serial procastinator

[radgritty]

My abuser committed suicide earlier this week. I am free.

[patrickbatemanamericanpsycho]

[swaggynomore2k25-deactivated202]

💗💗💗 i'm so glad to hear that OP c:

[chaoticshareena]

Reblog to have your abuser commit suicide❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏

[chaoticshareena]

Men hate if women have class consciousness like I was arguing about abortion and the guy was asking if I am thinking about getting an abortion like my opinions should only reflect my personal gains. Like I can't fight for other women's right. It's bizarre to them to see a women being affected by the mistreatment of other women.

[chaoticshareena]

Christians are ready to use scripture for misogyny and racism but will get mad for saying God is not not so loving

You can't have it both ways

[chaoticshareena]

Understanding bias in Old Testament.

The old testament is written from the perspective of Jews therefore the narrative is biased but most of the historical events which are easily verifiable are not biased.

For example, David raided and killed towns worth of people just so he won't have a witness to report of his doings to Achish.

Now David and his men went up and raided the Geshurites,the Girzites and the Amalekites.(From ancient times these peoples had lived in the land extending to Shurand Egypt.) Whenever David attacked an area, he did not leave a man or woman alive, but took sheep and cattle, donkeys and camels, and clothes. Then he returned to Achish. When Achish asked, “Where did you go raiding today?” David would say, “Against the Negev of Judah” or “Against the Negev of Jerahmeel” or “Against the Negev of the Kenites.” He did not leave a man or woman alive to be brought to Gath, for he thought, “They might inform on us and say, ‘This is what David did.’” And such was his practice as long as he lived in Philistine territory. Achish trusted David and said to himself, “He has become so obnoxious to his people, the Israelites, that he will be my servant for life".

1 Samuel 27: 8-12 NIV.

David in the old testament is shown mostly shown in good light, the Jews expected the "seed of David" to save them and also his reign was vast.

Jezebel on the other hand, did her best for her God, she was the daughter of a priest-king, so becoming the queen of Israel where people worship a different God, meant that her God raised her up and she was loyal to her God even in Israel. She appointed priests, etc. When she did kill the levites, God made Elijah to perform a miracle and Jezebel saw that and was still loyal to her God.

But when Jezebel killed Naboth, just like David who killed Uriah, with conspiracy; the story divides.

The one who survived was David because he repented but he still faced a lot of troubles, like his son died, Absalom chased David out of country, Saul's relative humiliated him and many more.

Whereas Jezebel didn't repent, therefore she faced judgement of God.

This is just one example but there are many more too.

[chaoticshareena]

Jezebels died only because of using her authority to kill of Naboth, if she repented then she would have been fine like David did.

But people paint her way more cruel just because she is a women and a pagan.

[papirouge]

Fascinating how every anti prostitution arguments pulled out by radfem do work for abortion but they won't have the intellectual honesty to fathom it 😏

[a-womb-of-ones-own]

This is literally unreadable bestie

[chaoticshareena]

How do people have so much of time to do things like this??

[papirouge]

It took me like 4 min, chill. lmao

[chaoticshareena]

Prostitution benefits men and prostituted women are easily exploited while abortion benefits women and even improves their livelihoods.

[papirouge]

[chaoticshareena]

Okay so you are saying that a prostituted women should have multiple children and those children also have to face sexual abuse and minorities and poverty stuck people should rather have multiple children which will bring down their economy even more than excel their economic situation so that they could never escape their capitalist overlords. Wonderful!!!

[she-volution-deactivated2022052]

This is what I found on a christian site.

Homosexuality is a developmental condition, not principally about sex, but about gender identity. In short, homosexuals are made, not born.

Gender identity, like personality, is a non-physical trait. It’s a person’s subconscious belief about what sex he is. Though everyone is born biologically either male or female, psychologically their gender identity develops over time, primarily between early childhood and puberty.

Here is the key factor: A person is always attracted to the biological sex that is the opposite of his or her psychological gender identity. A male gender-identified person (either male or female) will be attracted to a female body. Likewise, a female gender-identified person (either female of male) will be attracted to a male body. Opposites always attract.

A person’s psychological gender identity is strongly influenced—though not determined—by his biological sex. Most boys develop a male gender identity and most girls develop a female one.

A heterosexual’s gender identity matches his biological sex. A homosexual’s gender identity is opposite his biological sex.10 Because male homosexuals psychologically identify as female (I’ll explain how later), they’re sexually attracted to other males. They don’t consciously think they’re girls (though some may). Rather, their gender confusion is subconscious.

Conservatives love the trans ideology.

Also how would bisexuals fit into this? What gender identity do they have?

[she-volution-deactivated2022052]

Look they even made a chart for us stupid people (x)

In order to understand the transgender person, it’s critical to understand the relationship between biology and gender identity. Your biological sex is a physical trait that’s determined at conception. Gender identity is a nonphysical trait that develops from birth through young adulthood. It’s the part of your personality that contains your beliefs about whether you are male or female. A person has both a conscious and subconscious gender identity.

They also think SRS is the wrong ‘cure’ for homosexuals and transpeople and believe both should be given therapy and ‘compassion and truth’

One study followed boys who were “reassigned” as girls shortly after birth. Years later, they all engaged in male-typical behaviors including aggressiveness, rough-and-tumble play, and sexual arousal by females. Despite being surgically, socially, and legally reassigned as females, the fact is they were still boys. Most of them who learned later in life that they were genetically male wished to become men again.5 Why? Because gender is not merely a social construct, but innately tied to one’s biological sex.

God the similarities and inconsistencies between conservatives and TRAs is too much for my simple brain.

Anyway if anyone’s interested in like knowing the enemy, or knowing how conservative feel about sexuality and gender, this website is comprehensive as hell.

https://www.str.org/sexuality-and-gender

[lesbian-lizards]

They reinvented sexual inversion 😰 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexual_inversion_(sexology)

[ms-gay-frogs]

Jesus christ…

[chaoticshareena]

By supporting gender inversion these people are telling that God messed up while making us as a person.

You therefore must be perfect, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

Matthew 5:48 (ESV).

Labeling a person as the opposite sex just because of their personality or sexuality is not just.

Jacob had smooth skin and cooked which is considered a feminine trait but the bible calls him a man rather than a women.

Jacob said to Rebekah his mother, “But my brother Esau is a hairy man while I have smooth skin.

Genesis 27:11 (NIV).

Once when Jacob was cooking some stew, Esau came in from the open country, famished.

Genesis 25:29 (NIV).

And Jael who killed sisera with only a peg and hammer, even though it's not a feminine trait yet she was blessed. And the bible calls her a women.

Sisera ran away to the tent of Jael, the wife of Heber the Kenite, because King Jabin of Hazor was at peace with Heber's family. Jael went out to meet Sisera and said to him, “Come in, sir; come into my tent. Don't be afraid.” So he went in, and she hid him behind a curtain. He said to her, “Please give me a drink of water; I'm thirsty.” She opened a leather bag of milk, gave him a drink, and hid him again. Then he told her, “Stand at the door of the tent, and if anyone comes and asks you if someone is here, say no.” Sisera was so tired that he fell sound asleep. Then Jael took a hammer and a tent peg, went up to him quietly, and killed him by driving the peg right through the side of his head and into the ground.

Judges 4:17-22 (NIV).

Jael was also praised by Deborah(the judge) who leaded the army.

God created us with diverse personalities( which we can see all around us), but the people who wrote that article miss that point.

Having SSA does not mean you are in the wrong body and please don't hate your body which God has made with care and intention.

For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother's womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well.

Psalms 139:13-14 (ESV).

Did not he who made me in the womb make him? And did not one fashion us in the womb?

Job 31:15 (ESV).

[ferociouslooking-deactivated202]

I searched up "how to be a masculine female" on YouTube and...

Anyway does anyone have good advice on how to throw away your "femininity"? I don't know where to get started and I feel as though I'm in a cage, so like what now radblr, or any other part of tumblr that may help.

I know that masculinity and femininity are both social constructs and all that but hopefully y'all get what I mean, so far I've only been wearing more comfortable and practical clothing and it doesn't feel like enough.

[mithliya]

this is so upsetting to see. masc women im so sorry u have to deal with this

[chaoticshareena]

For some time, I have been thinking for a master list for muscle building for women and I can't find much resources too.

op are you just talking about fashion or other things too?

[theprideful-deactivated20251201]

me, an autonomous adult in college: *looks up tips for managing adhd on a deadline*

every single result: AS A PARENT to help YOUR CHILD WITH ADHD monitor YOUR CHILD'S behavior and reward HIM for doing work because CHILDREN WITH ADHD need constant support-

[theprideful-deactivated20251201]

I'm not even exaggerating.

[sophiamcdougall]

YEP. As far as I can guess, we're supposed to either "grow out of it" and become perfect facsimiles of neurotypical people, or else assumed to be so impaired we're incapable of living independently or using the internet. That we might be adults reading this shit doesn't occur. The only people who actually talk about ADHD to people with ADHD are ... people with ADHD.

[sar-kalu]

Something I learned talking to other adults with adhd is to get into routines - but not like, wake up, exercise, breakfast, then work sort of routines; but more

Wake up to your phone on the other side of the room so you're forced to get out of bed to grab it and do your morning scroll for social media

Have your meds in a visible area like in the fridge next to the milk or juice that you drink every morning or beside the coffee pot so you take them with your morning coffee

When you want to do homework, tidy your space, get a drink, put shoes on, then start work - do this every time until your brain registers the physicality of that routine of tidy, drink, shoes to equal 'work now'

If you have a pet, feed them around the time you want to have dinner each night - that animal will register the routine and help you stick to it.

Want to remember something but apps, reminders, and notes don't seem to work? Write them on your bathroom mirror or buy a whiteboard and stick it in your kitchen. And dont write in black - write in your favourite colours,or in multiple colours, and don't deny yourself the chance to be silly with the whiteboard. If you designate it a work only space, you'll never use it - so draw on it, write quotes on it, be silly with friends. The more you use your whiteboard, the more likely you are to read the important reminders on it. :)

People with ADHD need routine but neurotypical routines don't work for us because a lot of NT routines inherently rely on having the executive function to get moving - we don't have that. We need mental triggers to spark that, something that grounds us in the moment and helps spark the intention into productivity.

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Also, hack for motivation to clean?

Set a timer. How many things can you clean up in the space of five minutes. Race that clock. Get free serotonin in beating a timer while also maintaining your space.

[cwicseolfor]

I don’t remember what wonderful person noticed this but since ADHD was thought of as a boys’ and young men’s problem for so long there was an expectation they’d grow out of it, and maybe the reason their symptoms seemed to vanish on adulthood was because adulthood coincided in most young men with getting married to a woman whose duties initially chiefly concerned organizing his life.

Since women and girls have only been getting the Dx for so long, there’s no track record indicating it doesn’t spontaneously resolve in most of the affected population.

[papirouge]

Fascinating how every anti prostitution arguments pulled out by radfem do work for abortion but they won't have the intellectual honesty to fathom it 😏

[a-womb-of-ones-own]

This is literally unreadable bestie

[chaoticshareena]

How do people have so much of time to do things like this??

[papirouge]

It took me like 4 min, chill. lmao

[chaoticshareena]

Prostitution benefits men and prostituted women are easily exploited while abortion benefits women and even improves their livelihoods.

[biologicallyangry-deactivated20]

You're mad because the lights would go out if men all called out for a day. The water wouldn't run. Food wouldnt get delivered. We built this world for you... you just live in it.

You built this world and you gave women no chance to participate. You told us that we were only good enough to be pregnant and raise kids. You didn't let us own land, open our own lines of credit, vote, get college degrees, or hold management jobs. Now we're realizing that you were wrong and you're scared. You don't like that women are talking out loud about how bad you are. You don't like the spotlight being shone on the moral failings of your sex. So now you hide behind anonymity and lash out in hopes that women will once again bow to your will. Not gonna happen buddy <3

[greenwire]

anon, this is the perfect reason to participate in a mass strike! teach us all a lesson. disappear for 24 hours and take all the other men with you. we’ll all be so grateful to see you again, I’m so sure of it.

[shamelesslyunladylike]

Silly male, if you disappeared women would simply take over your work, like we did every time you went off to war. Things didn't stop running because you were busy murdering and raping in another country, and they wouldn't stop running if you disappeared.

[wolfram-type-mofo-monkshood]

I'm not anon though. The man is right but we aren't hiding. You damn Jezabels. WE GAVE YOU RIGHTS. YOU ARE ABUSING YOUR RIGHTS. AND IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH YOUR ABILITY TO PROCREATE IS BECAUSE YOU ARE EVIL.

[biologicallyangry-deactivated20]

I love the smell of Biblical misogyny in the morning

[outofspace43]

“We gave you rights.”

Nah, women took them back.

And it’s spelled “Jezebel.”

[ms-gay-frogs]

it's so typically male to deny the rights of a whole class of people, half the population, for centuries and have them squabble and fight for a shred of legal humanity and when they FINALLY attain something close to equality, you claim you "gave it to them". the male savior bestowing upon the female inferiors a shred of humanity, and we're supposed to thank him rather than question why we had no humanity in the first place.

[chaoticshareena]

Biblically speaking, men gave women no rights as God is the only one who gives everyone their rights.

Psalm 103:17–19 NIV

But the steadfast love of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting on those who fear him, and his righteousness to children’s children, to those who keep his covenant and remember to do his commandments. The Lord has established his throne in the heavens, and his kingdom rules over all.

God created women not to be oppressed by men, God created women because he loves us and he definitely won't tolerate our oppression.

[vulva-la-r-evolution]

I'm sure there are women who talked about it before me and way better than me, but I don't remember seeing anything about it on tumblr so I'm making this post.

We all heard about the "virgin mary effect" (a name I made up just now), when a girl or woman who has no probability of actually being pregnant, when her period is late still has this thought of what if it happened anyway.

Think about how horrifying the virgin mary myth actually is. It basically tells women that no matter how pure or celibate they are, no matter how little contact they have with men, they are still not safe, they can still get pregnant.

I just think it's so fucked up how so many women, ever since they were girls who just got their period have this thought, how deeply this idea has penetrated into our society and into our minds.

[aphroditeslesbian]

Yes, very well pointed out. I've said it before: Mary's story is but a romanticized holy rape.

Looking at it more critically, it is a cautionary tale of the levels of expectations men have over us – they expect the pious and passive acceptance of the violation Mary went through.

Pregnancy is invasive and terrifying. Mary's story is an attempt at normalization of rape, of subjugation, of unwanted pregnancy and how the only "right" way to deal with it is to want it. Women have been taught Mary's story throughout the generations because men want us to internalize the idea that we should always be merry and available to them, and to suffer for them, to bear their children, to nourish and raise them.

[chaoticshareena]

I am sorry I just have to disagree, Mary did not accidently get pregnent one day with no information.

Here is the excerpt where God ordered Gabriel to ask for consent from Mary.

Six months after Elizabeth had become pregnant, God sent the angel Gabriel to Nazareth, a city in Galilee. The angel went to a virgin promised in marriage to a descendant of David named Joseph. The virgin’s name was Mary. When the angel entered her home, he greeted her and said, “You are favored by the Lord! The Lord is with you.” She was startled by what the angel said and tried to figure out what this greeting meant. The angel told her, “Don’t be afraid, Mary. You have found favor  with God. You will become pregnant, give birth to a son, and name him Jesus. He will be a great man and will be called the Son of the Most High. The Lord God will give him, the throne of his ancestor David. Your son will be king of Jacob’s people forever, and his kingdom will never end.” Mary asked the angel, “How can this be? I’m a virgin.” The angel answered her, “The Holy Spirit will come to you, and the power of the Most High will overshadow you. Therefore, the holy child developing inside you will be called the Son of God. “Elizabeth, your relative, is six months pregnant with a son in her old age. People said she couldn’t have a child. But nothing is impossible for God.” Mary answered, “I am the Lord’s servant. Let everything you’ve said happen to me." Then the angel left her.

Luke 1:26-38. (X).

Mary did say yes and gave consent before the angel, there are also incidents where people people didn't consent and God compromised with them example:

But take wheat, barley, beans, lentils, millet, and spelt; put them in a single container and make them into bread for yourself. This is what you are to eat during the 390 days you lie on your side. You are to weigh out twenty shekels of fooda to eat each day, and you are to eat it at set times. You are also to measure out a sixth of a hin of waterb to drink, and you are to drink it at set times. And you shall eat the food as you would a barley cake, after you bake it over dried human excrement in the sight of the people.” Then the LORD said, “This is how the Israelites will eat their defiled bread among the nations to which I will banish them.” “Ah, Lord GOD,” I said, “I have never defiled myself.c From my youth until now I have not eaten anything found dead or mauled by wild beasts. No unclean meat has ever entered my mouth.” “Look,” He replied, “I will let you use cow dung instead of human excrement, and you may bake your bread over that.”

Ezekiel 4:9-15. (x).

Mary is written in the bible because she gave consent to God, I think there would have been many women who would have rejected the offer and their stories are not in the bible if their stories were written it would be a lot bigger and confusing. (I will explain that in a different post, later on.)

[chaoticshareena]

Testimony of an ex witch.

Being able to take/ manifest a lot of power from the higher power and control your surroundings and life, being able to read other people's past, being able know others intentions, having forewarning of something bad and good, being prepared to tackle them, being friends with spirits who will help you back for favours or talking with spirit guides, having daemon friends, conversing with your gaurdian angels, being able to see your past pets spirits, being able to astral project and seeing your past lives, having power to see your soulmate and more and more things were part of my life.

I was happy to know that I could be stronger and control my own life or at least that is what I was told so.

I read tarot readings everyday, cleansed my house of evil spirits and negative emotions, talked with a lot of faeries, made ceremonies, and honoured the fire everyday(fire was my element) was and also had my guardian angel to protect me and guide me.

I made sure I did everything correctly and they all worked wonderfully in my favour, I never even thought of using the Ouija board because I would see spirits (my pets and faeries near my house) after a few months and my guardian angel was with me so I had no worries.

But after a few months, things started going bad, I became narcissistic, a lot of fights and manipulating my mom, I thought I was higher than others because I have gained so much insight in life, my guardian angel who helped me acquire my knowledge and deal and read people properly, now told me to stay away from people, telling me I need to learn more and more and so I did. I was told that my trauma and abuse my father did to us was justified because it equated with my past lives karma. I was told to master in black magic which will help me achieve in my present life and doing this would mean I will balance out all my past karma and would reach nirvana.

My GA (guardian angel) told me to pursue black magic so I could help other women in my position ( females who were traumatized by men) I was happy again. I really loved black magic and I thought i would avenge myself and other women who were in need of help, at first it felt to me reasonable and not alien at this point.

Then one day I came across a testimony of a ex new age person on YouTube while going through multiple tarot readings. I didn't much of it but after I finished the video, I felt all the emotions rush back, all my experience suddenly add up, I felt fear after a long time.

I didn't even do my daily night rituals but just went to sleep. And the next day, after having a nightmare where GA and others were trying to coerce me to stay and not leave. I didnt touch my tarot cards or do my morning rituals either.

I started seeing other topics and watched other testimonies etc. And slowing started reading the Bible. I got convicted and gave my self to Christ after going through the Bible.

After a few months, I kept asking for what reason he chose to come into my life at this certain time. He answered me telling that the GA and the God I believed wanted me to be a scapegoat.i remembered the news where one family in another state was killed and no one found out who could have murdered because a large group of people thought they were witches, and the police won't do much for stuff like this.

I felt very betrayed by my GA and all the things I have done and believed in just has to go away. It was a tough transition for me but right now I am doing much much better than before. I felt a huge burden and mental fog lift of from me. I also started sleeping better and am having a better relationship with my mom. I couldn't ask for anything better than this.

I accepted Christ as my saviour after this ordeal. I haven't gone to any church or denomination or do I think I need to attend one. I think I will make more posts on my experience and what I think. If you read through this and it maybe resonated with you and you have any questions feel free to ask!!!

The video I watched way back in December of 2017 I guess.

Sorry if there are spelling mistakes.

[celestial-lunacy]

‘’which is what I did everyday in the morning actually like I will go around my house with a incense and to corner to corner, I worshipped a powerful goddess (kali) who protects women from evil, so it doesn't make sense to me that how evil spirits were talking with me. I also did fire rituals and purifying rituals everyday too. Hope that makes sense’‘

(Reblogging instead of commenting because I need more room)

Magic is supposed to be a skill that needs to be practiced and studied for a long while before you can even say you’re good. Even if you’re doing banishing rituals, yes there will be spirits stronger than you. There’s so many spirits that exist that there’s always a bigger fish. Besides, using stick incense in a corner can only banish weak negative energy or weak entities, not the strong ones. But even using the more complicated rituals isn’t a sure fire way of dealing with everything that exists. 

Anyway, that ‘Guardian angel’ isn’t who they’ve said they are. That wasn’t an angel. Angels will not convince you to leave everyone you love nor will they give you nightmares. That’s why they’re called angels and not demons. Spirits and demons can pretend to be other entities by shapeshifting into them and forcing you to do bad things. They can even pretend to be deities or saints. They can take on any shape as long as they can feed off of you. The fact that everything changed all of a sudden with your personality in a negative way is an even bigger red flag that it isn’t an angel.

It’s entirely possible that despite the banishing rituals, you’ve trusted the ‘’GA” so much that your ritual didn’t banish them (or the spirit was stronger than you). 

As for you worrying about why Kali didn’t protect you...that’s not a question I can really answer. I don’t know why Gods or Goddesses act the way they do. It’s kind of like something traumatic happens you while you belong to a religion and the first thing you’ll ask is ‘’Why me? Isn’t (Deity) supposed to protect me from this?’’ I can’t speak for any of the Gods on why they do certain things.

Due to the fact that you’ve been deceived by spirits claiming to be divine beings PLEASE don’t trust everything you see or whoever you meet if you can still see spirits. If something’s off (especially if the spirit is telling you horrible things about your family or giving you nightmares or telling you to do bad things) they aren’t who they say they are. 

[chaoticshareena]

I totally agree with you, the fact that a lot of daemonic spirits attack you when you start witchcraft, I mean someone could even lose their life doing this. And there is not much one can do to be careful from this too. Some girls like me would think witchcraft could bring them healing but it did me more harm than good.

[chaoticshareena]

Testimony of an ex witch.

Being able to take/ manifest a lot of power from the higher power and control your surroundings and life, being able to read other people's past, being able know others intentions, having forewarning of something bad and good, being prepared to tackle them, being friends with spirits who will help you back for favours or talking with spirit guides, having daemon friends, conversing with your gaurdian angels, being able to see your past pets spirits, being able to astral project and seeing your past lives, having power to see your soulmate and more and more things were part of my life.

I was happy to know that I could be stronger and control my own life or at least that is what I was told so.

I read tarot readings everyday, cleansed my house of evil spirits and negative emotions, talked with a lot of faeries, made ceremonies, and honoured the fire everyday(fire was my element) was and also had my guardian angel to protect me and guide me.

I made sure I did everything correctly and they all worked wonderfully in my favour, I never even thought of using the Ouija board because I would see spirits (my pets and faeries near my house) after a few months and my guardian angel was with me so I had no worries.

But after a few months, things started going bad, I became narcissistic, a lot of fights and manipulating my mom, I thought I was higher than others because I have gained so much insight in life, my guardian angel who helped me acquire my knowledge and deal and read people properly, now told me to stay away from people, telling me I need to learn more and more and so I did. I was told that my trauma and abuse my father did to us was justified because it equated with my past lives karma. I was told to master in black magic which will help me achieve in my present life and doing this would mean I will balance out all my past karma and would reach nirvana.

My GA (guardian angel) told me to pursue black magic so I could help other women in my position ( females who were traumatized by men) I was happy again. I really loved black magic and I thought i would avenge myself and other women who were in need of help, at first it felt to me reasonable and not alien at this point.

Then one day I came across a testimony of a ex new age person on YouTube while going through multiple tarot readings. I didn't much of it but after I finished the video, I felt all the emotions rush back, all my experience suddenly add up, I felt fear after a long time.

I didn't even do my daily night rituals but just went to sleep. And the next day, after having a nightmare where GA and others were trying to coerce me to stay and not leave. I didnt touch my tarot cards or do my morning rituals either.

I started seeing other topics and watched other testimonies etc. And slowing started reading the Bible. I got convicted and gave my self to Christ after going through the Bible.

After a few months, I kept asking for what reason he chose to come into my life at this certain time. He answered me telling that the GA and the God I believed wanted me to be a scapegoat.i remembered the news where one family in another state was killed and no one found out who could have murdered because a large group of people thought they were witches, and the police won't do much for stuff like this.

I felt very betrayed by my GA and all the things I have done and believed in just has to go away. It was a tough transition for me but right now I am doing much much better than before. I felt a huge burden and mental fog lift of from me. I also started sleeping better and am having a better relationship with my mom. I couldn't ask for anything better than this.

I accepted Christ as my saviour after this ordeal. I haven't gone to any church or denomination or do I think I need to attend one. I think I will make more posts on my experience and what I think. If you read through this and it maybe resonated with you and you have any questions feel free to ask!!!

The video I watched way back in December of 2017 I guess.

Sorry if there are spelling mistakes.

[femboykiller-deactivated2021102]

this is why i hate religious people 🤢

[chaoticshareena]

This is so wrong, Jesus said

“If anyone causes one of these little ones—those who believe in me—to stumble, it would be better for them if a large millstone were hung around their neck and they were thrown into the sea. Mark 9:42 NIV

Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles?'. Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’ Matthew 7:22-23 NIV

Like these people think they are Christians but all they do expand the kingdom of Satan.

[tzov]

the abrahamic god (among other gods...) is probably the greatest example of womb envy ever. it is the epitome of male jealousy and narcissism. imagine being so pathetic as to create an entire religion for the purpose of controlling women's abilities of creation, for the purpose of making them "property," "recipients of male divinity," and for enforcing the lie that women's sexuality is either evil or non-existent so that each woman will not reproduce according to her own. the idea that Eve, mother of all, came from Adam, and Adam came from a Male God; that Lilith was a demon for disobeying Adam; that Eve cursed the world with sin; that our female bodies are formed as they are merely to tempt men, and so must be covered; that Mother Mary was but a passive vessel for the male savior; even that it was a male messiah who preached nonviolence and provided nourishment for the masses.... the list is endless. and it is nothing more than vicious lies because men have always been terrified of their own impotence, barrenness, creative famine. and this twisted morality, from so many belief systems, has permeated nearly every corner of civilization, making it easier to believe that through history women were indeed passively at home, nothing more than the ornamental carriages that deliver princelings. but make no mistake. women have worked and fought and healed and created and taught every single step of the way, and what's more, all while picking up the extra slack from lazy, entitled men. do not believe it, my seers, my chieftesses, my warrior witches. we are the true creators in this world.

[chaoticshareena]

The Jewish God made Adam choose his partner from all the creature he created but Adam didn't choose one from those creature because he couldn't relate to them, so God created Eve out of Adam because Adam could have relationship and this relationship comes from his incompleteness ( that is, his bone being removed to created Eve) and also Eve be dependent on Adam. Both Adam and Eve are incomplete and together they become complete, and such also represents our relationship with God that is, how God made us through his son, Jesus Christ( represents Adam bone). And how we are Eve ( human kind) made through him.

From God's point of view all of man kind is a women including men, take eg. Israel, and other cities are portrayed as a women because women are poetically(not realistically because Deborah and other prophetess are portrayed with strong determination more than their male counterparts) fragile and need protection.( Again this does not represent reality but this is how the Jews who were the audience back then could understand what God is conveying here.)

The Bible is a collection of writings and is also translated a lot of times so yes, there are times were misogynistic, barbaric things were added in like laws of owning slaves and David killing of whole towns and still being praised as a great king and also Elijah cursing the boys who mocked to be murdered by bears, totally all these horrific stories are in Bible because they define the human's fallen nature and God' s patience with humankind.

And most importantly, the biggest lie is that is done by modern church is promote the Christian God as a misogynistic God but the reality is God views himself as a King not because he wants to control us, but simply we can't govern ourselves. Men throughout history, can't fathom an Almighty God to whom they need to submit themselves, therefore they twisted the scripture and only made women to submit to them, making themselves Gods and let me tell you what this is what the Jew God hates and we are witnessing his wrath against this twisted nature of man.

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[indiejanes]

Elena S.

[chaoticshareena]

That's beautiful