Oh I Am So Far From Home Lost In The Stars

(Queue56 Roleplay Account of my character Casper <3)

[casperrambles]

Ooc introductory post! :D

This is an RP account for my Queue56 blorbo Casper :)

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Character Pronouns: Any

Me Pronouns: They/any

Current Team: …

Current Cycle: 5 (Theme is Space ✨)

My main account is @whosthere54 and my Minecraft user is the same :)

I’ve never run a roleplay account, though I’ve thought about it (stares longingly at Ripley /silly) but I thought why not give it a try with my OC :)

Their Star: ______

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Tags:

Chatterings of the flock (in character Answering Asks/Reblogs)

Who’sThere Answers (OOC asks)

Bird boy Rambles (In character posts)

Rambling of a Lunatic (OOC posts)

The sun and their Star (Posts about the sillies being gay about it<3)

The sun and the Moon (Posts about Casper and their family :3)

[casperrambles]

It’s been so long since I could get my comm to work- my void is… very empty. It’s nice to finally be able to see some of what’s going on in the “outside”.

I miss being around people I think. I’ve been making diary entries to try and pass the time, but it seems like they just keep getting shorter.

I always write about the same thing. Missing the same thing. The same people.

Maybe the gods will be in my favor sometime soon. I hope. In the mean time I guess I’m stuck “watching” from afar. Gods it’s been so long-

There are still drawing sitting in the back of my diary. I miss seeing the stars. My star.

[casperrambles]

hey, cas..

‘s been a year, huh? over a year, however hard i try not to think about it

a lot has happened since you left but i - i’d rather tell you in person, one day. when i see you. if i see you

.. i miss you. i hope this message goes through

- @bright-fallen-star

Oh my goodness- hi!

Has it really been that long? Time doesn’t seem real. I miss you so much, there’s not a lot to think about here. It seems like so much but so little is happening at the same time.

I would love to hear about all of it, I hope it gets to be soon. Whenever you want to tell me I will always listen. If When I see you.

I hope I get to see you soon, I mean it when I say I miss talking to you Star. If I can even still call you that.

A lot seems to be getting lost in translation. I hope it works. ❁

[casperrambles]

Hey so I’m having some thoughts about my blorbo and space so ima yap for a moment

I love my silly space motifs in my OCs so I’m mentioning them here and now because simply I care

Ramblings under the cut <3

So Casper for me is always depicted as the Sun- their personality and style reflects that as well. It’s the James Potter in me if you will /silly

They have their Star, Altair, who they would compare to many things but one of the consistents for Cas is their interest in astronomy and their stargazing hobby. The moon changes but the stars and constellations are constant so they really could compare Altair to all kinds of space things as endearment but they choose the Stars because that’s her personal favorite <3

They have the Moon, which represents his family- particularly their sister Lua who I believe I’ve mentioned before (if not- basically silly red winged blackbird avian who’s her younger sister!). If I were to really get into it I could even bring up that kind of “while we’re apart at least we’re staring at the same moon” type thing of- Cas has been separated from their family for a while. No contact no communication whatsoever for lore purposes- but as a child the two were really close. When Cas would go out to steal food and items from villages when the two were young, or if they’d be separated for a prolonged amount of time (wether it’s the possibility they get caught stealing or because they have to go gather materials) Casper would tell Lua about how they’d be looking at the same moon. Or- I could talk about moon phases and Casper’s unstable home life but that’s for another day :3

… if I really wanted to give another assignment for the sun or add the earth in there it would be Casper and Lua’s mother sent tweet

Another thing I could talk about is Tarot Cards- because I definitely may or may not have drawn these three as the sun the moon and the star tarot cards and also Cas and Altair as the lovers because I’m so completely normal and sane like any other person (I say, like a liar)- but that can also be for another time if you guys want to hear it :]

[casperrambles]

I’ve been gone for a while- I think? It’s hard to keep track of time wherever I am. It’s getting clearer again though- which… usually means I’m going back? I hope I’m going back. I miss being somewhere that’s not some weird foggy void town :(

I miss them

I want to go back

Please let me go back…

[bright-fallen-star]

Hiii! Good morning! :D

Evening? Afternoon? Night? I really have no way to keep track of time here-

How are you doing?

- @casperrambles ❁

Hihihi!

I’m doing pretty okay! I actually arrived in the new place? I have things for you when you arrive! Right now am just resting though, how are you?

[casperrambles]

Oooh! New place? That’s good right? Hopefully I’ll get there soon- I’m not sure there’s a way to tell yet or not. Rest is good.

I’m good- I actually was able to sleep for a while after we talked yesterday, so that’s fun! I’m lookin’ forward to getting out of here, I think. Restless more than anything haha.

What does the new place look like? Anything interesting?

[casperrambles]

Is this really you, Cas…?

- @bright-fallen-star

Altair??

This appeared for you too? Oh my gods-

Yes- yeah it’s really me. I have so many questions- Are you okay? Where are you? Did you.. read my letters?

I missed you…

[bright-fallen-star]

Yesyesyes oh my gods it’s you-

Yes I’m okay! I’m…in a world,by myself for now. I-I did read your letters

I missed you so much too…are you okay? Where are you??

[casperrambles]

Oh gods I’m so happy you’re okay! I’m sorry you have to be alone for a while- but as soon as I get to the queue I promise I’ll come find you.

I’m sorry if the letters seemed a little- incoherent, I guess. I was… out of it, to say the least. I’m sorry I left, but I’m glad you stayed safe.

I’m okay, I’m okay. I’m… somewhere? I think-

That’s not a great description- uhhh- it’s almost void-ish? There’s surroundings that seem like a world, but it’s all dark and foggy- if that makes sense?

Oh gods I’m just so happy you’re *okay*-

[bright-fallen-star]

No no it’s truly okay, I’m so happy you’re okay! I will try to find you again if I do come this time-

I’m so sorry you had to go through that alone, you did what was the best of your ability to do.

Huh that sounds interesting! it is a good description, and it does make sense-

I’m so so *so* happy you’re okay and safe-

[casperrambles]

Thank you so much for understanding- you don’t understand how much that means to me, just- thank you.

Even if you don’t come through this time we can talk through here at the very least. I won’t leave you alone. I could even send pictures or just… something. We’ll figure it out :]

I promise.

[bright-fallen-star]

Of course Cas - ‘nd thank you for being so kind and accepting

Y-yeah we definitely can. I can show you the little island I’m making a house on and update you on things too. We’ll be able to get through this

I promise.

[casperrambles]

Yeah, of course Al.

I’d love to see, whatever you want to show me. I’m always interested in whatever you talk about, so whatever you want to tell me I’m here to listen.

<3

[bright-fallen-star]

‘F course! I’m gonna try makin’ the house I had in the 2nd cycle, s’ gonna be a bit of a challenge- you can always talk to me about things you like or want to talk about too, ‘m always here for you

<3

[casperrambles]

That sounds fun. Something to keep you busy, yeah?

Thank you- that means a lot.

For now I’m gonna try to sleep in whatever this place is. I’ll check in with you tomorrow if that’s okay?

G’night Star.

[casperrambles]

Is this really you, Cas…?

- @bright-fallen-star

Altair??

This appeared for you too? Oh my gods-

Yes- yeah it’s really me. I have so many questions- Are you okay? Where are you? Did you.. read my letters?

I missed you…

[bright-fallen-star]

Yesyesyes oh my gods it’s you-

Yes I’m okay! I’m…in a world,by myself for now. I-I did read your letters

I missed you so much too…are you okay? Where are you??

[casperrambles]

Oh gods I’m so happy you’re okay! I’m sorry you have to be alone for a while- but as soon as I get to the queue I promise I’ll come find you.

I’m sorry if the letters seemed a little- incoherent, I guess. I was… out of it, to say the least. I’m sorry I left, but I’m glad you stayed safe.

I’m okay, I’m okay. I’m… somewhere? I think-

That’s not a great description- uhhh- it’s almost void-ish? There’s surroundings that seem like a world, but it’s all dark and foggy- if that makes sense?

Oh gods I’m just so happy you’re *okay*-

[bright-fallen-star]

No no it’s truly okay, I’m so happy you’re okay! I will try to find you again if I do come this time-

I’m so sorry you had to go through that alone, you did what was the best of your ability to do.

Huh that sounds interesting! it is a good description, and it does make sense-

I’m so so *so* happy you’re okay and safe-

[casperrambles]

Thank you so much for understanding- you don’t understand how much that means to me, just- thank you.

Even if you don’t come through this time we can talk through here at the very least. I won’t leave you alone. I could even send pictures or just… something. We’ll figure it out :]

I promise.

[bright-fallen-star]

Of course Cas - ‘nd thank you for being so kind and accepting

Y-yeah we definitely can. I can show you the little island I’m making a house on and update you on things too. We’ll be able to get through this

I promise.

[casperrambles]

Yeah, of course Al.

I’d love to see, whatever you want to show me. I’m always interested in whatever you talk about, so whatever you want to tell me I’m here to listen.

<3

[casperrambles]

The end of Cycle 2

Casper wasn’t there when it happened

Not the challenge- or any of them, in fact.

Just like before.

Instead, mind scrambled and delirious with fever, they wrote a final letter. A goodbye, to their one friend in this world.

I’m their delirium, she doesn’t register most of what she’s writing, leading to choppy sentences or rambling- and the use of nicknames that he wouldn’t normally use.

“Take care of my pets for me, will you Star?”

They leave the book, and they run. Like they’ve always done.

Running and hiding and leaving to protect something that isn’t theirs. (Some*one*)

And they stay in the end.

They’re there until the final hour, Cycle ending as they lay on the jagged Endstone, staring up at the void. Their legs dangle off the edge- creating a sense of thrill they haven’t felt in a while. (The fog covering their mind is clearer here. It *helps* (it’s making it take hold more-))

In the end, when everything fades to black and they drift into that in between of just *wondering*- their mind clears.

Fuck- that was stupid-

He should’ve done better-

“I’ll see you in the next Cycle, my friend”

[casperrambles]

Is this really you, Cas…?

- @bright-fallen-star

Altair??

This appeared for you too? Oh my gods-

Yes- yeah it’s really me. I have so many questions- Are you okay? Where are you? Did you.. read my letters?

I missed you…

[bright-fallen-star]

Yesyesyes oh my gods it’s you-

Yes I’m okay! I’m…in a world,by myself for now. I-I did read your letters

I missed you so much too…are you okay? Where are you??

[casperrambles]

Oh gods I’m so happy you’re okay! I’m sorry you have to be alone for a while- but as soon as I get to the queue I promise I’ll come find you.

I’m sorry if the letters seemed a little- incoherent, I guess. I was… out of it, to say the least. I’m sorry I left, but I’m glad you stayed safe.

I’m okay, I’m okay. I’m… somewhere? I think-

That’s not a great description- uhhh- it’s almost void-ish? There’s surroundings that seem like a world, but it’s all dark and foggy- if that makes sense?

Oh gods I’m just so happy you’re *okay*-

[bright-fallen-star]

No no it’s truly okay, I’m so happy you’re okay! I will try to find you again if I do come this time-

I’m so sorry you had to go through that alone, you did what was the best of your ability to do.

Huh that sounds interesting! it is a good description, and it does make sense-

I’m so so *so* happy you’re okay and safe-

[casperrambles]

Thank you so much for understanding- you don’t understand how much that means to me, just- thank you.

Even if you don’t come through this time we can talk through here at the very least. I won’t leave you alone. I could even send pictures or just… something. We’ll figure it out :]

I promise.

[casperrambles]

Is this really you, Cas…?

- @bright-fallen-star

Altair??

This appeared for you too? Oh my gods-

Yes- yeah it’s really me. I have so many questions- Are you okay? Where are you? Did you.. read my letters?

I missed you…

[bright-fallen-star]

Yesyesyes oh my gods it’s you-

Yes I’m okay! I’m…in a world,by myself for now. I-I did read your letters

I missed you so much too…are you okay? Where are you??

[casperrambles]

Oh gods I’m so happy you’re okay! I’m sorry you have to be alone for a while- but as soon as I get to the queue I promise I’ll come find you.

I’m sorry if the letters seemed a little- incoherent, I guess. I was… out of it, to say the least. I’m sorry I left, but I’m glad you stayed safe.

I’m okay, I’m okay. I’m… somewhere? I think-

That’s not a great description- uhhh- it’s almost void-ish? There’s surroundings that seem like a world, but it’s all dark and foggy- if that makes sense?

Oh gods I’m just so happy you’re *okay*-

[casperrambles]

Is this really you, Cas…?

- @bright-fallen-star

Altair??

This appeared for you too? Oh my gods-

Yes- yeah it’s really me. I have so many questions- Are you okay? Where are you? Did you.. read my letters?

I missed you…

[whispering-in-the-wind]

Hey Whisper,

Umm...I know we don't really know each other but I saw your last message and I hope you're doing ok?

I didn't know other people went to the void too, that's kind of cool to me! I guess it's probably not for anyone else, but I've spent a lot of time alone here...

I promise the cold is something you get used to but the time thing never goes away unfortunately. Hopefully the queue reopens before we've had time to get used to it though!

- Gray

Hi Gray,

I'm so glad that there's others here, I think that makes me feel a bit better! You've spent a lot of time here? I can barely handle however long I've been here! Are you okay!? I hope I never have to get used to the cold, I'm just hoping that the next cycle starts soon!

[emberunderscore]

chat look at my ourple guy

he's so ourple . and is so bc he has not left the end for days! and has been eating only chorus fruit ! surely this has no other effect on him . other than . the ourple :3

[casperrambles]

Sorry I’ve been… gone, for a bit.

I’m so tired. It’s spreading its spreading itsspreading-

[running-can-only-get-you-so-far]

i get to be a little loser in real time now :]

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sparrow gets a blog now!

sparrow uses they/he/she/plant/fern, they're a yellow bird and they got that prey instinct to run hence the name and its silly goofy and i love them

hope you enjoy :D

[casperrambles]

:D

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

nothing like having fully enchanted netherite on the 5th day of the server