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I broke my back 'cause

I thought you would too

I'd run in circles

I thought you would too

Maybe in another life

Everything worked out alright

And things that made this harder passed us by

But there's no bad dream to wake up from

Know I got it bad when it's the morning

And you're all that's on my mind

If I don't have you

At least I'll still have me

And if I don't have you

At least I'll still have me

I never thought twice

'Cause you were my number one

I put you first 'cause

You were my only thought

No more riding on the train

No more smoking in the ally

Now my secrets only stay with me

Everybody knows I'm upset

They don't even have to ask it

They know I believed in us last week

And if I don't have you

At least I'll still have me

And if I don't have you

At least I'll still have me

And there's no reason to speak badly

We just reached our end

I will see you in parts of me

In who I was back then

If I don't have you

At least I'll still have me

And if I don't have you

At least I'll still have me, me, me

-CYN

I can't call you a stranger

But I can't call you

I know you think that I erased you

You may hate me but I can't hate you

And I won't replace you

Tell me how to feel about you now

Oh, let me know

Do I suffocate or let go?

Think I'm tired of getting over it

Just starting something new again

I'm getting sick of the beginnings

And always coming to your defences

I guess it's good to get it off my chest

I guess I can't believe I haven't yet

You know I got my own convictions

And they're stronger than any addictions

But no one's winning

Tell me how to feel about you now

Oh, let me know

Do I suffocate or let go?

Tell me how to feel about you now

Oh, let me know

Do I suffocate or let go?

You keep me up with your silence

Take me down with your quiet

Of all the weapons you fight with

Your silence is the most violent

Tell me how to feel about you now

Oh, let me know

Do I suffocate or let go?

Tell me how to feel about you now

Oh, let me know

Do I suffocate or let go?

You don't have to tell me

If you ever think of me

I know you say you're busy

In the wild fog of your memory

You don't have to tell me

I can still believe

-Tell me how

As I was inside the car with my Corporate Operations Support Manager he told me na Higher Position comes with great responsibility na mawawalan ka na ng time sa personal life mo. Oo malaki nga yung sahod mo pero may katumbas din yun na sacrifices in your own life specially sa family mo which is time. And now nararanasan ko na which feel ko wala na kong own life. Work nalang lahat. Pero I'm grateful naman kung san ako now and I'm getting used to it na din. Somehow nafofocus din ako na nawawala yung isip ko sa mga personal issues ko. Somehow naneneglect ko din yung nga taong nagpaparamdam na dyan pa din sila. And dami ko na nga unread messages. Lunod na din ako sa workloads. Pero I know kaya ko to.

chaktenichate

“I adore the familiarity of your body and your face, I will never get bored of that. I don’t crave different, I don’t crave new. I dream of getting lost in you.”

— rebdomina (via wordsnquotes)

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chaktenichate

😍😍 my queen

I want to write again. I am lost from my thoughts. I have so many things I want to say. But all the thoughts are just inside. Don't want to be released. I am in pain. But after all of the things happened in my life I also learned to don't mind. Not to mind myself, my feelings, to what is happening. I am proud of myself for enduring all. I'm still breathing. But I'm all alone now. I don't have anyone. An old friend said yesterday that this is what I'm dreaming since then. And now here I am. But i also told him. I thought I would be very happy. But after all, it's so sad.

shandilee

antonimus

I don’t know why, but it seems that there are a lot of people that are very insensitive when it comes to asking questions. I mean, you people also need to consider your proximity to someone before jumping to some extent. Whatever