I donāt want to assume yet because it still feels too early to be sureābut you know what, I hope itās you. You're really my ideal type. You're the exact physical type Iāve always prayed for. But more than that, youāve shown me your personality: youāre a true gentleman, kind, God-fearing, and family-oriented.
I believe in second chances, but Iām also scared. There are so many possible reasons why this might not work. Weāre in a long-distance setup. Ang layo natin sa isa't isa, and youāre already processing your US visa, while Iām here, still loving my work in a government hospital. How will it work when our paths seem so different? We have completely different goals and we're in completely different places.
Iām scared for our future. I have these thoughtsāwhat if youāre the one who leaves? What if maiwan nanaman kita? What if one of us ends up getting really hurt? These scenarios play in my head, even though weāre not even officially together yet. Reality seems so far from my dreams sometimes, and it makes me lose hope in love. But I put my trust in God. I hold on to Him, trusting Him and putting Him at the center of this relationshipāeven if it's were not yet together paābecause when Heās at the center, nawawala yung takot ko.Ā
Did you know that I already imagined you as my future? I saw myself walking down the aisle toward you, standing in front of the altar, while the song Synesthesia by Mayonnaise is playing.Ā
I'm really falling in love with youādeeper and deeper every day. This time, itās different, hindi ganto yung nafeel ko nung college days natin. Iāve come to know you on a deeper level, and as I get to know you more, my feelings grow even stronger. You give me peace of mind. I know it might be too early again, but Iām not the type to rush into things. Iām letting destiny work its way, trusting in the perfect timing.
Iām willing to waitāfor that time when I can finally say, proudly and wholeheartedly, that you are my boyfriend and the person I want to grow old with.Ā
Thatās the power of waitingānot rushing, not forcing anything. Just patiently hoping, trusting, and believing.
I canāt fully explain what Iām feeling, but I know one thing for sureāIām incredibly thankful to God for giving me this second chance to meet you again, and to like you even more this time around.
The art of waitingāthatās real love. Because when you truly love someone and want to be with them forever, youāll wait. No matter how long it takes. You just need to wait for the right time when you and I are meant to be together again.
Edited May 19, 2025 14:58
and.. itās been a year. We never became āusā because I was right from the startā¦ I was only going to hurt you again, and probably even more this time.
Maybe we were never really meant for each other the way we wanted to be. Maybe we were just two people who almost happened. You will always be my TOTGA, and maybe thatās all weāre ever going to be. And honestly, Iām okay with that now. Even if you never come back.
Our story ends here.
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