I am an angel of the Lord.

My name is Castiel. I am an angel of the Lord. I am bad luck. It is a punishment, resurrection. It is worse every time. [[This is an independent roleplay blog of Castiel from Supernatural.]] [[Please read the about me for more info]] [[I will RP with anyone and everyone]] [[Sometimes NSFW]] [[I track the castielisbadluck tag]]

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned.

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

Sparrow was a little taken back at first- as they ‘flew’ from one place to this very unfamiliar porch. “Wait- THAT’S flying? We just poofed here?” she looked up at him confused, but getting her bearings. “Uh-huh! I’m totally 122 percent ready for this!”

[castielisbadluck]

“Yes, my apologies. Perhaps I will take you for a more literal flight some time.” He smiled and stepped forward, tugging her along.

“Good.” Snapping his fingers, Castiel turned Emma’s shirt pink. “She will be along shorty, I am sure.” That should be enough to get her attention and entertain the child. He smirked to himself and waited for her to answer.

[emmaxmeyer]

Having been on the couch, Emma noticed the change in her shirt colour. She sneered at the colour. Only one person did that. Ever. With a roll of her eyes she stood up, peered around in the house before it occured to her Cas might’ve been using the door again. She took hurried steps to the door, threw it open and was about to say something to Cas when she saw the small child. “Ugh- Cas..random little girl I don’t know…to what do I owe the um occasion?”

[castielisbadluck]

Cas chuckled. "Emma, I like your shirt." The angel let go of Sparrow's hand and ushered her closer to Emma. "This is Sparrow. I met her by happenstance and I thought it was my duty to bring her to you." He smiled, looking proud of himself. Cas would let Sparrow explain why she was so important.

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned.

[castielisbadluck]

“Yes, angel work.” He chuckled. “I tried my hand at detective. It did not pan out.” And at that they vanished together with the soft sound of wing beats. When they reappeared they were on the front stoop of Emma’s home. “Are you prepared to meet your sister?” Cas was pretty excited to show Emma this adorable girl who was apparently her long lost family.

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

Sparrow was a little taken back at first- as they ‘flew’ from one place to this very unfamiliar porch. “Wait- THAT’S flying? We just poofed here?” she looked up at him confused, but getting her bearings. “Uh-huh! I’m totally 122 percent ready for this!”

[castielisbadluck]

"Yes, my apologies. Perhaps I will take you for a more literal flight some time." He smiled and stepped forward, tugging her along.

"Good." Snapping his fingers, Castiel turned Emma's shirt pink. "She will be along shorty, I am sure." That should be enough to get her attention and entertain the child. He smirked to himself and waited for her to answer.

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned.

[castielisbadluck]

“Yes, we are.” His wings vanished however. Cas felt more comfortable flying on a separate plane rather than literal flying. “Oh.. Not quite, I was.. Working.” Yeah, let’s go with that.

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

She pursed her lips, deep in thought, “Working? Like angel work or do  you have like, a normal job? Like you an angel but also a mail man or something?” she thought. “OH! Or maybe are you an Angel Detective? Because of your coat?”

[castielisbadluck]

"Yes, angel work." He chuckled. "I tried my hand at detective. It did not pan out." And at that they vanished together with the soft sound of wing beats. When they reappeared they were on the front stoop of Emma's home. "Are you prepared to meet your sister?" Cas was pretty excited to show Emma this adorable girl who was apparently her long lost family.

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned.

[castielisbadluck]

“Yes, I suppose it is a bit like that.” He held out his hand for her to take. “I have not seen her in a few weeks, so we will both have a treat.” 

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

“Are we gonna fly???!??” She asked, taking his hand. “Oh, well how come you haven’t seen her? Were you like- playing harps and helping people?”

[castielisbadluck]

"Yes, we are." His wings vanished however. Cas felt more comfortable flying on a separate plane rather than literal flying. "Oh.. Not quite, I was.. Working." Yeah, let's go with that.

[castielisbadluck]

"Hey Cas... I uh just got off from work and well. I stopped at a small burger joint I like..." He hands hims a couple burgers. "Thought ya might like it."

Cas gave a small smile and took the burgers gladly. "Thank you, Tallahassee. How kind of you to think of me." 

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned.

[castielisbadluck]

“No, no. Do not misunderstand. Emma and I are not biological siblings, but I do love her all the same.” He patted her head. “Would you like me to take you to her?”

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

She made a face, trying to understand it. “OH! Is it like when me and Natalie Forrest spent the whole summer playing together so much we pretended we were sisters? Is it like that?” She nodded a little, “Yeah, I’d really like to meet her…”

[castielisbadluck]

"Yes, I suppose it is a bit like that." He held out his hand for her to take. "I have not seen her in a few weeks, so we will both have a treat." 

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned, but to what I do not know.

[castielisbadluck]

He grinned at her enthusiasm. “Thank you.” 

“Emma Meyer?” His grin widened. “I believe I can help you. We seem to have a common sibling.” This child didn’t know it, but she was now under the constant, close watch and protection of an angel.

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

“WAIT! Did my dad have another kid- or are you from Emma’s mom too?” she made a face, she was a little confused, but still very excited.

And whether or not he realized it, Sparrow was stoked- not only did she have a sister, but also an angel sorta kinda older brother- way cool.

[castielisbadluck]

"No, no. Do not misunderstand. Emma and I are not biological siblings, but I do love her all the same." He patted her head. "Would you like me to take you to her?"

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned, but to what I do not know.

[castielisbadluck]

“I do.” He revealed his enormous  raven-like wings. “Interesting.. You mentioned a sister.. What might her name be?”

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

“WOAH!!!!” She circled him again, totally captivated by his wings. She had never seen wings before. “That is the coolest!” She looked up at him, “Oh yeah, um, dad said her name was Emma. I’m trying to find her.”

[castielisbadluck]

He grinned at her enthusiasm. "Thank you." 

"Emma Meyer?" His grin widened. "I believe I can help you. We seem to have a common sibling." This child didn't know it, but she was now under the constant, close watch and protection of an angel.

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned, but to what I do not know.

[castielisbadluck]

He chuckled at her enthusiasm. “My name is Castiel. I am an angel of the Lord.” Cas cocked his head ever so slightly. “..Did you say, Meyer?”

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

“You’re an angel? Do you have wings? Or do you have to wait until a bell rings?” she asked, circling him quickly, just in case he had little wings. She couldn’t see them. “Yeah, Meyer was my daddy’s last name.”

[castielisbadluck]

"I do." He revealed his enormous  raven-like wings. "Interesting.. You mentioned a sister.. What might her name be?"

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned, but to what I do not know.

[castielisbadluck]

“You are a smart child. I will give you that.” Cas shook his head at her in mild amusement. “Yes, familiar. You remind me a bit of my sister.” He patted her head. “What is your name, little one?”

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

“You have a sister too! That’s cool. My name is Sparrow; Sparrow Melody Meyer-Rahaman.” she smiled widely. “What’s your name?”

[castielisbadluck]

He chuckled at her enthusiasm. "My name is Castiel. I am an angel of the Lord." Cas cocked his head ever so slightly. "..Did you say, Meyer?"

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned, but to what I do not know.

[castielisbadluck]

“I suppose penguins are alright. I do believe unicorns are furry, however they do not exist..” Cas smiled a little. He loved children. They always made him smile even when he was down. “Oh, well thank you for your kindness, dear. You just.. seem familiar..”

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

“Nuhuh- Unicorns are like horses- so they have hair, not fur. There’s a difference.” she said very matter of fact like, “And it’s okay if they are imaginary though.” She looked up at him, playing with her hair. “Familiar?”

[castielisbadluck]

"You are a smart child. I will give you that." Cas shook his head at her in mild amusement. "Yes, familiar. You remind me a bit of my sister." He patted her head. "What is your name, little one?"

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned, but to what I do not know.

[castielisbadluck]

“Yes, I suppose I am a bit sad.” He was very sad. “Unfortunately, I do not care much for furry beasts. ..Do I know you?”

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

“Okay, what about…penguins, or unicorns? I don’t think they are furry…” she thought about it. “No, I just saw you looked sad…”

[castielisbadluck]

"I suppose penguins are alright. I do believe unicorns are furry, however they do not exist.." Cas smiled a little. He loved children. They always made him smile even when he was down. "Oh, well thank you for your kindness, dear. You just.. seem familiar.."

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned, but to what I do not know.

“What is left for me here?”

[sparrowsxwings-archive]

“You look sad. There’s cupcakes, and kittens, and puppies. There’s lots of good stuff.”

[castielisbadluck]

"Yes, I suppose I am a bit sad." He was very sad. "Unfortunately, I do not care much for furry beasts. ..Do I know you?"

[castielisbadluck]

I suppose I have returned, but to what I do not know.

"What is left for me here?"

[castielisbadluck]

I miss rping Castiel on here. 

[castielisbadluck]

Crazy Like a Fox || Castiel & Rheanna

[hunterrheanna]

“Herbs and stuff, you know? It’s kind of like medicine, and stuff? I dunno. Magic, probably.” She grinned at him. “It could just all be in your head, of course. I dunno. I’m going with magic.”

[castielisbadluck]

Cas eyed the pot. “I sense no magic. However, if it is about mentality then it probably would be worth a try in my case.”

[hunterrheanna]

Rheanna smiled got out two tea cups and saucers to go under the cups. “I’m going to take these into the living room. Then, when the water is hot, I’ll get the tea ready.” She winked at him. “The magic is in the plants themselves. I mean… Salt has no magic, but it can be magic, right?”

[castielisbadluck]

Cas stood where he was, unsure if he was needed in the living room or the kitchen. “…Salt can harm magical creatures such as demons and ghosts.. That does not make it magical. I sense no magic in this beverage.” He was being too literal.

[hunterrheanna]

Rheanna sighed shook her head walking back into the kitchen. She poured the boiling water into her pot and patted Castiel’s shoulder. “You’re being too… crisp with your interpretation of “magic.” Sometimes, magic takes a bit more of a natural course.”

[castielisbadluck]

Cas raised an eyebrow at her. "I suppose the sort of magic you describe is like that of witches.. Drawing from nature and the energy of the Earth. Is that what you mean? I must say that the magic of faerie is a bit foreign to me."

[castielisbadluck]

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[castielisbadluck]

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[castielisbadluck]

“‘Kay, you got me there.”

“But that doesn’t mean you blame yourself for everything bad that happens to me or Sam.”

“And we are back to square one..” Castiel sighed. “Dean, whether you like it or not, I hold myself personally responsible for the two of you. I am sorry that you have a problem with this, but I doubt that this will change.”

“Cas, I’m trying to help you out, here. Don’t bite the hand that feeds you.”

“…”

“And how it is that you are helping me?”

“I’m tryin’ to keep you from driving yourself crazy. When I made a deal with that Crossroad and I figured out I only had a year left, I still drove around and hunted. Knowing I didn’t get to live for much longer was pressure enough but adding hunting on top of that was too much and I nearly went insane by the time that hellhound showed up.”

"I appreciate your concern, my friend.. I really do. However, I am afraid you are far too late to save me from insanity. My mind has not been stable for quite a while.. I am hanging on by a thread, Dean."