Just some grumbling

Sica's here, this is my another blog. That's mostly about stuff happening in my life and some vents :")

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really losing my patience for any 'feminist' statement to the tune of 'we need feminism because women fill a fundamentally different and necessary role than men and will be better at doing x y or z'. like actually i think we need feminism because it is an unbearable death of the spirit by inches to exist in a world where you are not seen as a fully realized human being because of a single cultural determination, and because a world that enshrines such things creates systems that are fundamentally sick to the core

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every time i vent post on here i feel like that one spongebob meme

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im sad

*the looming fear that my friends will see the post and worry about me*

BUT IN A FUNNY WAY

[casualyellinginthedistance]

Do you ever finally get over some mistake you did and understand you can't do anything about it but then suddenly you get hit with guilt and regret once again and just really want this to end

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Could I just Get rid of the worst garbage in my life Aka myself

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Having suicidal thoughts again, eh, Sic?

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Can someone stab me right this instant

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...i think i should delete this account... I promised to myself I won’t vent anymore because it’s only bothering people. All I do now is posting some doodles from time to time... but now, knowing I’m piece of useless shit taht can’t do anything right... Drawing is harder than ever...

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Yes mom, as a punishment for bad grades that were caused by depression and stress just take away my only way to distress (drawing) and the only way to communicate with my only friends (internet). I was antisocial bc of it, not because of asshole people laughing at me every single day. I surely will be fine with no way to vent whatsoever, surely wont self harm at night, surely wont eventually commit suicide due to stress and no way of letting it all out. Great job. Fucking appreciated.

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Also, if you ever feel like you need to talk to someone, you can hit me, I can listen even if I don't know you~

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Holy shit I love my bae so much