Cephus

"Eternity is far too cruel a fate for you, Saskia." 『huge Resident Evil brainrot rn』

[cephusdelastar]

I need to organize my tags

[cephusdelastar]

Now that I finished re4 I have to say 2 things

1. The religious themes were so fucking good I genuinely ate them up so much and there was not a single bad character in this game

2. Who the FUCK lied to be and said that Leon sees Ashley like his daughter/sister?? Im sorry but the crush between those two was so damn obvious both for Ashley and Leon. LEON S. KENNEDY IS GETTING PASSED AROUND LIKR A BLUNTTTTT BY ASHLEY AND CHRIS, PERIOD.

Bonus: I SAW MY DAWG WESKER I HATE HIM LEMME GIVE HIM A KISS oh and Luis and Mike? I miss you already ☹️ I liked Ada way more here than in raccoon city lowkey

[cephusdelastar]

My fyp is getting religious again and im TIRED of atheists saying that they are scared of hell like lets put our thinking caps on....you are not supposed to believe hell exists since u say god/gods don't exist so why are u scared over nothing

[cephusdelastar]

when I'm deadass on my last straw and ready to KIRK myself and some mfing video starts talking about "gods plan" so lowkey I block them and move to the mountains to breath some fresh air and live with the monks who haven't talked to a single person for 90 years now

[cephusdelastar]

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??? THANKS FOR THE HUG ANON 🥹🫂🫂🫂🫂💗💗💗

[cephusdelastar]

"Woah I wonder what Maeve is doing in re6, I hope she is handling Wesker's death well"

Maeve with her new gf ( @peachiiue )::

[cephusdelastar]

I just made some BULLSHITTTTTTTT but its tasty as hell

[aneverydaything]

Day 2894, 17 May 2026

Berat in Albania. Known as the "City of a Thousand Windows".

I didn't check by counting them all.

[cephusdelastar]

Not only im depressed asf I got mf Edih Rama selling more pieces of land to random fucking countries first it was the island being sold to trump's groom and now a part of the country to mf Israel? Our ancestors did NOT go through hell and mfing back just for you to sell the land to the same type of people they would have fought. I genuinely believe the prime minister doesn't want the country to go forward he wastes all the money to srupid fucking buildings ignore schools and the poverty and now selling land the fucking land that had so much bloodshed the flag is now red.

Can you be so fucking fr? Im so mad rn man.

[cephusdelastar]

Im not depressed since im not crying lol

[cephusdelastar]

Maybe i should start manifesting death since every fucking time I think negatively all bad and shitty stuff happen but when I stay positive nothing fucking happens

"Haha I manifested money/height/weight loss/beauty/happiness and over time it worked haha"

Is what I see everyone and their mother get but when I do it nothing happens whether I cry or beg or even pray for it like oh apparently the universe has decided I cannot be greedy and choose what I fucking want. But if I have a single negative thought it happens and im fucking doomed

"Oouuuhhhh if you want to shift just do it!" And yet I have been trying for a year or so documenting all of it but guess who hasn't shifted at all? Me. After every try after every tear after every begging after praying to whoever is hearing after using all methods after fucking everything

"You choose to be sad" who wants to be sad. Who chooses that. What's the reason? Cause I didn't choose that it just happened. Im depressed enough to feel ass all day despite masking but not depressed enough to be actually noticed or cared for lol.

My life is a fucking joke but not enough of a joke to compare and ik comparing isn't healthy but realistically Im just a teenager with depression and currently at the same time a child is getting raped and abandoned in a ditch somewhere.

What i go through is never enough im never enough nothing is ever enough fuck my life fuck my family fuck my friends fuck my hyperfixations fuck religion fuck humanity itself and its stupid rules. Fuck Adam and eve fuck Lucy the monkey most similar to humans fuck whatever creature fucked another fuck thr big bang fuck literally every single mf on earth and out.

I hope aliens kill us a nuclear car will happen and everyone just fucking dies because politicians are beyond stupid and useless a meteorite crashes on earth and kills everyone a disease appears and destroys us a mental disorder appears and everyone dies

I hope i die and I get to see everyone's reactions. Sure my parents will cry cause im their daughter my siblings will too probably my online friends will never know cause who is gonna tell them? My irl friends idk how sad they will get perhaps even ex friends maybe everyone finds out.

Oh how i wish to kms but I can't do it i really can't. How i want to dissappear for a few days but I don't want to be forgotten and hates. How selfish of me for wanting so much and expecting what I like if I dissappear no one will care but if they forget me I will care too much it might kill me.

I care too much but not enough

Im never enough

Never.

[aaru-aaruji]

passive suicidal thoughts are the worst.. i'm not even trying to kill myself but still wishing all the time whether something happens and i just vanish away from this world.. maybe being hit while crossing road or getting a life threatening disease.. inside, it keeps eating me alive

[drawnsnake]

Those beasts called Depression and Epilepsy (for the time being)

[sa-dnesss]

Can’t sleep. Can’t wake up. Can’t remember the last time I felt like myself. My thoughts are loud but my mind is empty. Food doesn’t taste the same anymore. Conversations feel far away, like I’m watching my own life happen without me. I’m tired in a way sleep doesn’t fix. Days blur together until weeks disappear. It’s Monday, then somehow it’s Sunday again. Everyone else keeps moving forward, and I’m standing still, pretending I’m okay while quietly losing pieces of myself I don’t know how to get back.

[becherdireinen]

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.

[feaftlikeabeaft]

I wish depression were an emergency. I wish someone could take one look at how sick I am and go “oh my god, we need to get you to a hospital!” and then when we get there I get rushed into surgery and the surgeons say “it’s a good thing you brought her here when you did, this is a seriously advanced case” and then they put me under and spend the next ten hours pulling metres of long, sticky black strands of gunk out of my body, throwing it immediately into an incinerator so that it can’t infect anyone else. And then they could stitch me back up and I could rest a few days, and when I leave the hospital everyone can see how much better I am and they congratulate me saying “well done, you’ve been so brave, I’m so glad you’re ok. I love you.”

[cephusdelastar]

Can't believe I added this beautiful face inside my phone case 💜