i forgive the angel castiel

nsfw at times. general suicide tw for the whole blog due to the everything. i talk in the tags a lot and am sorry about it. trying to organize fav fics (#fic excerpts) but very bad at it. obsessed with dta.

[exitwound]

castiel supernatural killed himself in front of me changing the trajectory of my life forever

[spaghettinatural]

there is something so treasured to me about dean conked tf out snoring away on his memory foam tucked up against fully-dressed trenchcoated cas (staring blankly at the ceiling 😐 for 8hours) like a 5’11” beefy silent teddy bear in jcpenney slacks. he has his sensible shoes off and next to the wall but otherwise is just🧍‍♂️on the mattress in his coat. dean all snuggled into his sideike honk shoo snork mimimimi like cas is his anime body pillow.

[spaghettinatural]

pov youre on deans bedroom ceiling looking down at 3am <3

[niceworkhuggybear]

remember when heaven put Cas on Uriel's leash because he was a bit too curious and sympathetic for a wrath of god... yeah I do

[destielgaysex]

kevin: so castiel did all of that to you, and dean is still close with him? that's crazy... i feel like if anyone else pulled that, dean would've shot them on sight

sam: I guess you're right... It's just- Dean has... Well. Dean and Cas have always had a... different relationship with each other.

kevin: Dean is doing tricks on it and all you got is "different relationship." This place sucks

just down the hall:

[bucketofli]

[niceworkhuggybear]

btw. Made a restraintstiel emoji a while back.

[letsnotdieartless]

I need him to come and save me from my exams that are rapidly approaching. Save me Dearest Gay Angel, save me

Actually really liked doing something different, made a new brush so the lineart could look gnarly enough for my ✨vision✨

Details and progress pics below the cut

[ewtopia]

<3

[arlin-mp3]

tiny dean to go with tiny cas🥺🤏

[scoobydoodean]

Some of you think Cas is not susceptible to Dean tears but not me. I think if Dean cried hard enough he could get Cas to do whatever he wanted.

[scoobydoodean]

To be clear, I do not think that Dean would like. Fake cry to get something he wanted. I also don't think that would work I think it would have to be genuine. I'm just saying if in "The Future", Dean had cried big fat Studio Ghibli tears when Cas came back, Cas wouldn't have dared steal The Colt he'd be too busy looking helplessly for tissues in his coat pockets and begging Dean to stop crying while wondering if he could get a pie anywhere nearby at this hour.

[deancasforcutie]

#oh 100% #like we talk about how if Cas started crying Dean would immediately be losing his fucking mind trying to fix everything in the world for hi #but if Cas saw Dean crying over something? #well. let's just say. a huge part of why Cas did All Of That (everything he did in the entire series) #is because in season 4 he witnessed Dean weeping quietly in his hospital bed over not feeling like he could handle the Righteous Man stuff #he heard Dean cry and say he couldn't carry all that by himself #and immediately was like ''oh I guess I will now be carrying Everything™ now so he doesn't have to'' #and simply never stopped trying to do that #what I'm saying is that Dean crying literally rewired Cas's brain permanently #if he cried in front of Cas more often it might actually fix Cas a little bit (via @ilarual)

[cemeteryd0llz]

[lockedintheimpala]

more snarky bitchy slutty cas please

[angelsdean]

anyways now I that I finally found the post I can say, when ppl are like “cas deserves better than dean” and “cas deserved a sweet boyfriend who would treat him right” WRONG. (also dean WOULD pamper and appreciate him. if you don’t think so then you don’t know dean) but anyways cas doesn’t want some boring normie nice guy boyfriend. Everyone he likes, platonically and romantically, are bitchy assholes. Just like him. If Cas bodily rolled his eyes in exasperation at his “nice sweet boyfriend” the poor guy would cry. Cas needs someone who can match his energy. also Cas likes all of deans problemdisorders. they’re both a mess and they fit together just right

[angelsdean]

ohh found my tags from the first time i rb'd that linked post and literally so true past me

#he doesn't want better he wants his feral dumpster kitten dean #tho if dean brought him followers he'd obvs love them #bc he's a hypocrite<3 and the rules are different for dean<3

like dean can do sweet nice things for him, because he already matches cas's chaotic energy. but some normal guy bringing him flowers ??? nah. he'd eat the flowers

[shallowseeker]

Yeah, this guy was a little slow to love the whole world:

[winchestergifs]

CASTIEL ✧ 9.11 FIRST BORN

[casgirl]

“Cas should’ve gotten a sweet and kind boyfriend who treated him right” and here’s the thing he’d hate it. Some guy would start bringing him flowers and he’d be like what do you want.

[myfairynuffstuff]

Paula Overbay (b.1940) - Luminescence V. 2022. Acrylic on paper.