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I feel like I'm talking to the dead??

Or from the dead, honestly. Either way, nobody here can or will hear me

If your life had any lyrics, what would it be?

@cigarttsaftrlove hi I actually saw this ask soon after it was sent but I didnt have an answer back then, so I wanted to wait until I did have one... BUT I'm now positive that I'll NEVER have an answer so imma js answer it 💖💖

I think maybebebebee

Backburner - NIKI – "you'd think i'd be a fast learner"

Annnnddd

Creep - Radiohead – "I don't belong here // I don't care if it hurts // I wanna have control // I want a perfect body, // I want a perfect soul // I want you to notice // when I'm not around // and if i keep going it'll be the whole song, so I'm hoping you get the idea

Anyway, my life is bleak af. I think it'd be some rock/grunge instrumental somewhere. Or maybe an off-key beat. <333

#tysm for asking #im sorry for responding so latetegegege #mailman by Soundgarden is an honorable mention #ask me questions #meow

I feel as if i have worked my whole life in pursuit of something unattainable

r u still watching me

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#moodboard #alternative moodboard #maroon moodboard #black moodboard #meow #Spotify #did u notice the cat painted on the middle finger in the nail photo??? hehehe proud of my workkk

I've outgrown someone i thought I would fit in forever. Now I'm sacrificing limbs to fit back in again, but i think i'd have to shrink down into nothing before I could even try again.

#Spotify

I keep having this recurring thought of myself in an interview being asked all kinds of questions about myself before i apply for assisted suicide somewhere (cuz im a coward who simply cant jump) as a last-ditch effort (for others) to get to know me before my soul leaves this world forever and gets rewarded with hell for the sin of being too weak to keep up

everything hurts

I really needed you back then

So where were you?

I'm still lying to myself, I think

Because I need you still

I need you even now

And youre not here

Will you ever be here again?

I need you here