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[chasingheavenonearth]

I feel like quitting today. I don't know. Seems like it's the only right thing to do.

I feel sick of this life where I have no freedom. None at all. Parents fighting all the time. Where money is a big issue and where shouting and getting mad has became a mainstream. Too sad.

I wanna run away from this mess. I want to leave everything behind and start anew. I want a breather. A long and refreshing breather, away from this hell hole; away from this kind of life. 'Cause I felt so stuck here. Like I have no other things to do and to think about but to vanish instead.

Too sad to feel no happiness at all at your own home; at your own sanctuary. Where it used to be your sacred place. Your hiding doors from the cruel outside, real world. Now it became one crazy of a life where peace is no longer known. I hate this kind of living. It's stressing me out!

If only I could teleport now and go to a place where no one knew me. Where I could start being who I am and what I want to be. If only!

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Be with someone who is good for your mental health….❤️

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You know, I love Dua Lipa. Her overall look and style are the bomb. Not to mention how on point her songs are. 👌 Because I love her that much, so here’s my Dua Lipa inspired look. You can watch it on my channel. 😊

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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

Wala man akong entry post sa facebook, dito nalang ako mag popost sa tumblr.

I know my Papa isn’t the perfect Papa in the world kasi tao lng din naman sya. But He’s the best Papa for my brother and I. He always make sure na safe kame all day everyday. As for me now na professional na ako and working, my papa always takes the effort of driving me to my work place and going home. Yes po, hatid-sundo po ako nang Papa ko sa trabaho every single day. And I’ve been working for more than 2 years now, imagine! And I never heard him complain on it. Kahit ulan pa yan at nag momotor lang kame at nababasa, okay lang sa kanya. Ganyan nya ako ka love. Chossss

I can still remember our convo when I was just starting my work as a nurse, alam nyo na duty time is 7am to 7pm. Early diba? And travel time from bahay to my work place is about 30mins. I told him, “Pa, mag commute nalang ko padulong duty. Louy pud ka sayu kaayo mamata.” (Pa, mag co-commute nalang ako papuntang duty. Kawawa ka din early gumigising.) You know my papa isn’t young anymore, both my parents need their rest well taken kaya naaawa rin ako and si papa may asthma kaya minsan pag nasobrahan sya sa lamig nahihirapan na sya huminga, imagine pag nauulanan kame. Nevertheless, his reply to me was everything, naiyak talaga ako sa tuwa. He goes, “Ok ra man na ko nak. Kay atong nag eskwela kas college wala jud tika nahatud sa imong duty. Mobawi ra ko karon.” (Ok lang naman sa akin nak. Kasi nung nag aral ka ng college hindi talaga kita nahatid sa duty mo. Bumabawi lang ako.) Oh diba?! NAKAKAIYAK SA TUWA BES!! 😊

Since then I know I was blessed by God with beautiful parents inside and out for they are both selfless. Gagawin ang lahat para sa anak. Kaya I couldn’t ask for more. Minsan nga tinatanong ko si God kung ano kaya nagawa ko sa past life ko at binigyan nya ako nang dalawang mabubuting magulang. Kaya I always thank God for them!

Pa, if ever you bump into this post, know that I made this with all of my heart. I love you, Pa. Bisan usahay sakit sa ulo ka kay dili ka maminaw namo ni mama. Haha Thank you for all of your efforts. Thank you for keeping our family safe everyday. Thank you for all the life lessons. We love you dearly, pa!

Love,

LG ❤

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I was channeling my inner Liza Soberano look in here but my Mama said it’s more of a Kathryn Bernardo look. Hmmm 😄 either ways I think I still got a thumbs up from her. 😉👌

Watch how I pull up this look with hugot moments, here ➡ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ee0wMCSHZYw&t=353s

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I told myself..

I am not going to tolerate lies. Not to believe on cheaters. Not to hesitate leaving. No regrets at all.

But now, everything felt wrong. Weird emotions ran through. I keep on asking myself, “Was it me?” “Am I the problem?” “Am I wrong for believing and trusting myself?” “Why leave me now?”

I guess, the blame’s all in me now. 💔

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PAIN

The saddest part of falling in love is the chance of getting immensely hurt.

Getting your thoughts teared into pieces in the questions that never has a clear answer. Oh well, that is indeed painful.

Also, the saddest thing about being painfully hurt is the truth of your unlikely happiness. That sorrow will slowly take you until you’re nothing but hollow.

And getting up and moving on is the hardest reasons to find. Like how new beginnings hide from you this time.

Stop at the moment, cry a good cry. Release the storm you’re holding inside!

😢💔

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGdUnPVlVF8)

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xnv7kg8btM4)

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What my make-up from last time looks like up close.. Pretty simple right? 😁 And, yeah! I love earth colors. ❤💙💚💛

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In my attemp in making a make-up tutorial. Haha maybe next time I'll have all the guts. 😁

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Ang LOVE..

Ang love parang pag aantay lang yan nang masasakyang jeep sa kanto. 🚌🚌

May instances na nagmamadali ka na may nakita kang jeep na paparating at inisip mong ‘Ito na talaga! Makakasakay na ako! Yes! Sya na ang savior ko!’ pero sad to say dinaanan ka lang, yung tipong hindi ka nakita kasi mabilis ang takbo. Parang yung crush mo, lagi mong iniisip at nakikita. At para sayo s'ya lang ang ‘The One’. Pero hindi ka naman pinapansin. Worst is hindi ka naman talaga nya kilala. 💔💔

Meron ding, papara sayo. Sasabihing may bakante pa at sumakay ka dahil nga sa nagmamadali ka na. Yun pala puno na. Punong puno na! Niloko ka lang! Paaasahin ka sa komportableng byahe, pero ‘di mo alam konsomisyon pala talaga ibibigay sayo. Hayssst! Tulad lang yan nang boypren mong 'nung nanliligaw pa eh akala mo kung sinong superhero kong makapag pangako nang moon and stars sayo! Gagawin ang lahat ma pa 'OO’ ka lang. Yun pala isa ka lang sa mga biktima nya. Ginawa kang tanga teh! Hindi ka lang pala nag iisa sa buhay nya. 💔💔

At meron din, nagkabit kabit na. Papara sa'yo at handa kang isakay. Alam mo nang mahihirapan ka talaga sa sitwasyon. Ano? Sasakay ka ba? Well, may ibang, oo sasakay at ite-take ang risk. Kasi nga kelangan na nilang uwi. Ayaw na nilang humanap pa nang ibang masasakyan. But at the end of the journey, mag gigive-up ka din kasi nakakangalay kumabit sa jeep nuh! Hindi ka pa rin happy.

Kung nag mamadali ka nga naman talaga yan at yan kakahantungan mo. But if you’re willing to take more time and wait for a bit, for sure may tamang jeep/bus kang masasakyan. That will make your journey more comfortable, at ease and no hassles. May traffic mang ma eencounter pero alam mong makakarating ka rin sa patutunguhan mo nang walang sabit. 😉 Parang love, pagminadali mo for sure sasabit ka. You’ll experience heartaches and heartbreaks for many times. Yung tipong hindi mo na mabilang at tatanungin mo na ang sarili mo kung saan ka ba nag kamali? Ikaw ba ang mali? Bakit puro nalang ganun? Bakit lagi ka nalang nasasaktan? Huhuhuhu 😂😂

Hindi naman kasi dapat minamadali ang life and lalo na ang love. Slow down! Take all your time to appreciate the world and all of its people. Learn to love yourself first. Accept the truth about you. Your flaws and imperfections. You know, loving yourself is like loving God. Because you took good care of the life that He has given you.

So, create a better you first before letting other people in into your system. Kasi when your whole and you love and respect yourself more than others, you will never let those things happen to you. 'cause you know better. And you deserve even more. Just wait for it! It will come, sa Tamang panahon. 😉😉 For now, do the best for your self growth. Study, work and live life simple but happy!

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Exactly my feeling. 😁😁

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“The weather is awesomely awesome!” - as I captioned these photos on my IG post (@narsslourece)

YES! It’s awesome. It’s sunny but not that hot (guess just for me) 😜 I dunno but lately I love being under the sun. Yung gagala ka kahit mainit; well, that’s totally ‘A’ Okay for me. But syempre I have to make sure lang na may dala akong simpleng sunscreen or mag sunblock lotion muna ako before going under the sun. Mahirap na magka skin CA nuh. Haha ✌ And, mahirap naman kasing gumala nang umuulan, diba? Haha ang hirap nun tsong! Mababasa ka! Bwahaha.

But yeah, I love the sun. Who else here loves to mingle with mr. Sun? 🙋🙋🙋

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When you meet someone who tries their hardest to stick by you regardless of how difficult you are, keep them. Keep them at all costs because finding someone who cares enough to look past your flaws isn’t something that happens every day.

Midnight Thoughts (I wish you thought like this)

❤❤❤

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