[cantkeeepitinanymore]

don’t do it- 12:24am 12/23/2019

things don’t make sense when they start;

and i’m coming to realize that

you can’t read what’s inside my heart,

but for me to say the words in my brain-

brings me great pain,

and what truly remains is my worries.

i’m sorry to leave in a hurry

but things got so fast and

i couldn’t look past

the way you looked at me so fully.

we never know where life will take us

but i’ve always been one to escape trust.

it’s like one time i’m there and the next

i’m gone -for the best, it just

feels like i can’t fixate on us.

i’m sorry for all the trouble i will cause.

i know from the start it won’t be in vain.

i’ve said this before,

and i’ll say it again:

the hurt i bring follows me

each day i remain,

and it’s you who will feel

like i shouldn’t be claimed.

-me

[cantkeeepitinanymore]

cuts- 12/21/2019 2:16am

scars can feel like treasures,

and with each glance

reminds you of a time measured

with pain.

when solitude remains,

it’s easy to feel the rain

when it’s falling on bare skin,

and it’s easy to mold your brain

when there’s nothing but darkness within.

physical touch is heightened with the fear of

moments in memory.

it stands to be pinned between

grief and misery.

each one is

a reminder of extreme,

and a moment of nothing;

a forever meaning to

what feels like a dream where i’m drowning in something.

-me

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[cantkeeepitinanymore]

i really wanted to cut tonight, it just felt right. but i didn’t. i know it’s wrong. so it contradicted my thoughts. for good i guess. thank you.

[cantkeeepitinanymore]

she needs to need herself again-

it’s been months since she’s seen her.

time passes,

and feelings grow massive,

but it’s hard to find her when she only comes in flashes.

her days are spent

drowned in discontent,

with complete awareness of the void

she’s been sent.

it’s not like she doesn’t try

to feel different,

her suicide doesn’t give her much pride

in her eyes...

and she can feel her lingering self

waiting to be taken off the shelf,

screaming for help-

but no one will come.

it’s her that holds the power she has locked away in a cell,

it’s her that needs to come more out of her shell,

she needs to see what she once was

and find herself again.

she needs to feel loved.

-me

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[thegoodvybe]

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[myonlywayoutofhere]

“I love you a lot but it’s okay if you don’t love me, I wouldn’t love me either”

-Day 476

[gosh]

via weheartit

[skull-heads]

Still holding on to what I haven’t got… .

[babyshitter-deactivated20160522]

[hereliesmybrokenheart]

“Sometimes you just have to stay silent because no words can explain what’s going on in your heart and mind.”

— (via purplebuddhaquotes)

[cantkeeepitinanymore]

i am not having a good time

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[desnos]

[emanuelee]

I’m very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very tired.