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As sweet as caramel

[cheaphalloweencostume]

my specific cycle of torment seems to be this:

1) i make a post that i dont think is particularly unclear or controversial

2) the peanut gallery finds new and thrilling ways to misinterpret the post

3) i add clarifications to the post until it becomes a mile long

4) in desperation, i make a new post entirely, 3 sentence maximum, explaining the common misconceptions attached to the previous post

5) somehow THAT post picks up traction

6) the new wave of commentary is people going “um no one is actually saying that/believes that” on the post where i respond vaguely to what a thousand or more people have said to me

7) i start biting

[theambitiouswoman]

I’ve never once regretted putting myself first. But I have always regretted putting myself last.

[sacredmanifestations]

More and more I’m understanding and accepting the effect that I have on others.

[stargazerinmoksha]

— a lovely kind thing

i think we’re all guilty of hurting someone that we used to care about. but nothing lasts forever, not even the bad. i can’t sit here in forever and keep apologizing for things that i am no longer capable of feeling or doing. i think it’s a growing up thing. i think it’s a you didn’t know yourself thing. i think it’s a she didn’t know where to find love thing. i think it’s a he didn’t have time to make her happy thing. i think it’s a selfish thing, i think it’s a we’ve become too dependent on this drug called love thing. i can’t spend my days in eternal anguish because of the things that i’m no longer capable of doing or feeling. words come easy if they mean nothing, so i’ve been saying less and listening more. i wish i would’ve done that when you were still around. hearts wear and tear too, just like a smile that is too unbearably heavy to keep up everytime we’re asked if we’ve been okay. darling, i’ve seen better. we all love a good ending, but the reality of things is it doesn’t always end well. that’s expectations and assumptions, swallow up your pride and say you’re sorry. if you hurt the right person, you’ll spend the rest of your life picking up the pieces because how you love someone is just an extension of how you’d love yourself. i think that’s the secret. to love someone properly, to remember when you first met this person and how anxious you were about making a good first impression. how did we get here? i think it’s an addiction kind of thing. i think it’s a silly habit sort of thing. to want to love, but to not know what to do when it’s crying right in front of your face and you’re telling them to stop because it’s all that they do. i think it’s a i never listened type thing. so i’ve been listening to my future lovers and i’ve been imagining that every time i open my arms and pull them in, that every tear drop i’ve dried on my shoulders— every single apology being accepted kind of thing. my way to love right and grow better kind of thing. here’s to the lovers out there whose hurting that one person they’re going to regret forever kind of sentence, just listen to them and be quiet every now and again. it’ll do wonders.

[knifenymph]

everything is turning around in all the ways i need. i am so grateful. i am safe, happy, healthy, and deeply provided for in all the ways i need. this life is beautiful and full of miracles and opportunities. i am so beyond blessed

[hellsite-hall-of-fame]

merry christmas and happy holidays to all, except those who have wronged me. I send no merriment your way.

[podencos]

All the recent releases are sensual nostalgic longing dancing alone at the bar before buttoning up your coat and walking home in autumn’s night air

[readingrosalyn]

born to appear normal, forced to say things like ‘i’d like to go to new york’ (i want to see lispenard street) and ‘i love hey jude’ (i am thinking about jude st francis)

[wistful-giselle]

Valentine’s day witch

♡ dew tipped snowdrops and blushing crocuses, guided by persephone’s emerging gaze

♡ quiet aphrodisiac worship in silk slips and soft white lace

♡ love potions- dark, sweet wine and apple seeds, the scent of cloves and cinnamon perfuming soft skin

♡ frosted cake offerings, iced in sickly pink rosettes

♡ ritual baths with curling incense and rose quartz, silky petals and sea shells cradling pearls

♡ honeyed words, love dripping from whispered incantations and fleeting blessings

[raintheghost]

To me, growing up is the subtle and slow realization that crying really doesn't help other than to gain a few weirded out glances. Or more specifically, it doesn't give you the help you want/need anymore. Comfort.

It's when you realize that if you fall down, the best you can do is to just help yourself up because no crying is going to get you out of there.

It's when you start just sucking in deep breaths or curse violently when you stub your toe because wailing about it just doesn't work anymore.

It's when you frown at inconveniences like a good chunk of your food falling to the ground and all you do is sigh because what's the point of crying over spilt milk? (Quite literally in some cases even)

It's when your day is ruined and really, the best you get to do is maybe shed some tears and go to bed because no one's coming to comfort you.

It's when you feel like you can't do anything in life and you feel the pressure and you're just majorly stressed and you just want some help but all you do is lock yourself up in a corner and cry silently to yourself because no one likes to look at a grown person coming towards you and bawling over their stress like a child does over a broken crayon.

That only works for kids. We were kids. Now we're not. And i wish i could go back

[veronicathegoddess]

i want to be broken. i want you to completely destroy me and then rebuild me into your perfect brainless little toy. i want you to dumb me down and convince me that i need you for everything, that if you're not around, how would a silly doll like me get anything done?

i want you to make sure my mind gets cloudy whenever i try to argue, have thoughts that you don't want me to or say that i don't need you because i've been conditioned to seek your approval and be a good docile little pet for you.

i want you to take control of my life and make me so dependent on you, that i can't function when you're not around and when you finally break me, i want you to keep going.

to keep pushing my limits, make me even more depraved, force me to stay denied unless i do as you please. keep gaslighting and manipulating me just because you want to. use me like a toy and when you're tired, just keep me drugged all the time.

i'm not fighting back or being resistant, you're doing it just because you want to. because it's become a chore to play with me, i'm already broken, i'm no longer fun. so you're just keeping me mindless and in a daze all the time as nothing but warm holes for you to use while you train your new toy.

but once you get tired of her, she'll met the same fate i did: discarded, cast aside, no longer your favorite but staying because i can't live without you, staying because i'm yours and if this is how you want me, then it's what i want for me too.

[honey-tea-and-cookies]

More Love For These Placements <3

Hi everybody! A bit over a month ago I made a post called My Love For These Placements, and it did well, so I decided to make another with more placements I love!! The only difference is the last one was completely inspired by my best friend, and this one is about placements that many different people in my life have!! I hope you all enjoy <3

Leo Venus: I would die for every single one of you. Always so empathetic and giving. The most emotionally available Venus sign, honestly. You always believe me, and treat me with the utmost kindness. You have this uncanny ability of knowing the exact words I need to hear, or the exact treatment I need. So gentle and so open-minded. You know sometimes I just need someone to listen, totally non-judgementally. People always say you are generous, but not many talk about how you are generous with your time as well. You give up your free time, your break time, time when you are busy, time when you aren't doing so great yourself. You'd give it all up for me if I truly needed. As much as you might only say it out loud occasionally, every single action you make towards me is filled with love. In fact, I believe you are made of love. Admittedly guarded, but the most sincere and over flowing love.

Cancer Rising: My pretty boy. Obviously not every Cancer rising is a boy and I'll assume most if you aren't. However, 'my pretty boy' has a particular energy that I feel for you all that doesn't work with any other term. You are all gorgeous. Your skin is so soft. It's not often clear, but it is soft. You have beautiful hands. I know you bite your nails and I know they might be rough from work, but they're so beautiful. Please, let me hold them for a while? You don't have to think or worry. I won't hurt you. I just want to adore you in a way I don't believe you are familiar with. Do you know how wonderful you are? I try and tell you but the words don't come out. When I finally work up the courage you just say "I'm flattered", which makes me think you don't believe me. I emphasise how much I mean it, and you say you know, but I don't think you do. Dear, you are the constellations and stars themselves. You are every breathtaking intricacy of the universe. I write about you, my muse. If you would let me cup your face, I'd hold the world in my hands, and you'd hit me playfully for saying something cheesy like that while your eyes become a little glassy. I think certain pet names sound gross or superficial, but if you called me 'babe' again I think I'd pass out. I'm so fucked, and it's all your gorgeous fault.

Aries Moon: You work impossibly hard for me. I know you're in pain and hurting. Please don't push yourself so much. I know you tie your worth to how productive or how helpful you can be. No one else does, though. It's okay to take time off. It's okay to take a breather. It's okay to take time for yourself. You let the ones you love off the hook so easy. I'm begging you to extend that same kindness to yourself. Do you remember when I threw up on you that time? All you said was "Fucking hell, seriously?" and then looked after me with no more complaints for the rest of the day. I ruined your favourite shirt. You told me to forget about it and rest. I can see through you, ya know. We all know you aren't as big and bad as you want us to think. It's okay. Even through the "If anyone hurt you I'd break their nose", we can see the point is 'I love you and can't stand you hurt'. It is the greatest honour to see you vulnerable. Not that I like you being sad, but being able to hold you after you've spend our whole lives looking after me, it feels good to repay the favour. Please, let me love you softly more often. Seeing the true you and your true feelings is such a gift and I will forever be grateful. Thank you a thousand times over.

Gemini Rising: You are the brightest people in the world. Like physically you have incredibly beautiful bright eyes, and also you just glow. You are so fucking pretty. I must've spent hours staring at your face, and body, and hands, trying to commit every little thing to memory. Your style would be god awful on anyone else, but you work it surprisingly well. You are so easy to fall in love with. Not even necessarily romantically, fall in love platonically as well. Your hugs could solve every problem in the world. They are more or less of a safe place for me. You bring out a side of me no one else does. A better. more honest side of me. I mean I'm always honest, but with you it's different. I can start a conversation with "I'm gonna hit this guy with my car" and you wouldn't even flinch. You also have this insane belief in me, that I can do anything I put my mind to. I can't, but you will argue with me to the death about that. Secretly the most supportive and aggressively encouraging people ever. I love you, even if you won't say it back :)

Scorpio Moon: I've been attracting a lot of you lately actually. Easily the best conversationalists I've ever met. I hate how easily you can get information out of me, it's almost embarrassing. It just goes to show that no one is immune to the amazing detective skills of Scorpio. I also love how curious you all are. It's adorable, really. You love learning and you love asking questions, digging deep. I've never met a single Scorpio Moon who genuinely enjoyed school, but every single one has been an eager student in the real world. Quite creative people, and quite creative in their chosen field. Whether it be hairdressing, makeup, creative writing, music, whatever. All of you are brilliant. I always show my love by checking in, making sur you are safe and well and okay. I'm not sure if you understand that because generally people have to be more obviously affectionate than that, but I hope you know. Saying I love you or I care about you feels out of character for the kind of relationship we have, but I dearly hope you know. If you're a Scorpio Moon DM me and tell if you know I care about you 🙄🙄 <3

Moon in 1st House: First of all, the most amazing eyes I've ever seen. Also the best freckles, the nicest lips, the best eyebrows, eyelashes, all that. The softest cheeks. I have this undying urge to paint a picture of you. You are art. I could put you in a gallery, my love. People take advantage of you so often, and it's one of the things that anger me most in the world. You're such a sweet little thing. I don't say any of this to patronise you or anything like that. You are all extremely strong. You can handle yourself. I just want to protect you. I know you'll never let me, which I'll have to accept, but you can come to me if you ever need anything. Although honestly, it's me who needs you. Not once have you ever needed me. Confided in me? Trusted me? Sure. But never needed me. You're so easily embarrassed. I think it's the cutest thing in the world. Like, sweet love, you just asked what the temperature was today. Why are you blushing. Possibly my favourite thing about you though, is the fact that you say and do things despite any embarrassment or insecurity. You are so powerful in that way. I have so much to learn from you, and I only hope you see yourself as the divine individual you are.

Mercury in 3rd House: You make friends wherever you go, with absolutely whoever. Everyone likes you, adores you, are drawn to you. It's like a superpower. You are also totally oblivious. It baffles me how you could be so unaware of your own talent, but I digress. You can keep up with anyone and everyone. You can always add at least a little to any conversation. You might not, but you totally could. Writing may not be a strong suit of yours, but talking and languages definitely are. You impress everyone you ever meet. I am so proud of you. I want to be clear as well, here: it's not only people this applies to. You are like this with animals and very young kids too. You just feel like a safe person. You are a safe person. You are so smart. You amaze me every day. It's crazy how much I learn from you. I love you impossibly more than I say, you are one of my favourite placements, PLEASE tell me whatever you are currently learning about/reading about/excited about in the comments <333

Neptune in 12th House: I know a bit of an odd placement to love, but still. I'm sorry for what you go through. I know many things are not easy for you. You are very brave, you know that? You go through a lot of shit over your time on this Earth. I hope your soul gets to rest at some point. Speaking of souls, every Neptune in 12H person I've spoken to about spirituality/religion/etc has strongly believed they were put on this Earth for a reason and a purpose. I think that's beautiful, and incredibly admirable. This inner knowing generally makes you incredibly good people. Or at least doing the best you can at any one time. There can be self doubt issues or self image issues here. I just want to say that you are amazing. You are funny and gorgeous and desired and we all want you here. You deserve to be here. I see how hard you work, even just getting out of bed can be hard sometimes, but it does not go to waste. You are so powerful, and you are doing an *amazing* job sweetie :)

This is all I have today guys!! I feel like I didn't include many placements so I feel really bad, but also I wrote a paragraph for each of y'all so does that count?? Anyway, thank you so much for reading!! I'm sending you all SO much love!!! Have an amazing day or night <333

[sweetmisery13]

Hi Buybuy!

Today is my first day that I will spend a day without you by my side, physically. But I know you are still continuing to watch over me. I can still feel your presence in my room. I didn’t get enough sleep last night because of the guilt from the decision I made. And I miss you badly. I want you to know that I am forever sorry if I came up with the idea of putting you sleep. I put in so many considerations and I thought of everything since the past few days you became so sick. I know you are tired because I can see it in your eyes. I can hear it in your breathe and I know that in your heart, you wanted to get a rest.

For 13 years, you become my only bestfriend. And I will be always grateful for that. Everyone come and go, but you remain to stay by my side until the very end. Please don’t forget how much I love you. No words can described the pain and the love I have for you.

Buy, I want you to be free of pain and be happy. Do not think of my sadness anymore. I feel relieved knowing that the sleep gave you comfort and you are no longer in pain. If I become too sad, I will look at your pics and talk to you. I know you will be listening to me as you always did.

You were and will always be the greatest good boy I ever had. You are my family and I would be very happy to see you by the silver gate, to welcome me someday. I miss you. And I love you, my Aussie. Until we meet again.

Huggggs and Kisses.

-Your Mama Mhivs

[shoutascoffeepot]

8th november 2022

happy birthday Shouta, you're still alive despite all the difficulties and that in itself is something to celebrate on its own without it having to be your birthday. between all the inspiring people and characters you stood out the most because it was your bestfriend who you shared ambitions with who left in the most tragic, heartbreaking manners. all without a warning. whilst i cannot fathom of the idea of my sun turning into an endless void, a blackhole in one's chest that would destroy all incoming relationships because the energy that it once had given exceeds all laws of physics. it was you, it was you in this world, your reincarnation, and in the other world too, in the next dimension and the one after, i can swear i can feel all the love youve provided at once and it overwhelms me. it overwhelms me to tears -good tears- how much i've recieved from you. and you've claimed time and time again that i've given a lot but i want to give more. you gave me my existence today and only if i could i'd crush myself to dust and let you bathe in the gold you've coated me in. i love you. i love you cannot even describe the feeling- WORDS. are too lowly to speak of what my heart shouts, and battles for. for they are shattering in all the best ways. you're courageous to continue this journey, you're attractive for being so loyal, so protective of those who are under your responsibility, you're not just a sketch or a side character in a story you are the reason so many aren't dead in that story. you are the reason the main character didn't die in this story. and for this letter will be lost in this point of space and time in this website but its conveyance will be something engraved in my heart to reminisce over forever. a void no one could even fathom to fill -even scarcely- 1/♾️ that you gave. i love you, aside from everything you've done but just because its you, there's no reason really, because even if you've done the worst i would still fall for you over, over, ,over, over, over, over, over, and over then once again. i love you, happy birthday <3

[bookofjudith]

RANKING CARRIE AND LOWELL SONGS BY HOW MUCH THEY MAKE MY HEART FEEL LIKE A FISH FILLETED ON A BUTCHER BLOCK

11. Carrie and Lowell

Despite being the titular song, have never cried to this one. Points for Sufjans mommy issues tho.

10. All of Me Wants All of You

This ones a bop live and who can’t relate to his whispered “oh my god, I feel so used”. However, doesn’t drive me into existential despair:/

9. Drawn to the Blood

The fingerpicking version fuckin SLAPS. A solid, solid song. Have not wept to it tho.

8. Eugene

Now we’re getting into the depressive stage. There’s one cover of this song by a children’s band that makes me. Genuinely misty eyed. God.

7. Death with Dignity

Despite its mortuastic name, have not cried to this nearly as often as songs further down the list. Certainly holds its own though.

6. Should have Known Better

Jesus key-rhist. We’re moving from “depressive” into “acute despair” with this one. The past is still the past. The bridge to nowhere.

5. Blue Bucket of Gold

There’s, again, a cover of a children’s choir doing this one that makes me wanna mncjskakowoejrjfjdjsj. Like. Raise your right hand. Tell me you want me in your life. It’s so quietly painful.

4. No Shade in the Shadow of the Cross

fuck me I’m falling apart. Me too Sufjan. Me fucking too. This song only plays at 2 AM or when I’m driving back road and having an crisis. I don’t know what to do with all the feelings this song evokes in me.

3. John My Beloved

We are solidly moving from “acute despair” into “black and deep existential crisis” here. Listening to these songs should immediately trigger some alarm bells. I cannot begin to tell you how deeply this song impacts me. The only reason its not #2 is bc I prefer the iPhone demo. Something about the cracks in his voice and the imperfections make it the perfect song to lay on your floor and consider the unfeeling coldness of the universe to.

2. The Only Thing

Should I tear my eyes out now? Before I see too much. I wanna feel your touch. Everything I see returns to you somehow. I think of these lines so often. 20/10 just cried to this 15 minutes ago.

1. Fourth of July

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[madlensims]

Everly Outfit

Classy, sophisticated coat outfit available for toddlers and children!

Kids can be stylish too!

DOWNLOAD (Public 20/9/22)

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👉jiumiQAQ Jaw Preset👈

I'd like to share with you a preset I made in 2021. I've been using it for a long time. I decided to share it with you this time. It's really easy to use! Hope someone likes it, thanks🥰

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