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Whining Convo: Hayi & Suk

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Jongsuk looked at the almost crying Hayi, “Baby, maybe it would be better if you maybe didn’t think positively,” he didn’t want her thinking everything was all good and then have her hopes crushed. He held his stomach as he felt pain. He wanted to be sick again but held it down.

He pressed a buzzer and a nurse swiftly came in. “I need more pain medication,” she gave him more and then left her eyes didnt leave his face. He looked at Hayi, “I left you my piano in my will, also one of my grandmothers necklaces,” 

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Shaking her head, Hayi says, "I'm not being optimistic oppa.... I'm saying thing that will happen." Looking up at him with determined eyes, she continues, "We will rise from this oppa. And you will get better."

When the nurse came in at Jongsuk's request, Hayi merely gripped his hand a tad bit tighter and smiled at him comfortingly. as she says, "I'm here oppa. Hayi's here. That small girl with weirdly mismatched eyes that loves you with all her heart."

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mortal combat ( hayi & ga-in;

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Ga-in exhaled deeply, trying to remember the moves she was taught and what they were good for. The places that had been pointed to when she was learning to spar; how to hit them and how hard. Why was it so hard to remember? It might have been because she didn’t like to listen much and preferred to just attack at whatever place was revealed. “My mother is a bitch to be honest,” Ga-in answered casually, not even blinking at what she used to label her mother; it was brutally honest feeling.

The conversation of her mother might have been why when Hayi went for for Ga-in’s left thigh — she clenched her teeth, took the kick to take the chance to clasp her hand around around Hayi’s leg. Without thought, she twisted her own body and use the chance to swing her own foot towards Hayi’s side. Ga-in’s demeanor had shifted, the mention of her mother struck a sore spot for Ga-in who was now taking it out on Hayi.

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Seeing Gain's oncoming kick, Hayi reacts automatically, her face seemingly detached to the world and everything in it as she twists her body, her right foot still in Gain's strong grip, and uses her free foot as she kicks Gain's shoulder brutally mid-air as she takes on Gains kick; which was redirected to her cheek.

Falling to the ground with a thud, she stands back up, repositioning once more into her stance, before laughing. She could feel her cheek throbbing, and it was probably going to bruise later, but she didn't really care. People had thought her to be a sadist and a masochist at the same time, always laughing first when people got hurt and also laughing at herself when she was injured gravely.

With her eyes twinkling and her stance tense, she says to Gian, "Well that was fun."

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Bad Day || Hayi & Gina

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As the short girl turned her gaze from the poor boy to her, Jane waved at her with a friendly smile.Suddenly the urge annoying the younger girl grew rapidly. Wouldn’t it be funny to watch our princess flip?, thought Jane before throwing another paper ball at the back of the girl.

The teacher shot her a glare as he saw the rather immature action of hers, but instead of stopping it, she shot a dead glare back at the teacher. It was a daily routine for Jane in her classes. There were no teachers that Jane really liked. everyone was able to get on her nerves and make her hate the classes with passion.

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Once their class was over, Hayi decided that she should just confront the girl and bury the hatchet or, you know, slam it to the girl's face. Walking up to the girl, she raises an eyebrow at her, quite tired of her bullying antics; it was like fucking high school again, and says, "Now I'm asking you politely, but could you kindly tell me what the hell is your problem with me?"

Truth be told, it was pretty childish to "bully" people when you've only heard rumors of the person. She honestly wasn't even doing a good job bullying her, Hayi had done worse when she got irritated with someone. She insulted them every chance she got and it had always ended to a physical fight; which Hayi had always won.

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Accompaniment: Hayi x Key

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Key rolled his eyes at her and put his basket beside hers on the counter. He waited for her to pay, the whole process was relatively new to him,but he was taking it all in, learning, and learning how to deal with people so that he could use it in the future, when he was actually sucessful. 

He swung the bag that he had resting against the inside of his elbow and glanced over at her. “Yeah sure! My hair needs re-bleaching.” Last time he had bleached it he had used some of his grandma’s bleach and it’d turned his hair a violet colour, which didn’t look too bad, but his black roots were showing through. “I wish i could permanently alter my hair colour.” He sighed. 

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Going into the next store; which was a shoe store, she turns to Key, "We could go to the salon after this shop. I think I need to get my hair dyed to a lighter shade of brown. And then add streaks of silver or something." Shrugging her shoulder, she continues, "Or I could just ay that they do what they think would look best on me."

She shivers at the thought as she looks over a high-heeled ankle boot and says, "Maybe we could both go for it, you know, so that when it totally sucks we could just both have it redone. Plus, there'll be that mystery factor."

She walks over to the men's section and says, "What kind of shoes do you prefer? Loafers? Oxfords?"

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Time is Running Out! {Jongsuk, Hayi & Key}

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Key tended to mask his worry by cracking jokes, but it was obvious how worried he was, afterall, because he hadn’t even put eyeliner on that morning. His face looked bare without it. He smirked down at him when his hand was grabbed and he reached out to slip his little finger around Hayi’s so that they were all connected. He waited for Jongsuk to turn back around so that he could read his lips. “We love you too honey.” He whooped a little too loudly when the bracelets were produced, hospitals were depressing and he was just trying to lighten up the mood. 

"Ey, Friendship bracelets!" Joking aside, he’d never had enough friends for any of them to consider him in this way. He slipped it onto his wrist and held it up to the light with a smile. He sat himself down on the side of the bed when the nurse was gone, resting a hand on Jongsuk’s leg beneath the blanket, rubbing it lightly. "Don’t be scared, they’re going to fix it." He lent over him and when he knew the nurse wasn’t look he lent in to kiss him on the cheek. "You’ll be fine, you have to be." He looked at the oxygen tube that was shoved up Jongsuk’s nose and plucked it out carefully. "I’ve always wanted to try one of these…" He commented, placing it in his own nose for a moment and smiling at him. "Oh wow." He quickly returned it back to him and put it back in place. 

"Anything you want me to do or get you for when you wake up?” He questioned, stressing the fact that he would wake up.

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Hayi's eyes water, and she blinks furiously so that her tears won't slip out. God, she could be such a crybaby. She smiles at Key's attempt of a joke, without him to lift up their spirits, she'd probably be drowning herself in tears by now. Clasping her hand around Key's and Jongsuk's she smiles and says, "You didn't have to buy us anything oppa. But thank you for the thought anyways." Clasping it around her wrist eagerly, she looks at Jongsuk and tries to make herself laughs and says, "This better be pure silver."

Glancing at Key at the mention of anything they'd do when Jongsuk would wake up, she decides to join him in their attempt to convince Jongsuk that he would get better as she says, "I'll bankrupt this whole hospital if they don't cure it oppa. And you'll be given the best treatment, so all we have to do is wait until you come out of the operating room with a smile ne?"

Nudging Jongsuk's hand gently, she says in a joking manner, "So what do you want? We could go to a club and get you a lap dance or something if that helps."

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Meeting Once More: Hayi x Hongbin

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There wasn’t much to pleasantly think over as he ate — as most times, alone — so Hongbin was stuck with keeping his mind blank. The emptiness didn’t remain long, though. With nothing to keep occupied except the occasional action of shoveling food into his mouth, he was prone to listen in on conversations (without ever meaning to do so). It was something he had picked during his years of modeling. No one really paid him any mind once he was off camera, and he wasn’t really known to be much of a tattletale so the adults had their guards down low whenever they were around him. Anything remotely interesting, he stored it somewhere in his brain.

That day wasn’t any different. Despite having a slightly better than average face (or so he thought), his tendency to sort of fold in onto himself made him difficult to stand out from the crowd; a shrinking violet. Hardly anyone noticed him or even cared if he could be eavesdropping. Hongbin put a spoonful of porridge into his mouth as he overheard someone saying something about a girl named ‘Lee Hayi‘ being such a bitch. Not caring about the comment, his attention is much more focused on the name. Where had he heard that name before?

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She stood up, excusing herself from her group of her friends, she makes a beeline for the boy. Perhaps she should ask how her former rival was going? Overhearing some people talking smack behind her back, she sits at their table, startling them all and says, "Really? She's that much of a bitch?" She smiles at them, and you can clearly see their terror-stricken expressions as they realize who she was, and she continues, "I hope that the bitch burns in hell, don't ya think?" Smirking as she stands up, she waves at them and promptly says, "Well the, I've got to go. Toodles."

Sitting directly in front of Hongbin, she flashes him a smile, cause she honestly doesn't find him that much of a rival anymore; since her major was singing, Hayi simply says, "Hey."

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Specialties -- Martial Arts Club

Looking at her students each in they eyes, she says, “Do I make myself clear?”

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Truth be told, not much people could earn Hayi's respect easily, and yet the small woman in front of her had earned it, almost automatically, just as she had changed expressions. From being a carefree teacher, to a strict one. She actually liked her. She actually liked a professor. She shivers internally before making her way towards the front of the class.

She bows before saying, "My name is Lee Hayi, a second year. I specialize in many branches, namely Muay Thai, Taekwondo; a brown belt, Wushu; specializing on Nanquan and Kungfu. Although I favor Taekwondo and Muay Thai." And with her short introduction, Hayi approaches the dummy and demonstrates Muay Thai, one of the branches that she favors.

Kicking the dummy by its side using her right shin, she uses the momentum as she whirls around and directs her left elbow to the dummy's shoulder. Acting as if the dummy was a real opponent, she takes a step back before proceeding to her next attack. Punching the dummy in the gut, she feigns a kick by the dummy's head by its elbow, but then proceed and maneuvers her knee to his side.

Taking a few steps back, she then proceeds to Taekwondo. Kicking the dummy by its head using her right foot, she feels her leg straighten in habit; which had been achieved due to frequent practice alone and with her trainer, she uses her momentum and lowers her kick by its side, and then switching to her left foot as she proceeds to kick at the dummy's other side.

Once she was down, she bows to the class and to the teacher once again, before going back to her seat.

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Hanging Out: Jonghyun x Hayi

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Jonghyun is silent, but his mind is a mess. Should he leave, should he stay, god he wants to die right now, why was she such a baby, he needs to go he needs to go he needs to go right now. 

He hears her sniffle in the other room and his heart is breaking inside of his chest. How could he be so mean? He should have lied, he should have told her something else. She didn’t deserve this, didn’t deserve what he was doing to her, she’s a child, she doesn’t deserve any of this. 

His legs are trembling as he stands up from the couch, and he moves silently towards the door, sparing a glance at her in the kitchen. As quietly as he can, he leaves her room. 

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Hayi bounds up to the room Jonghyun was in, glass in hand and a strained smile on her face. When he wasn't there, she frowns slightly, but thinks that he was probably in the bathroom or something.

After inspecting her dorm room and not finding Jonghyun, Hayi was frantic. She bursts out of her room, wallet and phone in hand as she tried to call Jonghyun. I'll go to his dorm first, and if I don't find him, I'll flip look through the campus until I do.

Nodding to herself on her plan, she runs off.

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Return: Hayi x Minhyuk

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When Hayi mentioned she would take it as a compliment, Minhyuk felt satisfied — for two seconds before she doubled over laughing. A breath was exhaled from Minhyuk as he realized he felt that emotion his friends with siblings explained to him more than once. They called it the loving urge to murder. His face contorting with exasperated annoyance as he tried to ignore it and focus on the piano in front of him.

The mention of cleaning, made Minhyuk look around at the mess that had been made from things falling to the floor earlier and the rest — Minhyuk was sure that was how the room came. Still, Jong-hoon began to make a noise with his lips. “You two should start now — I want it done before I close up,” Jong-hoon gave, growing with arrogance and ordering them casually as he pointed to what he wanted them to clean.

"I’ll leave you two to it," Jong-hoon spoke with delight before he made a quick escape, before either of them could refuse.

A sigh was exhaled before Minhyuk nodded his head. “It shouldn’t take long,” he told Hayi as he stepped away from the piano, pushing the chair until it was tucked away under it and closed the cover over the keys. “We should start… with picking things up, I guess?” Minhyuk suggested, as he leaned down to pick up the first thing he came to; a box of musical sheets that had been knocked over.

He looked around at the rest and then to Hayi. “Just put it wherever it’ll go.”

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Bounding up to Minhyuk, Hayi pats his cheek almost adoringly and says, "Oh come one oppa! Don't be irritated! Smile!" And with that, Hayi pinches both of his cheeks before picking u thing, putting them in boxes and placing them with the others.

After a few minutes of silent working on her part, she sighs as she sees the progress she's made on the side she was working. Noticing the closet Minhyuk was hiding in earlier, she frowns in thought. Should she clean that too? Shrugging to herself, she calls out to Minhyuk, "Oppa! Help me over here! I'm gonna clean out this closet. Please?" She turns to Minhyuk, motioning to the place where he was hiding minutes ago-

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Accompaniment: Hayi x Key

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Key searched for quirky things that he could get, and he grabbed himself a basket, hanging it on the inside of his elbow as he walked, piling in shirts that he found interesting. He needed some new jeans because most of the ones he’d gotten had holes in the knees and although they told a story, they weren’t really appropriate for all kinds of situations. He got a couple of nice jackets as well that he really liked. He could get carried away and stay in here forever, almost forgetting that they had other stores to shop at. 

He bounded back over to her and produced the basket with all his finds in it. “Look at this huge ass earring i found.” He pulled it out of the basket. It looked pretty dangerous but Key had at least five piercings in his ears and jewelry was his second favorite thing after his makeup collection. 

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Hauling her filled to the brim basket to the counter, she turned around as she heard Key's voice. Turning around, she laughs at the excited look on Key's face and says, "Yeah yeah. Now put your basket on the counter so we could go to the next shop."

Turning to the counter, she smiles and says politely in English, "I have given my card to one of your... very accommodating saleswoman. So I believe payment for these things wouldn't be a problem." Motioning to both of their baskets, she smiles at the woman and says, "And I'll have some of them delivered to our hotel by tonight."

After some signatures and giving of information here and there, they were already off to the next shop, with only a few shopping bags on their forearms. Fiddling with her hair, Hayi turns to Key, "Want to get a haircut with me? We could color it too."

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Meeting Once More: Hayi x Hongbin

Hayi had always been competitive, always have and always will be. Be it in something she was only forced to do or in something she genuinely loved. She also had a sharp memory, vaguely remembering names or faces of the people she had once considered as her rivals. And today, was one of those days.

It was very seldom for Hayi to find one of those faces again, but her he was, one of the people she had once loathed because he was in the way to her being 'labeled' as the best. Having an inferiority problem was probably the main reason why Hayi behaved this way. Always being put down by her own parents and grandfather as a child, she had vowed to excel in whatever activity she would partake in.

She had noticed him when her eyes were sweeping the cafeteria. Her eyes zeroed in on him, ignoring her other friends as they chattered on and on.

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Accompaniment: Hayi x Key

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Key had a constant smirk on his face after that, he enjoyed putting people in their place just as much as he enjoyed when people already knew not to cross him. He spoke to Hayi in Korean from now on, even though his English was just as good, he didn’t want anyone else listening in on what they were saying. 

He waved the shirt for a moment before putting it back on the rack, trailing behind her, reaching out to ruffle her hair. “You could wear a trash bag and it’d be cute.” His anger had diminished and was now replaced by his usual feline like smile. “But yeah, definitely.”

He trailed around behind her for a while before nudging her with his hip. “When do i get to meet your Mother?” He questioned, distracting her from the clothes enough to pull her over to the mens section, even though some of the things she’d been looking at tempted even himself it was only the social expectations not to mix and match from the mens and the womens that stopped him from really looking at anything. 

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Rolling her eyes at Key's compliment, she says sarcastically, "Yeah. And I'm a guy and I  go to Hogwarts." Scoffing at her previous statement, Hayi then notices that they were in the men's section, but she shrugs internally as she browses through some shirts.

"By dinner I guess. I think you two would really click. You're both all hyper-active and stuff." Grabbing a basket, she places a shirt she found on a rack and says, "I am totally getting this. Unisex or no unisex." Tottering of to the shelf she found the cap on, she puts it in the basket and says, mostly to herself, "Getting this too."

She turns to Key and says, "Well the, grab a basket and get it filed with whatever you want. I did say that it was an all expenses payed trip, and shopping is in that category. Now chop chop buttercup. This is only our first boutique."

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Bad Day || Hayi & Gina

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As carefree as she was, Jane just went back to the cafeteria and got herself another cup of coffee. Without the help of caffeine, she might fall asleep as soon as the lecture started.  Everyone started to settle down and soon the professor started the new topic. Doodling on her notebook, Jane gave neither the professor nor his lecture any of her attention but as soon as it got interrupted by someone, this person observed everyone’s attention.

Only as she recognize the voice of the female, Jane shot her head up only to find out it was no one else but the bratty princess she just made earlier. A small smirk displayed on her lips while the thought of the day might turn out interesting after all crossed her mind. Leaning her back against her seat, she watched the girl sat down a few rows away from her. Maybe you can entertain me and keep me awake little brat, the thought actually amused. Rolling the sheet of paper into a ball, Jane threw it at the back of the younger’s head.

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Whipping her head to where the paper ball came from, she immediately gives the boy behind her a glare, thinking he was the one responsible. When the boy shakes his head fervently and starts pointing at the back, she catches sight of that girl again.

She rolls her eyes, deciding to ignore her, but not before flipping her off when she was sure that the teacher wasn't looking. But really, why did the damn girl even hate her so much? She had only seen her prior their collision in the cafeteria in hallways.

Why the hell does she hate me when I haven't even talked to her?

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YG FAMILY – 2014 WORLD TOUR : POWER IN JAPAN

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Hanging Out: Jonghyun x Hayi

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"Jesus, Hayi, I just get scared really easily, okay?" 

Shouldn’t she know that by now? He’s terrified of public transportation, and barely even uses his own motorbike, he’s so scared of failing he doesn’t bother to do his class work at all, he’s so scared of getting caught that his fingers shake every time he rolls a blunt, no matter how many times he’s done it before. He leans back, cringing when she tries to touch him. He wants to scream at her to go away, but he’s terrified that she won’t come back if he does. His hands are shaking and it takes him a moment to compose himself before he answers. 

"No." He doesn’t trust anyone. 

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Slowly standing up from her spot, Hayi tries to smile and hopes that it didn't look as strained as it felt, and says, "Oh... Um... Really? Well- uh. W-would you want anything to drink? I mean, you must be arched from all that. Y-yeah. I'll get you a glass of water. Wait here."Honestly, Hayi doesn't know what to think. She knew herself and she knows that she had some trust issues, and this situation honestly wasn't helping.

Grabbing a glass with shaking hands, she feels her eyes prick and she sniffles as quiet as she can. Pouring water from a pitcher with shaking hands, she places them on the counter and wipes her eyes.

Should she just go in there and just pretend that nothing happened? Or should she press further and expect to be hurt?

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Accompaniment: Hayi x Key

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Key practically squeaked at her new nickname for him. “Buttercup?!” He hissed, scowling at her over the top of her sunglasses. His eyebrows raised at the kind of power Hayi had, one that definitely came with knowing the right people, and having the right amount of money. Thats what he was aiming for, even if he was making a bad attempt at it, all he wanted was to have a comfortable amount of money, and at least more than one bike. 

He followed behind her because she would undoubtedly want his opinion. He was glad that he was fluent in English, because he refused to be ridiculed in a language he couldn’t even understand. He spun on her, probably a little too hastily, and ripped his sunglasses off his face before calmly placing them atop his styled blonde hair. “I am twenty two." He stressed, eyes deliberately slowly travelling down the length of her. "And who are you?” He scoffed, looking at her down his nose. 

He tilted his head at her mockingly. “I suggest you go back to sticking labels on clothing, we’re very busy here. Should her Mother hear about this, you’re precious store will be hearing about it from her personally.” He threatened and then turned to Hayi and laughed like it was some kind of joke, deliberately speaking to her in Korean so that the woman would be excluded. “Honestly she doesn’t know who she’s dealing with, say that to me when i debut.”

He turned back to the woman, surprised that she was still there and gave her a sweet smile. “Should we need you’re assistance, we’ll call you.” He turned back to Hayi and rolled his eyes, picking out a shirt from the rack and holding it up to her. “This one looks good on you.”

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Patting Key's cheeks comfortingly, ignoring the infuriating saleswoman, Hayi says, "Yeah. Now suck it up buttercup." When Key started busting the saleswoman a new one, Hayi couldn't suppress her smirk. Casually fetching her wallet and handing the woman her mother's calling card and her own credit card, she gives her a smile and says with an obvious under threat in her voice, "Here is my mother's calling card if you would like to give her a call so that she could now where I am. And here's my own credit card, so that you'd be assured that we will be able to pay for the clothes that we would be looking through."

Turning to Key and playing along, she says in Korean, "Honey, I would say that to you even when you haven't debuted yet." Flicking her gaze tot he woman, who was still there, she glares at her and says, "You could go now. We could obviously handle ourselves."

Turning to Key who was holding out a shirt, she raises an eyebrow and says, "Honey that would never fit me. But yes, that is adorable. Damn." Walking to a nearby shelf, she grabs a cap and says, "This is cute, no?"

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Whining Convo: Hayi & Suk

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Lying gently back down on the bed he groaned. "A few more days please, I dont want to spend what could be my last days in a hospital, " he watched Hayi phone her driver and it seemed too late to put up a fight. He did want to go into hospital but not right now. He saw that Hayi looked flustered and he pulled her close to him tugging gently on her top.

"Dont panic I dont want you to get sick with worry, I will be okay," He hled her hand for a few moments before it went limp he had passed out again. Hayi's driver came into the roon and scooped a weak Jongsuk into his arms carrying him to the car. When Jongsuk next awoke he was resting his head on Hayi's lap in the back of the car.

"H-hayi, what's happening?" He trembled feeling scared,

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Stroking Jongsuk's hair anxiously, she glances down at him with her eyes filled with worry as she says, "We're going to the hospital oppa. No questions, okay?" Once they were in front of the hospital and once they had explained the situation, Jongsuk was confined and would be taking tests in a minute.

Jongsuk, now in a hospital gown and in a crisp white sheeted bed, looked even more paler than usual. Hayi gives Jongsuk a teary smile and says, "You're going to be okay, right oppa?" It was as if she was convincing herself that Jongsuk would be, not able to think what would happen if he wouldn't.