Fuck AI

I said what I said.

[chaotic-kitkat]

Spent my childhood with headphones in and so all my memories are just song lyrics instead of actual moments in time and now i can only remmwber shit if i sing it or sign it

Bing bonk im eating banana chocolate chip protein pancakes and eggs for brekky

[chaotic-kitkat]

Need a sponsor for my happiness at this point. Life’s too expensive. I wanna be a court jester for some hard working rich person and we also fuck nasty for cardio

[chaotic-kitkat]

I just watched Memoirs of a Geisha and i wouldve worked so fucking hard to find the hottest richest Danna omg let me dance and sing for entertainment someone pay for my silly fun little lifestyle because they think im interesting pleaseeeee

[chaotic-kitkat]

My name might not make history books but I sure hope it’s made its way into a few diaries and therapist notes

[chaotic-kitkat]

Need a sponsor for my happiness at this point. Life’s too expensive. I wanna be a court jester for some hard working rich person and we also fuck nasty for cardio

[chaotic-kitkat]

Literally just flooding my brain with different languages. I’m learning math, ASL, and Spanish right now. Circling through them randomly to appease the ADHD dopamine and also learning geography. It’s so much fun honestly. I did drop some money for the ASL learning app and that’s the most fun so worth it.

[cozyvu]

[desilusiona-da]

oh to be on the beach at late night

[chaotic-kitkat]

Finding Myself

I spent almost two years of my life exploring who I might be. My first kiss was a girl. My first love was a girl. I had been with guys and I had been with girls. I had dressed more masculine to feel stronger and I requested close friends to call me a guy. I didn’t have many people know who I truly was because I had moved to different schools too quickly to make the bonds that never end. For the people that did know me very well were confused on why I had asked them to call me by masculine pronouns. They asked if I was trans because I would also always complain about my boobs being to big (38D is very uncomfortable especially in summer with others staring because it’s too hot to not wear a tank top). In the end I realized that I was a straight female. Those two years of my life I thought was wasted but in the end I was able to understand when my friend came over to me and whispered that he was gay, or when my non binary friend had asked me to call them, well, them. I had become closer to people who had actually become what I thought I was. I know exactly what they were/are going through. I find myself able to love more because of it. Now if only everyone could do that and understand not only with sexuality but with Religion, class, and even though it’s hard to change your race, to try to find a way to see and feel how those who differ from you feel. The world would be a better place if everyone was the same able to see how everyone else is without judgement.

[chaotic-kitkat]

This is so funny. I think “where’s my dick” before sex now. Never stop exploring who you are.

[causticcorvid-deactivated202011]

Tired

[chaotic-kitkat]

I’ll go to sleep at a decent time when I find something worth waking up for

[damonrighteous]

How are you preparing for finals?

[noonymoon]

for the creative witch 🎨

stick a pencil behind your ear — pencils are usually made of cedar wood (juniperus virginiana) which is said to carry spiritual and visionary energies, but can also help with self-mastery; pencil can be enchanted!

moon phases + zodiac signs — use new moon water for starting new painting projects and full moon water for finishing them; use the zodiac of the current moon for your creativity (fire sign: creative and passionate energy; water sign: emotional expression; air sign: planning and mental work; earth sign: hand-made material items like arts and crafts);

planetary rulers of creative days — monday is ruled by the moon (emotions, inspiration); wednesday is ruled by mercury (expression, communication); friday is ruled by venus (love, beauty, art) sunday is ruled by the sun (personality, creativity, expression of self);

surround yourself with crystals — yellow fluorite, carnelian, chrysoberyl, citrine, orange calcite, tangerine quartz, mookaite jasper, fire agate, tiger’s eye, garnet, bloodstone, rhodochrosite, moonstone, pink kunzite, amethyst, ametrine, (herkimer) diamonds, chrysoprase, blue apatite, blue chalcedony, blue fluorite, blue kyanite, lapis lazuli, celestite, blue lace agate, larimar, azurite, opal; …

create your own color meanings — there are traditional and common meanings for colors but it also really helps to think about the colors and feel into the colors yourself. what do you associate with each color and what do different color combinations make you feel? then pin down which color makes you creative and surround yourself with it;

ask the Archangels for help — Archangel Gabriel can help with creativity and dissolving fear; Archangel Jophiel can help with wisdom and communication; Archangel Raphael helps with intuition and creative visualization, also brings healing and harmony; Archangel Haniel can help with expression of self and soul, also helps us to expand our spiritual horizon and therefore our art;

use essential oils while working — tangerine for joy and creativity; lavender for relaxation; clary sage for clarity and vision; jasmine for optimism and confidence; frankincense to calm; rosemary for mental clarity; eucalyptus for enthusiasm and creativity; peppermint for concentration; …

[nerdinacoolway]

Everything.

It's your smell I've been dreaming about.

It's your warmth I'm searching around.

It's your eyes which haunt me

your smiles which taunt me.

Your mystery demeanor that I can't break,

your mystic aura that I can't fake.

It's your omnipresence, which I'm used to,

you're gazing at me, just like you used to.

But something's changed,

In your heart

In your eyes

In your warmth

In your smiles.

What's happened?

Tell me.

Talk to me, help me understand,

It's your stupid nobleness that I can't stand.

Tell me about your fears,

About your dreams and your tears,

About your heartache and your story,

About your life and your glory.

Hey? It's so alright.

Take a deep breath,

Don't go down without a fight.

I know it's dark today,

and you can't find your way,

but there'll be a light,

making every inch of you alive.

And you'll have the same heart,

And the same eyes,

The same hug of warmth,

And those charming smiles.

And that's what I dream about.

And that's what I search around.

'cause love,

If to yourself, you stay true

It's everything I love about you.

~Anupriya Sharma

(nerdinacoolway)

11 August, 2019.

[chaotic-kitkat]

What we NOT doing today? Lol

[valtsv]

me continuing to make terrible posts about my extremely niche interests instead of anything people actually followed me for:

[luftraptor]

Note: this is not ferret abuse, they really do enjoy being carried like sacks of potatos.

[mrs-faggot]

As a ferret owner I can confirm that my three ferrets do not give a single fuck about being held like that. A ferret WILL let you know if it doesn’t like how you’re holding it. But they like being turned into potato sacks for some reason.

[wolverinequeen]

Yeah ferrets get super limp sometimes when you hold them, plus they have a flexible spine and ribs, it doesn’t bother them a bit. They are just loose sacks of meat and kleptomania. 

[elodieunderglass]

Me continuing to make my extremely niche posts while gesturing with a consenting ferret

[patrexes]

[id: man gesturing with a consenting ferret. end id]

[georgieboah]

Just a man huh?

[no-lo-lo]

“ loose sacks of meat and kleptomania” is the best description for ferrets.

[chaotic-kitkat]

I need an Internet best friend

I’m female, doesn’t bother me what your pronouns are, or your sexuality. Just say anything

Requirements:

16-20

Loves crime shows/movies

Talk about conspiracy theories

Debate on random topics (can be political)

Enjoys reading

Gender doesn’t matter

Message me

[chaotic-kitkat]

I own a tiny cactus

[chaotic-kitkat]

Wassup KitKats I’m finally back after over a year

Been a long struggle with family, friends, relationships, but I’m getting stable. That’s right. I live with Horses now

[chaotic-kitkat]