Wow it's been a while since I posted here 😅 So hey guys! It's me! I'm... back-ish I guess? I sorta just disappeared on all of you without any real warning so I guess I should explain myself! So I guess the best place to start is around the time of the last release of a chapter for "Two Silvers". A couple of days after I released it I ended up breaking up with my girlfriend after being in a relationship for four months. We were really good friends before, and I wanted to stay friends after it, but it wasn't really in the cards so to say. Around that time as well it was approaching the end of my senior year of high school (only a few more days!), and I was trying my best to really finish strong. Around this time however allergy season hit really hard as well, basically throwing me into a pretty bad mood to go along with my ailments. While trying to write Chapter 3, I got really upset at myself for the lack of ideas I had for it and constantly criticized my writing. I was angry at myself and started putting myself in really bad moods. To top it off, I started going through some problems in real life that worsened it. I started feeling a sense that I didn't matter to people and was always ignored, which is something I've struggled with my entire life really... I've always felt this sense of being in the shadows of others and never really feeling like I mattered. I've been in friend groups where this was the case and it never really helped my self esteem over time. I struggle with it in general so none of this really helped... After a while of talking with some really close friend, they were doing their best to get me back in the swing of things, and for the most part is actually helping! A good friend of mine introduced me to Persona 4 on the Vita, and even though this will sound corny and cheesy, it's really helping me feel a lot better about where I am... The game itself has some very enjoyable characters (so far Youske might be my favorite), and just really having some connections in the game and making friends in there is giving me some time to really feel better about myself. I'm not far in, but I'm certainly grinding things out and hoping to finish it soon! Besides that, Samurai Jack has been helping as well! It's a show I hold so near and dear to my heart and going through it and watching all of Season 5 really helped too. I watched most of it with my dad and we had an enjoyable time rewatching the whole thing. Little things like this really helped me out in the long run, and I'm really starting to feel happy again. So, what does that mean for "Two Silvers"? Well it means I'm going to get back to writing it! I have a new plan for Chapter 3, and this one is going to be taking it a little easy just so I can get back into the groove of things. I want to put out amazing content that you all will enjoy, so it starts with me getting my mojo back. Aside from that, I might dabble in a couple of other fandoms and write fics, but that most likely will come later in time. Art might return too, but that'll also take some time (RWBY drawing challenge maybe???) Anyways, that's all I got for now... if you stayed along for the ride thank you... I know it took some time, but I'm back, hopefully... I love you guys for sticking around, and I'll keep y'all updated with more stuff soon
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