[vaagus]

a note - i am planning on rebooting this blog, removing various muses and adding others. i will likely be keeping current threads and responding to some asks over on the new blog (should we become mutuals again). like/interact with this post, or just message me for the new url. keep in mind, it’s still rather heavily under construction, but that’s why i haven’t been active these past few days.

[vaagus]

a note - i am planning on rebooting this blog, removing various muses and adding others. i will likely be keeping current threads and responding to some asks over on the new blog (should we become mutuals again). like/interact with this post, or just message me for the new url. keep in mind, it’s still rather heavily under construction, but that’s why i haven’t been active these past few days.

[vaagus]

a note - i am planning on rebooting this blog, removing various muses and adding others. i will likely be keeping current threads and responding to some asks over on the new blog (should we become mutuals again). like/interact with this post, or just message me for the new url. keep in mind, it’s still rather heavily under construction, but that’s why i haven’t been active these past few days.

[vaagus]

a note - i am planning on rebooting this blog, removing various muses and adding others. i will likely be keeping current threads and responding to some asks over on the new blog (should we become mutuals again). like/interact with this post, or just message me for the new url. keep in mind, it’s still rather heavily under construction, but that’s why i haven’t been active these past few days.

[vaagus]

a note - i am planning on rebooting this blog, removing various muses and adding others. i will likely be keeping current threads and responding to some asks over on the new blog (should we become mutuals again). like/interact with this post, or just message me for the new url. keep in mind, it’s still rather heavily under construction, but that’s why i haven’t been active these past few days.

[vaagus]

   || @matteredloyalty liked for a starter !

     adrenaline courses through his veins - he can practically hear his own heartbeat as it thuds against the cage of his ribs. he was sure as hell never going to hear the end of this. just an easy job, he’d assured arthur. a rich old lady sitting on a fat stack of cash, heading to saint denis in the middle of the night to gamble it all away at the poker tables - however his drunken “friend” had neglected to mention she’d hired escorts. a cover was blown, too many shots were fired, and suddenly he and arthur found themselves tossed from their horses and running into the thick of the forest.

           he’s not looking ahead for just a moment - just one - tossing his head back to check for pursuers, and he slams into something heavy, smelly, and... loud? ( thank god it’s just arthur. )

           “  morgan? what the hell?

                  i told you to go west, dammit, west!  

                      what the hell ever happened to splittin’ up?”

[vaagus]

   || @sadhill liked for a starter !

      he stands up, and there’s a gun aimed at his head.

      this sure as hell ain’t something john marston is new to - folks have been pointing guns at him since he could hold one with half a speck of competence himself, and half the time they’ve fired. ( at least he’s been fast enough to duck. ) his hands raise, empty, save for the string of pearls in his hand that he’d taken from the lockbox of the station wagon.

        “  this thing was turned over when i got here, i swear.

                                 and the passengers was already buzzard food.  ”

[vaagus]

   || @evermerciful liked for a starter !

     “  got a minute, doc?  ”

     his tone is upbeat, friendly - the sort that the cowboy uses in casual conversation. his posture, unfortunately, is anything but - jesse is leaning heavily, his mechanical arm used to prop himself up against the doorjamb as much as his gut wound will let him while his flesh and bone fingers attempt to contain some of the bleeding.

                                   he’s been injured. quite badly.

                                                “  ran into a lil bit of an issue on my way back to hq.  ”

[vaagus]

i planned on getting to starters and replies tonight, but uh... my roommate and i found a dog on our way home from dropping off a friend, so i’m going to be trying to take care of him and find his owners. tomorrow !

[vaagus]

    @warriorhardt​ said . . .

                                               "why do you have a gun?" for fareeha.

   || angsty starters. || accepting.

     small, thin fingers grip the plastic stock of the nerf gun, a fiercely determined look in the child’s eye as she holds a finger to her lips, nose scrunching in a rather impressive snarl for a twelve year old. a singular shake of her head towards the break room draws attention to a peacefully sitting ana amari, simply trying to have some tea and a peaceful five minutes out of her day.

          unfortunately for her, her dear daughter is planning an ambush.

                        “  she hasn’t heard me yet! go away!  ”

[rothelp]

miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

[vaagus]

okay, so, if you hadn’t seen the post, i’m going to be dropping all previous threads and clearing my inbox - basically doing a soft reset of my blog since coming back. i’ve lost half of the threads anyway, and it’d be nice to have a clean slate to try and refresh my muses. if you want a starter, there’s a starter call up here that’s still open for mutuals!

[vaagus]

if i did a starter call after being gone for months and considering dropping all my threads and clearing my inbox would anyone like it

[vaagus]

if i did a starter call after being gone for months and considering dropping all my threads and clearing my inbox would anyone like it

[vaagus]

   @gatheredchaos​ asked a hell of a long time ago . . .

                      “ i can be subtle. but it’s going to be expensive. “ Rafe @ Nate bc yeah

  || a meme i can’t find || i’m bad lol

     he’s silent for a moment, glancing between rafe and the suit he had chosen to wear. the pure white was not only a bit of a ridiculous flex ( everyone gets it, rafe, you can eat shrimp cocktail without spilling any marinara, good for you ), but flashy in one of the worst ways . . . it was memorable.

          “  y’know, a cheap jacket from target is like thirty bucks.

                     you don’t have to show us all up, mr. fashion show.  ”

[vaagus]

me, shuddering awake after being gone over a month and cracking open a monster: what did i miss

[mekabb-deactivated20200924]

    i’m a  picture perfect  face with that  w i l d   in my veins …                           are you sure you want to play                                                                         against me  ?

   as adored by loren.