author, artist, human disaster

|| Dimitri || He/Him || Trans Man || Bi, Greysexual, and Married || 30+ Years Old and Aging Rapidly || Disabled Artist and Author ||

[chainsawmochi]

UPDATE 4/5/2026:

I have a new shop!

Check it out! I will be adding more merchandise soon:

Shop Detail

Hey everyone, my art commissions are OPEN as of March 27, 2026.

Check out my Artistree:

chainsawmochi's Commission Form | Artistree

chainsawmochi's digital art commission form. On Artistree, human creators are fairly paid, organized, and environmentally conscious. Artistr

And here are some samples of my recent work:

You can check out my art portfolio here:

Dimitri Cullipher

Freelance Artist

Thanks everyone! And don't forget, if you help my friend @nadohunter out with their gofundme, show me proof (or you can show Nado proof if you are more comfortable) of your donation (no matter how small!), I will draw one character for you with a simple background.

Nado's gofundme:

Donate to Urgent Help Needed for Rent and Essentials, organized by Hunter Tripp

I can't put into words how much hard work and passion both I and my mother hav… Hunter Tripp needs your support for Urgent Help Needed for R

[destiny-islanders]

oh shit he's calling the final fantasy boss group chat--

[my-dailydreams]

[anormaladn]

Werepterosaur concept (2020)

I stand by the weird choice of em keeping their human ears. Werecreatures are good when they keep uncanny human features

[cilantrhoes]

[itsbeeugaymers]

can I reblog for both?

[six-sox]

I’m reblogging for both

[jbrine061]

[ebanyphoenix22]

[minivulpix14]

[indigosfindings]

i really like this thing where websites will have separate "log in" & "sign up" buttons and if you click "log in" it takes you to a sign-up screen anyway so you have to click "i already have an account" and then it will ask if you want to sign in with your facebook account or with instagram or linkedin or deviantart or whatever, and if you choose "username & password" it asks if you want to put in your username or use your thumbprint, and once you put your username & password it emails you a confirmation code, and once you put in the code it says "do you want to give us your phone number for future sign-ins? do you want to sign up for facial recognition? do you want to give us your bones? give us your fucking bones?

[girlballs]

websites prior to like the 2010s: sign in with your username and password

websites now:

[kandavers]

Heket with big titties?

I realised now that I havent been drawing Heket NEARLY fat enough... maybe I'm a bad person

anyways here

[chainsawmochi]

Chapter two of my novel, "The Ballad of Viktoria Bitterleaf" is up now! CHECK IT OUT HERE

[sparklecats2009]

PSA: linktree is adding AI

[will-to-live-reborn]

Urgent Help Needed for Covering Rent + Essentials After Sudden Income Loss

Hey ya'll, I'm not one to do this normally, but I'm in a rough spot and really need some help. My mom is in more of an immediate crisis than me, we live in the same compond - not in the same house, but she and I were both completely blindsided with losing a major source of our income with no time to pivot and are left scrambling to find work and cover rent and essentials, especially after she found out she wouldn't be able to be paid for a whole month of hard work.

A share and/or any amount of help would be deeply appreciated to help us get through this. I'm confident if we can get through this month we have work coming through, but its imperative we are able to cover these immediate costs https://www.gofundme.com/f/urgent-help-needed-for-rent-and-essentials-k9763

Thank you for taking the time to read this, for what it's worth here is my commission info / kofi if you'd like to support that way

[will-to-live-reborn]

A few updates on this, as I'm getting a little desperate.

So the company that both I and my mom suffered the sudden income loss on is doubling down on A.I. rather than focusing on backpay - so that's fun. I have ??? maybe??? a new position with teaching I've applied for and have in motion, but because its a public university these things tend to take awhile if they'll even bring me on at all. Several other opportunites are just... hanging.

Me alone I now owe $2,100 in rent for April and what I couldn't scrounge together last month. As a lot of people are experiencing finding work right now is incredibly frustrating and slow. If there's any possibility that anyone could throw even a couple of bucks this way, I'd appreciate it massively. I already appreciate everyone who has donated SO SO much, because I know I'm really really not the only one in this situation right now, and if I can pull out of this hole I really want to pay it forward.

I can't promise I'll be very fast at it right now - but you can also commission me if you want to get some art out of showing support, and anything I make right now will go right into pulling out of this hole. Rent is priority right now.

[chainsawmochi]

I'm going to be 38 years old in a few days.

I never thought I would live past 20, honestly.

Now that I'm here, I'm glad that I've made it this long. There's been pain--a fucking lot of pain--that I've been through. Days when I wanted to give up. Days when I felt like I was being ripped open and spit on.

Those days sucked! They really, really sucked. But I have had so many good days, too. Days I wouldn't have had if I gave up.

I met the love of my life. We've been married for nine years now. They helped me come out as trans. I've transitioned. I've become the person I have always meant to be. We have two handsome, loving fur babies. I met my best friends online. I started to draw again, to write again. I'm no longer afraid to sing, or dress how I want, or have fun.

It's not perfect. Nothing ever is. But if I had given up back then, I wouldn't be where I am now. Sometimes things just have to sit, I think. Like a good bread. The dough has to rise.

It's been a weird 38 years. I'm hoping for at least another 38 more.

My cat sons for cute tax.

[danndesigns]

Once I’ve finished pondering my orb I begin orbiting my pond

[fforsythiaaa]

Once when I was in undergrad, someone described something as “problematic” in class and our professor was like, “That’s cool, but ‘problematic’ doesn’t really mean anything. It means that the thing you’re describing has a problem, and in and of itself that’s not bad. Art, especially, should always have problems, or else it’s not interesting and not art, either. It sounds like you’re trying to say that this is bad, but you don’t want to say ‘bad.’ Is that right?”

So from then on whenever one of us called something problematic, he would make us talk it out until we could name the “bad” thing we were hinting at. In this particular class, 7/10 it was some type of oppression, and the remainder was like, “I’m uncomfortable because this is very new/confusing/pushing boundaries that made me feel safe.”

Once we stopped calling things “problematic” and stopping at that, class got way more interesting and... we all had to say, like, “that’s racist” or “that’s misogynistic” or “ew capitalism gross” out loud, which a lot of us had never done in a classroom before. Or we had to be like, “Uhhh... I’m not sure what’s so bad?” and confront our own beliefs and that was maybe even more useful.

Anyway. Whenever I see the word problematic, I can’t help but think of this professor being like, “Good starting point, now let’s get specific.” I think when we have to commit to saying “that’s ___” it requires a lot more careful thought about the truth and impact and complexities of whatever we’re claiming. Sometimes there really is some bullshit afoot, and also sometimes it’s art, and it should be full of problems, because that’s what art is.

[poetstudyblr-deactivated2025063]

Nothing is off topic when it comes to us, happy pride month, my fellow asexuals 💜

[abyssfmpfikvp6]

coughs

[sexy-people-contests-2026]

Internally screaming

[empyreal-lore]

*looking at the OC I crafted with my own hands* what the actual hell is her problem

[gammelgaedda]