not to be Heathen on Main TM but whenever i would read about Odin dropping inspiration on people in a kind of maddening, frenzied way, i never really Got It until literally today. i was feeling apprehensive about writing tonight, but i finally resolved to get my shit together and at least redo my altar because it's just been gathering dust for like two years and i've been feeling the need to revamp it into specifically an ancestor veneration sort of altar for various reasons. anyway, did that, but there's this little amulet that i have with Huginn and Muninn on it, and literally as soon as i touched it i felt this intense burst of energy and adrenaline. almost panic, but not quite, though if i didn't know better i would probably freak out about it and take it for a panic attack.
anyway, i pulled a card from the oracle deck i use to communicate with the gods, a sort of "what the heck am i feeling right now" kinda draw, and i pulled a card featuring the rune ansuz--like. Odin's rune. essentially his little "GO WRITE WHAT ARE YOU DOING WAITING AROUND FOR" kinda confirmation.
anyway, i did write, and now we're catching up from all the days we missed last week. and now i feel like we have more of a direction because i was forced to trust in my intuition and just blindly follow the inspiration train just to get all that energy out of me, so. LIKE. THANK YOU DAD.





















