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[chaosgodoflove]

Small update on Eros: He will remain a DW OC, but he's being moved to a multi muse, due to low muse activity. He'll be found over on @mishmashoffandommuses.

[chaosgodoflove]

I might turn Eros into a fandomless OC, and have his Doctor Who verse as a side verse. I don't want to drop it all together, but at the same time, I just can't find the muse to keep him going as a full on DW OC.

I really miss RPing him, though, because I do adore him so much.

I'll probably work on it tomorrow, and decide then what I want to do with him.

[chaosgodoflove]

In the meantime, I am most active right now on @mishmashoffandomlessmuses and @werewolvesofthailand, so feel free to follow both of them and throw your muses at my fandomless boys.

[chaosgodoflove]

I might turn Eros into a fandomless OC, and have his Doctor Who verse as a side verse. I don't want to drop it all together, but at the same time, I just can't find the muse to keep him going as a full on DW OC.

I really miss RPing him, though, because I do adore him so much.

I'll probably work on it tomorrow, and decide then what I want to do with him.

[chaosgodoflove]

Working on a new OC within the Doctor Who universe, and I'm debating if I want to make them a side blog, or if I just want to make this a multi muse account instead.

[killer-cinnamon]

@chaosgodoflove SUBMITTED A CONTRACT : " Keep looking at me like that, and we won’t make it home. "

Hey, wanna know a secret? Kai is absolutely not planning on making it home.

The witch giggles, a soft little chime in the back of his throat as he presses himself to Eros' side. Lidded eyes, slightly parted lips, and a slutty little smile. Because the thing is that Kai knows how to be a brat when he wants to. And right now he kinda wants his lover to pull him into an empty side room and make him scream.

❝ Looking at you like what? ❞ He tilts his head to one side and bats his eyes at the god, all wide-eyed and faux innocent. One hand slides under Eros' jacket to circle his hip, trying to be subtle.

What's not subtle, though, is when he leans up, chin resting on Eros' shoulder so that he can whisper, ❝ You mean, like I want you to fuck me in the first empty room we can find right now? ❞

⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆ 𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐞 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲.

[chaosgodoflove]

Eros smirked, sliding his hand down Kai's thigh, between his legs. If the other was going to tease him, he'd tease right back. And Eros was the master when it came to this game. He knew all the right buttons to push, to have Kai at his mercy. But he wasn't going to play all his cards just yet. Besides, the award show had only just begun. They had several hours before they could think about going anywhere. And Eros planned to take full advantage of that time.

"I tell you what," he whispered. "For every award I win tonight, you'll get one extra round. How does that sound, hm?"

[trashy-greyjoy]

sometimes, it's not so much about the romance as it is about the devotion. the adoration.

[killer-cinnamon]

@chaosgodoflove THEM !!!

[chaosgodoflove]

[chaosgodoflove]

Sorry for the lack of activity here. I've mostly been focused on my OCs over on @mishmashoffandomlessmuses. I'm trying to be more active here, but most of my muse is over there right now.

[arpmemething]

Send a ★ for a starter where our muses are laying in the grass together, watching the stars

[parismemes]

sentence starters from the mountain goats - getting into knives

"put it all on the table and let it ride."

"we're not coming home anymore."

"you were born for these flashing lights."

"you were destined for something greater."

"be careful not to choke on your tongue."

"i want you to be famous."

"they act like they know, but they're all sound asleep."

"this is what you were born to do."

"show everybody exactly who you are."

"what are you doing here, anyway?"

"i only wore it once. nine years ago."

"it may be a long while before the highway decides to finally set me free."

"it doesn't sound like joy to the untrained ear."

"every card ever turned over remains in play."

"not every wave is a tidal wave."

"even the proud—even the very proud—probably die on their knees."

"we were here before the flood."

"we are weak but they are strong."

"i'm not thinking of you."

"can't see going back to my old ways."

"us worms turn into butterflies, i guess."

"there's a trillion things you left behind."

"somebody's always just about to put some awful plan in motion."

"my curiosity will likely always get the best of me."

"what the hell is wrong with me?"

"i'm going to do what i like."

"i'm going to live how i want."

"i'm going to let my name be known."

"i am a faceless, nameless acolyte."

"he won't be coming back from the hunt."

"soon, it'll be my time to go."

"know who your friends are when you need them."

"i will catch up when i'm able to."

"lie to the cops when they're at your door."

"get the hounds off my tail."

"make sure the coast is clear."

"thank god it's you."

"bring me some gasoline."

"i'm getting into knives."

"i'm adjusting my focus."

"it's a gift to be simple."

"may i be worthy of my reward."

"you can't give me back what you've taken, but you can give me something that's almost as good."

[killer-cinnamon]

It's a big ask. It's a trick. Kai swallows, both his own fluttering hesitance and the doubt that damned voice leaches into his head. Because the thing is, if Eros wanted to? He wouldn't have to ask Kai to do it ; he could make him. But he trusts him not to.

He manages to shut the voice up, at least for now. The frantic beat of his heart drowns it out anyway.

Kai's slow when he moves, reaches up to cup Eros' jaw in his hands. It's gentle, soft ; reverent. Like he's scared he might break the god if he isn't careful. Kai isn't usually pushy, but he does now, because he has a point to make and he needs this to be a certain way. So he guides Eros back to the closest chair and then follows him down, climbing into his lap. Still holding his face like he's something precious – he is, isn't he?

Maybe he could come around to love after all.

❝ Hecate can have someone else – ❞ He presses a chaste, feather-light kiss to one corner of Eros' lips, and lingers there. ❝ – I'm yours. ❞

His hands slide back and down, thumbs tipping Eros' jaw up so that Kai can press barely-there kisses to his pulse. And with every press to his skin a whispered, fervent ❛ yours ❜ is repeated, over and over, like a prayer.

[chaosgodoflove]

If Eros wanted to, he absolutely could make him. He did it for 2000 years. His darling devotees, as he called them, were nothing more than hypnotized victims of his power.

But the difference was that they had no original thought of their own. Just the simple fact that Kai even had his doubts about Eros was all the evidence needed that the God wasn't manipulating him. That this choice was his and his alone.

And that was, of course, what was most important.

"You are all I need," he whispered against Kai's lips. "But, I think you need something to represent that devotion."

With that, he took Kai's hand. As he held it, a small object materialized in between their hands, before Eros took his hand away, letting Kai see the gift left behind.

[killer-cinnamon]

Worship is a relative term, really. Kai is sort of crazy about Eros, in a million different ways. He's also annoyed by him, and flustered, and maybe even a little bit in love but that's not – he's not there yet ( that stupid little voice still exists, still pops back up every now and then, and he's so scared of it that he can't really let himself fall all the way ) .

He knows that Eros is playing with him, though. He's not completely naïve – he's noticed how much the god likes to tease him. And he knows how much he likes watching Kai fall apart for him.

Sometimes he likes to play into it.

❝ Do you want me to worship you? ❞ He makes his voice that much more breathless when he asks, though his heart is still hammering in his chest. He can't fake that.

And the thing is, if Eros says yes? He'll do it.

[chaosgodoflove]

Eros didn't speak right away. Instead, he listened to his lover's internal dilemma. It was so obvious how much Kai wanted him. How much he wanted to be close to him. Yet he kept convincing himself it wasn't real- that Eros was just toying with him. And sure, maybe Eros could be mischievous, and loved to tease him, and watch him squirm, but that didn't mean none of this was real. That he didn't love him.

Finally, he spoke. Instead of his usual teasing voice, his tone was soft. Sincere.

"I want you to worship me," he said. "I want you to give your life to be. To be devoted to me in every way possible. I want you to be so devoted to me that it makes Hecate herself jealous. Do you understand me?"

[memepocalypse]

Softer Love

"Will you hold me? Just for a while?"

"It's not too much to ask for - to be loved."

"It feels better when you're here."

"Hold my hand. Don't let go."

"Promise me you'll hold on."

"I don't feel so cold now. Because you're here."

"My heart aches when you're away."

"Share a blanket with me?"

"We should just stay in and watch a movie."

"Oh, I saw this and thought of you."

"I wanted to bring you here. I knew you'd like it."

"Let me take you to my favourite place."

"You light up the room for me."

"I can hear your breathing. It makes me feel safe."

"Can I listen to your heartbeat?"

"We don't need to do anything. I just want you to be here."

"Can I hold your hand?"

"You bought this for me..?"

"You're always cold, so I got you a scarf."

"I know you're right behind me."

"I can't sleep until I hear you get home."

"You can tell me when you're not okay."

"Just get some rest, okay? I'll be right here."

"I bought your favourite food."

"I made you your favourite meal."

"I picked up some of that tea you like."

"Oh! I saw a dog today, let me show you a picture -"

"You were talking in your sleep. It was cute."

"I can't imagine being here without you."

"I had a nightmare that you left me."

[chaosgodoflove]

“They try to tell us all that we will lose.” ~The [Redacted] Doctor

"Yea? Well they don't have a God and the Doctor on their side, do they?"

Was he cocky? Maybe. But he had the skills to back it up. A master of the bow, and quite proficient with a sword, he was a force to be reckoned with in an actual fight. And with the Doctor's smarts, they would easily be able to take down any enemy they faced.

[chaosgodoflove]

.you need to come clean about what happened. ~ The [Redacted] Doctor

"That city block was an accident," he said firmly. "My priority was getting Shirley out of there, as she was my teammate. I know there were casualties, but unfortunately, that's inevitable. There was no way to save everyone, so I just went for the most important person in the situation."

[killer-cinnamon]

@chaosgodoflove SUBMITTED A CONTRACT : “ Have you ever thought about wearing a collar … with my name on it? ”

The answer to Eros' question is ❛ no, I haven't, ❜ but the thing is that he definitely is now. And Kai's not ... entirely against the idea. A sort of lie ; he's actually very into the idea. Like, he tends to prefer marks that he can't just. Take off. But there's something to choosing not to remove the thing that says he's taken.

He just sort of blinks at Eros for a moment, though, outwardly, because it takes Kai a second to process. He can feel his cheeks warm just a bit as he runs through the idea. But he can't just give in ( that would be too easy ) , so he doesn't.

❝ You know most people would just assume I worship you and I'm weird about it, right? ❞ It's not a no.

NSFW things to say to submissive muses. ( currently accepting! )

[chaosgodoflove]

"Are you saying that you don't worship me?" he teased playfully. "I'm insulted."

He's joking, of course. He just loves to rile Kai up, and embarrass him. Plus, it's so easy to get him going, which just makes it all the more fun for the God. He just knows it'll only take a few sentences before he's a blushing, stammering mess, despite how hard he tries not to.

Eros finds it cute, of course. It's why he keeps doing it.

[rpmemes-galore]

Lorde — Pure Heroine Album  {Sentence Starters}

“Let me be your ruler.”

“I’d like it if you stayed.”

“Let me live that fantasy.“

“I can tell that you’re tired.”

“We’re getting good at this.”

“Life is great without a care.”

“It’s alright if you do, it’s fine.”

“It feels so scary, getting old.”

“You’re the only friend I need.”

“You can call me Queen Bee.”

“This dream isn’t feeling sweet.”

“I’m little, but I’m coming for you.”

“There’ll never be enough of us.”

“It’s clear that someone’s gotta go.”

“But in all chaos, there is calculation.”

“People should see how we’re living.”

“We’re bigger than we ever dreamed.”

“We might be hollow, but we’re brave.”

“They try to tell us all that we will lose.”

“I’m little, but I’m coming for the crown.”

“Never not chasing a million things I want.”

“Chance is the only game I play with, baby.”

“We’re hollow like the bottles that we drain.”

“We mean it, but I promise we’re not mean.”

“They all wanna get rough, get away with it.“

“And you know, we’re on each other’s team.”

“I like your reckoning, but we got our methods.”

“Don’t you think that it’s boring how people talk?”

“Not very pretty, but we sure know how to run things.”

“We’re so happy, even when we’re smilin’ out of fear.”

“We don’t care, we’re driving Cadillacs in our dreams.“

“We don’t care, we aren’t caught up in your love affair.“

“Everything’s cool when we’re all in line for the throne.”

“Secretly, you love this… do you even want to go free?”

“Only bad people live to see their likeness set in stone.”

“Everything I say falls right back into everything I’m not.”

“We gladiate, but I guess we’re really fighting ourselves.”

“We’re never done with killing time. Can I kill it with you?”

“We can talk it good, how you wish it would be all the time.”

“Tired little laughs, gold-lie promises: we’ll always win at this.”

“And everyone who knows us knows that we’re fine with this.”

“We’ve both got a million bad habits to kick… not sleeping is one.”

“But my head’s filling up fast with the wicked games, up in flames.”