I have no idea how to life

[cerebraldemon]

Pinned post :)

(This is probably a very negative blog so I apologize if that's not something you want to see just block ig)

Who am I? None of your business lol, just a disabled mentally ill (just the usual depression + anxiety combo meal) stranger on the Internet trying to survive in this screwed up world.

Feel more than welcome to do whatever you please whenever you see my reblogs and posts etc wether that's rebloginf or blocking me because I genuinely don't care and am just using Tumblr to vent my insanity.

Stay safe and sane out there gang :)

[cerebraldemon]

My mum just gave me a pair of grippy socks as a late birthday gift wtf?!! Surely she must see what an out of pocket gift that is, now of all times especially. I'm not mad at all just so confused

[cerebraldemon]

Tw: suicide mention

yay I'm finally 20 :(

2 decades is enough time in this shit hole world. I hate birthdays because it's a reminder that no one actually cares.

ah well guess it's been a good run. Might start planning The Big Sleep™ again. At least I know what not to do wrong this time I suppose.

Block or report or move on if you feel like it I don't care atp.

Stay safe out there gang :)

[midnightmerciful]

And if I died tonight

Who would know.

[uglyslut1-deactivated20211120]

but its funny how we hate ourselves but then we see other people hating themselves and we’re like nO NO DONT DO THAT NO

[fairycosmos]

we basically cant kill ourselves because it'll be like a whole thingggg guys come on dont make it a whole thing

[toskarinfr]

[idiona]

Do you ever just smell an old perfume, or hear an old song, or pass an old hangout spot and kinda break inside for a couple minutes.

[bophia]

Daily affirmations for tesla owners: your car is ugly as hell and everyone hates you

[jupitertears3]

i just want to smash my head onto concrete

[izzyapricot]

when you think about it the tooth fairy is kinda like a drug dealer

[3theodore]

the only thing holding me back from attempting is the possibility it doesn’t work. that would be SO embarrassing

[cr0n1c-4nxi3ty]

Trust me it is embarrassing. I even fail at death

[loveridden1999]

[alex-strike-is-tr4nsg3nder]

YouTube short film is doing things to my head

[cutestgirlinamerica]

i'm such an AO3 larper i have no idea how that website works but im still liking all the tiktoks

[candyflosslipgloss]

being asked what i want for my birthday and suddenly I'm a minimalist who has never had a material want in my whole life

[ru1n3r]

i’ve spent 6 entire months doing NOTHING