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love me darling

[romanticnihilists]

[chasing-these-shadows]

we started talking at christmas eve

little did I know that that

was be the greatest gift I would receive this year

and maybe even

in forever

[chasing-these-shadows]

one day, it'll all work out

[chasing-these-shadows]

my world used to be in black and white

but then you came and

put colour to my sky

xx

[chasing-these-shadows]

there's magic in writing your feelings and thoughts like this, so plain and true. just raw emotions without judging them; and sharing them without being known by one.

and there's magic in words, words that are carefully chosen and being formed to beautiful art; words that are full of emotion and pain and words that mean everything to a person behind the screen

[chasing-these-shadows]

I think I'm falling again

[chasing-these-shadows]

when thinking of you

feels like a hazy daydream

darling I just know

this must be

true love

[chasing-these-shadows]

my soul is exploding

in the warmth of happiness

[chasing-these-shadows]

I'm not more than a fool in love

[chasing-these-shadows]

darling please

don't be afraid of trying new things

and don't be afraid of failing

it's the only way

to truly live and learn

[chasing-these-shadows]

I wish I was good with words

wish they came easily to me

but the truth is

I'm just a fool in love

who's trying to capture your beauty

[chasing-these-shadows]

4 am and I can't sleep

in and out i tell myself to breathe

my thoughts keep racing

while i try to chase them

I'm overthinking everything at night

but I'm too tired to keep up the fight

Now I lay here in the dark in my bed

while I'm trying to get out of my head

so i lay in the dark with the shadows so deep

cause it's 4 am and i can't sleep

[chasing-these-shadows]

I like being around sad people,

you don't have to fake a smile or pretend to be okay

[chasing-these-shadows]

I miss the feeling of being around you

[chasing-these-shadows]

but sometimes her mind was just pure chaos

[chasing-these-shadows]

all I want

on days like this

is for you to lay next to me,

and all I want

on days like this

is to hold your hand

and let your present brighten up the room

xx

[chasing-these-shadows]

and in moments like this,

it feels like eternity