This is a rant, so scroll past it if you donât want to read it.
So I recently moved to university, and at first all went well. I found (and still do find) my course enjoyable, the uni a nice place, and I got on well with my housemates. However, things have slowly gone downhill.
Like I said, I still find my course enjoyable, I still love the place where I am. Itâs just my housemates. Iâve been badly suffering from an overactive thyroid gland of late (and actually had to go into hospital about it), and they just donât get it. Iâm hungry a lot of the time so they have a laugh about how greedy I am, but Iâm not greedy, Iâm just hungry. And they offer me food then whinge when I eat it, I never forced them to offer me food. âBut you wanted it.â OF COURSE I WANTED THE FOOD FFS. Just because I wanted something, doesnât mean that they had to give it to me. I would love to be as rich as The Duke of Westminster, but that doesnât mean he has to give all of his money to me. And then if I ever look at what theyâre eating, âSTOP EYEING UP MY FOOD.â Dude Iâm just looking, âBUT YOU WERE PROPERLY HAVING A GANDER.â Yes. It would be some shit looking if I looked for a second and went, yep Iâve seen about 40% of it, and thatâs fine by me. This is a disease, and I canât help having it, and it pisses me off when I had to run to the library to go to the toilet, because of their opinion towards the fact I have a rubbish gland in my body.
But thatâs not the bad one. Itâs the fact they have a go at me about my Aspergerâs. Yep guys. People actually do that. Last night a friend of mine had a date, and was wondering what to text him, because nothing had been sorted. Everyone went around suggesting what to do, and when it got to me, she would just shoot me down before I could finish my sentence. To be fair, bits of my advice were crap, but I always believe in giving and receiving ideas because you can build upon them, even if theyâre crap. And one time, I told her to ask him to pick her up because it would be so much easier, and she was like NO NO NO, and then he texted her saying he would pick her up because it would be so much easier and they were all like, OMG WHAT A GREAT IDEA.
So essentially, theyâre leaving me out, not even caring about my opinions in the slightest, laugh at my social ineptitude, and often just ignore me, because I have Aspergerâs. And yes not all of those things appeared in my story, but thatâs just a story to show it. Maybe this is just the crappest rant in the history of time, but I am fucking pissed off.
And a nice quick edit: I actually went into hospital because I nearly had a heart attack. Three days after being discharged I was in a stressful practical and got really bad chest pains. My housematesâ response. âHahahahaha *crying with laughter face* donât have a heart attack on us xDâ. Like. Wtaf. I struggle to say stuff with emotion, and often pull a funny face because of it (which is mocked, of course), but just WHAT IS THAT.
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