So, uhm... I published a poetry book? Like, Amazon published, not REAL published, but still. It feels weird.
Anyway, here's a link. I don't really imagine anyone is that interested, but may as well.
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So, uhm... I published a poetry book? Like, Amazon published, not REAL published, but still. It feels weird.
Anyway, here's a link. I don't really imagine anyone is that interested, but may as well.
in conversation about white people who go to Japan and expect their knowledge of anime to culturally carry them, I was once posed with “it’s like if there was a Japanese guy who was obsessed with spongebob and came over here and thought he could get by just communicating in spongebob quotes.” This is a false equivalence because if such a man existed we would crown him king. We’d love him. Americans would fucking love that. sometimes I get sad that this isn’t a real guy I can invite to a party.
The United States is one of, if not the, most jingoistic countries on the planet. We've been spoonfed propaganda touting American Superiority since infancy. Fuck, there are two whole continents comprised of 35 independent nations that could all claim to be Americans, and yet the US pulls it out like it could only ever belong to us. Of course you can't satirize us by leaning into that stereotype. Most of the fucking country honestly believes it.
The ruling will have enormous impacts for transgender residents in the state.
HOLY SHIT
"The Montana court separately declared that transgender people constitute a suspect class under the state's equal protection clause. In legal terms, a suspect class is a group that has historically faced such severe discrimination that any law targeting them must meet the highest level of judicial scrutiny to survive—the same standard applied to laws that discriminate on the basis of race. [...] The practical effect is sweeping: any Montana law that singles out transgender people will now face strict scrutiny, meaning the state must prove the law serves a compelling interest and is narrowly tailored to achieve it—a standard that laws almost never survive.
"Because the decision rests entirely on the Montana Constitution, it is insulated from the U.S. Supreme Court. Under the principle of adequate and independent state grounds, the federal Supreme Court cannot review a state court's interpretation of its own constitution, so long as that constitution provides more protection than the federal one. [...] What this means in practice is that Montana's transgender residents now have a constitutional shield completely independent of the Supreme Court of the United State’s decisions."
(emphases mine)
Stranger Things season 1: beneath the superficial image of “peace and prosperity” in 1980s small-town America, there was the painful legacy of countless atrocities committed by the American government in the name of ‘freedom.’
Stranger Things season 4: evil Russians (not Soviets) have sent our All-American Hero to the gulags which apparently still exist in the 1980s and it’s up to us to save him 🇺🇸🦅🫡
There’s probably a term that already exists for this but if there isn’t I’m gonna call it ‘Rambofication’ in honor of its probably most well known instance: Rambo First Blood was about a soldier, John Rambo (that’s his actual name I’m not doing a bit), returning home from the Vietnam war, so traumatized by war that he brought the war home with him to a small town, unable to adapt to life without strict military discipline and hierarchy. Subsequent Rambo movies were about how John Rambo was the only supersoldier tough enough and patriotic enough to kill faceless hordes of dastardly foreign commies.
Ergo, ‘Rambofication’ is the process of a series starting with a relatively nuanced or subversive narrative before its sequels become a shallow embrace of the very narrative it originally subverted. It happens surprisingly often!
In the sociological sense, recuperation is the process by which politically radical ideas and images are twisted, co-opted, absorbed, defused, incorporated, annexed or commodified within media culture and bourgeois society, and thus become interpreted through a neutralized, innocuous or more socially conventional perspective.
"you only deserve food and shelter if you contribute to society" says people living in countries where nobody's labor actually feeds or benefits their neighbors anymore but exclusively benefits the companies keeping the food and shelter behind the artificial paywalls
You're not nomads relying on each other to hunt and gather anymore, you're talking about stocking shelves for fucking wal marts
And even the oldest societies on earth all took care of the elderly or sick anyway
dudes will be like "if you don't Contribute To Society you don't get to live, that's the simple facts" meanwhile their job is like Marketing and Brand Development Specialist
it's always funny to me when ppl act like it's somehow incestuous for characters who consider each other found family/chosen family/whatever u wanna call the trope to date each other, and it's funny for many reasons, but most specifically it's funny because irl when you meet a person and get really attached and decide that you want to be family with them, there's a very popular legally recognized way of doing that & it's called marriage
Marriage promotes incest because then you end up having sex with a family member
Moot check up!!
@redtheredheadeddemon @victoria33787 @kcookiez @anaa15 @annathedreamer11 @iiiidleteen @pluraldinosaur543 @yurifulofjoy @z0mbi3gvtzzz @literalleah @lastsoulonearth @eyelessmari
How are yall feeling today? :33
im alive
yall guyz alive??
@smthrelatedtotswift @wr1bs @shuichisdarkmistress @z0mbi3gvtzzz
alive and well!!
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Surviving
@honeyed-dew69 @kcookiez @bthecasualdoofus + open tags
Alive and somewhat well!
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how yall doin
Alive, a little carsick but alive !!!!
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How r u guys 👁👁
hella sleep deprived and working on some art
@rasp-de-berry @ravenbc @xiaxiaoo @neodith @sothisish0witends @misteria247
What's the status report Kowalski 🌻
Tired.
@katarithekat @istanthecapitalisticoctopusboy @misteria247 @the-legend-of-zzzzzz @gilmore-ezekiel @yourlovelyliss @not-kamenx @az-the-knight @afafsjhdfhiudf @ppickles4
How's it goin guys^^
tired, bc me and my mom had to go to a psychological counseling center, and I had to talk with strangers (my greatest weakness TVT)
but beside that, I'm ok :3
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How y'all are feeling today??
TIRED
@certified-dot-simp @lizzy-not-found @malwaregoose @bonierbonez @lemonsyourdem0n @marelimarlop @xsugarxxx @amethiossnowprinceandspouse @friedesleftsock @the-chibi-nyabikofan @roy-rvt @evee1308 + OPEN TAGS BC I'M A DUMBASS WHO FORGETS PEOPLE
HOW IS Y'ALL???
Mitosis is the division of a cell in which the chromosomes are pulled apart into chromatids, I think. (I've been studying bio all day 😭🙏😔)
@ena-the-eepy @rangergem @marelimarlop @certified-dot-simp @nitoisntdead
I was so bad at bio last year good luck with that! :c
Anyway I’m doing okay I hope all my moots are too!
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im feeling pretty bored right now
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alive and trying to get better- also bored @too-deep-for-moss @j41m3-1s-4-mvtt @dazaisfavbitch @untamedwolfcryptid @your-coquette + open tags
Me: Existing, surviving,
The walls: crashing out and jerking off daily-
Me: What-
The walls: what-
Me:... WHATT- *explodes into glitter confetti and blood in my own room
@rodrigueznews @empress-azrae1 @mitzkilvr @delicatebonerage @silvertrail-forgotten @quackaaa @monday-is-tired @1nternetpuppy @your-saving-grace @finla2 @vincian4 @puppy-exe-stopped-responding @butidonotapprove @l1fe1sp0ppli0 @leftist-lemon-shark @urlocalsadkid-l @jannahamma @mitzkilvr +open tags!
um.. i am feeling, something, definitely something, maybe 🤷♂️
@melancholic-whimsy @mackonfire @wizardingdaughterofathena @cherriesherry @clownies-coffee-addiction-pt2 @mitskifannnnnn +open tags and moots ive forgotten <33
Yeah im feeling. Certainly. Or am i? *starts research*
So how are y'all?
@macchickenlegend @cosmcsuperstargirl @coherent-thoughts-needed @forgthetheaterkid @b4rtycr0uchjr-4k4-m3-4t3-ur-m0m + anyone else
good good good <3 <3 <3
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Pretty good!
@an0neemouse @ashlindwrites @asterrwritess @beanscreams @daphnevermeer @fergtheskeleton @foxgloves-garden @graveyard-run @isabellebissonrouthier @manorofshepard @no-relief-next-to-me @paperplateprose @puffinproof @reportingforhooty @rudyjwinterswrites @ryns-ramblings @tragicheirs @writingizzy2026 + open tag
I live!!!
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I am tired as per usual 😘
How's everyone else doing @gioia-writes-and-others @orphanheirs @inadequatecowboy @moonandris
Monday is behind me, the next one is still far
I said it all
@wyked-rebellion @orphanheirs @bookish-karina
Feeling okay since I'm off work today 😋Sleepy. Waiting for the weather to become spring-like already...
@armentas , @gaslightwestern , @wildgeraniumwrites
Actually pretty good!! It's warm out, and I have a rare day where I get to be home alone. Might get up to some antics lol.
@angrboda007 @interstitiallacunae @autism-purgatory
weirdly good, despite being on my period and super sore from yoga yesterday! it's super sunny out, and I'm drinking a delicious matcha in a comfy chair reading my feminist literature (#feminism #matcha #performativemale) so my good mood is unassailable
@dasistblod @fan-enby-anonymous @celticshieldmaiden
In the midst of moving and dealing with Passover at work, so everything feels very liminal right now.
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Thank you @orphanheirs for the tag!
Last Book: The New Jim Crow by Michelle Alexander (found it for under $4 at a used bookstore!)
Last Song: Ms. Connection by Film School
Last Movie: The Descent (2005) (The feminism for the white girls was ahead of its time, but how they handled Juno... Yikes. Unfortunate because she was otherwise really fascinating to me. I saw it a few days ago and still think about her.)
Last Series: Pole to Pole with Will Smith (genuinely an awesome show, RIP to Hulu though)
Salty or sweet: Sweet
Coffee or tea: Coffee :D
Project Working On: It's silly, but I have a ton of rubber ducks I won at an arcade and they're ugly as SIN, so I'm probably going to repaint them with my sister next time I'm able. One's going to be a red panda, not sure about the rest.
tagging: @angrboda007 @cowboybrunch @mecharose !
thank you for the tag!!!!
Last Book : I'm rereading carmilla for the gazillionth time
Last song : They don't know about us by One Direction. Im not in a secret relationship or anything I just love scenarios #myscenarios
Last Movie : I watched The Meg 2 today it's the best most perfect movie ever made
Last Series : Bridgerton! not really my vibe but I'm trying to be involved with pop culture now
Salty or sweet : can i say both? gun to my head Im picking salty but i have the biggest sweet tooth known to man
Coffee or tea : Coffee!!!!!!!!!! yay I love coffee I get a iced lavender latte with honey every time I'm sad and it is so yummy
Project I'm working on : I'm embroidering a pair of converse! I have zero plan but I'm kind of happy with how it's going
Tagging : @awfullyqueerwriter @dasistblod @celticshieldmaiden @fan-enby-anonymous @ladytitanium @straight-to-the-pain
Last Book: Adachi and Shimamura, Vol 4
Last Song: Mama - MCR
Last Movie: Ballerina (better than expected, still not as good as the original John Wick.)
Last Series: The Magical Revolution of the Reincarnated Princess and the Genius Young Lady (fucking adorable yuri anime)
Salty or Sweet: all flavors are good, but I crave salt more than sugar.
Coffee or Tea: either, but I require caffeine to survive, so usually coffee.
Project I'm Working On: currently researching the French Revolution for a Vampire: The Masquerade game set in 1787 France.
HEY FETAMITES!! We're so glad you enjoyed the in-character Q&A, the behind the scenes one is also done, and we're working on the blooper reel.
We wanted to ask: What other fun bonus material would you like to see from KILLJAM XXX while we work on season 2? We'd love to hear your ideas, cuties!! 👀
Minisodes! Something simple that won't overburden the production team, but gives the actors an opportunity to have fun with the characters. Like voice mail messages.
Song & URL Tag
Thank you @wildgeraniumwrites for tagging me! I decided to go for a cinematic theme, which ended up automatically being part of my Prodigal playlist!
Rules: add a song for each letter of your username and tag as many people as there are letters. (Mine has a lot of letters so I'll just tag a few people!)
A: Ainsi Bas La Vida by Indila
R: Running with the Wolves by Aurora
M: Marissa Flashback by The Chemical Brothers
E: Exile Vilify by The National
N: New Blood by Koda
T: Teardrop by Massive Attack
A: And We Walk After by Trevor Kowalski
S: So Far by Olafur Arnalds
tagging: @angrboda007 @ierosylia @pulcherri @viscerawrites and whoever else would like to join in!
omg thank you for the tag!!
I don't think this has any theme other than just songs I like
A- after midnight by chappel roan
N- NISSAN ALTIMA by Doechii
G- going to Georgia by the the mountain goats
R-rebel girl by bikini kill
B- blow by kesha
O- Onanist by Ethel cain
D- dear Maria count me in by all time low
A- all my love by Noah kahan
Tagging : @bratbycharliexcx @fan-enby-anonymous @awfullyqueerwriter @dasistblod @bedrotboy @straight-to-the-pain @celticshieldmaiden
C - Congratulations, You Survived Your Suicide - Sycamore Smith
E - Elephant Bones - That Handsome Devil
L - Little Lion Man - Mumford & Sons
T - True Love Café - Nicole Dollanganger
I - I Love You Like An Alcoholic - The Taxpayers
C - Cocaine and Abel - Amigo the Devil
S - Saint Bernard - Lincoln
H - Hell and You - Amigo the Devil
I - I Wanna Die - Harley Poe
E - Empty Head - Screaming Females
L - Love Me Dead - Ludo
D - Dread In My Heart - Mother Mother
M - Maintain the Madness - The Jane Austen Argument
A - Another Man's Grave - Amigo the Devil
I - I'm Not a Good Person - Pat the Bunny
D - DONTTRUSTME - 3OH!3
E - Eff - Bo Burnham
N - Necromancin Dancin - Bear Ghost
hot take i don't give a fuck about adaptations not being faithful to the source material. the source material is still there go read it
like idc how closely it matched the book. books and movies are two different types of writing! what works for one doesn't always work for the other! is it good? how do the changes affect the characters? the themes? like if you just wanna experience the book again you can just reread the book
"they ruined it" no, they created a subpar copy. the original is still there for you.
I love Josh’s anti-classism so much. I grew up in a single parent household that didn’t have time/the ability to cook. I taught myself as an adult and ended up loving it. I cook with this stuff a lot. Shit, the RealLemon juice ends up in a lot of my cocktails. Sure, I like fancy ingredients when I can afford them and I have things I get picky about using - but I have bad hands, mincing garlic is painful as fuck. There’s a lot to be said for knowing how to work with what you have. Don’t shame people for trying, don’t shame people for feeding their families things that they enjoy.
if you are only a good cook if you have access to premium ingredients at whole foods or above prices then you arent really a good cook
I think about this post a lot because of the phrase "i'll cook anyone's ass under the table."
The thing that The Silt Verses and Killjam XXX both get so, so right is the way that when there's a deep rot at the heart of a society, it doesn't get hidden away like a shameful secret.
It gets loudly and belligerently defended.
as more information about trump's involvement with epstein comes out, please be sure not to dismiss it with "we have known this whole time." yes of course we did, we all did, but please react like this is the biggest news of the century. make people talk about it. make people listen.
i am already seeing maga people dismiss minors as "young women who just wanted to be around the wealthy and powerful". they are already trying to make it less fucking terrible than it is. they are relying on you being burnt out. stand up and take back the term protecting the children.
do not let platform-appropriate censorship diminish what actually happened. look them dead in the eye and say, "are you fucking stupid? that's child rape. those are children." use the word rape. use the word child. say what actually happened.
do not let them draw you into "well what if X person did it" strawmen arguments. just come back to the original thesis, over and over. trump did do it, though. this is not about X, it is about him. do not let them create some strange if-then narrative of if she was over 15 - say i don't care her age, she was a minor, he had no excuse. if he can't control himself around children, he should not be a president. they are going to do anything to dodge this. they are going to do whatever they can to avoid admitting their involvement.
this is a huge fucking deal. do not allow them to avoid it.
horny art is awesome and i think every pervert with an odd and obscure fetish who draws their own porn is a hero
“erm this artist’s style is a little weird…im worried that they might draw fetish art in private…” ok awesome i hope so. i wish Michelangelo painted inflation vore Mario in the sistine chapel instead of boring church shit. who fucking cares !!!!
“We’re looking at the entire web”
this seems bad.
This is really really scary, but it helps to remember that there's only so much they can directly do.
The thing that is going to turn this around is by CIS PEOPLE being LOUD and OBNOXIOUS about this as much as possible. Your trans friends are expecting you to fight for them, and your silence is a betrayal.
Remember that normal people are completely unbothered by trans people, and it's only the nazi nutjobs who think like this. The problem is that the nazi nutjobs are VERY loud and VERY angry about problems that they made up to distract you from the problems that they created.
You need to be just as loud and angry about it! Do not stop shouting that trans rights are human rights! Do not give them an inch, even for things that might seem insignificant like sports or public bathrooms or healthcare for teens.