[everybody-wants-me-dead]

—Just because I’m still alive, doesn’t mean I’ve gotten through it.

[xvelvetcoffinx]

[6ftoverxoxo]

[cannibalspider]

I’m almost a year clean, I just want to cut again

[everybody-wants-me-dead]

[emotionaleating]

[boyprincess-girlprince-deactiva]

i need to get worse I want to be sick I want to scare people when they look at me I want to be disgustingly ill, I am already beyond saving I just need to present it.

[valentina-poem]

[cannibalspider]

I’m smoking again, haven’t since July. All I can see is you’re dead cold eyes, the pain in my chest, the air trapped from entering my lungs, you’re hands on me, the cold air on my skin, the alcohol on your breath. I wish to be free of you, but I know I never will.

[recycling-bin]

If you wake up one day and, I’m no longer here. Don’t cry. Don’t panic. Just know you kept me here longer than planned.

[cannibalspider]

I guess this happens after doing it so 9 years, just block don’t report

[marryy012]

skipping dinner --> waking up thinner ⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[unmedicated-momma]

Every day

[emotionalwords]

everything hurts i'm tired

[cannibalspider]

texting a hotline and them not answering for almost three hours gotta be a joke.

[grapesandcookies-deactivated202]

Me @ my only brain cell:

so you're saying that if I starve for days, overdose, cut really really deep and end up hospitalized (hopefully in a coma)... people will love me, care about me and treat me with respect?

My only brain cell:

yes