⋆⸜✮｡Howdy! I’m Sorrow｡✮⸜⋆
꒰ Sorrow, Elvis, Raven, ノ She/He/They ꒱
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꒰ ISFPノ꒱
꒰ 17 ノ 03/18 ꒱
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Some Anime like: MHA , One Piece , Demon Slayer (not really active but i was there in 2020.)
꒰ Boundaries ノ I am a minor and I understand that most of Elvis's community are made up of adults however I'd prefer if anyone 18+ stays away from my messages. Replies, reposts, comments, likes, and follows are okay. Homophobes, Bigots, And Racists stay away.꒱
(Some of these hotties aren't fictional but the people they play may be.)( I do have some fictional )
My Elvis theme song:
As soon as i can get ahold of my Xtiles ELVIS MOOD BOARD on my school email i will post it, i promise you'll love it (this post will probably be constantly edited as i remember stuff, i have poor memory..)
Giggles in I disappeared for over a year and now I'm back… and yearning.
When cam sees you he acts cool and all but when you go
he feels a sense of dread he can't place even after he has yelled and nipped at you he still feels like if you reached for him he'd grab on and never let go. He's afraid of his feelings, scared of getting too attached when you finally decide you're like the others who treat him like ‘trash’. He doesn't like to get attached because he's had so many people walk out on him it makes him feel like maybe you're just in it for the ‘trashy’ thrill.
He gets frustrated rather easy when you're around.
Seeing you so happy and not being sure how you feel about him fills him with this sense of unease he can't place. Sure he's smug 90% of the time but in those moments he sees you happier with someone else or you do the slightest thing to make him feel unwanted like short replies to him he'll push you away even harder.
Oh and it's even worse if you're already taken. He gets flustered around you knowing it's wrong. That pit in his stomach ever growing every time his heart races for you, those moments when it's just the two of you talking about the future, you have him WHIPPED. But he'd never say that out loud.
You know he is only a call or text away and he has told you that. But he stays by his phone hoping every notification is you.
Everyone around him but you can see the way he needs you. He has friends who have asked him about his feelings for you and his face flushes and he will never give a straight answer for them. His heart rate spikes and he blushes at the thought. But when he looks in your direction, he is absolutely smitten.
If you have a group chat with all of the datables he will go back and read every single message you left in there. Seeing your habits with others. The way you act differently. When you get cocky, when you get shy, when you smile, he studies you and tries to incorporate small habits into his routine,
He TREASURES the time with you two alone. If you leave a group call just to text him when you even feel he is upset oh he is too far gone to be recovered now.
He gets worked up easy and you send him a “you okay?” Message it makes him feel special even if you're doing it just to ‘be nice’
He laughs easier when you're around.
You make a joke that's in the slightest funny he'll laugh and not just a giggle but a laugh that takes his breath away and makes it hard. People have started to think he just likes to laugh but no. He's just so infatuated with you he finds you THAT funny.
He jerks off to your Instagram.
This one is pretty straight forward, after you're in bed he is palming himself just to the photos of yourself you post his heart racing. Wishing you'd do anything for him. Give him head, toy with him. Rub your hand down his thigh talking him through it. He misses your voice. He gets so excited at the thought of you or pleasuring you he nearly faints.
He is bad at starting conversations but will LOOK UP conversation starters just to be around you for a bit longer.
He gets silent on call but when you text him he is BUSY trying to get a conversation started and to keep it rolling. He will even just compliment you to your face and talk about how he admires you if he's just spaced out and thinking about you. And when you still don't notice it's surprising he didn't break something.
Oh how he loves you,
He will reassure you about everything under the sun. Quit any kind of substance for you. He will even try to clean himself up to look good for you, he needs you more than he needs oxygen even if he's the last person on earth you'd choose.
You ever give him a chance and he is a MESS for you.
He will hold onto your hips while grinding on your thigh if you just wanted to see how pathetic he could be. If you're his, even if its just for a one night stand, he will hold you like tomorrow won't come, like he's afraid of you just disappearing.
He will beg for you to stay.
“Please.. please (reader) I'll be good. I promise. Please don't go. I'll be good. I- Ill..” and his cheeks will flush as he realizes what he's doing his expression never looking more frustrated then when he's looking at you but you know he is just being fragile.
When he found out he had feelings for you he cried.
He did not even consider it. It's not like he hadn't had crushes before, it was more of a “hm” then “oh.” Later that night when he touched himself he was use to it being “two bourbons and a nut later. Nevermind” but this was different, when he was done all he wanted was your hand on his cheek asking if he was okay.
But no. This was not a simple crush. He was smitten for you.
He'll make making out jokes all the time.
He needs you. And even if you joke back with him he'll be in your palm for the rest of the day. He will be at your side and he won't admit it but even hours after it has remained in his mind for every other thought
Treat him like a dog.
He loves to be told to do things. He might put up a fight but he WILL be whatever you want him to be. He needs you more than he needs anything else in this life. You may not understand but he loves you in a way that makes him cry when he's alone remembering someone else is doing all of the things he would die to do to you.
He will go through brief moments of shutting down the thought of ever even being with you if you say smth that gets under his skin or ignore him for a while
Cam will never admit it but he can be the clingest most possessive person you meet. He will never let his ego down enough to admit this if you aren't with him but your presence gives him joy in life itself. But when you're gone he feels stripped of that. When you're cold or say something insulting you'll be closed off just like everyone else he pushed away. But tbh you praise him a few times or call him those specific nicknames he likes he has forgotten about it. He certainly likes it when the two of you get ‘trashy’
author's note* here are my headcanons on what allies/axis sound like!! i'm planning to make another post like this but with the nordics. let me know if you'd like a version of this with the women!! or other select characters!
allies ♡
america has to take several breaths in the middle of jerking himself off. yes, even when it's just him he can tend to get way too excited. edging may not be his strong suit but in the short time he does spend touching himself, he imagines himself in front of someone he finds attractive, waiting for their next command.
has a surprisingly whiny moan, kind of like this.
england can be a little loud at times, other times not so much. mainly when it is not appropriate or acceptable to make such a raucous. as for whoever he's with, he'll also prefer to keep them quiet. (a hand across the mouth, perhaps) he likes to kiss them over and over to quieten his partner. he actually talks a lot during sex, albeit not without some serious stuttering. and though, he is most likely mentally kicking himself for doing so, his partner finds it cute.
when he tries to laugh the nervousness off, he sounds like this.
france likes to talk them through it, or rather, whisper because that is just so much more intimate. he makes sure his lover is comfortable and settled in before anything else happens. he could makeout for hours on end if it were possible—touching them through their clothes until they beg for him to finally start doing everything he told them he wanted to do.
his slow kisses make it feel as though it's been hours, and when he starts up it sounds like this.
canada tends to be grabby when he's with the person he really likes. he tries to at least be subtle in his protectiveness over that one special person. he sucks in a breath when he feels their body on his, desperately rubbing against his to cause some friction. he pulls them in closer, feeling their heat. he praises them, acknowledging the fact that they're not shy.
whenever he praises them, it might sound something like this.
russia seriously fights for his life when it comes to not being loud. he tries to moan as low as possible, which is much easier when he is on top. his voice is deep, and can be very loud when he is moaning. his partner insists that it is not a problem, but he'd truly be upset (and humiliated) if someone outside heard him. he likes to tease with his words, nearly mocking his partner. with a smile on his face, he'll tell them how adorably pathetic they sound for him.
he likes to call them cute nicknames in russian, just like this.
china doesn't care to feed into their accent/language barrier kink. so he tries to teach them chinese instead, even praising them for every word they can pronounce correctly. although, he does still find it sweet how they react whenever he calls them a nickname in his native language. he'd never admit it directly though, opting to call them silly for even liking such a thing. he then proceeds to give them a kiss, telling them to move on to the next part of their lesson.
he's very much a tease!! hoping they don't mind it too much when he sounds like this.
axis ♡
italy does whatever his love asks of him. he figures it'll keep him out of trouble if he does. he likes doing what pleases them. most of the time, anyway. if there is something that's kind of embarrassing for him, he'll whine about for a little bit until his love is able to remind them that he is all theirs and only theirs.
he's very, very cute whenever he sounds like this.
germany will explain everything he is doing or wants to do to his partner right before and as he is doing it. not too strict, but extremely disciplined in how he's working his hands over their body. he is able to coax out these short, low noises from their mouth. his touch makes them squirm, but he immediately holds them still. he's talking them down so they'll relax. giving him the green light to continue to touch them.
he's soft spoken, mostly speaking in german like this.
japan swallows loudly, happily so seeing as their tongue was just inside of his mouth. he kissed them so feverently, leaning forward to deepen it. enjoying the way they licked every part of his mouth. he feels so good it almost makes him dizzy. his partner will have to make sure to give him breaks in between for him to get some air. in the meantime, they put their hand to his chest, feeling his fast heartbeat.
he's cute, but out of shape—therefore not having a lot of stamina. he sounds like this.
prussia usually talks into their neck, or hair, when he's feeling a certain way. one time, his partner even brought it up to him that they can't hear what he's saying when he does that. he just grinned and shrugged. he told them it doesn't matter if they can't understand him, that they probably just like feeling his warm breath on their skin anyway. he talks them through everything, mostly saying vulgar things and praising how well they are taking him.
he can get cocky...but this is what he might sound like.
romano likes to edge his partner because it brings him satisfaction when someone else is feeling the same sexual frustration he often feels. he praises them when they do something he wants them to do and only after they do it. if they happen to touch him in a way he especially he likes, he'll demand they do it over and over. he believes there's nothing wrong with prioritizing himself sometimes.
...surely his partner can understand. he sounds like this.
WARNINGS: Coming untouched, teasing, humiliation, a man who yearns is a man who earns.
Oh how I LOVE this man.
NSFW under the cut!!
You two had been dating for about 1 year at this point, you took Harvey everywhere as if he was arm candy. I mean he practically; look at him. You were the owner of a huge architectural firm in 2 countries. You sat at a meeting today, your arm around Harvey. He was your bitch. You and him knew that however.
But as you all talked business with the other people there he didn't understand, you had a vibrator in his pants. As you got bored with the talk you moved the vibrations up and down, watching him squirm brought a smirk to your face and an arousal in your pants. You watched as you turned it up when he'd try to lean over or try to suppress the loud moan he'd threaten to let out all while shooting you looks that could kill.
At one point you leaned over whispering for him to fetch you some water. The way you said it made his stomach flutter but he couldn't tell whether that was you or the vibrator. He had gotten the class crystal cups and while he was almost to the table you turned the vibrator up from under the table. He had never felt so humiliated in his whole life as he dropped the cup it shattering on the ground.
Your face stayed stoic. You knew what you did, you pretended to be concerned while helping him pick up the shattered glass. You used your own jacket to wipe it up. When the two of you were finished you draped your arm around him with a “are you okay love?” Oh the look he gave you could have frozen over boiling water. It exhilarates you when he looks at you like that. But you couldn’t give into desire just yet, you glanced over at your co-workers as they started to get concerned. Your gaze shifted back to Harvey. “Come on, I didn’t need the water anyways. As long as you're okay.” You pulled him onto your lap feeling him hard as a rock as his cock pressed against your stomach his face buried into the crook of your neck. You rubbed his back and kept making conversation. You eventually got bored and turned down the vibrator, but only to a level one. Dawnting, teasing, a smug smirk played on your face as you felt his knee go in between your legs and groan against the crook of your neck. Oh how you wanted to take him right then and there in front of every co-worker. All of them deserved the show you wanted to put on with the man in front of you.
You rubbed his back as you played with the vibrator under the table. Each pulse gives him an extra whimper to hold back. Once you heard him whine in your ear, but only that once. He mumbled in your ear. “Oh fuck..” he breathed out. But oh my it sent a shiver straight to your arousal.
Eventually one of your co-workers picked up on it. Of course they did. “Hey is he okay?” one of them spoke. another, nodding along. You could feel the blush of his cheeks as you turned it all the way up and put your phone face down. “Oh yes, he is fine” you spoke as if this was normal. “He seems to be quite the needy thing tonight, I think he is coming down with a fever. His son caught something at school the other day. The kid was over it before the next rain the next day.” The group laughed at the way Tadashi said it. He rubbed Harvey’s back as he moved against you. He had never felt more needy or humiliated in his life. Questioning his own morals. He couldn’t let you win however.
He leaned up to your ear whispering into it. “Oh honey, you just wait until we get home.” oh that ruined you in the best way possible. You pressed yourself against the knee he had in-between your legs. You felt the way he bit his moans back. You knew the moment you could, you would ravish him until he was seeing stars.
After the meeting you had started goodbyes with everyone but Harvey kept signaling for you to hurry up. But like a mom in her 40s at a houseparty you spent at least 4 minutes with each person talking about personal life while Harvey nodded along giving a frustrated “Honeybun..” every time you moved to the next person. It drove him mad. But oh my god how stunning you looked even when he wanted to drag you out and mount you himself. But was that truly him or the expensive wine talking? Maybe the vibrator starting to dictate his mind, he would never know. He tugged on your sleeve as you talked to one of the last people pressing himself up behind you trying to seem tired and clingy, truth is he was trying to hide his hard on.
Finally when you had made it to the last person he was whimpering and had his head on your shoulder his legs threatened to give out from under him. He wondered how he would make it home without cumming in his pants. Oh fuck how he wanted to but he knew this is a place that could dictate your reputation. Every whimper he tried to hold back. He watched your face the way you gave him those half glances as a warning if he acted up they'd be hell to pay.
When you looked at him like that, how was he supposed to hold anything back? He tugged on your sleeve with one more plea. “Please.. please let's go.” His whimper in the middle of the sentence was enough for you to cave. And with one last wave you were out of there. Once you got to the car he was all over you. His hand on your thigh and as you drove you had that vibrator on full blast. Each bump each pothole you hit because you knew he’d have to feel the friction. You even took a dirt path for the first time in years. That's when he grabbed your hand, bringing it to his mouth and holding it.
He whimpered and moaned until you heard him whine out. “I- Im so close.. Please” You looked over at him and pulled him close to you. “You got this be a good boy for me.” and with that he came in his pants. A stain started to form as he leaned over the center console.
You glanced over at him and rubbed his head. Pulling over you helped him take the vibrator off. You licked your hand clean of course. That was when he was on top of you with no looking of backing down.
When he saw the look in your eyes, he knew. The wedding ring box in his nightstand at home. Was definitely for you. The one who he would stay married to for the rest of his life.
The end
HOPE YOU GUYS ARE LIKING KINKTOBER SO FAR
And for my DE followers i swear ima feed yall.. Prob tmr
Sorry Ive been gone so Long my motivation evaporated lwk
NSFW under the cut!!
You and Harvey had been in this closed affair for about a year now, but you felt as if you still had to keep things on the down low. Not like she’d find you guys together in public considering she is rarely out. Things were always in private areas, stolen moments only you two knew about. Today you were in your office while he attended his son’s teacher conference. You looked at the photos he had sent you prior. Adjusting in your own chair, He wouldn’t mind right?
Or that's what you thought.
The clock struck 8 as you thrusted up into your hand not finding the pleasure you had normally seeked out when it came to sexual desires. The floor to ceiling windows almost taunted you with the way the water beat against them and the way the wind made them shake every so often with a powerful shoo. Your hand paused as you leaned over your desk trying to imagine it was his hand instead. You stared at the mirror photos you had requested over a month ago that you have used ever since. You spun around in your chair thrusting up into your hand your teeth clenched as you leaned your head back.
That's when you heard the click and creek of the door opening.
You didn’t even look before you were scrambling to pull up your pants, heart racing as you tried to think of a reason as to why you were doing such preposterous things in your own office. When you turned to clear your throat and talked you saw Harvey there, the 5 '8 man crossed his arms and smirked his usual perfect hair only slightly messy due to the rain and the wind.
“Good evening, sweetie” He watched you scramble even a bit of pink to his own cheeks. “Seems you were too impatient to wait for me even if it was tomorrow when I said I'd be by, hm?” He teased with that low almost whisper voice that sent shivers down your spine he spoke to you in.
You stammer over your words before you could get them out clearly. “Sometimes a man takes care of himself when his-” you cut yourself off as you questioned what to even label Harvey as. He shook his head and hooked Harvey under his bowtie making him lean over you. “So now that you're here would you want to maybe.. Help?”
Harvey put his hand to your wrist. “Uh uh uhh, I need to see you finish before I even lay a finger on you. Weren't you the one who started it, Honeybun?” He kissed you as he unbuckled your pants, pulling them down and leading your hand to your boxers. You rubbed the tent in your pants as he leaded your wrist while cooing in your ear. “Mhm, that's right. Keep going like that”
You could hear the heartbeat in your ears and in your dick as your thumb rubbed over the tip. You pushed your boxers down as he let go of your wrist and his hands went to your shoulders watching you, a devilish smirk on his face. “Doing so good for me hm?” He watched you start to stroke yourself pushing up into your hand. Your hips shivered as you felt like you couldn’t lift yourself up any longer. You fisted your dick as Harvey kissed up your neck. Each kiss made a spark fly inside of you.
You leaned into the back of the chair, your feet pressed firmly on the ground as if you're trying to get a grip on something before you float away. “Oh fuck,” you whispered to yourself but Harvey knew it was for him too. You started to get close as you started to thrust up into your hand again. “Harvey..” you called out to him even though you didn’t know what to say if he answered or well.. When he did. “Yes Darling?”
“Im close” you said through shaky breaths leaning your head back. You could feel his heat getting closer to you. Your eyes closed as you were only a few strokes away from pure bliss. That was when he grabbed your hand and clicked his tongue. “sike” he Teased as he pulled your hand away from your cock licking the pre-cum off of your hand he snickered. “Tell me you want to cum, please?” he looks you in the eyes with the same expression he made when he begged. Oh how you love it when he begs. You look up at him thrusting up into the air for no kind of friction to grant you back. “Please Harvey, I promise I'll be good, please please please, baby I need it.” he pretends to think about it before he lets go of your hand mumbling “good boy” in your ear. He moves his hand to your cock before you could move your own. And he fists your dick; his thumb covering the tip as the sloppy sound of masturbation came from it.
You whimpered slightly arching your back off the chair as you felt his hand do everything. your head leaning back in your chair. He saw the way you moaned and whimpered as if in pure bliss. He leaned down to kiss your neck as he pounded his hand onto your cock. Oh fuck nothing could stop you this time. Your hips shuttered into his hands as your orgasm came. You let out a desperate yell. The orgasm had you nearly seeing stars.
When you come down from your high he helps you clean yourself. His handkerchief was always being of good use when you were around. He helped you pull your pants back up and kissed your head before he lifts you holding you on his lap. Both of you knew it wouldn’t last much longer because he had to go home to his safe, secure life but your hearts beat intertwined as one. As you admired the sight outside your office window you wondered what if you were the one married to him. Oh how you wished things would be that different. But for now, his embrace was enough to handle your wants and desires.
wait i have two my first from the video and a new one heh..
(im gonna try to expand a little on the one from tiktok trust)
1. Hector’s been feeling rather sick recently—if that’s even possible for an object—and you discover a buildup of dust/lint on his vents. When you go to clean them, you find he’s much more sensitive that you originally thought.
(You basically just overstimulate him a whole bunch while cleaning all the vents and he’s dragging himself to each one to beg you to be gentle)
tag ideas idk🥹: dacryphilia, overstimulation, teasing, praise kink, if he yearns he EARNS, mentions of voyeurism (i love this tag im sorry), Dominant reader-insert, AMAB | Assigned Male At Birth Reader-Insert, begging, desparation, submissive character, temperature play, voice kink, reader is into it
(im not good at tagging sorry im so into fics and writing but im horrible at execution LMAOOOO obv if you end up doing it you can veto, alter, and add tags these are just for ideas heh)
2. You haven’t been visiting Hector for a few days now, and he’s worried he’s done something to upset you. While he’s hiding in the attic during a particularly worrying panic attack, the other vent dwellers (Sophia, Parker, Prissy yk) find him and attempt to comfort and reassure him.
(They all want you but they’re worried for their friend) (maybe they could also scheme on trying to hint to you to talk to him by talking to betty or something idk) (you can choose what exactly the reason for what the reader’s absence is heh)
(i feel like they’d all be really awkward about comforting him by how different they are personality wise and the fact tjey all like you but they’d try their best because they do care about him yk heh lmk if you fw this)
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WARNINGS: Dacryphilia, overstimulation, teasing, praise kink, A man who Yearns is a man who EARNS iykwim, AMAB, Begging, desperation, deprivation, submissive hector, smut, temperature play, voice kink, hand kink, Dry humping, Finger sucking, cumming in pants, part 2? Maybe.
You were going about your day oddly fast, you were on your last charge of the dateviators for the evening to which you sighed looking around at all of the objects you loved so very dear. How were you supposed to pick just one?! You felt a chill run down your spine as you went to the thermostat. You ran your finger along the rim of it watching as the dust collects on your fingers. That's when you looked at the vents where Hector resided. You let out a soft ‘hm’ you were supposed to see him in the attic a few days ago but you were struggling to find that fuckass key. You went into the kitchen grabbing a chair and putting it under the air vents, standing on it aiming your dateviators at it and shooting the beam at it. The hands appeared after you blinked. You smiled seeing the eyes putting your hand up to hold his but he pulled back leaving you with your hand to the vents. He stifled a cough. “Good evening, are you here to talk about the at-” he cut himself off stifling another cough.
Your hands rested on the small grates before you could hear him back up. You felt something on your fingers so you pulled your hand back seeing the thick layer of dust that coated your finger. You instantly looked back into the vents for the eyes but they weren't there. You checked your phone time before getting down hearing the air only come out in small bursts like a cold. You went to get your cleaning supplies. Specifically a cloth and duster and maybe some gloves. You eyed the polish bottle but you'd come back for that. You went back to the thermostat giving it a wipe down and playing with the buttons a bit so you wouldn't be blasted with any kind of unwanted temperature before you went back to the vent by the base floor bathroom. You observed the dust on the vents before giving it a soft blow. Hector let out a small shutter from inside the vents with what sounded like a whimper. You took it as his cold and moved on slowly wiping it down, humming slightly. You could hear him on the inside moving closer, his voice shaking. “What are you doing?” he asked those same dark beautiful eyes looking at you. You smiled seeing him. “There my favorite hvac is. I'm doing a bit of cleaning. Can't remember when the last time I cleaned was” you said running your duster along the inside. He felt his hips moving on their own into the vent throbbing in his pants from even the slightest bit of friction. You smiled at him through the grates. Fuck you made him feel like he was loosing his mind. There you were playing with every part of him not knowing he was like putty in your hands. He couldn't remember the last time he even touched himself. He watched you play with the vents a bit making sure it was clean before pulling your hand away. He reached out for your hand, catching your wrist and pulling you in. all he could do was let out a low whimper, the desperation in his voice being almost overpowering. You blushed looking around. “You okay?” he held your wrist the slightest bit tighter. “Please don't go.. I, i need you” he stuttered out not being able to handle the way your cute eyes looked at him. You looked around and then at him again. His eyes itself had you weak and waiting for more. “What do you mean?” you managed to sputter out. You felt a chill creep down your hands and into your shirt sliding it up ever so slightly. But the action alone felt as if he was gliding his hand up your hip.
He was closer this time. Even if the cold air was pushing your shirt up slightly the hot air was circling around your ear as he whispered in that low voice he used to make himself appear more brave or masculine. Your knees started to buckle as you listened to his voice, the heat rising to your cheeks. The air rounding your neck makes a feeling as if a finger is being glided along your throat leaving a sigh of contentment for you. You played with his knuckles, rarely being able to form words. “What do you.. Need me for?” you questioned feeling your own pants tighten as you subconsciously rubbed your thighs together. You kept eye contact for a moment before he broke it to look around. His blush was evident in his voice. You played with his hand again, softly rubbing it. “I.. uh.. Hm..” he spoke.
You pulled his hand to your lips softly kissing the knuckle of his middle finger before going to the tip and giving it a soft lick. He folded his hips taking control of itself as he moved against the inside of the vents forming a small white stain in whatever kind of underwear he wears. You heard him whimper and shutter an evil thought playing in your mind as you held his hand tighter and placed your mouth around the tip of his finger licking it softly while looking into his eyes through the vents. He moved one of his hands from the vents to the inner of his pants rubbing himself while he whimpered and moaned biting down on his lip to try to muffle some kind of pathetic noise he was making watching you suck on his fingers. That's when his warm air hand slid to your other hand’s wrist leading it down to the waistband of your pants. You lead another finger into his mouth letting out a satisfied hum before lapping your tongue around them and in between them. He leads your wrist to your cock and puts your hand onto it before trailing back up your arm making a warm feeling of delight course through you.
You pulled your head off of his fingers letting out a small whimper of pleasure. You pumped your hand on your cock while looking into his eyes. Your free hand made it's way to intertwine your hands together. You kissed every one of his knuckles. You could hear him thrusting into his hand against the vents. The wet noises of his dick going into his hand echoing through the vents. He was a mess, he leaned his head back moaning out your name before you could react his hips were speeding up out of pure desperation. He kept saying your name over and over until he came in his hands letting out a noise between a pitiful whimper and a slutfull moan. His hands gripped into yours as he came when he looked back at you the orgasam had tears in his eyes from how hard he came. You pumped Your hand faster closing your eyes and letting out an “oh fuck” before leaning your head against the vents and holding his hand tighter. “H-hector” you managed to sputter out before biting into your lip and letting out a few more moans. Cold air started to engulf your body, making you shutter. You came into your hand coating some of your fingers. You leaned back looking at him before smiling. You felt the air pull your cum-coated hand to the vents leading it in. And placing his tongue to your index finger And dragging his tongue along the finger lapping up your climax off of your fingers. working his way around each finger until the only thing left is his saliva.
When he was done he kissed your hand before looking into your eyes. And you could see the realization set in when he looked into your eyes. He pushed your hand back. Your face settled into concern as the post nut clarity set in Hector. “Are you okay?” You asked his hands sliding to the vent to touch his hand before you could see him move back. Your hand halted before your fingertips touched the vents. He looked into your eyes from the distance he was at. “Just go. I need some time.” all You could do was nod before fixing your pants and moving away taking the chair back to the kitchen.
End? Possibly..
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Your Day was slowly beginning To end as the sun slowed to the horizon and the summer air started to cool around you. You swung by Tony's work to watch him make himself look busy to impress you. That's when you went over to him while he was leaning against something wrapping your arms from behind and smiling into his shoulder. “Guess who!” You said cheerfully not letting go just yet. He looked at you and said “hey you, you're just in time” turning around and picking you up holding you by your thighs. “I was feeling a little low, give me some sugar won't ya?” All you could do was smile and give him a kiss that always sends his head for a spin. That was when he chuckled and put you down giving you another soft kiss on the head saying “gonna have to let you go, I get started with you, I'm never going to finish my job here.” you nodded but you and Tony had rarely seen each other lately outside of his work hours. You needed a small touch of him that would last forever in your eyes.
As you walked off you could feel that stupid ass smile he always had after he kissed you. He always felt smitten by you. It had been about 6 months since you two got together when he tried to play it off casually and lean against the door frame while stumbling over his words. He thought he was so smooth. Every time you think of that moment you get that flutter in your chest and that blush that always makes you smile. As you made it to your shared home you settled onto the couch.
You glanced at your traditional watch, It's 7:30 pm, you sighed leaning over laying on the edge of the couch knowing Tony wouldn't be home for a while considering a lot of construction work is done at night in the summer. You looked around at all of your surroundings taking it all in. You two have a modest living condition considering your job still has you in labor limbo. You bring in that little money but when you start talking about getting a full time job again he shuts it down instantly. You didn't know whether his pride was hurt by you having the possibility to make more than him or he just likes the idea of his pretty little partner waiting on him to get home and being a homebody. Either way you couldn’t really complain.
You saw your phone on the coffee table and for a moment a devious thought crossed your mind. But wait.. He was working to provide a life for you two, you wouldn't sabotage his performance on purpose right? … right?
You had finally gotten to the phone and started to think about what you could really do to turn him on by just a few photos. But who am I kidding this man probably gets hard at the thought of you showering, you don't have to do much. You looked around and started to think. You made your way to the bedroom looking at what you had in your closet. Until you saw it. Your full body mirror you had recently bought that Tony said he was going to put up a month ago. You smirked as you tugged off your pants and put them into the dirty laundry leaving you in your boxers and a t-shirt you liked to wear on days that were slow and didn't have plans.
You held your phone tightly as you turned around pulling the shirt to ball up in the front to expose your hips and the slight curve of your hip dips. Turning the flash on so he couldn't see your face only from your mid back down. You studied the picture for a few minutes before sending it off and putting your phone face down and you walked to the kitchen trying not to let the blush take over your face or think about the picture too hard. He probably didn't even see it yet. He is working and wouldnt look at his phone and would be professional. That's what you told yourself knowing damn well this man would make the “Awooga” noise out loud if he saw it while he was at work. You opened your refrigerator to take out one of Tony’s beers to get your mind off of what you just sent to your boyfriend. Sure you two lived together but it's not like either of you really had done that… together. You two just talked about it. You took the cold beer back to your shared bedroom and hesitantly picked up your phone looking at your messages with Tony.
“DAMN”
“Sorry”
“Are you staying like that”
“Please”
“Can I venmo you ones to get you to send more”
You felt that oh so familiar flush creeping at your cheeks reading his messages. Your thumbs stumbled writing the reply your dick thinking for you completely. I mean what were you supposed to do? Say no to the boyfriend you craved right now?
“Are you sure you can’t come home any earlier? I seem to have caught myself in some trouble fixing a pipe and its leaking Tons” you felt your face when your hand felt freezing in comparison.
Tony responded almost immediately like he had been staring at his phone waiting on your response. “Give me 30” was all he said. You felt as if your head was spinning not knowing what To do. Do you stay like that or do you strip completely down? You paced the bedroom taking another sip of the beer you grabbed earlier. This was going to be a fun night.
You leaned at the office door when he walked in. His head spun all the ways it could before he spotted you. He made the b-line to you pulling you close to him. “Why hello there” he said as clearly as he could but the blush on his face betrayed him sharing every intention he had. You chuckled looking at him and gave him a soft innocent kiss. “So Tons how was work?” you asked, leaning into his ear playing with the shoulder band of his overalls and slowly starting to unclip the right side. He stumbled over his words before pulling you closer. “It was amazing” he said, playing with the bottom of your shirt, lifting it up to feel at your hips and squeezing slightly at the meat on the sides of your stomach.
That's when he pulled you in for a kiss not wanting to waste anymore time. Your hands moved to the other clip that was holding his overalls up. As the clip fell the front of his overalls fell to where his belt forced it to stay. You pulled back smirking; you started to push his shirt up kissing that small part of his chest you can see with his shirt on. He pulled you closer to where you could feel his throbbing erection through his overalls. You leaned back pushing the shirt over his head, you moved your hand to his chest hair looking him up and down with a gentle “hm”. He was entirely flustered. The cocky bastard that you fell for stood in front of you with the biggest blush on his cheek. His hands sliding down to your ass giving it a small squeeze before picking you up and taking you up the stairs. But your arms were focused on getting his belt off. It dropped after you finally got it undone. His pants fell with his toolbelt with each step he took. By the time you two were at the top of the stairs the only thing he had on was his boxers and gloves. He laid you down onto your bed smirking and putting his pointer finger to his mouth taking off his glove with his teeth before he took off the other glove normally.
He leaned down kissing your stomach, biting down slowly and sucking; his tongue, lapping up the mark he was giving you. He let out a small groan when your legs wrapped around his hips. He pushed the shirt up and over your head getting back up onto his feet leaning in and kissing your lips. “Fuck you taste so fucking good.” he said groaning into your lips. You opened your mouth moving your tongue with his. His hands gripped your hips rutting into you. You put your hand to his chest pushing him back slightly and sliding off the remaining garments you have on. Tony watched you absolutely mesmerized with how beautiful he thinks you are. He snapped out of his daze sliding off his boxers as well. He nearly pounced on top of you once he had them fully off. His leg sliding in between yours pressing against your groin. He kissed your neck, lifting your legs up and leaning back to look into your eyes. “Are you sure you want to do this? You know when I get started i'm goin’ all in”he asked, making sure he had your consent and not just implications. You smiled. “Yes, Tony. I promise I want you soul and body for as long as you will have me.”
With that response he reached over into the bedside table pulling out a bottle of lube and coating himself in a thick layer of it. Tony positioned himself before pushing inside slowly. He groaned, leaning his head against your chest as he pushed in. One of your hands found Tony’s back and the other hand gripping the sheets behind you. He gave shallow thrusts going deeper each time before bottoming out. He let out a small whimper taking in how good you made him feel before leaning up and checking on you. But when he saw your cute face he couldn't help but start thrusting into you. He held you in place a sharp gasp or groan with each thrust. You on the other hand were a moaning mess looking up at him gripping onto his back leaving marks neither of you knew were there just yet. He leaned in, kissing you, muffling the moans both of you were letting out.
You moved your other hand to his back, the nails dipping into his skin to grip him feeling like you were almost going to slip away if you eased up your grip. He broke the kiss painting moving a hand from your hips to your throat. “That feels good don't it?” he thrusted harder and faster. “yeah? Yea??” He asked taunting you with each thrust making your head spin as his hand tightened the rush of everything at once making the experience more enticing. His grip on your throat loosened as he trembled from the pleasure. “F-fuck” he managed to sputter out slowing down to roll his hips into you. He moaned out your name the more he went in and out. “Im, mh.. Im close, please please- fuck” is all he could make out thrusting into you before he sped up again didnt even giving you a chance to respond. A few more thrusts and his load was shooting inside you. He gave a few more thrusts. You came, leaking onto your stomach as you called out his name pulling him in for a kiss.
After a few seconds he pulled back panting before pulling out of you and kissing your head. “Fuck babe” he snickered. “Wow” he looked you up and down before kissing your stomach, licking the cum off of you. You leaned up kissing him properly before he pulled you in and kissing your head. “You really know how to take it out of me huh” to which you could only chuckle. Before long you were both asleep
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Dorian
Definitely has the most Self control out of everyone. He can go months if not years without sex.
He is also the most pent up though, when he goes at it he goes hard. I Mean mouthfucking, blowing your back out.
This man does not have the time to mess around; he gets straight to the point. After he is realized he has a lot more time on his hands and that's when he takes the time to appreciate your body not leaving a square inch of you untouched.
He will not beat around the bush about what he wants and he will expect you to give it to him.
He likes quickies on doors because it's a sort of pride to him.
He chokes you idgaf what you have to say. You can't tell me in the middle of sex he won't wrap his hands around your neck and say “does that feel good love?”
Hector
Even after he came out of the vents he still writes fanfiction about you. His fantasy's are either so sweet you get cavities or the most kinky literature you have ever read in your life.
This man wants to breed you like not just put one kid in you he wants you to hold every bit of him cum inside you. It gives him a sense of pride that you're really his.
He will full on wake you up by eating you out/sucking you off. Also he is the BIGGEST sucker for marks. He needs to show you off. He wants everyone else in the whole world to know he pulled you and it drives him crazy if he sees someone mention it in public.
He just wants to cover you with more He cannot handle giving oral he gets absolutely drunk off of you. He will cum his pants just while youre mouthfucking him or ridibg his face. Or even if he is just giving you regular oral you can see him twitch all the time while his tongue does its magic. but he'd let you use his face until his nose goes straight.
Parker
He is very skilled with his hands, not so much his mouth.
He tries to get you to play games with him after sex. He has about 5 boxes under your bed to pull out when you two are done.
He is always touching somewhere on your body. My man knows where the clit is. And if you're a dude then he jerks you off while he is on top.
He will be panting and nearly shaking by the time he is done with you. He sees it as a competition for who can cum more times.
Most of the time he eats the cum out of your ass/pussy
He has a sex rulebook somewhere in your room that he has read at least 6 times on his own.
Hanks
They compare sizes. I feel like we all knew that.
Double stuffing you is a must, maybe even triple if they can get themselves into the right position. But let's be real. They're flexible asf.
Hank #3 is a virgin and was all bark. So when it finally came time with you two one on one. He was stuttering and playing off his nervousness as cockyness.
Hank #5 will ask before cumming Inside you. He will accidentally edge you just to make sure its okay
You and Hank #2 have the more vanilla sex but that's what makes it special. He makes sure to take his time with you and whispers in your ear how great you do for him. He needs a constant in his life that can be reliable and cause him to not get hurt and he believes you're that for him.
Chance
absolute KING of Aftercare he will prep your favorite snacks and chill some water in advance to make sure you two are all set for afterwards. He will massage you without being asked after. Leaving kisses on all the tense spots.
He loves to come home from a GNG sesh you couldn't make it to wearing one of his cloaks. In his words it's like opening a present on Christmas Morning. He absolutely LOVES cosplay sex, but he always asks in advance if it's okay.
He sometimes puts his glasses on you while pounding into you just to have something of his on and in you.
Another man who cannot handle oral. But for this matter I feel like he couldn't handle you sitting on his lap either. A few moves and he is seeing stars.
He LOVES hair pulling. You try putting your hand in his hair while he is on his knees for you and you're getting a few moans into your sex. If it is okay with you he will pull your hair too. You were his first time.
He was another all bark no bite character who acted as if they had done more than they had before.
Volt
BONDAGE. He wants you to tie him up and ride him like your life depends on it.
He loves watching his partner lose themself in pleasure.
He enjoys to leave marks, he wants the others to just be ASKING about those for As long as you have them
Shock Kink, idk what else you want me to say. This man would blush if You accidentally gave him a friction shock and say you're tempting him.
He loves eye contact, if he feels like teasing you he will stop if you're not looking at him.
Eddie
He likes to fuck you while you're wearing his clothing and it's what he'll use to pull you back onto his cock.
He enjoys mutual masturbation, just the way he knows how you please yourself so he can make sure he is pleasuring you when it's his turn to be your hand Please don't repost or translate!
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Volt
He seems Like he loves to drape his clothes over you to show that he bagged you. During a night at the club after saying some things to the crowd he will go over and drape his jacket over your shoulders especially when the bar is cold that night from the ac.
You paint his nails, he gives you the nail polish and gives the excuse he likes it the most when you do it but its really his excuse to have your hands on his hands.
He loves to show you off all the time, pda after a while will be mandatory, he will walk up behind your seat at the club and just give you soft affectionate kisses on your neck and run his hands down your waist
He loves your body warmth against his. He seems like he will pout if you pull away in your sleep but he will hold you close to his chest while the two of you sleep He lives for your praise, if something doesn't wow you he will make sure to go above and beyond.
Eddie
He enjoys silent moments between you two, if you're sitting At the bar on a mainly empty night he will make you a drink and just stand near you, maybe even humming softly.
He tends to get upset easily with people who ask you OR him excessive questions, he feels the pressure even if it's you. He will snap back at anyone who pressures you into answering questions
Eddie finds nights where it's just the two of you the best. He puts an arm around you and holds you close but not tightly unless something is wrong. He gives you head kisses while you two are relaxing
He makes drinks Inspired off of you but you and him are the only ones that can have themWhen he is out of work he loves to stay in and watch shitty movies he doesn't pay attention too. He falls asleep mid way through while petting your hair.
Chance
once got told he talked about tabletop games (DND/GNG) too much and even if it was once it still made him think every time he talked to anyone he was talking too much about it. So he tried to find other things that interested him but nothing really stole his interest like those games did. And whenever he talks to that person who says he talks about those games too much he lets them carry the conversation because his biggest fear is ever being that much of an issue to where they need to point it out to him again.
Whenever he is asked about his interest he lights up and you swear you can even see the light in his eyes get brighter. He will tell you everything you need to know and then some.
He needs constant reassurance, he doesn't get Jealous but he gets this doubt in the back of his mind always telling him off He tends to share pain, like you're upset he will take your pain on as his own and it completely bothers him because You're important to him. so He never wants you to feel any kind of pain
He loves pda, he needs you by his side at all times. He holds your hand a lot in public and loves when you lead him around your favorite stores. It gives him ideas on what you like and what he can get you to make you happy
Parker
He understands sometimes getting to sleep can be hard when your mind is racing so fast so if you're ever anxious or feeling stressed at around bedtime he reads you a rule book but he doesn't get too upset if you fall asleep in the middle of his “spectacular reading” As he calls it. He will just act like it bothered him just to get a rise out of you.
He likes to take you to museums and treat the whole layout of the museum like a board game, like as if you have to follow a specific route to get out. And every time you two get to the exit he says “we won!”
he claps when the plane lands. And I don't mean just a small little clap he is putting a round of applause together and letting out one of those loud whistles.
He sleep talks The most random things. In the middle of the night you will hear him say “don't throw the peanut butter at my spouse, you'll get them clean” and if you question it he calls you delusional.
If you ever had an argument he made you you two played a game and that's how you decided if you made up
Dorian
He tends to enjoy silent moments with you, watching a new movie on TV while Leaning Against each other, silent drives in the dark. all of it feels so intimate while being somethings two people who are friends and lovers can enjoy He likes to know that you two can just be your own people while in a relationship and
finds overly clinginess as a red Flag. He likes the “don’t go” or you holding onto a shirt of his until he returns, but if you stalk his location and pry out details that seem intrusive he will end things viewing it as toxic.
He is not a fan of PDA but he will always have a hand on you if someone gets too close incase something happens where you two need to run. He is aware that anything can happen at any time.
He just wants to make you feel safeHe holds doors open for you, one bc he is a gentlemen, two bc he wants you to glance over at him and smile like how you normally do when someone opens a door for you, this man lives for your smile.
He is the type of man to claim “I don't dance” at a formal event before wiping you off your feet with his ballroom style dancing.
He likes the titanic (idk just seemed very… dorian)
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Uhh pt2 of the 1st Rudy x Minori fanfiction (I was held at gunpoint for it)
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Minori's pov:
It had been 2 years since graduation, we had all grown into our own lives. I finally got my associates degree; I have my own apartment, I have an okay at best roommate but it's better than a bad one. But it always felt off, every day felt the same. I dyed my hair in so many different colors. I tried cutting my hair and all new things to it. But I ended up back at my green. I layed on my couch and looked at the ceiling. An anime playing on the TV but I was too into my own thoughts to even consider it.
I pulled out my phone, my lock screen being myself in a kimono I designed for last year's summer festival with a candy apple in my hand. I swiped open, entering my password “0207” Rudy's birthday. (This is not Canon, I made it up.) It had been so long but all of my motivation drained to even change my password. When I opened Instagram, the posts were as follows: Isao, My own, Jin, Jin, Jin, Giichi's matching post to one of Jin's since they just got engaged, Rei, Rei, Isao. I scoffed to myself looking to the side wondering if I'll find the ambition to get up anytime soon.
I dropped my phone on the floor and I stared at myself from the reflective surface on the TV. I looked to the ceiling until Jin called me. I audibly groaned squirming around until I grabbed and answered. I cleared my dry throat before saying a quick “hey Jin.” to which he starts talking and not letting up.
Jin spoke, “So Minori, Giichi and I are planning a trip to celibate our engagement and I want your invitation so all of our friends can go!” “Where are the cheap love hotels in the USA?” I groaned to myself, “Everything is expensive in the us.” I look at the TV once more “you'll be comfortable in a 5 star hotel but if you want cheapness you'll settle for a cheap one.” I sit up in the room slightly spinning knowing Jin would say some sappy rich person thing soon. Jin gasped and said “no! I'd never settle! Especially when it comes to My Fiance!” I stood up going to my refrigerator and taking out a canned beer, holding the phone with my shoulder, opening the can and sipping the liquid. As Jin rambles on until he hangs up and sends me ticket info. I read it sighing as I dragged myself to my room pulling out a designer suitcase and starting to pack. The trip was in a week, but if I waited I wouldn't pack at all. 7 outfits, a spare toothbrush, a selfie stick, a small bottle of shampoo, a shot of liquor for the airport, and a dildo. All of that just for good measure in the first compartment. My laptop, chargers, spare phone, and 50 business cards in the front compartment.
I stared at the bag before starting to pack my carry on with small things like a: laptop I use more, money, passport, and a few other things.
I held my face in my hands before laying on my bed and holding onto my pillow before there was a sound of keys in the front door and a few voices. My roommate Isao was home, the other voices were obviously Jin, Giichi, and Rei.. and I think I heard Shion? I groaned rolling on my side and holding my head in my pillow before getting up.
I waited for a moment then I got up and walked out even though I was in shorts and an old oversized t-shirt. I waved and went over to sit with them.
Isao chuckled but when he saw me he stopped before putting a hand on my arm. “Hey Minori.” His voice was cold. We didn't talk outside of sex. We are your typical friends with benefits now. Just objects for each other's pleasure. We were happy, why did I feel this way if we are. “Hey” I managed to say back, sitting with them and looking around. The whole gang was here besides Rudy. I started to stare at an empty spot, imagining him there. He wouldn't have stood for me and Isao being like this. I wondered how he was in the back of my mind. I bet it's cold out there and he's all alone. We never got a chance to write or call. I wish I knew if something was wrong. They're probably somebody new and it sure ain't no failure of a partner. But one day I hope I can still make it up to you.
I zoned back into the call of my name. It was just Jin. Everyone had gotten up and walked away to go see Isao's room and the pool table he had put in. “What's up, sorry I zoned out” I said looking into Jin's eyes. Jin cleared his throat “I need your advice on something” he said tapping his foot. I nodded, sure I didn't care but he was still my friend. He started going on about not wanting to take on his family's business and how he just wants a life with his husband. I couldn't focus on anything else he said, it pissed me off so bad that he even considered this. He had the whole world in his hands and he refused to do more? How selfish and pathetic was he!? I lunged at him, grabbing him by the shirt and yelling "you have every right to be your family's successor and all you have to do is try! You have no idea how hard it is for me!!” I shook him with his shirt. “Your parents are parents that love you and you still doubt them!? You have a loving fiance and a good life set up for YOU.” I shook him until I felt tears running down my cheeks onto his face. I wiped my face getting up and going back to my room before Jin could call out my name. I locked the door behind me plopping on my bed and taking a deep breath. I stared at the wall, how was my first love even doing?
Rudy's pov:
Another day passed, I was on the way back from my job as a teacher pushing my hair back as I walked. What would I eat for dinner tonight? I walked down the busy New York streets before I stopped seeing a designer suit in the window. It brought me back to my teenage years, specifically one. He would have loved this suit and would have wanted one just like it. He would have smiled and spun around like a child. The suit was white with green Lining, a green tie, as well as white shoes with a green heart on the bottom of the heel of the shoes.
I sighed and glanced at my phone and saw my friends had posted, I never got social media in time to get their socials before I left. I started walking again before my landlord came knocking at my door; I need to pay my rent. I sighed as I walked faster to get to my apartment. I got there and nobody was at my door. I went to unlock my door before I heard a pot hit the hardwood floors inside. I patted my pants pulling out my glock and shoving in the door before I saw my girlfriend in the kitchen. Her arms had sleeves of tattoos and one with my name on her chest. I sighed and looked around then went and picked up the pot as she made dinner.
I waited a moment before going into the living room and turning something on the flat-screen and looking up at it flipping through channels before I paused on a movie that looked professionally shot, but the star of the movie was.. Jin??? I sat up staring into the TV before my girlfriend turned it off from behind me then wrapped her arms around me. She whispered into my ear, reaching into my pants. “I burnt dinner, let's eat out.”
I knew this was her way of just not wanting to cook dinner but I couldn't care. I turned the TV back on, not even slightly aroused by her attempt. She rolled her eyes then leaned up. “seriously? I've been waiting for you all day and you don't even want me??” she scoffed at me but I payed her no mind. I continued to watch the movie. I waited for her to stop before saying “I'm going out. Don't wait up.” To which I nodded. She could go out and mooch off a guy with an actual job, not a teacher who can barely afford a week's worth of groceries. I watched the show looking up and sighing. “How were they now?” I asked myself.
But with that all they were was the past and now I held my future in my own hands. I can't go back.
Runa's pov:
I packed my bag as I was on call with Giichi and Mao. We were planning a trip that Giichi's Fiance was paying for. I waited for him all these years and we never even had a shot. I thought maybe one day if I finally told him how I felt he'd want me. But Jin held him by his waist and told him he loved him. Why didn't I think of that? I sighed, he goes to work and comes back and holds him. Why didn't I think of that?
Minori's pov:
All of the group besides Isao left. I heard him knock at my door. It was around the time he'd go to work but I guess he took off. I went to my door and opened it. I looked up at Isao only for him to pull me by my waist and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around him taking in his scent. I pulled back from him to look up at him to which I just shook my head and started to close my door. He put his foot in then re opened my door. “You can't keep pretending I'm him yk, you have to move on.” He said as he led me to sit down. “I'll be in your corner if you need me but I can't stand not being the one you want.”
I sighed as he spoke not listening but spacing out.
I knew he would get sick of it eventually, I was so young when I behaved 25, but lately I've been crying like a tall child. I push him off of me to where he pushes my legs up and pins me. I just stared at him before he let me go and walked out. I groaned and rolled off my bed and sighed, reaching under my dresser and seeing some of the photos I printed from the night before graduation with Rudy. I wonder if I could ever be that happy again.
Deep down I knew Isao was right but I couldn't help it.
A few days later maybe?
Minori's pov:
We had been on the plane for the last few hours. I typed out a document to help my friends know what the social norms of the USA were. Like how they’ll be talked to in any public place whether they want to or not. And how not to go too ham on nights at a gambling facilitation or a bar because the USD is way more then our yen equivalent. It may look like 1 yen but it is NOT one yen. How hotels have regulations. This is much towards Jin and Giichi, but you cannot scream each other's name out in the hotels. Others can and will hear you.
I pasted some links into the document along with some other things. Then the plane started to land.
I looked at the window and got my carry on out of the top. Once we were allowed to leave I sent the doc off from my phone and I walked out with everyone. Jin was leading a dozy Giichi who had just woken up. Teru behind Giichi, Runa not far behind, Mao and Hisashi in the far back, Isao coming out with Tobe and Rei as well as Shion. We all headed into the airport and went through security looking at the night sky when we got out.
The group contemplated dinner but Shion and Rei had already departed from the group going to a hotel so we all called it quits.
But personally I needed to get a single hotel room away from EVERYONE. I opened my phone and searched for a hotel before calling an Uber and waiting. While waiting I looked for good food options after I booked my room. I yawned before I walked to the meeting spot of the Uber not looking up from my phone before I ran into someone I stumbled but didn't fall. The person I bumped into was.. tall? I got a good look at her when she stood up and the lights reflected her features. She had a lot of tattoos and a nose ring as well as a few rings on her fingers and an eyebrow piercing. She looked and smelled intoxicated. My face scrunched, smelling her before I walked past her before she yelled. “Are you even going to ask if I'm okay!?” I paused for a moment before I looked at her looking around before putting my hands up acting as if I didn't know English. She paused slightly before walking closer. “Your shirt logo is in English.” I froze. And started cursing myself out internally, I waited for a moment before responding. “Sorry I wasn't looking where I was going.” To which she scoffed. “You got dirt on my dress, you know. You gotta pay for it.” I rolled my eyes as she spoke. “Sorry but I would have to pay you back another time.” She raised her hands and slapped me. I started to lunge back for a moment then remembered you can't hit women in the us.
I Rubbed my cheek looking at her before my Uber pulled up and I got in rushing the driver to start quickly. I sighed a sigh of relief, my head leaning back. “I'm finally here” I mumbled to myself. Maybe this is what I needed for a bit. I closed my eyes for a moment before the driver called “sir?” “Sir??” Pulling me out of my doze. I paid him and got out, going into the hotel and paying for a room. Once I got there I layed on my bed that had a city view balcony window. I couldn't even bother to turn the lights off before I head to sleep.
Jin's pov:
I walked through the streets with my tired boyfriend. Why was everything so far apart? He leaned onto me. Anything he had to say was said in nothing above a whisper but all the music and noises made it hard to hear him at all. So I picked him up princess style and held him close while walking. He put up a bit of a fight before he gave up laying his head on my shoulder. I smiled slightly, feeling him be content. He was honestly so beautiful in my eyes. I felt bad leaving our cat with his sister but he assures she is a good person. I didn't notice until now but the twins were following us? I turned around and stopped and so did they. Truth be told they always unsettled me, the way they looked so similar.
I waited for a moment making silent eye contact before continuing walking a bit faster.
They walked faster as well. So I picked up my pace a bit more. I was on the border of running before people started looking at me weird. I even saw a woman in a bikini though I didn't know where the nearest beach was but it wasn't anywhere near. The twins followed close behind until I turned around very on edge. “What are you two following us for?!” I questioned whether there was a bit of snap to my tone but I didn't care. This was creepy and I deserved to question. They looked at each other and shrugged. “We just wanted to be close to our director.” Of Course they all work together. I thought to myself as Runa spoke for them. I nod and turn around taking Giichi into a nearby restaurant. It might not have been much but maybe they- that was until Runa raised his hand and said “table for four” and a waitress led us to a table. I sat giichi down in a chair and sat beside him. Runa sat across from Giichi and Teru sat across from me. I felt awkward, I didn't have a script and I rarely knew these two. Giichi has been exhausted these last few days with college work and I felt bad interrupting the little sleep he got. The poor thing threw up the whole plane ride and his glasses fell into the plane toilet as he did so. He looked to the side after he woke up and then when he snapped out of it he looked around so unaware of what was going on.
I put a hand on his thigh then he looked at me then Runa and Teru. I waited for him to speak but when he did his voice was horse and he seemed burned out. “What are we doing..here..” he smelled the air looking around then leaned onto my shoulder. I put my arm around him to which Runa grit his teeth a bit. From what I know this smelled and.. looked like a Mexican restaurant? I don't think I've had it but I'll try it I suppose.
A waitress came asking for all of our IDs so we all gave them over no question. She gave Giichi a weird stare but I guessed that was due to the PDA we were showing. Minori said something like people don't like it here because they're lonely.
The waitress left without taking our drink orders to where I raised my hand to wave her over but she didn't spare us a passing glance. I heard Giichi's stomach growl so I just looked back at him then at Runa and Teru who just shrugged. Damn they gave me chills. I kissed his head until the waitress came back with a… FUCKING LARGE ASS TOWER WHAT THE FUCK??
(If you don't know wim it's a margarita tower) and she brought a plate full of salt and 5 glasses even though there were four of us? I looked around so confused then she took our orders. I looked at the menu only to realize something. It wasn't translated to Japanese like how it was in Japan. I looked at Giichi then at the other two. The twins pulled out a translator and ordered.. something I couldn't make out what. So yk what I said. I said one of everything. The server's face dropped and I started to see a tear run down her cheek. I looked around and with slight worry on what I just asked for.
The server left and the twins started to giggle, they got us a drink from the tall tower sliding one to me and Giichi. I fully blame them for this, if they had never followed us we would have probably had slightly better luck with food. I took a sip of the drink I nearly choked. This was pure juice mixed with alcohol. I looked at Giichi taking a sip before deadass starting into a coughing fit. I patted his back a bit, rubbing it before he sat back up and took another sip. I looked around for our food taking another sip myself
As the night went we waited around an hour for the food but this might be normal in the USA. The waitress sat.. several dishes down, only a few looked appetizing enough to eat. Giichi ate some of the chips and whatever that white stuff was in the bowl. He ate a bit of it before looking at me and attempting to feed me. I scooted back a bit, he tilted his head. “You haven't eaten yet. Come on, take a bite.” Giichi said, pressing it to my lips. So I took the bite. It wasn't that good but I didn't enjoy it too much. I grabbed his wrist and pulled him in kissing him.
Reru looked away and Teru put a hand on his shoulder. I took Giichi's hand and stood up with him and brought him outside pulling him close. Someone followed us out and I heard a deep voice say “hey”. Then I picked giichi up and RAN. We started to be chased by my workout grind after middle school came in clutch. We were jumping fences. I got bit by a dog, until we reached a hotel. I waited for a moment before we got a room with Google translate. I plopped on the bed before giichi sat next to me. I put my head on his lap running my hand up his waist. I looked up at him, I felt bad dragging him out on an empty stomach but that guy chased us what else was I supposed to do?
He stroked my hair and we just sat in silence. I love him so much.
Rudy's pov:
I was sleeping on my recliner before I got a call from my gf. My eyes felt as if they didn't want to open like they were glued shut. I answered by holding the phone to my ear before she started talking about how some guys ordered everything on the menu then dined and dashed at a restaurant her friend worked at.
I yawned not really caring until she started complaining about a short Asian guy with green hair yelling at her a few hours ago. My eyes opened, staring up thinking. It couldn't be him, he doesn't travel. I hung up the phone laying on my side and then I twisted to the other side. Then I laid on my back, I needed to know. But from the looks of it I couldn't. I sat up and got dressed. I looked at my watch before going to the door and putting on my shoes and going out to go find her.
Minori's pov:
I needed something to eat. I got up and went out to look for a convenience store but at 3am the stores were closed other than bars and casinos. I guess those were okay but I didn't want to bump into anyone there. I walked the streets until I heard my name from a distance. I turned around and paused, it stopped and I started walking again. I heard it again so I picked up the pace until I heard footsteps behind me so I started running. I looked behind me only to see a dark figure, I tried to keep running but when I had my head turned I tripped. The fall was brutal, I ripped my sleeve and some of my clothes got ripped and dirty. I tried to get back up before something.. no someone grabbed my arm. I tried to avoid looking at them but they kept calling out my name. I tried to pull away getting up but I had done something to my ankle. I almost managed to break away until they pulled me into a hug. I froze. I didn't know what to do. I slowly hugged them back knowing this was normal for Americans. I waited for a moment when they pulled back. I was able to see their face completely. It.. looked like Rudy!? What? No, why is here here
He helped me stand up and then sat me down on a nearby bench. We sat in silence for a moment and when I tried to talk so did he. Causing us both to be at a loss for words on what to say. I looked at him before he just smiled at me. “So what brought you here of all places?” Rudy asked. I paused for a moment thinking about how the proper way to say it in English was. “Jin and Giichi got engaged and they.. wanted to come here as a trip so they brought the gang.” I looked up taking in what time had done to him. He aged like wine, it had already been 2 years but damn did he look good. I sat up closer cupping his cheek. He put a hand on the small of my back. But reality has no connection to love. My stomach growled, ruining the moment. Rudy just chuckled and stood up and helped me. “I can take you to my apartment and patch you up as well as make you something to eat.” I nodded and followed his lead, trembling a bit due to my ankle.
Once we got there Rudy got a phone call. He sat me down in his apartment before going to the kitchen a slight bicker but couldn't tell what it was about. It was.. about it being too late to go pick someone up? I looked around trying not to eavesdrop. His apartment looked really nice, a few family photos and one of a large group of people? A math associates degree meant he could be hired as a teacher on desperation but he had so many better job opportunities. I wondered to myself would we be able to patch up the long time we were apart?
Rudy's pov:
Minori sat in my living room but I couldn't get my girlfriend off the phone. She kept asking me to pick her up from a club but at this point I had had enough so I broke up with her over the phone. Sure she may show up and throw a fit but for now I wanted to win back the man I love.
I watched him doze off on my couch like he was excused. The bags under his eyes showed from how much he stressed recently. I went to him sitting beside him and pulling him onto my lap. I took his hair out of its usual ponytail and played with his hair. He was so beautiful but I don't even know what his life's like now. He could have a husband, my hand trailed from his hair looking at his left hand to see no ring. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in until I let it out. I started playing with his hair again brushing his green bangs out of his face as they fell back. He Rubbed his head into my thighs and mumbled something I couldn't make out. The way he moved revealed his ear piercing. We got together all those years ago, same earring and all. I wish I never left, I wish I went running to hug him the moment the escalator brought him down. I wish I never spared a moment and told him I wanted to stay in his arms forever.
The next morning
I fell asleep on the couch waking up to a door slam and some yelling. I slowly opened my eyes assuming I had blacked out drunk again. Last night was too good not to be a dream. It was 6:57am and that's when I felt something get up out of my lap. I jerked up and looked at the woman who entered my apartment who was yelling and starting to walk over. I stood up and tried to go over to calm her down. I placed my hands on her shoulders holding her away from hitting the man who looked around absolutely clueless of what was going on. He started muttering Japanese apologies, it was a quirk he's always had. When he's under pressure he'd revert back to his first language. I felt so torn between my first love and my last love. She looked up at me with mascara running down her face. “all this time and you still don't cherish me!? You don't love me..! You leave me as soon as a hooker tempts you! Are you serious Rudy! After all, we've been through together.” I started to stumble over my words to respond “Leslie you know-” she cut me off. “no! I don't know because clearly this thing is more important than our love! Then what we've built together! I love you Rudy.” She held onto me until she fell to her knees sobbing and holding onto my pants. I looked back at Minori. He was.. smiling? Why, I questioned before I saw one singular tear run down his cheek. I wanted to run and hold him, I felt tugged from both sides. What could I do? Before I even made a move Minori walked to the door taking nothing with him. “It was nice seeing you after all this time Rudy.” He opened the door and walked out. I felt totally defeated. I let another opportunity slip from me again.
Minori's pov:
I walked down the streets not forming even a coherent thought. All I could do was cry and cry. I felt everything crash down around me. I honestly thought I might have had a chance, what a fool I was. I looked up to see Jin, Giichi and Isao in the distance. I Rubbed my eyes while walking over. “Hey guys” I said, my voice cracking. Isao instantly put a hand on my shoulder. “What's wrong?” He asked. He Rubbed my shoulder, I wanted to just collapse right then and there. “Nothing, I just didn't sleep very well last night.” I looked to the side. “I wish we could go back to our high-school years.. the things I would have done differently.”
The others were a bit shocked but they just looked at each other before Jin spoke. “Hey let's go get breakfast, me and Giichi scouted the area earlier and we think you might like some of the things.” They were so considerate. What could I ever do to repay them for all the happy memories they've given me all this time. I wish I could hold this moment forever.
They led me to a burger place and when we sat I felt a pit inside me. Like it's never getting better. I looked around and saw all the things Rudy told me about during our high-school years. I put my face in my hands and just started to cry. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I wish he stayed. I wish things were different. I wish I hadn't held on all this time. I want to go home. I want to just design my next designer outfit but I don't have any motivation anymore.
Isao's pov:
Watching Minori hurt tour me up inside. I placed my hand on his back and just Rubbed him. Jin and Giichi tried asking what was wrong but they were terrible when it came to this. Nobody understood him like I do. He's been here since the beginning and I could tell something was genuinely bothering him but I always knew it was too pushy to ask. I feel like I could have done more but else I could do but be there for him. I Rubbed his back until he stopped crying and just stared at the table.
“You alright?” Jin asked the most stupid question I ever heard. He only nodded. He was so brave, never wanting to admit when; something was actually wrong. I wish he would choose me just one time. I would treat him right, why not me. The day comes that he finally gets over Rudy is the day I'll be there for him the most. More than that.. thing could ever be.
Timeskip around 2 days
Minori's pov
It was the day before Jin and Giichi's wedding, they were in their honeymoon phase. They couldn't get their hands off of each other long enough to leave the hotel this morning. I sat with Isao at a coffee Cafe, he talked on and on about something I didn't care about. But that's when I saw a figure standing behind him when I looked up at him. My heart dropped, it was Rudy. Isao seemed to notice my distraction then he looked behind him only to get hammered further into the booth by the window. His first hit landed on his face. I swore I saw Isao spit a tooth out. He lunged up hitting Rudy in the shoulder but Rudy yelled something I couldn't quite make out. But that's when Rudy pushed him into the booth and then when Isao went to get up Rudy hit him in the nose, the back of Isao's head hitting the glass and cracking it a bit.
Several workers went over to separate the two but Rudy kept yelling and yelling at him until he pulled away from the workers and ran. I ran after him just to figure out why.. or what I could do to help. I wanted to see him. He ran and even jumped a fence. I followed him until he was out of my line of view and I tripped on a fire hydrant. Ofcourse, damn Americans have these fucking things everywhere. But with that I went to his place and sat outside the door waiting to talk to him, maybe I could.. my thoughts paused. I didn't know what I could help with. This was an Isao and Rudy issue.. not mine. What was I doing? It felt like forever, no sign of Rudy, no movement indoors. I sighed looking at the sun setting then at my watch. But that's when I heard a voice. “Minori?”
When I looked up I saw Rudy? The man who had started all of this. His eyes were raw like he had been crying. I felt my heart tighten at the sight.
I stood up placing my hands over his bruises from earlier. “What happened?” I asked even though I saw everything. All he did was sigh and put his hand around my waist and unlocked the door. The apartment was trashed, nothing on the walls, boxes a pocket knife scraped the words “Faggot” and “Queer” into the wall. I held onto Rudy a bit tighter.
Rudy half glanced at me “I broke up with her.” he said as he picked up his work jacket off the floor that had bleach poured all over it. My nose stung at the scent. I stayed quiet before asking “why did you attack Isao?” He just paused before letting out a sigh. “I saw you two together and it hurt. It hurt a ton. To think you moved on with Isao of all people.” he grit his teeth. “So did you?” I tensed and shook my head. “No I'd never, what we have is.. complex” Rudy nodded and pulled out a chair for me to sit. “Good thing we have time.” He sat across from me. “We use to be friends with benefits but he never compared to.. you” I confessed.
Rudy's pov:
I let out a sigh of relief when it was made known Minori and Isao weren't together. I waited for a moment before talking. The small moment felt like forever considering I spent the last 2 days thinking about what I could have said. I felt like I lost him all over again and I wasn't going to let this happen again. “Me and Leslie were never right for each other yk..” Minori just nodded as I continued. “I was just trying to fill the void that was my first love.” I looked up at him as he gave that same stupid smile he always had. “I love you Rudy” I held his hands from across the table “good, and I love you too Minori.” I chuckled before giving his hands a squeeze. “I never stopped loving you” the rest of the evening we stared at each other until we were pulled away.
The next day
Minori's pov:
Jin and Giichi's wedding was one of the most beautiful things I had ever seen, Runa cried the whole time but I had a hard time seeing if it was out of happiness or pure despair. Mao cried too but he hung onto Hisashi the whole time.
But I sat with Rudy in the audience, his hand in mine Isao sat across from me and Rudy his nose bandaged from yesterday. But when our eyes met he just gave me a nod. After the ceremony I had a wine glass in hand watching everyone pair off. But that was when the newlyweds walked up to me. Jin spoke first “well well wellll, look who finally got together after all this time.” I rolled my eyes. “Oh you're one to talk your first kiss was during an argument and Rei said you had a wet dream about Giichi and that's what made you realize you were gay.” To which Giichi gasped and looked away covering his mouth and leaning over. Jin's face went red as he went yelling for Rei.
The music came to a slow song and that's when I saw Rudy extending his hand. “May I have this dance?” he asked like in one of those cheesy rom coms. But honestly I really didn't care. I took his hand and moved to the music with him. But time slips through my fingers and before we knew it, we had matching bands on our fingers as well.
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"The Way The Wind Blows" a Rudy x Minori Fanfic I've written
TWILIGHT OUT OF FOCUS BL
THIS CONTAINS SMUT BTW.
It was their first year of high school, Minori sat in his homeroom in that window seat he always somehow had. His hair was fully brown. He didn't stand out very much.
His homeroom teacher brought a new student in, a dark skinned boy who was new.
His interest peaked because he hadn't seen someone stick out like that in a while.
His teacher introduced him as a foreign exchange student from the us. Nobody else seemed to be paying attention as he tried to introduce himself in very broken Japanese.
His friend Isao sat beside him almost snickering at the sight.
Minori looked at the student for a bit longer before looking away back out the window.
After class the teacher told minori to stay back. He had no clue what was wrong. I mean it was only his first day. He stared at the teacher as they spoke about how minori was excelling in English classes so he should be able to show the new student the ways and give him a bit of a hand when it came to talking. To which Minori agreed, he didn't want too but he did feel a bit bad with the way everyone looked at him. He made his way outside the classroom to which the dark skinned male was standing.
Minori knew English almost perfectly. He almost always played games such has club penguin and roblox in his upbringing. With him having so many siblings his parents never noticed. “hey” he said to Rudy putting his hand up and waving. Rudy a bit shocked waved back. “hey.” he spoke his voice light but not feminine.
Minori grabbed his map “I think we share a dorm since I'll be the one guiding you during your exchange program.” Rudy nodded taking out a form telling him his classes and his dorm number but in a English translation. He looked down at the brown haired male knowing these were going to be a fun 3 years.
As time went on the two grew closer. Isao happen to usually be there two and it stayed like that. Just their happy little triangle, not to mention him and minori were in almost all of the same classes, same club, same.. everything.
With Minori being so popular he couldn't help but be envious, the way he talked to others so freely, the constant love letters he'd get. He shined like the sun from Rudy's eyes.
He knew he was just as bad as the girls who left notes in his locker, what wasn't to like I mean he had the looks, the charm, the ambition to do anything he set his mind to. He loved the way his eyes looked the most, the way they reflected all of the moments in life he wanted to have with minori.
There was just one issue.
Their friend Isao, he was everything Rudy wasn't, tall, handsome, his family was also really well off and not to mention his voice.
Isao had open feelings for Minori. Everyone knew and was cheering for them. He never had a shot and he knew it. The late night outings, the runs to the corner store, the game nights, movies Isao would always be there right in between them. As if he knew how Rudy felt, It frustrated him. It always frustrated him especially how Minori would play along and smile and flirt back with him right in front of Rudy.
To which summer became fall and Minori returned to his and Rudy's shared dorms with a new.. look. The front half of his hair was green and he had a new shine in his eyes that spoke like no other.
Rudy knew this was his final year in his exchange program with it being their 3rd year now. And he was going to make it count.
RUDY'S POV.
He sat there again during another film meeting as Jin talked about their preparations for the new school year. This movie was about a space man getting lost and having a panther named sigma.
He stared at his version of the script and then looked up at Minori who looked slightly shocked at the script as if he was thinking.
So I grabbed onto his shoulder looking over it. “You okay?” I asked.
Minori looked back at me “we can talk about it when we get back to the dorms.” I nod as I looked over at isao who was talking to Jin about camera angels.
He had gotten a lot less of Minori's attention lately. It played on my mine a bit on how they went from being so close to parting ways so quickly.
As the bell rang Minori stood up and walked out with me letting out a sigh of relief when they got far enough away. “Jin wants me to make a panther costume for Tobe.” “Yk the guy who runs as soon as things get tough?” He groaned in frustration not use to making animal suits.
I nodded looking over at him he seemed, irritable and stressed out.
“Are you okay?” I asked wondering if it was okay to or if I was stepping over a boundary
Minori nodded leaning onto the wall looking up at me. “Do you ever think about love Rudy.” Minori asked.
I was caught off gard by his question but non the less he didn't deserve to be lied to “Yea.. I do. Why?”
His face softened to a look of almost bittersweet. “I was just wondering if you knew where you see yourself after high school. Getting married? Children? It all seems so.. out of reach but I wonder if we will look back and see each other as friends or just some people we knew in high-school.”
Minori stared out of the window to the garden before walking forward. As instinct I followed. He brought up a good point. I couldn't help but think. ‘Will he remember me just as fondly as I remember him?’. I don't think I want the answer to that. He unlocks our door laying on his bed on the left hand side curling up into the fetal position. I couldn't help but want to hold him to console him then leave without a trace when it was time to. I couldn't bear to leave him but what else could I do. Minori was so far out of my reach. What kept me so far out of his sights.
As I sat on my own bed laying on my side and dozing off.
MINORI'S POV.
I layed on my side looking at the wall as Rudy laid on his own side of the room. We had been friends for what feels like our whole lives but in reality it was almost 3 years.
He had helped me through everything and anything. I never realized how much he does for me until last year, I had went to finally confess to Isao. I found him by my locker with Rudy making sided racist comments to him in Japanese he knew Rudy didn't understand. Rudy could tell it was condescending but he didn't care, it didn't affect him. But however it did affect me. The kind and gentle man I once knew was gone.
I left with my family for the summer and I did a lot of thinking on how much Rudy actually meant to me. He had stayed, he cared, he waited for him to open up when he got mad about things, he even had food prepared when I stayed up late on projects. I thought about how much I truly appreciate him and how much I wish I could be like- no. I wish I could have him to myself. I turned over to see a sleeping Rudy on his side of the room. I laid on my back letting out one last breath before I fell asleep.
I woke up a while later to the feeling of dehydration. I sat up rubbing at my throat slightly looking at my phone lock screen, the lock screen photo was a photo of me and Rudy at last year's festival. I softly smiled at it before getting up and going to our shared kitchen and reaching into our refrigerator. I grabbed a can of Dr.pepper and opened it looking at Rudy, he stirred in his sleep looking uncomfortable.
I sighed after putting the drink down leaning against the counter. I went back to his bed laying down looking at Rudy's sleeping figure. He looked so.. graceful. I wished he could reach his hand out and touch him.. even for a moment. I wished he could be just a tad close but fate forced them apart like if he got too close he'd get burned. I got too compelled by ambition and stood up going over to Rudy's side of the room. He sat in the chair placed on Rudy's side of the dorm.
I watched as his stomach rose and fell. I looked at the desk full of English notes and a small book. I thought to myself what it could be but I didn't want to invade his privacy. I kept reaching for it until I heard him mumble my name. It snapped me out of it spinning the chair to look at him only for him to be on his other side asleep.
I thought for a moment and then took it as a sign. I wish he would wake up, confess his love and then not fly away. Maybe he knows I've loved him from the start. Or maybe not, I'll never know. I stood up and went back to my bed and laying down finally going back to sleep at 4:03am.
RUDY’S POV
The next morning, I got up my head had hurt from the way the light shined into my room. It was Tuesday, his alarm haven't yet. I went off but he stared at Minori for a moment I smiled softly before sitting on the corner of his bed sweeping the bangs out of his face and shaking him slightly. His eyes opened slightly, the way he slowly looked at me then smiled at me. “Good Morning” he said. Snapping me out of my spaced out state. “Good.. good morning” I said standing up blushing slightly but I was never going to let him see that.
Minori got up and went to the mirror brushing his hair and putting on his uniform but.. he reached for the jacket on the chair. Wait.. the uniform jacket on the chair?? That's my jacket! I stared as it draped over his shoulders being baggy covering the dips in his sides. It drove me mad, imaging taking it off of him as well. My cock hardened at the thought of it. I couldn't let him see, not for a second. I put another one of my jackets on before following him out to our first classes.
When we got there I sat down next to him as he pulled his led pencil out of his pocket and tapped it against his knuckles. He looked nice the way his hair reflected from the sunlight coming in through the window. His gaze loomed out the window at the courtyard. I wondered what he was looking at but I was too busy looking at the way his eyes shined looking out the window.
He spared me glances throughout the whole lecture buy when class was over he got up without a word and lead me to the club room to where Jin and Tobe were. He instantly pulled a few things out of his bag getting.. rather close to a spaced out Jin. “Are you okay?” Minori asked to which Jin hesitated to respond. “I'm fine Chiaki.” He said “just fell asleep after cranking it too hard this morning”. Minori rolled his eyes “you gave me that same bullshit excuse yesterday.” He said rolling his eyes. “Something is going on with you and we deserve to know what it is.” Chiaki pried. Jin stayed quiet looking out the window at the 2nd years moving their equipment.
I saw that look. It was the look of love plastered all over Jin's face at a 2nd year. Specifically one of the darker haired ones?? Was it Mao Tsuchiya? A member from the drama club maybe?? Anyone but the director. But the hips fit the figure he was looking at. I tore my eyes back to minori who was measuring Tobe now who had a strange almost flustered look on his face. I mean minori could be easily mistaken for a girl so maybe he found it arousing? But that's when a pit in my stomach started to form at the thought. So all I could do was stare at the floor and hope this would be over soon.
Minori's pov
I finished measuring Tobe and looked back at Rudy. He was looking down he never looked up in situations like this so, to make him feel better I went over and tilted his chin up and started measuring him even if it was unnecessary, once I had my mesurer around his waist I let go of it and ticked his sides making him bend over letting out that hypnotic laugh. I smiled helping him stand straight.
I couldn't help but fall deeper in love with him over and over again. I feel like if we were different people in a different life but with the same souls I wouldn't care how where or when. No longer how long it'll be he'll be mine.
I led him out of the classroom and led him to our English class holding onto his sleeve I sat with him our seats a little closer then normal to which nobody had noticed. We sat in the back. The teacher went on about some English rant to where everything slowed to a stop in my mind as I dozed off in the class.
Jin's pov
I watched minori lean onto Rudy as he fell asleep. It's not like minori to fall asleep in class until I realized he was ON Rudy's shoulder. I slowly turn around but act like I'm cracking my back. I was slightly shocked but it was.. almost expected? I mean he rarely talked out loud if he wanted to talk he put a hand up to minori's ear and whispered what he wanted to say into minori's ear then minori would say it. The way he always stared at minori whenever he had free time.
But I happen to notice it always drove Isao insane. We never saw those two alone unless isao was sick or busy I could have sworn they were in a weird trouble situation. Buy in the end it was none of my business so I just looked back at the bord and hoped things went well.
Tobe's pov
I don't know why I got all hot and bothered over minori measuring me I mean it's nothing new. The way he bent over to and smiled up at me.. I wanted to see more, he looked.. cute? Almost. I said as my hand was wrapped around my cock my thumb on the tip. I sighed as tears welled up in the corner of my eyes thinking of him being the one doing this and not me. I bit my tongue thinking about how maybe I might have a shot if I tried. Is this a lust thing? I thought to myself but in this moment I couldn't care. I sighed as I finished just looking up in a post nut clarity wondering what I'm becoming.
Rudy's pov
After class I nudged Minori awake after the bell rang. He looked up at me stretching and looking around like he didn't know what happened. He just got up and grabbed his bag. “Sorry I don't know why I dozed off back there!” He said as we walked to the cafeteria. We sat down in our normal spot along with Jin, Rei, Isao.
Minori pulled out a bento he didn't eat the day before and that's when my memory jogged. I forgot to pack lunch. I looked around only to look to my left and minori's chopsticks were against my lips with a piece of meat at the end. “Eat up. I saw you didn't bring yours with you and it doesn't hurt to share♡” he smiled and it felt really… nice? As I took a bite I looked over Minori's shoulder only to find Isao's piercing gaze glaring at me. I didn't know how to feel it almost scared me.
Until he finally spoke. ”what about me I rarely get your food~” he teased minori.
Minori looked back at him “yeah but ik where Rudy’s mouth has been.” minori said. My jaw dropped blowing the sentence out of proportion. No I know that wasn't what he ment. I had to get my mind straight. But I couldn't help it.
I blushed looking to the side as Isao glared at me but I couldn't care. Minori sat there sharing food with me and as lunch went on we practically indirectly made out! And he didn't even notice!!!
My head was spinning with these thoughts and nobody did a thing. They couldn't, what would they do? Tell him to stop? These questions were cut short by the bell ringing. As the lunch chatter got louder to speak over the bell he stood up and started walking with the others to which I got up as well. That was until Jin bumped shoulders with a hissy second year. Things were tense like they were going to snap at any moment.
The long haired second year just called out “watch it.” Jin turned his nose up not helping his underclassmen up. All I could do was watch and follow my friends. They were truly fascinating.
The rest of our classes went as well as you'd expect. It was the meeting that evening and we were going over the movie for the incoming freshman that we all worked very hard on.
Jin passed out club applications to which the long haired second year from earlier. He started off to Jin like he normally did. He never stopped like he was out for him.
Minori's pov
I watched Ichikawa say some bullshit to Jin again but this was different. Jin started to lunge at him. I grabbed his shoulder trying to pull him back along with Rudy and Isao. Jin yelled back at him only instigating the situation. When Ichikawa said something about a disappointed house mother I felt a hand on my waist they were cold and his nails drove into my jacket. I looked behind me and it was Rudy. I full on let go the two males lunging at each other. Jin and Giichi kissed but the only thing I was looking at was me and Rudy falling back.. but.. I didn't feel the floor? I opened my eyes and looked around and I was on Rudy’s lap. My face was fully red.
And to which winter faded into a spring and the spring semester started off with so many surprises.
3rd person pov
Minori never got over the fact he was on Rudy's lap even if it was a brief moment he paced and was very lost in thought. His heart raced and all the blood was on his face. He tapped his cheeks and let out a sigh. All minori could do was think “if I knew where to find him.. where would I look” he walked thinking about their dorm thinking about all the memories they had there. Minori started to run as if Rudy would be there waiting on him when he got back. Minori couldn't let him leave. Not this time, not ever! He thought to himself as he ran to their dorm ‘would we look back at these days with love and treasure them or would this just be a high school crush.’ his thoughts were suppressed to an end as he ran into someone both of them instantly falling.
Minori’s pov
I crashed into someone fogging my brain and shielding my head. I looked around and saw Isao. I waved at him. “Hey Isao.” I said while getting up.
He looked up at me “what are you going in such a hurry if someone hurt?” Isao asked. I looked at him “Oh I just left something in the dorm is all” Isao nodded understanding “Can I buy you some water? You look winded”
I shook my head. I needed to get to Rudy. To ask him how he really felt.
Isao sighed “are you sure I mean I care about you, you know” he said, backing me up to the wall and putting me in a pinned position. I gasped and looked over his shoulder and not seeing a soul. I felt slightly scared he was so much.. bigger then me. What was I supposed to do? I just stared up at him before attempting to get out of his line of sight to which he let me go.
I ran and ran to our dorm swinging open the door for him.. not to be there.
I looked down and then at his empty bed wishing.. I could have caught him..but instead I went to my desk chair and sat looking out the window.
The days faded on like the days of our grade-school summers. It was finnaly the final day of high-school. We won the film competition for sure. But at what cost? Only for Rudy to finally have to go home? Or to send us all into a spiral of what to do with our lives next. I looked around at everyone and couldn't help but give them all a smile. I loved everyone here; they're all like family. What would I do without them?
Bust most importantly I wanted to make a mark onto the man I love that will last an eternity on his heart. I would tell him today. I can't think of any words other to say then I love you but I'll make it work.
That evening I walked back to my dorm looking for Rudy only to find him looking at his suitcase. I wondered what he was thinking about. Seeing him so distraught made me upset. I put a hand on his shoulder and watched as he turned around. He was just as beautiful as our first year of highschool.
He looked me in the eyes only telling me “Minori we need to talk.” My heart sank. What if he knew all along. Or what if I was completely wrong about everything. He sat me down on his bed and sat beside me. “Minori, look. We have been friends for a really long time now and I just.. I” *he trailed off looking at me he looked like he was fighting something internally. What could I say or do to help him.
I look up at him “what's wrong?” I asked prepping for the worst
Rudy just pulled me in for a hug only a soft whisper coming from him. Nothing I or he could hear. The words catching in his throat. I hugged him holding onto his shirt putting my face into his shoulder before I couldn't help but let tears fall. My best friend, my high-school crush loosing him felt like my world was being torn to pieces. The only words I could make out was “I love you, Rudy” my voice cracking as I held him close my heart racing with anxiety.
He pulled back for a moment kissing me. We shared our embrace for a moment longer before he leaned back taking me with him. My shirt rode up my back my knee in-between his legs. But no. This wasn't just going to be sex. It was going to be a resemblance of everything I've worked for. I was going to prove I loved him before he had to leave.
~~~~~ <if it is requested ill write the smut version but for now I'm lazy and tired>
That night was filled with tons of passion each and every marking, every noise we made it was all out of love. Now all I could do was lay in his arms. I looked up at him wondering what would become of us. I smiled and kissed his jaw as he reached for his phone.
“What college are you going to?” He asked having that look in his eyes as if he had an idea but needed a few follow ups first
I shrugged one with a good fashion program maybe, I haven't decided. Why?
Rudy smiled at me pushing my hair back “just wondering what your plans were”
I nod “you're going back to the US tomorrow right?” I said my hand cupping his cheek. He nodded, I just smiled and kissed him again. The group plans on seeing you off. I hear Jin is bringing his boyfriend as well♡ I chuckled with him.
It wasn't long before we had talked each other to sleep
The next morning I woke up and got dressed. I tried my hardest not to even tear up because I know Rudy wouldn't have liked that. The morning was silent. Neither of us knew what to say or do. Once we were at the airport with Jin, Giichi, Isao, Tobe, Rei and Shion + Kirito we all waited with Rudy until his flight.
Once boarding started I walked with him as far as I could and so did the others. That was until we were at the escalator he stood at the top. It was where we had to depart. I went up with him then I waved him goodbye before I wanted to do one last thing. I ran back up the downwards escalator and kissed him my feet slowly going backwards as we kissed the force eventually taking us apart.
I smiled at him, “bye Rudy♡” knowing this would be the last time I saw him I couldn't help but have tears running down my face.
I broke the whole group.
The end 💔
Might make a pt 2 if requested wanted to see how this one did first
