Chippy

Lost souls know no bounds.

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Walking a fine line between keeping your spouse happy and caring deeply for a homie that to be put up for a bit is Hella hard. No matter what the end result is it feels like a lose, lose situation.

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Having a deep love for lost terminally ill souls is not for the faint of heart.

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People be crazy. Out here shooketh by imaginary mes bad behavior 😂

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One of my biggest pet peeves is lies. Manipulative lies are the worst; especially in a group. One person ruins trust for everyone. Congratulations snake. The once fertile garden is now riddled with weeds.

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Sometimes I miss childhood where the only existential crisis I had was if my friends were really my friends 🤷‍♀️

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Oh what a burden it is to have a higher intellect than the person who's supposed to be teaching you.

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Family is more than blood.

And you my sweet girl,

Meant more than all the all the words in the world could possibly say.

I miss the smiles you bring.

The jokes that left me gasping for air.

There was never a dull moment spent with you and boy did you know it.

Thank you for the memories.

For the love you brought to the table.

Happy birthday darling as you party amoung the stars.

Till we meet again.

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Passive agression

Is the same as

Gaslighting.

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The Feeling of Seasonal Depression

Oh time change,

A flip flapping domino,

Making emotions a strange.

Darkness spreads across the land;

Five o clock sharp.

Day nowhere nearly done.

Stealing joy with a swoop of hand.

Where did the time go?

Alas nobody seems to know.

Bring back the light

Drowned out by night.

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Rag tail dolls wrapped up as fairy tale dreams eventually fall apart at the seams.

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Feeling unloved, unappreciated, and unwanted. Nothing like putting all your efforts towards others and a home you can be proud of only to be ignored. Not saying I need a pat on the back but a little acknowledgment and quality time goes a long way.

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Having friends with mental health issues that lean on you so heavily is one of the hardest fucking things to deal with. If you're not careful, it becomes your every day, every hour, every single waking moment. You love them so much that you want to be there for them. But when suddenly a little help becomes a vicious loop sometimes ya just gotta step back. If you're not mentally healthy by carrying their burden remember it's ok to take a break. Always send love to the homies, but remember you gotta love yourself too.

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Ya'll Just Waistin' ya Time

I don't come to play no games with fake ass bitches. Yall don't deserve the light of day or the grace the ground the real homies walk on. Bullshit is a damn crying shame, and rumors eat braincells like maggots from the inside out.

Pity there ain't nothing for you to do but run your gutter mouth like trash flowing out filling the damn sea, killing innocent life for no reason. Destruction. That's all it do Yugi.

Suppose I should be thankful you think so much of me. Hate is mearly obsessive compassionate love warped in anger. Must be rough to be you consuming all your time on pointless whispers that I'll never give a damn about. Sucks to suck don't it? Forever you'll be a coggless component.

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I feel like I've just been pranked. Went to look at a house for sale. Place looked good in the photos, got there and it was completely trashed. Place was dirty as hell and needed to be gutted from the inside out. I was like man, looks like the tenants trashed the place. Turns out the tenants were some friends of mine. Out here like damn. Am I a clown or what... aint got the heart to say something. Damn.

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Nothing says fuck you like takin a piss, flushin', going to wash your hands and finding there's no water. Then sudden panick because ya got yaka soap hands. Like excuse you; you worked 20 min ago. Who fuckin up the works?

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Welcome to my dark side

The sun has gone.

Sweet melodies play in my head no long.

The earth has shattered

And in these ruins

I can't find a glimmer

Of hope.

I've played every scenario in my head

A skipping record player 

Of everything that once was.

The grim reaper mocks me

As there's nothing left.

I wished he'd take the pain.

There's only one home I've ever known.

He's sitting on his throne

Waiting for me.

Looking down.

What purpose is this? 

The agony of loss.

Demons dance around my head

As I spiral into deeper depression.

The world I once new is gone.

Grasping at ashes 

Trying to mold 

Literally anything. 

Crumbling down

The tears fall as rivers.

I would ask why God did this;

But the answer is clear.

Theres nothing left for me here.

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Lol 26 years of life and still haven't learned that it don't matter how much you love sombody. They can be your friend all your life and still screw you in the end. #ouch