My school starts next week and I got 3 requests in line (thank you so much!) AND i'm having a hard time with continuing the recent chapter in tears of themis
So it'll take me a few days for me to post again, im sorry :(
But dw! I'll make sure to write when I have free time
See you all soon and again thank you so much for following and supporting me :>
i would love to see your headcanons on what you think the tears of themis guys are like when they have a crush :)
note: (sorry i took a long time to post this) my first request omg thank you so much! looks like we're starting out with some lovely fluff :))
[Tears of Themis] When they have a crush on you
Marius Von Hagen
this lil sht aka marius is flirty as fck so it's only natural for you to think this dude has 0 feelings for you because you feel like he does this to every girl
boy were you wrong
marius never met a girl who would look at him as him, all the girls he met either like him for being the heir of PAX group or his good looks
i feel like at first he wouldn't really think of you as a crush, he probably just finds you cute and that's it
but as the friendship progresses, he realizes how much he fell for you
he would give you different gifts every week
flowers. perfume, clothes, makeup, shoes, you name it!
he's the type to buy stuff that reminds him of you
one time he bought you a cute angry dog plushie because it reminded him of the time you scolded him for teasing you
oh you're craving for cake? marius von hagen to the rescue!
oh you love this specific boy group band? marius von hagen would get you a signed album and probably a signed picture of himself obviously because he isn't jealous over the fact you spend time fangirling over them and not him
also, don't even think of refusing his gifts
one time you told him you really can't accept a giant teddy bear because you don't have any more space in your apartment
"well why not live with me instead? :D"
"no"
"aw :("
he would be understanding of the situation yet very very pouty and whiny
you would feel sorry and tell him you love and appreciate all of his gifts nevertheless and if you had more space in your apartment you would gladly accept the giant teddy bear
SO HE BOUGHT YOU A BIGGER APARTMENT :D
well he was about to until you told him not to
after that incident, he makes sure he buys you gifts that are not too big
ANYWAYS the reason why he gifts you and not straight up tell you his feelings is because... well he always did
and you would never believe him
"you look very beautiful today y/n! can you be my girlfriend?"
"thank you marius! good morning to you too"
"??????? I literally just asked you out-"
everyone around the both of you would laugh their asses off at the constant rejection marius receives from you
this poor boy
but who said he's giving up?
he will continue to flirt, compliment, give gifts, go to dates with you, protect you, and most importantly love you no matter how long it will take
he's really sure with his feelings for you
THIS BOY WILL PAINT PAINTINGS FOR YOU
you became his muse :)
you might not realize how serious he is but he will wait until you do
this dude loves you so much he will do anything please love him
Vyn Richter
vyn richter my beloved
i feel like he would know his feelings asap
once he notices he loves talking and spending time with you, boom he's trying to look for more places to hang out with you
after work, he would text you to see if you've arrived safely
oh you're doing grocery shopping at night? wait there, he'll accompany you to make sure nothing goes wrong
oh you have no one to eat with during lunch break? don't worry he's running to you right now with food even if he has work to do
he's such a sweet person to you and would love to be beside you forever
honestly I don't think he has any plans with confessing because he feels like you want to focus on your work and he doesn't want to be a distraction to that
his love language is quality time for sure
he would go to museums, parks, restaurants, cafes, malls with you
he would love to make desserts with you and make sure to get your feedback
so that he would know which dessert he would gift you when it's time for him to confess
I feel like he would go on picnics with you
literally just sitting there eating the food you guys made and drinking wine
"oh you have frosting on your cheek"
fcking rubs it off with his finger and licks it
then chuckles at you getting red
MYGOD THIS DUDE
why do I feel like he purposely didn't bring tissues so that he could do that to you-
he probably slept amazing that day
ANYWAYS he likes to pat your head
pat pat pat
because you're so dear to him he couldn't help himself
you're so adorable to him
he would be the type to only confess to you when he's sure you like him back to avoid getting rejected
smart move from mr. richter here
he would also constantly text or call you just to ask about your day
love love loves to hear your stories
because your decisions and input makes him fall in love with you more
like in a 'damn she thinks about life that way? wow marry me' type of way ya know
he's a psychiatrist what do we expect JKJK
YOUR OWN PERSONAL THERAPIST :D YAYY but of course you would listen to his troubles as well which he loves when that happens
i really have nothing else to say about vyn crushing on you other than he would be so sweet to you and would constantly ask you to hang out (as you can see throughout the game, that dude really likes hanging out with mc huh)
i need to see more vyn appreciators
Luke Pearce
YOUR HONOR I LOVE HIM
okay fun fact I didn't like luke from the beginning because I thought he was boring- I KNOW IM SORRY
but holy sht as the story progresses: mc belongs to luke pearce PERIOD I MAKE THE RULES
first of all: a blushy boy
he realizes he has feelings for you when he can't fall asleep because he keeps on thinking about you
he keeps on thinking about the way you laugh at his jokes, the fact you always smile at him as you thank him for helping you, the curious look you give him when he talks about his stories and work, the way you tuck your hair behind your ear as you focus on the work assigned to you
LITERALLY THE BARE MINIMUM
this boy fell in love with you even with the tiniest detail
the most perfect girl in his eyes is you and only you
wow he just loves you so much
he wants to keep you safe from harm
he wants to hold your hand
he wants to be there with you everyday even if time is running out
WOULD ALWAYS TAKE PICTURES OF YOU
so that he could reminisce the memories of you two on his deathbed
"luke that's too much pictures!"
"nothing is 'too much' with you in it"
do you know that scene in UP where there's a scrapbook? I COULD 1000% SEE LUKE DO THAT
he would make a scrapbook of the pictures and each picture he would write messages for you
it was his plan to give that scrapbook to you when he confesses
that is if he DOES confess-
you saw the scrapbook when you stayed at his apartment to do some errands and you asked him what it is
"huh? o-oh that! that's just an antique I found, I forgot to put it back downstairs"
pretty sus if you ask me
it has the title 'With All My Heart, I Love You'
you thought it was some cheesy romance book so you let the thought slide
ANYWAYS he remembers every single thing you tell him
if you guys are at a party and there's only seafood and you're allergic to shrimp, he would get you something else that isn't shrimp
and he would refuse to eat shrimp with you as he doesn't want you to be the only one who doesn't eat shrimp
IT'S LITERALLY THE SMALL THINGS WITH HIM it's so cute and sweet
I feel like luke would gift you things that you could use in your everyday life
your favorite makeup brand products, hair clips, hair ties, jackets, bags, phone cases, and more
because it makes him so happy to see you using his gifts
AGAIN IT'S THE SMALL THINGS-
he will love you till the end of time I swear
I LOVE HIM
Artem Wing
did I purposely made artem last? yes your honor that is correct
AS YOU CAN SEE IN THE STORY this boy doesn't know anything about love so don't even think it will happen sooner or later
he's still learning please be patient with him
ANYWAYS the moment he realizes he has a crush on you is during one meeting where marius asked him about you
he wouldn't really respond to his antics
but then he would stay up thinking about it
unlike luke, he would try his best not to think of you
but obviously couldn't
then he would start to wonder if he really is falling in love with you
obviously will talk to celestine about it and she would respond with a "yep I knew"
ever since his revelation to his feelings, you would think he would do something
nope he won't
he would do something once in a blue moon and that's about it
I KNOW IT SEEMS CRUEL FOR ME TO WRITE HIM LIKE THAT but that's literally what I think would happen
don't get me wrong, he loves you so much
he wants to hug you SOOO BAD
he just doesn't want himself to be a distraction at your work
and the fact that you are his partner (story wise) AND your senior troubles him because he doesn't want people to think of you as Artem's partner or Artem's girlfriend
he wants you to excel in your work and set your name in the law industry without people criticizing you as someone who got to the top easily because he is your boyfriend
he will continue to have a crush on you from a far <3
he would also do the bare minimum, like buying you coffee during late night shifts or driving you home safely or helping you study for your exam
and will do everything in the book that celestine gave him
that's the beauty of the love artem has for you
'will wait for you to succeed by being there for you' type of love
I ALSO LOVE HIM
THIS IS MY FIRST REQUEST so it's not really the best ://
REQUESTS ARE STILL OPEN
but it'll be a bit late because the new chapter just got released so I need to finish that HAHAHAHA
Hello! I'm officially taking requests for tears of themis imagines/headcanons/fanfics and etc.
My name is Cher and I've been dying to write here on tumblr for SO LONG hence why I've decided to write stuff for tears of themis because so far I love the story and the characters. also I don't have patience to wait for the next chapter.
I will most likely start writing mainly fluff so yeah, feel free to request me!
warnings: god the evangeline you gave writing talent to is putting it to use by writing x reader fanfiction about a highlighter kid on tumblr 🤕‼️😓, other than that, like one swear i think
a/n: ngl i wrote this for me impulsively whoops 🥸 likes and reblogs are always appreciated <3
user yoichisagis may be slightly biased but, i really do feel like he'd be such a wonderful boyfriend to have :(
he's gonna be a little clueless at first, cause i really feel like you'd be first relationship, but it's so endearing so it's okay <3
like, in the first month or so of your relationship isagi asks before he does ANYTHING
"is it okay if i eat lunch with you?" "can i hold your hand?" "do you wanna walk home together?" like omg :')
over time, isagi does gain confidence and starts doing these things without asking but, the fact that he did ask at first is so sweet and really just shows how much he respects you and your boundaries.
isagi likes holding your hand a lot! something about it just makes him so happy- maybe it's something about the way your hand seems to fit perfectly with in his, like it was made to hold it.
or, maybe it's the way the warmth in your palms mimics the warmth he feels in his heart when he's close to you.
honestly, isagi's not too sure why he likes it so much, but what he does know is that he could spend the rest of his life with his hand in yours.
believe it or not, isagi kissed you first, and it's something he'll remember his whole life.
it was after he walked you home from your fourth date together, and as you two said your respective goodnights and goodbyes, isagi just stop help himself from kissing you any longer.
really, he couldn't.
not when he was able to gaze at you adoringly as you stood on your doorstep, illuminated only by the light of the moon. in that moment, isagi grasps just how beautiful you are really, and just how lucky he is.
and just before you turn away to enter your home, you're halted by isagi shouting "wait," as he grabs you by the hand and he impulsively crashes his lips onto yours.
his actions takes you by surprise, first leaving you with wide eyes at the boy's sudden actions.
it was rather juvenile, painfully obvious that isagi had never done this before, and all he could do was hope that it didn't show, even though he knows it probably did. (he was right, but he gets a pass cause he's cute)
but at the same time, it was also tender and innocent, with the feeling of total enamoration accompanying the kiss. it's so sweet and soft and gentle, and it's a kiss that's just so isagi. it makes you fall for him a little more that night.
and you just couldn't help yourself from grabbing his isagi's face softly to deepen the kiss.
i think isagi's pretty basic when it comes to dates, like you know the movies and cafes and stuff, but he's pretty open to do whatever you want, too!
(oh my god once, isagi took you to see a horror movie cause he wanted do that thing where he wraps his arm around you when a scary part of the movie came on. except, isagi ended up getting scared and you had to hold his hand. the groupchat had a lot of fun with that one when they found out)
speaking of dates, surprise him to an aquarium date!
(for context, his favorite animal's a lobster cause he's a little weirdo, so i think he'd really like aquatic life in general)
and even if you're not too much of a fish person, you're still gonna have a great time because you're with isagi :)
even then, it'll really hard not to enjoy it all, especially when isagi's got this adorable, childlike glimmer in his pretty blue eyes as he inspects everything in the tanks, excitedly asking you to come over and see all of them.
isagi doesn't wanna force you to, but please come to his games, it'll mean the world to him and seeing you in the crowd will motivate him like nothing else.
cheer him on, make him one of those big, corny signs, wear one of his spare jerseys, and i swear he'll play like he's in the olympics.
he just wants to make you proud :') and you always are, win, lose, or draw.
once, after he won a particularly arduous match, isagi, still filled with adrenaline, sped past the crowd just to find you, so he could sweep you up off your feet to plant a passionate victory kiss on you.
it made you feel like you two were the main characters of a movie, and this was the climax of it all. if a bystander looked closely enough at the two of you, they'd swear they saw sparks flying.
(when isagi pulled away and the rush died down, he got really blushy when he realized he just did that in front of the team. don't mind them, they're all single anyways.)
and, if you don't know too much about soccer and you try to learn more about it on your own so you guys can talk about it together, isagi will literally start planning the wedding.
it seems that his parents don't care too much about isagi's passion for soccer. so, to see you, the person isagi loves the most, be so supportive of him and his dreams, is really going to make him the happiest person on earth.
and in return, he'll do the same for you. whatever dreams you have, hobbies you like to do, things you have an interest in, isagi will wholeheartedly support you and all that you want to do.
you're his biggest fan, and he's yours <3
i think isagi's the kind to doodle cute stuff in the margins of his papers like y+(your first initial) in little hearts when he gets bored in class
and when he does, isagi always has this big dopey, lovestruck smile plastered on him as he daydreams of you. it's plain to see that isagi's got something (or rather, someone) on his mind that isn't the chemistry equations on the board in front of him.
and this always causes isagi to earn a chastising from his teacher, who scolds him in front of the class, telling isagi to "snap out of it and pay attention."
and which someone in his class always responds with, "yeah, stop thinking of y/n, and pay attention, isagi!" which makes isagi get so red that he looks like he could explode at any second. give the boy a break pls </3
i talked about this before, but isagi loves when you wear his sweaters and hoodies! especially when you guys hang out with his friends.
he gets really shy when someone points out you're wearing his clothes, but at the same time, a sense of pride flows through him.
he's like: you wanna show me off? you???? wow okay, knock yourself out, holy shit i love you.
he's just awestruck that you love him so much and that you're so willing to tell the world tbh :')
i don't see isagi as a huge petname person- maybe the occasional babe or something basic like that but, i actually think he just prefers using your given name more. he thinks it's pretty sounding :)
his trivia says he gets happy when he gets praised- so i think his receiving love language is words of affirmation.
stuff like "i'm so proud of you," "you're such an amazing boyfriend," "you're so talented," and even "i love you," will mean soo much to isagi, and he'll find himself thinking back on your words when he needs encouragement.
and even little stuff like "your hair looks nice today," or "you're so cute," will make his day. like, he's the type to look back at those things later in the day and smile at the thought of it.
and isagi will be able to return that same energy, and provide you with that same kind of verbal validation.
isagi has no problem complimenting other people (ie calling kunigami "a good guy,") and you're not excluded from that narrative, either.
always makes sure to tell you how good you look if you dress up nicer than usual, even if he stutters it out a little.
and, his spoken acts of kindness extends to your hobbies and passions. like, if you make art, he'll be sure to tell you how great it looks. if you play an instrument, he'll always tell you that it sounds amazing, etc.
sometimes, something really cheesy comes out isagi's mouth without him thinking twice about it, and he like, physically recoils in embarassment when he realizes he said that out loud.
but, he quickly realizes it was worth it when he sees the smile that streches from ear to ear on your face, as well as when he earns himself a chaste, yet soft kiss on the cheek from you.
isagi's a little playful, so he messes with you, too. your relationship with him isn't totally lovey dovey 24/7.
he lovingly calls you dummy when you trip over the air, ambushes you with a surprise snowball attack in the winter, playful eyerolls whenever you tell a bad joke, just normal stuff like that.
and since isagi's so easy to get along with and talk to, he'll always gladly entertain you with whatever random conversation topic that comes into your head-
"so you're telling me that if a titan tried eating me, you wouldn't try and save me?"
"realistically, levi would probably do it for me"
"gee, yoichi, maybe i should date levi then"
"wait no-"
(sadly these conversations do not last into the late hours night, even if you want them to because isagi is the type of person to knock out at like 10:30pm sharp on school nights)
going back to the whole clueless about relationships thing, i really feel like isagi would not be able to tell if another person is flirting with him sometimes, and isagi's just really nice in general- you know what i'm getting at here
and he's not going to know why you're pouting at him and refusing his affections unless you flatout tell him you're jealous.
(by the way, he's a bit wounded when you dodge his kiss or refuse a hug from him, like his face literally falls a little, omfg babie ;__; )
that or, he asks his friends, and in which one of them responds with "they're jealous, you dumbass," which makes isagi go like, "ohhhh that makes a lot of sense- wait they're mad, i have to say sorry oh my god."
he then apologizes and explains that he just thought they were being nice, and vice versa. but, he does promise that will be something he'll work on, because he respects you and your feelings and doesn't want to make it seem like he thinks otherwise.
but, on your end, you can't constantly be on his ass about little things. you have to trust him, as well!
and you do, of course! because you guys are mature and are able to maintain a healthy relationship #goals
all in all, isagi's an absolute godsend of a boyfriend.
he falls fast, but more importantly, isagi falls hard, meaning he'll love you to the moon and back, all that he asks you is you do the same with him :')
(and by the way, he definitely says "i love you" first)
(L/N) (F/N), a social media influencer, has fallen in love with a man who she has just seen passing by on the background in one of her videos. She posts a screen capture of him in her Twitter account, hoping to meet the man of her dreams.
How will the rich and spoiled influencer react if she finds out that the man she’s looking for is Kita Shinsuke? A simple farmer in the fields of Hyogo whose current concern is his grandmother’s wish for him to get married and have children.
HEAD EMPTY JUST THINKING ABOUT HOW SENSATIONAL THE QUIET AND PERFECTLY SCARY VOLLEYBALL CAPTAIN KITA SHINSUKE WOULD BE WITH HIS EQUALLY QUIET AND PERFECTLY SCARY BASKETBALL CAPTAIN AKASHI SEIJURO 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩
How they met:
you know how in super large sporting events sometimes they will have the volleyball tournament on one side of the dome and another sport (in this case: basketball) on the other???? Well Kita wants his team to take a walk around to warm up their muscles before their next game so he walks them over to the basketball side of the dome as to not get distracted by their opponents on this side. But as luck would have it, it’s Kita who ends up getting distracted.
Akashi is playing the most amazing game currently, which happens to be in the court Kita and Inarizaki are walking around to warm up. Akashi has this insanely dominant aura around him ESPECIALLY when he plays, so the vn all captain is drawn to that... it’s quite the sight to see Akashi in his element like:
Poor Kita was just chastising Aran, Suna and the twins for acting up and getting excited over the next game instead of living in the moment of this walk when he himself can’t even watch where’s he’s going anymore because a man with pink hair is just........wow. He’s trying to lead his team on this walk while peeping at Akashi like:
Thinking ‘safety first,’ He eventually stops. He tells the team to stop here with him.
“Captain, why are we—“ asked Samu.
“We are watching this game for a few moments.”
They all whine, but it’s Aran who speaks, “What? Why—“
One ice cold glance from their Captain shuts them all up immediately. Shinsuke ignores their murmuring... the team wondering why their captain was acting like this, staring at Seijuro’s game like:
Akashi’s eagle eye extends much further than just on the court, so even though he didn’t glance over at Kita or anyone off the court once .... he saw Kita coming a mile away. He’s been waiting, actually.
Akashi is super, super slick, so..... and they are up by 50 pts in the first half 5 minutes into Kita watching him play with intense eyes, Akashi calls a timeout like the boss he is. While his team jogs over to the bench, Akashi makes a small detour court side where Inarizaki is standing. He walks slowly, but he gets there.
“You.” Calls the pink haired man.
Kita’s eyebrows raise but he looks otherwise emotionless. “Yes?” He asks flatly.
Akashi uses his jersey to wipe the sweat off his face mid-game, locking eyes with Kita-san and saying,
Hello. I have just read your hc about Dimitri practicing dancing with Byleth. It was very sweet, but I thought what would happen if the rest of Blue Lions, Main Lords or Jeralt saw them. I suppose none of them (sans Jeralt) would ever let him forget about this. And shocked daddy 😂 If it's not a problem could you write some hc about it? If you have any? Anyway, have a good day and enjoy your game, I will get my copy od 3H the earliest in next two months, but I stopped avoiding spoilers by now 😂
no problem!! I was actually gonna do this on the first post but i was so tired that I forgot dsafasdf. continuation of this!!
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Jeralt is…not impressed at what he’s looking at right now. His child and the prince in a very intimate hold? Hell. No. There isn’t much he can do however, so at most he’s prone to sending grumpy glares Dimitri’s way. You’re a responsible person who knows how to deal with your students; this shouldn’t be any different. Still, he’s a father and he can’t help but be the slightest bit overprotective.
Alois, on the other hand, acts much more proactively about it. Acting like the stereotypical overprotective dad, he’ll try to step you when he sees you two dancing together, a terrible pun at the tip of his tongue to try and scare you both away. Unfortunately, Dimitri has a tendency to laugh him off so out of all the people who want his head, Alois is the least threatening.
Edelgard is very…unimpressed at Dimitri. She sees it as him taking advantage of their-no her professor, even if you don’t teach her house. Anytime she sees you two practicing, she has to be restrained from tackling him to the ground, although she denies ever trying to do such a thing.That said, she has been seen giving the stink eye to Dimitri on numerous occasions.
Claude is much more lowkey about his envy and tries to act the supportive fool, although everyone can see through him. Honestly, stuff like this doesn’t bother him too much considering that he has more important matters on his mind, but still. Maybe a few wolf whistles to tease you both, he makes sure to get out of lance throwing range when Dimitri has had enough of his teasing.
The rest of the Blue Lions aren’t exactly surprised to see you two together, especially Sylvain. He may or may not have pushed Dimitri into becoming more comfortable with you, but the results speak for themselves. Maybe they hide in the bushes as they watch you practice or they cover themselves in leaves, but it’s all in good fun. They just want the best for their professor and house leader.
Dedue is…happy to see his highness looking so joyous. Maybe there’s tears in his eyes, but you saw nothing alright? Absolutely nothing. That said, he doesn’t hide the bushes with the rest of the students, refusing to look like an idiot with the rest of the fools. Or rather, he’s too exasperated by them and their antics. If he’s going to be happy for his prince, he’d rather be open about it.
Felix…Well, Felix is being himself again and refuses to even look at the sight of that boar dancing with the professor. If he had any say in the matter, he would rip you away from Dimitri and dance with you himself. Alas, he can’t bring himself to do it and just watches from far away to make sure you’re okay. Not that he’d ever admit of course, that would be too out of character for him.
hi .. i really love your blog! 💕 could i have a fic where the reader (preferably student) and felix end up sitting under a tree together after some hardcore training and the reader ends up falling asleep in his lap/against his shoulder?
i was literally writing and then checked my inbox and saw this and i like dropped everything to write it. i literally love fluff so much esp sleepy fluff 🥺
the best. | felix x reader
warnings: injury, slight cursing
“you should’ve told me that i was going too hard on you. your limits are certainly not as strong as mine yet.”
“i’m fine, see!” you raised your arm in the air, waving around the loose bandages felix was working on.
“bullshit. you’re fine but you’re literally still crying.”
you wiped your face with your free hand. “no i’m not.”
the boy in front of you only smiled slightly and looked back down at your arm, continuing to bandage it as gently as he could. he winced when you flinched in pain and nothing could stop guilt from flooding his veins when blood slowly seeped through the bandages. he didn’t think he had sliced you that deep, but he knew they would have to be replaced in a matter of a few hours.
“you have magic,” he tried to joke, “can’t you just heal it?”
“silly, i’m a gremory. im working on learning to heal- i just was so excited to do black and dark magic that i kinda neglected those studies. i can curse my arm pretty damn well, though.”
you laughed at your small joke and felix’s cheeks felt warmer. he pulled himself beside you next to the large tree and joined you in looking around the field. in front of you were the officers academies, where some students bustled in and out of the classrooms carrying papers. despite it being a sunday, some classes were still being held.
“it’s very peaceful out today.” you mused, “the weather is good napping weather as well.”
felix only nodded. you eyed him for a minute before continuing. “do you like to nap?”
“i never really have. i stopped since i started using my free time to train.” he responded.
“hmm. i could never train as much as you do-“
felix’s eyebrows furrowed. was this a potential flaw that you had? felix has admired your determination to become a gremory, but now you’re disliking practice? that wouldn’t do.
“-because no matter how much i did, im sure id still be no match for you. but i can still work and try!”
nevermind. that would do. you were perfect.
felix chuckled. he shifted towards you a little closer and stretched. “you did work me out quite a bit, i will admit. i may be a bit sore tomorrow.”
“you? sore?” you laughed and lifted up your arm. the blood spot was getting a little bigger now. “imagine how ill be!”
he only shook his head and without thinking, wrapped his arms around your shoulders. he pulled you into his chest gently and laid his chin on your head. you slowly eased into his arms and leaned against him.
“i’m sorry for hurting you.” he murmured on the crown of your hair.
“it’s okay, i just need to get stronger to be better for you.”
the warmth of the sun and of felix’s embrace made you drowsy and you yawned. you fought off sleep for as long as you could, but finally decided to succumb to it. maybe if you stayed asleep, then you could stay in his arms for longer. you closed your eyes and relaxed fully, beginning the best nap of your life.
felix, on the other hand, sat slightly stiff under your touch still. he hadn’t napped in years, but he had never been this vulnerable nor close to someone. he would admit, he was certainly touch starved and didn’t want to let go, though. he leaned down again and pressed a lingering kiss to your forehead before laying his head against the tree and closing his eyes.
hoping you were fully asleep, he opened his mouth once again. “you’re already the best for me.”
“Don’t worry about it, you may need it”, Haknyeon smirks after you try to return the jacket he draped over your shoulders earlier that night. Blushing, you watch as he walks back to his car. It wasn’t until much later that you reached into one of the pockets, finding the pencil you’d let him borrow some time ago, with your name etched into the side.
“don’t do this, please,” sunwoo sobbed into your sweater that was once his, clinging to your figure as if you were going to leave the moment he lets go. “I swear it- she didn’t mean anything to me! y/n please-”
“sunwoo, please don’t make this harder for me” you chuckled painfully, caressing the back of his head that was placed on your damp shoulder. “of course she means something to you, my love.” you paused, lifting his head up to rest your forehead on his, “but why would you hide it from me? didn’t I ask you to tell me everything?”
tears rapidly fell from your eyes and his. the night cold and the winds harsh compared the soft yellow glow of the fairy lights you hung up with sunwoo months ago, especially on the rooftop of you and sunwoo’s shared apartment where both of you were. god, that was the last thing he wanted: to make you cry, to see your beautiful face stained with salty tears that he knew he caused.
you knew of his secret escapades with the pretty girl from his chemistry class, but not even once did you speak a word about it to him. ‘if she makes him happy, I’ll be okay’ you thought every time you’d smell her perfume on his shirt, or when you see a pink lipstick stain on the collar of his favorite white sweater. you knew you should get out of the relationship, according to your friends. they knew you were already in pain, and you did know that, but your pathetic self always came back to him, and you always will.
how could you let him go? you and sunwoo met in freshman year at high school and got together in your junior year. after graduation, you both agreed on living in one apartment since you were both nearing your 2nd anniversary and you were both attending the same university but with different courses. you knew he was the one for you. how could you possibly let him go?
the first time you noticed was when there was a different scent on his hoodie. a scent that did not belong to you. you thought it was just because he had to spend his time on a female classmate’s house to finish their thesis report. or so you thought. it added up day by day: started from the strong victoria’s secret perfumes that you never owned, to the lipstick stains that you never wore, to the amount of time he was gone that you never spent. you were never worried though, you believed at the end of the day, he’d run back to you.
you both were drifting apart, and it was only beneficial to the party that was not yours. you no longer were the cause of his bright smiles. he smiles on his phone more, you took note of that as well. it was hurting you, he was hurting you, but at the same time, he still manages to heal your torn heart with those stupid forehead kisses, those stupid quirks he had, that stupid him.
stupid. you were so fucking stupid and you knew that.
until the night came where you saw them kissing on the very same rooftop where you spend your cheap dates with laptop movies, blankets, and junk food, where you watched the sun sink and the moon rise, and eventually watch the sun rise, where you both made paper promises to each other, where you both belonged. you needed to borrow his flash drive as you planned to save more movies for both of you to watch on free days. you stood on the doorstep leading to the rooftop as you watch sunwoo’s lips pull away from her’s, then place a final peck before his lips formed into the smile that you thought was only for you. you slipped into the shadows, but not going unnoticed by sunwoo and his girl as they heard the metal door of the exit harshly slammed close by the wind. all you could do was to look at sunwoo with tears running down your cheeks from your pained eyes, his mirroring your expression as the other girl froze in shock.
now here you all were, sobbing on the rooftop.
“I-I’m sorry, y/n. I swear I would tell you but-” you cut sunwoo off.
“I always knew, sunshine,” you cupped his wet cheek, smiling bittersweetly as your fingers chose to wipe his tears first before your own. sunwoo was surprised at the sudden use of your favorite nickname for him. he did not understand why and how you were not mad at him. “I just wanted to know why you didn’t tell me earlier. that way, it would not be as painful.”
the girl put herself aside and situated herself on the corner, not wanting to sever the gap any farther that separated you and sunwoo in the first place. she never knew anything about you. she just knew that sunwoo will pick her in the end. or will he?
“sunshine, before I say goodbye, will you do one last thing for me?” now you cupped his face, giggling softly to brighten the tense atmosphere as if it is your last time spending this moment with him, and it is. you knew you had to make it last.
‘w-what do you m-mean goodbye- y/n what are you saying-” sunwoo was scared. this was it. you were going to leave him. he expected this. he knew this will come sooner or later, but why was this breaking him?
“be happy,” you whispered softly to your ray of sunshine, the amount of tears falling from your eyes and sunwoo’s increasing.
“h-how could I be happy without you in my life, y/n? tell me how-” Sunwoo was already mad. mad at himself for leaving a diamond such as you for a different gem, at least, you thought she was a gem. his walls crumbled at that point.
“- please y-y/n, just don’t leave me please,” he sobbed. you knew you couldn’t leave him like that, but how would his true love comfort him if you were standing in their way. you started to detach yourself from sunwoo, removing his hands from your arms as you step back towards the exit of the rooftop that was once yours and his.
once you had enough distance from him, the girl approached the boy who was already crouching on the floor, racking with uncontrollable sobs. with a pained glance, you look back at them one last time to speak your final words to them before pulling the metal door shut.
“and sunwoo, take her to the moon for me like you promised me, and say you love her every time like how you told me the last time,” you told him before you were gone from his life, forever.
sunwoo barged into your apartment room, finding the space uncomfortably empty. after you left, he let the girl calm him down, but not how y/n would do it. he was adjusting this new atmosphere without you, and he could not bear it. sunwoo prayed that you have not actually left, that you would come back into the apartment and back into his arms. he can’t be happy without you. he can’t take her to the moon because he promised you, not her. and he can’t love her, because she wasn’t you.
he searched all of your cabinets and drawers, finding all of them empty like his heart, before seeing a little post-it note on your pillow on your side of the bed.
2-2-19
My dearest Sunshine,
I’m sorry I couldn’t be with you, my love. I thought you would still come back to me when I knew that you wouldn’t. I wish I could stick around and fight back your tears and tell you “My love, I’m still here”. I only wish you happiness, my dear, and you know that right? I always and always will wish for nothing but your happiness, and if she gives you that, I will gladly let you go. I’ll live with the pain as long as it’s for you, my Prince. Please remember that no matter where you are, you’ll always have my heart, and I’ll always love you from afar.
So be happy, my love
y/n
song inspo: take her to the moon - moira dela torre
♡ where :
어디…?
어디 살아요? where do you live?
어디 가요? where do you go?
어디 먹을 까요? where should we eat?
♡ how :
어떻게…?
어떻게 지내요? how are you?
어떻게 한국어를 공부해요? how do you study korean?
어떻게 이걸 요리해요? how do you cook this?
♡ who :
누가…?
누가 왔어요? who came?
누가 했어요? who did it?
누가 다 먹었어요? who ate everything?
누가 예림이에요? who is yerim?
♡ what :
뭐…?
뭐하고 있어요? what are you doing?
뭐 먹을 거에요? what will you eat?
뭐 샀어요? what did you buy?
♡ why :
왜…?
왜 여기 있어요? why are you here?
왜 안먹었어요? why don’t you eat?
왜 학교가 싫어요? why do you hate school?
왜 이렇게 예쁘지? why are you so pretty?
♡ which :
어느…?
어느 나라 왔어요? which country are you from?
어느 영화를 볼 거에요? which movie will you watch?
어느 음악 제일 좋아해요? which music do you like the most?
♡ when :
언제…?
언제 갈 거에요? when will you go?
언제 파리에 갔어요? when did you go to paris?
언제 그 티셔츠를 샀어요? when did you buy that tshirt?
언제 수업 끝나요? when does the class finish?