Out of nowhere this question came up in my mind. I just drop the question to someone as if itโs nothing. This came up after knowing that almost everyone around my age is getting married, starting a family, getting knocked up, having the height of their careers and here i am thinking what to eat later.
At this point in life, i suddenly realize a lot of things including regrets. The so called โCould Have Beenโ in life. What if i tried? What if i am not afraid of rejection? What if i took another course instead? What if my dad was still alive? What if i said NO instead of just saying YES.
Then followed by the Whys and Whens due to being impatient because it seems that nothing has changed.
I asked my self on whatโs wrong with me? I am an obedient daughter & I study hard and have good grades all the time. I work hard but what is lacking with me? Is it because iโm not as beautiful as those models & celebrities? Is it because iโm overweight? Is it because i rarely talk to other people?
I even remember feeling down and even think of ending my life due toย many personal reasons that the people around you wonโt understand. They will even judge and have something to say about everything except for their own flaws.
If you felt that way too might as well read the โ25 Things About Life I Wish I Had Known 10 Years Agoโ by DARIUS FOROUX to help you realize lot of things than feeling bad about yourself.
Spend Time With People You Love
Donโt Start A Relationship If Youโre Not In Love
Donโt Care About What People Think
Pick An Industry, Not A Job
Money Is Not The Most Important Thing
Rest Before You Are Tired
Give Without Expecting Something In Return
Donโt Take Yourself So Serious
Seeing this makes me feel better.
But still hoping that things might change for the better or even meet the right person perhaps. (Yeah you became a bit concern with this since your getting old hahahaha)
Letโs remember the reason why we live. For the ones we love and for ourselves.
Like what they say Itโs Okay not to be okay sometimes. This makes us human. We just have to be strong enough to continue this once in a lifetime journey called life.
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