[understands]

[poemswords]

[poems-and-word]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Scared is how you’re feeling; brave is what you’re doing.”

— Emma Donoghue

[extramadness]

[checster155]

I think one day I’ll feel ok…not today, but, one day…

[checster155]

Yes. Today you feel ok. Present me is happy and proud of past me for making it through.

[poemswords]

[checster155]

So as an update in my life. I’m off my meds. I have been since March. I moved from FL. I left my husband. I ended up going back home (or not far from. I live in AL now). My best friend and her bf moved me in. I left Walmart. Still a manager of a deli for a different retail though.

I met my bffs bfs bff lol well he’s my boyfriend now. We have our own apartment together.

I did end up leaving two dogs with my ex but he’s taking care of them well. We are still in contact but not close. His new GF is pretty awesome though.

I took the puppy and my two cats. I still have them and even added a pet rat and a new puppy to the mix.

So far life is SO MUCH BETTER. Cognitive therapy helped a lot. I stopped drinking. And my bf is amazing. I’m no longer suicidal.

Guys seriously. Don’t give up even when you think life is over. When you’re ready to end it. Because I’m so happy with life.

Yes I have bad days. But I have people around me and a bf who helps me understand and not hold on to the feelings I feel.

Blessed be!

[emotionalwords]

[rosemoofin]

[purplehearts-pinkfarts-deactiva]

[books-n-quotes]

Forgive, yes. Forget, never.

[checster155]

Y’all I haven’t posted since last year. And I just came back to SPAM and I was hacked. I’m SO SORRY.

Someone even answered my fucking asks man.

Fuck you bro.

[thepersonalquotes]

[thepersonalquotes]

[checster155]

Anxiety and finger guns accurately describes my daily life tbh

[kittyb4e]