TW: Mentions of NSFW, Mild NSFW, Inappropriate content, inappropriate depictions of minor characters
DO NOT HARASS THIS INDIVIDUAL OR ANYONE INVOLVED
Sorry about that last post, that was not meant to be posted.
But I am very disgusted and disappointed.
What I’ve learned, left me feeling sick and disturbed.
Once again it’s about my Octonauts fan comic.
And honestly after this, while I’m not gonna stop most likely I am taking a massive step back.
I’m still getting harassed. My style is still being used for yaoi smut (picture doesn’t lie)
And I’m still being borderlined stalked and being made out to being angry.
I wasn’t before, but I certainly am VERY disappointed.
Somethings I’ve learned really cemented why I’m so hostile and/or paranoid on things.
I know I can be blunt, or harsh, or even a bit preachy. I’m not perfect at this and I continue to learn every day, but I can’t let this go
If there’s one thing I’ve learned on the internet it’s this; EVERYONE has made mistakes. Whether small or big we all have. And while I’ll never truly allow myself peace from those mistakes, I know I can at the very least give grace to others.
I cannot say that this time.
There are lines you should never cross
Mistake or not, you just shouldn’t.
And instead of owning up to said mistakes, apologizing, AND CHANGING ACTIONS, I’m met with pity, tantrums, and very disturbing behaviors.
And I’m being made into someone I’d rather not be.
I’m already struggling with myself as it is, and I’m not gonna make this a “oh woe is me I’m struggling” post, but I can’t forgive this.
I’ve tried to be patient, give grace, and allow room for change
Obviously it was for naut
And while that doesn’t mean it was hopeless, I have to separate myself for a while.
Castaway Barnacles may or may not be on a hiatus, it’ll depend on how I feel.
However, if I see ONE post from this person about how I’m mad at them or how it’s their fault, you’ve proven exactly why so many people are wary of you.
I’m sorry for this yall, I usually do do massive posts like this (at least not since my DA days 🤮)
Just give yourself grace, allow yourself to grow, say your sorry when you do something wrong and work to make it right to yourself and those around you. We are all human, even if we forget that.
