i have not posted nor been on here in a very long time but i felt the strongest need to come on here and say that i actually need to go bald. like for the sake of my health and sanity i need to go bald. i actually cant do it anymore. i just want to sleep without my hair touching me in some way. im about to crawl my way out of my own skin. nothing works anymore. cant do it in plaits because i can feel the start of it at the base of my head. can feel the plait itself on me like some sick and cruel fucking torture device. cant do the sneaky stick my hair up behind me because i can feel my hair pulling on my scalp that way. its touching me as we speak. im about to chop it. one more out of the blue swoosh onto my back and i will fuck it up. im starting to sweat. i just want one peaceful night of sleep. im about to get onto my knees and start begging. just let me be free of this insanity. i wont even look cute bald but i dont gaf anymore. me and my hair are OVER.
