dootfoot

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latest obsession: deep fried curry things.

like curry puffs?? samosas??? even the name curry puffs is so cute like what do you meannn they're little puffy fluffy wuffy curry wurry babies

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was gonna 때러쳐 but then caught self. when brain is tired and feels like going a million miles a minute i feel like finding things to fuel the fire and the speed and it's not good. immediately conjured image of self on couch with hot cup of tea and was cured

usually brought on by doomscrolling

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sunny, 85°, breezy, quiet... ^_−☆

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had evil thoughts about this family because. why are you TAKING UP THE ENTIRE FUCKING STAIRWELL DOWN TO THE SUBWAY they were so slow i Just missed my train that i would have made otherwise grrrrrr

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trying to find a therapist is so. disturbing, in some ways. like, why am i paying this white woman to be racist to me and judge my familial upbringing while i painfully relay my life history?

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i hate how selfish depression is

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reading and drawing. get it into your thick skull you obtuse idiot. that makes you feel better.

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can we please bring vince vaughn back i miss seeing that tall beautiful freak of nature

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i was going to say being stuck in the past is such a human thing, but it's actually so universal... like the dogs that still wait for their old masters, or the salmon and sea turtles that return home every season... something about our planet—maybe that she herself returns home every year—that instills a sense of nostalgia in everything that grows from it...

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i'm just tired of not knowing what the social currency is and dealing with the consequences of that

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really just want some peace and quiet. but to frolic in it? like being in a supermarket at 2am type...

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the urge to post to feel like i'm here

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song of the day: heads will roll. and 2pac changes. and hall and oates's i can't go for that (no can do).

[stuckinapril]

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i think this is something you really have to be intentional about as an adult. i remember my dad telling me that what he missed about school/being young was Learning something every day, and i've found that to be truer the older i get. now that i have a so-called "bullshit job," it's crazy how easily your mind becomes mush. don't get me wrong i'm so thankful for the job i have, but if you don't go out of your way to find challenges or problems to solve, it's just so easy to become... vacant.

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and that's on this summer

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the fact that the tsa line is faster than getting frozen yogurt in this cursed city says a lot about the state of the world right now

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like. i love the insane community people have found in the knicks and all that but... the parade happening on a humid 90° day and blocking my afternoon walk is actually so. nyc is already pretty stimulating so it being on steroids and depriving me of my quiet afternoon is testing my sanity...