*something cool*

he/they/it - 17 basically Tim Drake

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Not my best work.. but oh well

I wanted to try whatever this style is called, but every time I obsess over details (read : Grace's hair) and it ends up not how I want it.

But I'm going to keep trying.

Anyway here's a WIP as well

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Anyone else get so in the zone you forget to charge your tablet..

Because this is the second time it shut off while I was drawing because I forgot to charge it 😭

I was almost done with the drawing as well

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Just spent 7+ hours drawing this and now I hate looking at it.

Love Santos though ⭐

Also I found out yesterday that I can draw. I was just messing around and it ended up looking nice so yay

Anyway gonna drink a Dr pepper now as a reward for finishing the drawing, and then I need sleepppppp 💤

Byeee

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writers block is kicking my ass

seriously

I'm somehow spending my time doing anything but writing.

I gained new hobbies, goals, daily activities..

and then I sit down to write and it just doesn't happen............... even when it's a hyperfixation.

It's annoying me lol

The other stuff I've been doing:

Journaling about my interests

Drawing

Reading Reddit stories

Appointments (doctor, therapist, dietician etc.. at least 3 a week)

Training my dog

Reading comics (and occasionally books)

Dealing with family stuff (shitty dad and grandparents)

Trying to learn Spanish

Trying to learn Russian

Trying to learn Dutch Sign Language (NGT)

Attempting to stay on top of my chores (I basically sort of somewhat live on my own now, so I gotta do a lot of cleaning, with very little energy)

AND I actually left my house and went on a fun day trip with my best friend!

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Working on a Next to normal page in my journal!

Does anyone have any ideas on what more I could add?

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Guys-

I've found myself in a situation

I don't remember what my dietician looks like (I've only met her once) and I have no clue if I'm in the right waiting room (I've only been here once and it's a bug building).

It's 5 minutes past the time of my appointment. I've been sitting here for 15 minutes.

:P

Not enjoyable

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Low-key forgot my password to Tumblr after getting a new phone and I also didn't remember what email I used for my account-

Good news is I guessed correctly :P

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mel king i know what you are… arfid nation we are so unbelievably up we have never been this up in the history of ever. going to eat a bowl of butter pasta in celebration

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Me looking for local friends - a summary:

Friend request?

Not in the way I request to be your friend on social media or whatever.. I’m just requesting to acquire friends

I swear I’m cool

(The longing for friendship while also not being able to maintain a friendship is the curse of being disabled.)

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Okay being autistic is not fun all the time, but today it was!

I’ve been really into Six of Crows lately and I was reading so many fanfics about them, and a lot mentioning stroop wafels, so I was obviously craving those.

I’m having a bit of a hard time eating (thanks to autism and stress) so anything that I want to eat is a victory at this point.

I had my mom push me (in my wheelchair) all the way to the city center for the Friday market, so I could get a fresh/warm stroop wafel :D

(Instead of just going to the store around the corner and buying prepackaged ones)

It was very very rainy so now I’m completely wet, and cold. But it was fun.

Though I’ll probably spend a couple days recovering from the outing 🥲

(Perk of being Dutch is that I can just go to the market and they’ll have the stroop wafels)

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Trying to write but my dog is being wayyyy too cute to focus

(We’re at daycare / day spending. My head is killing me. But we’re having fun)

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Since y’all seemed to really like the pictures and video of the cats, here’s one with the cat a my dog

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My cats interrupting my writing, one of them (the one typing in the video) is biting in my fingers as I type this right now.

Little demons.

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Can somebody please install a filter in my brain /j

I’m autistic and I have no filter what so ever so I just say whatever I’m thinking when I’m having a conversation.

How do I stop telling my personal information, medical information, and secrets to people I’ve never met..

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Whenever I find myself awake in the late evening / night, and NOT in a mental health crisis, I just start eating frozen grapes out of a raccoon mug.

There’s only three things you’ll find me doing a midnight:

- scream into the abyss while having a panic attack

- sleeping

- eating frozen grapes out of one of my many raccoon mugs

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I need some writing advice pleaseeee

I am trying to write a multi chapter fanfic. I've never written longer form fanfics, so it's a bit challenging.

I don't necessarily want it to be one big story, but mostly a collection of chapters where every chapter is a glimpse into the childhood of the character, but later chapters also looking into his life and relationships later in life.

Now in the first chapter I already included the plot point where his father leaves, but I have some ideas for a chapter (or possibly more) where the father is still in his life.

How do I write this? Do I write the chapter(s) and rearrange them so that the current chapter one becomes chapter 2 or 3?

Or do I just write not chronologically and accept that it doesn't make complete sense?

Or do I start with an event after the father leaves and transition into a flashback related to the event? Or do I do something completely different?

Please give me some advice! (FYI the first chapter has already been posted)

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Jake Peralta's childhood *Brooklyn 99* fic

It’s already getting dark outside. Jake grabs his stuff from the backseat and follows his dad inside where his mom is trying, and horribly failing, to make an edible meatloaf.

Except today she’s using some weird kind of mushrooms, Jake has never heard of, as a substitute for the meat.

Dinner is a rather awkward affair. Roger excuses himself not even halfway through claiming he had agreed to meet up with a colleague who would only be in the city for a day, so no he really couldn’t reschedule.

Karen doesn’t pay Roger’s absence any mind. She just keeps on talking about her day and how she thinks she may just become a cook because her meatloaf, or ‘mushloaf’ as Jake refers to it, is amazing.

Jake just moves his food around on his plate, ready for the day to be over.

A look into Jake Peralta's childhood - Phan_Tommy [Archive of Our Own]