Showing a connection between the creatures and their father.
Then (at Lonnieâs) as Jonathan wanders through the corridor-we see a figure covered in shadow rush from the side- and pin jonathan into wall (simillar to Neil). Jonathan freezes before pushing him off and yelling âget offâ. Than Lonnie tries hugging him and once again Jonathan has to say a 2nd time âget off me⌠MAN.â We then see Jonathan scowl at Lonnie- and between the 2 is a childâs bike. Similar to the bike, Will abandoned after he ran away from the demorgorgan. We have many parallels between Lonnie & the demorgorgon.
The demogorgan in d&d means âdeep father â and nancy says its like aâ lionâ. Lonnieâs name literally means âlionâ/heâs technically a father. He also Low-key pounced on jonathan like a lion. Â The demogorgan hunts a deer / attacks jonathan who was holding a bat (and Lonnie was associated with baseball, and Jonathan mentions bambi when mentioning his dad forcing him to hunt and k*ll a rabbit (similar to Brenner trying to force El to k*ll a cat). And when jonathan went to lonnieâs (before heâs pushed)- even the songs jonathan listens to while going to Lonnie reference the supernatural.Iâll discuss that in more detail in the âkeep readingâ section.
We also have other details. Lonnie being framed next to a single lit light bulb when standing across from jonathan (like the demogorgan standing across from Will, and the lightbulb glowing-as Will uses Lonnieâs gun against the demorgorgan, similar to jonathan using a bat and nancy using lonnieâs gun against the demorgorgan) . A dog barking at Lonnie- like how chester the dog barked at the demogorgon. Even Lonnie talking to people at Willâs funeral-causes Joyce to have a flashback of Will describing lighting âbad guysâ on fire (something Jonathan does to the demorgorgan later in s1).Lonnie hammering into the byers wall (talking about how someone should be held accountable for what happened to Will) and it transitions to Mike stabbing a piece of paper and talking about Will getting trapped in the upsidedown. Â
We also see Jonathan check the trunk for Will (which is sketch on itâs own)-but later we see the mindflayer throw people in trunks too. We also have Lonnie saying he explored around the quarry around the house & later Jonathan mentions the demorgorgan only traveled in a few miles radius around his house.
Okay now onto the really bad stuffâŚ
So before I begin just know some of the stuff mention relates to how I believe Will created with his powers - the upsidedown/creatures, the lab/subjects, the Russians,etc. Although most of this post is about Jonathan. Ok letâs beginâŚ
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Cooking up a much bigger and more detailed post about this, but just wanting to get my thoughts out into the ether:
I not only believe there is substantial subtextual evidence that Will suffered serious abuse by Lonnie, but that Mike knows about this abuse, at least to some extent.
Yes, I believe this may have been CSA as well as physical abuse.
Mike's behaviour towards Will (and their relationship dynamic as a whole) is completely recontextualised when we consider this theory:
Mike's definition of a friend involves telling each other things parents don't know about. This immediately resonates with a traumatized and abused El.
Will always tells Mike the truth ("It was a seven."), but Lucas and Dustin don't. The honesty policy isn't really a pact between friends. It's a pact between Mike and Will.
Mike also appears to be adept at noticing the signs of abuse, accurately guessing that El was "in trouble" and afraid of someone when he found her.
When El goes to take off her clothes, he doesn't panic like Lucas and Dustin. He calmly explains the concept of privacy. When El expresses boundaries (don't shut the door, don't touch my tattoo), Mike listens. He's explained privacy before. He's had someone express boundaries to him before (unusual for a 12 year old to not take this personally or get defensive).
Mike says he's the only one who cares about Will in season 1, because he genuinely believes it. I don't think he has a poor opinion of Joyce and Jonathan, but he certainly thinks they don't care enough. He appears to have a low opinion of adults and authority figures in general. I think Lonnie sullied his opinion of adults: turns out, they are NOT always trustworthy.
Mike constantly checks in on Will through-out the series, often double-checking (You okay? Are you sure?). He knows when something is wrong with him, when he's acting "different."
Mike uses a soft voice around Will (the Will voice), and never raises his voice at him. Even when they argue: Will yells at Mike, but Mike doesn't yell back. Will gestures wildly, pokes him (and even shoulder-checks Lucas), but Mike never touches Will when he's angry. Yet, we've seen him slap El's hands away and shove Troy, so we know he can get a little physical when he's very upset.
Can you imagine Mike poking Will in the way Will poked him (even though it wouldn't have hurt)? Personally, I just can't. It's so the opposite of how he treats Will: very gentle, very careful.
Mike is protective of Will in general, and is even possessive after Will's episode while trick-or-treating, not wanting Dustin and Lucas to get involved. What if this behaviour isn't due to affection alone? If Mike had seen Will like that before (panicked, unresponsive, curled into a ball), he might have thought it was about Lonnie. That's a secret between the two of them, that Dustin and Lucas don't know about. Better keep them away, and take Will somewhere safe and private. Don't need them asking questions. Will wouldn't like that. Maybe Will also doesn't like being touched while he's in that state, at least by anyone who isn't Mike. Better make sure Dustin doesn't grab him just in case.
Mike accidentally blurts out "It's not my fault you don't like girls!" and the implication is even worse now. Will associates his abuse with his queerness ("Lonnie used to say he was queer. Called him a f*g.") and it makes him feel like a mistake - he blames himself. Mike knows "what happens" ("He was probably killed by some other queer."). The belief at the time that childhood abuse led to boys becoming queer, the implication of saying Will doesn't like girls, knowing what he knows. Mike not wanting to assume Will's sexual preferences despite the signs, Mike knowing that's a highly sensitive topic beyond typical period-accurate homophobia.
Mike staring at the Byers' home when Will leaves for California. Mike realizing Will is never coming back to Indiana, because why would he return to this wretched place, after everything that's happened? He finally got away. Not just from the Upside Down. From him.
Mike hesitating to hug Will at the airport because his feelings have changed. His attraction has grown. Is he... still allowed to touch Will? Would that be crossing a boundary? Even if Will initiates the hug, maybe it's innapropriate for Mike to hug him back, because Mike likes him as more than a friend. That would probably freak Will out. Will wouldn't like being touched like that, right? Mike doesn't want to push too far, or make Will uncomfortable.
And finally, the implication that Will doesn't really remember what happened with Lonnie, because like Nina and El, the trauma was so great that he buried the memory. The Upside Down being the place where Will lost his memories, because it "changed" him. It represents the subconscious, dissociation, and repression. The Mind Flayer being described as more a "feeling" than an "it." Will still has the feeling (anxiety, repulsion, the thought that he is wrong or a mistake), but not the material explanation for it. Mike remembers. Mike never brings it up explicitly â this is why theyâre adept at speaking in code. Mike doesn't know that Will doesn't remember.
Mike and Will speak in code through-out the series, but particularly in season 4. Mike hears Will say, "Sometimes it's just scary. To say how you really feel. Because what if people don't like the truth?" and doesn't respond. Doesn't follow up to ask what Will's truth is that he thinks people wouldn't like. Not because he isn't curious: because he already knows. At least, he thinks he knows. He just nods despondently.
Yes, Will. I know. I'm so sorry you're scared to tell people about that. My thing is different (I'm in love with you), but thank you for understanding.
Will crying about feeling like a mistake, and Mike being smart enough to know he's not talking about El. Mike thinking Will's referring to him, and how that made Will feel like a mistake. (In a way, it is. That's why Will's homosexuality feels to traumatising to him). Mike doesn't have anything to say then, either. Because they're in a van with Jonathan and Argyle, and those two don't know the secret, so Mike shouldn't bring it up. Mike doesn't physically comfort Will while he cries, because Mike's not sure if physical touch is appropriate anymore. Will turns away because heâs embarrassed. Mike has no reason to suspect Will loves him and is embarrassed. Mike just assumes Will doesn't want to be touched by him. It hurts. Mike respects the percieved boundary, giving Will one more cursory glance.
Later, he hesitates slightly to touch Willâs shoulder in the cabin, but does so after seeing Will hug Dustin and Lucas. Now he knows touch is okay. Mike is always watching and observing him with careful precision and consideration.
According to the summary posted by the VFX company, Season 5 is about the Upside Down merging with the real world, aka the subtext joining the text. Time "unravelling" implies it's convoluted, messy, disorganised. Time is memory. Memories need to be unravelled and processed. Secrets are revealed and past traumas resurface.
Yes, there's a beautiful love story being told between Mike and Will, but it's more than that. It's a story about how abuse can hinder self actualization. It's a story about navigating queer love and sexuality with the nuances of trauma, and balancing the desire for intimacy with sensitivity. It's a story about Will battling with himself because he thinks being queer is wrong, and thinks his abuse was his fault. It's a story about Mike battling with himself because the last thing he'd ever want to do is hurt Will, and he's worried that loving Will would do that.
MIKE THE STORYTELLER
(his story has been turned upside downâŚ)
ORDER OF EVENTS: Part 1 (Mike the storyteller), Part 3 (12 Episodes), Part 4 (MWTFDYD), Part 9 (Wheeler attack -> Mike's kidnapping), Part 11 (Mr Whatsit = Will) SCENE ANALYSIS: Part 2 (Will/Robin), Part 5 (Rainbows), Part 6 (The roof talk), Part 7 ("Where's Dustin right now?"), Part 8 (El is missing), Part 10 (Byler's missed date), Part 12 (Byler saw Rovickie kiss), Part 13 (Will's painting)
Have you ever wondered why Season 5 is listed in reverse?
These 8 episodes are a fake version of the real story, told out of order; flipped upside down.Â
Mike is the storyteller of Season 5, and heâs a very unreliable narrator. Itâs not his fault though; right now, heâs trapped in a fake world, based on his own memories.Â
"The storyteller keeps telling stories."
EVIDENCE?
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jonathan and will returning for winter break as full fledged level 5 woke anti-establishment leftists and fighting with hopper at the dinner table
jonathan hating the movie mr mom bc he's watching a grown man struggle with shit he's been doing since he was twelve
i yearn for the confidence and security in byler post volume one. the music was loud, the sky was blue, the world was saturated. i then got shot 57 times
Whenever I see Mike stans getting mad at other Will ships' (esp bychance) headcanons I'm just not surprised anymore. Y'all really take it from him, getting mad over an imaginary Will Byers's love interest
i ship bychance so fucking unironically
âI mean what did you think, really? That a show about nerds and outcasts was gonna have a well-written queer romance? That, in the end, queer love could help save the world?â
Yeah I guess I did. I really did.
Guys! I've been thinking about Jancy as Byler's mirror couple the last few days and I decided to check the Substack article that I've been obsessed with for the last couple of months, and I'm so excited to read about the subtext of seasons 1-2 Jancy in relation to what seems to be happening with WILL in season 5! Byler is happening!
This part is about Jonathan and Nancy's fight in the forest in season 1 after Nancy gets defensive that Jonathan clocked her; Nancy mirrors Mike and Jonathan mirrors Will:
Will is figuring Mike out! Signals are coming in!
Will has just self-activated in volume 1, which means he really might be confident about that avalanche and he's going for Byler endgame - Mike just needs to follow Will now. Will can pull Mike out of his repression.
Note: The author of this article is pessimistic about Byler being revealed in the text because it's so disappointingly rare. But this really sounds like the subtext is becoming text! Will is clocking Mike, CANON. Will has self-activated, CANON. If Will's seeing the signals from Mike, then the subtext we've seen in earlier seasons could be paying off right now with Byler reveal and endgame.
But... There's more. The scene where Nancy and Jonathan finally get together:
Will is making the first move, guys. He's getting his man.
Mike will just need to... open the door.
And Will will be waiting.
Bonus:
So, so much water everywhere... pipegate you are so very real and dear.
"this isn't like one of your campaigns"
mike's camapaign:
Vecna is going to take one look into mikes mind and just back away slowly
It really is that deep, the biggest TV show of the last decade had a lesbian character inspire a gay character to love and accept himself as a queer person, literally giving him the strength and power to save the day. Supernatural elements aside, this how you do it. No subtext. Not just queer representation, but queer pride, queer love, queer power
My family reading my Christmas list this year, trying to figure out what a âMikeâs POVâ is
âIf Vecna is gone, whatâs stopping usâ
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