Not Enough Spoons

Kit/Kits, see pinned for more

[chemically-unbalanced-angel]

Name: Caspian

Age: 22

Pronouns: kit/kits,he/they

abt me: endometriosis, fibromyalgia, FND, Hypermobility, Anxiety, and Depression,ADHD I make podcasts and write

main blog: @sunlightsshadow see more about me here.

[tender-bear]

the guilt of being the mentally ill partner

[chemically-unbalanced-angel]

might have kidney damage due to the neglect of an emergency room and a kidney infection that im still fighting.

im in some of the worst pain ive ever experienced and almost a week in to taking incredibly powerful antibiotics.

I will be suing them if I have kidney damage

[fibro-memes]

[opalsiren]

give it up for doctors who are kind and empathetic and good at their jobs. wish there were more of them but nevertheless 👏👏👏👏

[chemically-unbalanced-angel]

I fucking hate being chronically ill.

I hate being trans and having a disease that affects my reproductive system. My chronic illness shouldnt be able to trigger my dysphoria its not fair

[chemically-unbalanced-angel]

fuck this god damned disorder

im tired of the pain and seizures and brain fog and memory loss and muscle weekness.

I make jokes and laugh and get silly about it but right now Im just *tired* because its been years and nothing Fucking Works

[chemically-unbalanced-angel]

my goodest boy!!

[chemically-unbalanced-angel]

picking up my potential service dog in training today!!!!

[arcticduckie]

Shoutout to people with Functional Neurological Disorder

Shoutout to people with functional tics

Shoutout to people who have dystonia

Shoutout to people with Psychogenic non-epileptic seizures

Shoutout to people with paralysis and or weakness

Shoutout to people with tremors

Shoutout to people who shut down/unresponsive episodes

Shoutout to people who have walking difficulties

Shoutout to people who have numbness

Shoutout to people who have speech problems

Shoutout to people with vision problems

Shoutout to people with hearing problems

Shoutout to people with memory loss

Shoutout to everyone with FND

[yrfemmehusband]

It's so funny to be diagnosed with "Pain We Can't Find The Source Of Disorder" or "Brain is Physically Fucked and we Don't Know Why Disorder" or "We Don't Know Why You Have Seizures Disorder" and instead of more research, tests, etc being performed, you're told to get Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. Bonus points if your diagnosis of Exclusion was the 1st-3rd conclusion your doctor came to.

[felixwhiteee]

Not all seizures are epileptic, and not all non-epileptic seizures are PNES. Hope this helps!

[notdefinedbyfnd]

🚨 Exciting news for the #FND community! 🚨

🚨 Exciting news for the #FND community! 🚨

A new (July 2024) study shows that machine learning + brain MRI scans could help diagnose Functional Neurological Disorder (FND) more accurately. 🧠💡 Researchers trained an AI model to identify brain patterns unique to FND, offering hope for better diagnosis and understanding of this complex condition.

While more research is needed, this is a huge step forward in using tech to diagnose and further support FND patients. 🙌

Read more here: https://medicalxpress.com/news/2024-07-explores-machine-functional-neurological-disorder.html

#fnd #fndawareness

[chemically-unbalanced-angel]

There is something so frustrating about being at baseline for so long that the minute you flare it feels like your life is being turned on its head.

There is something awful about the dread that sets in, the thoughts of "what if I don't get better this time?"

I know its not healthy to sit in the sad but recently its all I can think about.

[overqualifieddog]

[ID: a mock caution sign. The illustration, done in bold black, shows a set of hyper mobile hands stretching the thumb to reach their forearm, and lightning bolts float above the writ. The text on the sign reads “Warning Just because you can bend that way doesn’t mean you should.” /end ID]

Happy EDS awareness month.

[hyperoperationfractallisation]

@hazard-symbols-that-fuck-hard

[thegreatestbuttoneer]

THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY THERE’S A GIMMICK FOR THAT.

[hyperoperationfractallisation]

@hazard-symbols-that-fuck-hard

[hazard-symbols-that-fuck-hard]

yeah there is

[pdid-culture-is]

idk if this counts but

p-did culture is not being able to tell if weird mood swings are being caused by others co-fronting or if its from a different neurodivergency

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[chemically-unbalanced-angel]

I fuckiny love having emetophobia/s

bc i just had a panic attack over being nauseous. and it took me way longer than it should to take my nausea pill bc I was so afraid that taking it would make me throw up.

anyways shout out to preggie pops which were designed for pregnant women but are very useful to me, a chronically ill nb person.