Here i go back to spiraling. This is the worst fucking feeling. I hate feeling like this and it hit me so bad today. I always go back to thinking about smashing my head against a wall. Why is that always my go to? I feel so icky

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Here i go back to spiraling. This is the worst fucking feeling. I hate feeling like this and it hit me so bad today. I always go back to thinking about smashing my head against a wall. Why is that always my go to? I feel so icky
That's so crazy this popped up and I was literally repeating over and over again in my head how I wanted to kms 💔 what a sign
I can't fucking go back up to the weight I was I just can't. That has me freaking the fuck out
Literally what do I tell my man when I dont wanna eat and wanna starve bro. Sometimes its so hard to live with someone elseeee
th1nsp0
Guys fuck my chungus life
I want to be skinny and have a belly button piercing god damn it !!!!
I keep craving something sweet, I let it slide because I was on my period but im not now and my birthday is in 2 weeks and im fucking fat what the actual fuck have I've been doing?! Trying trying trying to not eat as much. As long as I still feel hungry after I eat and not full and bloated ill fucking take it. I dont want to feel full I want to feel empty. I've been crashing out every night man. The constant thoughts of slamming my head through a brick wall is actually consuming me. Why do I think it would be so soothing to do? Or just hit myself in the head cause I feel so fucking dumb. Okay SIB 😝 my RBT self is tweaking at this :)
I always come back here when im basically all the way crashing out 🫤🫤🫤🫤
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My arms are so fucking fat ughhhh
stay hungry
control yourself
I wish I could physically scrape the fat off my body. Like actually
I hate looking at my fat body.
Okay reallyyy trying to fast the next 3 days I want to really really try and do this
reasons to not binge
-that „comfort“ lasts 10min, the guilt lasts 10h
-you‘ve been through worse, you don’t need this
-you‘ll regret it the second it’s over, don’t give in
-you want control? this is where it starts
-food won‘t shut your brain up, it‘ll make it scream louder
-you promised yourself more, act like it
-to be in control
-to be thin
-to be the skinniest person in your family and friendgroup
-to see your bones sticking out
-to be light as a feather
-to fit in size XS
-to look angelic
-to be pale
-to be unbelievably pretty