Cherry Blossom Diary

Very real, very me...30 and forever struggling~ lol

[quennchouchou]

[nearlydark]

Come on daddy, play with me ☹️

[ultravi0lencesblog]

daily weight was 70.1 kg I’m gonna kms

[kwstz]

these do live rent free

[cherryblueberie]

Eager to lose as many kg as possible before July ends 🤩

[unbotheredmuse]

the woman you’re becoming will cost you people, relationships, spaces, and material things. choose her over everything.

[icaseybaybee]

[anxietyproblem]

[cherryblueberie]

WHO WANTS TO JOIN A WEIGHT LOSS CHALLENGE/JOURNEY?

hey babes! I missed you! Adulting is tough lol

Still on track here...and craving a group challenge, or at least someone who is willing to track stats, maybe have a walking competition or even see who loses the most within a defined period of time. Really anything...currently entered the Samsung Health walking challenges but mmm would prefer to create or join one with others who are in a weight loss journey too.

Send a message or reply if you want to join~

[cherryblueberie]

I'm in control.

Love it...not too strict but not ignoring my goals and desires.

Around 10 to 12 hours of cardio between Monday and Thursday every week. Sometimes in three days only.

My torso is the first to show considerable changes. T-shirts that were imposible to wear now fit and loosely 💕💕💕

I have an americano for breakfast, then eat a regular-ish meal and nothing afterwards cause I love the feeling of empty ness in the morning and I don't really need food late at night....by the time I'm done with workout time it is already 10:30 pm

Being an adult should definitely make this an easier journey...

A friend of mine was shocked about the bfast americano and honestly, it felt like a compliment.

[cherryblueberie]

We are back on track... accidentally had an almost fasting day yesterday with only one banana and an americano as my intake. 3 hrs of dance cardio and a ton of water.

I have this internal goal to lose as much as possible this month.

Ashamed but here you go:

SW: 71.6

CW: 70.5

No goal as there is no way I can lose 20 kg this month but well, if I lose from 5-10 that would be a miracle.

[ohk4te]

rainy march mornings—

[anxietyproblem]

[pinkbabyface]

[4ngledarlingg]

I use the pink yara perfume:))

[cherryblueberie]

ANXIOUS AF

...Sooooo.... my heart is beating fast, thoughts rambling and I barely ate today so idk where the energy is coming from. Stupid anxiety with this insomnia superpower.

It is silly but my horoscope literally mentioned trouble to sleep this week 😋 and now I'm like....ok slay? you got that right!

I am reading am ED related book. Cannot remember the actual title right now but it is like reading a literal tumblr blog.

What am I gonna do if I get laid off?? fuck! it has been a while since a thought like this crossed my mind but I'm definitely feeling there is ongoing movement and I might get caught. If it happens, well...nothing to do but if it doesn't, I know that I need at least until my birthday to quit lol.

Should stop ruminating and just try to sleep.

What do you do when a weird hunch like this takes over your sleep? it has taken my wellness hostage. At least no time to eat today and I'm doing my best to not get up and go binge on some tuna :(

Gosh I just...don't even know anymore. Heeeeeelp!!!!! but at the same time... it is what it is. I just hope that if this happens, at least they pay me the most and not create some bs excuse that justifies this

[dripculture]

[777secreta]