//cw? im gonna swear and yell in all caps//
heeyyy yall thought id give an update lots have happened and ⟟ haven’t been posting ⏃ ton so lets talk
1st off im ditching the cr1nge lul scemo persona im not saying it was disingenuous or ⟟ hate it now its just not me anymore. yall might have already noticed i haven’t been going as heavy on it. but yeah its gone and the only typing quirk is my ender symbols for i (⟟) and a (⏃) cuz ⟟ think it looks cool and im learning the ender language (its ⏃ minecraft thing)
2nd - so im trans right. im ⏃ non-binary agender transmasc. ive been meaning to make more transition updates but my attention span is ⏃ spastic squirrel on drugs. so heres that finally :)))
the face reveal ⟟ did was me drawing cat whiskers on myself as ⏃ reclamation of my dan and phil phase. if you saw it my hair was long and curly in ⏃ ponytail because having it down was too fem
well ya bitch finally cut it
if ur vigilant youll also see my nose piercing thats also new
but as you can see the hair its VERY VERY GENDER
⟟ cant believe ⟟ cucked myself out of looking like this for 14 years
anyway hair dysphoria over and thats was it for ⏃ while ⟟ saw no issues with my body
YALL NO SHIT ⟟ CONVINCED MYSELF SINCE ⟟ REALIZED ⟟ WAS TRANS MASC THAT ⟟ DIDNT HAVE CHEST DYSPHORIA
⟟ really did the trans guy posture and fluff out my shirt to look in the mirror and see flat then proceed to tell myself ⟟ only wanted to see them gone was because other ppl would think girl if see boobs not becuz ⟟ didnt like them
y am ⟟ literally gaslighting myself
look at how swag that is im so flat aahhhh (ᗒᗨᗕ)
yall might not really notice cuz you haven’t seen me not binding but ⟟ RLY dont wanna post that so take my word for it ;3
and peep the danger days merch
⟟ have to stop doing that-
its not an actual binder its ⏃ sports bra and ⏃ tight swim top. but it kinda works really well
⟟ am saving up for one tho >:3
and dont worry im gonna be safe abt it
anyways im alive thanks for reading
take care of urselves nerds