The demons in my head have become my only friends

TW for this blog! This is a vent/trauma blog with occasional gore || 18+ please!!! || They/It/Hy(mn) || est. 1999 || queer in all ways || chronically + mentally ill || system || traumatised || follows from dandelionjeri

[strawbewiebaby]

[biaho]

[stuckinapril]

“what’s your five year plan” bro i wake up every day confused by the fact that i’m even alive

[bpdmutt]

“just communicate” becomes a lot harder when your brain keeps treating uncertainty like a physical threat

[lttledog]

I Saw the TV Glow (2024), dir. Jane Schoenbrun.

[fudamnshi]

”time heals all wounds” WRONG. it merely allows for infection.. it is Too late for me

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

Nothing hurts more than remembering how it felt before everything broke

[karmasuccubus]

[chaicigarettes]

I bite the inside of my cheek until blood fills my mouth.

Maybe when it seeps from the sides of my lips you will finally recognise my pain.

JKH (16/04/2026)

[chaicigarettes]

We did a mind map of anxieties for the first time in a long time.

Brain dumps where it is scattered mess with us because we try to find connections and figure it out.

Mind maps help because we can start with basics “this person” “finance” “symptoms of xyz” and then build off of those as we go.

Genuinely might be a thing we start doing more now, it somewhat helped.

[funeral]

Clementine von Radics, James

[999alterego]

[chaicigarettes]

I bite the inside of my cheek until blood fills my mouth.

Maybe when it seeps from the sides of my lips you will finally recognise my pain.

JKH (16/04/2026)

[shakespearesdaughters]

sylvia plath

[titillate-times]

[kosmogrl]

[versesofourhearts]

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