Welcome to my world where beliefs may become fantasy... and fantasies may become a reality... well maybe not, but hey one can dream right?✨
being a huge kpop lover with a bunch of fave groups and too many biases for my own sanity, I wanted a pleace where I can unleash my very delirious imagination. So here it is! Ta-da!!
What you can expect to see are thoughts, fangirling, impossible scenarios that are gonna feed my/your delusions 🙈🔥
Not very active but when I do, I’ll probably talk a lot about:
I see you even if I close my eyes
I hear you even if I cover my ears
When I think of you
Even if you're in a place
Where I can't touch you
I can feel you
Happiest 7th anniversary my urichil 💚💚
I'm so glad I've been there from the very start. When you were trying to wake up this world !!!
You're home, your songs are my comfort zone, thank you for these 7 beautiful years!!!
8th, April was the 11th debut anniversary of my dearest K-pop group EXO. My besties and I had to celebrate so we went to a Korean restaurant and had yummy food.
🖤 A DECADE AND ONE WITH EXO
They made their debut eleven years ago but I got to know them in March 2015. So it's actually my 8th year supporting the boys!!!
" - happy birthday," you suddenly say, with a found look in your eyes.
He looks effortlessly handsome this morning, wearing just a plain white shirt and fine glasses. You called him earlier and asked if he wanna catch up, and here you are having a late breakfast together. You can't help but admire him as he's bringing up his cup to his mouth and take a sip of the rich smelling coffee.
You think that he's just perfect, the way he is.
He stops in his track and eyes you with real surprise.
"- oh, you remember!" he finally articulates, and a wide smile begins to lighten up his face. He now looks happy and pleased, and even lets out a little cute chuckle. Your heart melts at the adorable sound.
No, he's adorable. Just the way he smiles.
You hurriedly take your phone and capture his features forever.
It's here, the second of my five Ao3versary request fics! Apologies for the delay, I have had a hideous cold and also these are all turning out to be far longer than I thought they would be. With this in mind, I will probably be revising the schedule to one fic every two weeks but if I get anything done earlier I will let you know 😊
This 5700+ word love letter to Yuta was requested by the amazing @cherrypeachyme, who always leaves the loveliest comments.
Details, tags, preview and link to the full fic are all below. Please read the tags carefully. I hope you like it!
Status
complete (17/02/23), 5,780 words, one chapter.
Summary
You and Yuta have made it back after a long tour. You've known each other a long time but your relationship has never crossed the line. Maybe it's time to give in and take things from the bus to the bedroom.
Or a band AU where you and Yuta finally give after years of tension.
Relationships
Yuta/female reader
Tags
f/m, female reader, older woman/younger man, friends to lovers, smutty-fluff, vaginal sex, oral sex (giving and receiving), cocktails, power cut, candles, Band AU, porn with plot, weirdly specific cultural references (sorry)
Link to full work
Preview
"Babe?"
"In here!"
Yuta smiles to himself at the general chaos he's greeted with as he pushes open your front door. Clambering over several pairs of shoes and carefully sidesteping your A1 framed poster from the Wembley Arena stop of Incubus' 2002 European tour, he clicks it shut behind him and follows the sound of banging.
"Shit Yn, how many people did you invite?"
You're standing at your kitchen island surrounded by bottles of varying quantities and colours, ice strewn over the counter, cocktail shaker in hand, and a look of deep concentration on your face.
"Hmm? Oh, only you and the guys. It's been ages since we hung out together somewhere other than a hotel room or the tour bus."
You'd been looking forward to tonight all week. Just an evening of talking nonsense with your best friends and bandmates. Things had come a long way from when it was just you and Yesung practicing in his dad's garage after school. The two of you had done the odd gig during your undergraduate studies but it was only after Suho joined you during your postgrad at King's College that things had got serious. He'd turned up with Jaehyun and Yuta one day and, maybe because of the age-gap, the music had just clicked. They were both such babies then: Yuta in his final year and Jae just a fresher. Now here you were, five years later, and successfully past the milestone of your difficult second album with decent reviews and a twenty-two stop world tour behind you. Sure, you weren't selling out stadiums but you'd had to add those two extra nights in Berlin, and the ticket sales had finally meant you could afford a home. This home. Hence the need for a housewarming. You were planning to do a more responsible one on another weekend, the kind where your friends who hadn't been living on a bus and had instead created small humans could bring them. But tonight was a no-kids allowed kinda affair, hence the Campari and mixology books.
"What you going to make me?"
Yuta saunters over to you and gives you a firm kiss on the cheek before scooping the bag of ice back into the freezer before it melts all over the counter and putting the beers he bought in the fridge.
"I was just deciding. How about we ease in with a Bloody Mary?"
"Sure, seems fitting."
You raise an eyebrow, gesturing him to continue.
"In Japan some cocktails have meanings, you know, like flowers. If I remember rightly a Bloody Mary means resolute victory."
"A little martial, but I like it. Pass me the tomato juice."
"Do you even have tomato juice? I can't see any mixers."
"Ah." You scan the mess that is your kitchen and shrug, "Gin martinis it is then. What does that one mean?"
Yuta frowns as he taps your question into his phone. A second later his eyes widen with mischief. “Even better: beauty with thorns. Describes us both pretty well, don’t you think?”
You smile fondly back at the boy who had become one of your closest friends. He is definitely a beauty. Long chestnut hair scrunched back in a half bun with tendrils escaping into his carefully lined eyes. High cheekbones and full lips. Grin wider than the sky. You finish pouring the martini into two conical glasses, passing him one and holding your own out to make a toast
“Guess that makes me the thorns.”
“Well you did nearly break my nose that one time we were in Mexico…”
“You’re never going to let that go are you? You know it wasn’t intentional.”
“Sure, sure. You just fell and I got in the way.”
Conversation is always light and easy with him. The two of you are the diplomats of the band. You hold back Yesung when his frustration is about to tip over, he disarms Suho’s perfectionism with a clever joke. Both of you encourage Jaehyun when his shyness threatens to get in the way of him contributing. You’ve never had to manage each other.
“I did fall, and you did get in my way, and the fact you’d led that girl on like a complete asshole and I'd downed three shots of tequila had nothing to do with it”
You move to the living room whilst you bicker, Yuta following close behind. When you sit on the couch he sits right next to you, arm round your shoulder and fingers in your hair.
“You’re right, Babe. I was an asshole. Good job I’ve got you to help me see the error of my ways.”
He always calls you babe. You never think much of it. At least that’s what you tell yourself. He’s just being Yuta. He will flirt with anything in or out of a skirt. Weeks of living on a tour bus had broken down your mutual awareness of personal space and it would feel strange if he’d sat in a different chair. This is just the way your friendship works.
The martinis are strong and it’s been a couple of weeks since you caught up, so neither of you think it strange the others haven’t arrived until over an hour has passed.
“What time did they say they’d get here?”
“I thought 8:00. Hang on, I’ll go find my phone. You make the next round.”
“Deal. Any requests?”
“Just something different. Surprise me!”
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It's Sunday and you're thrilled because you're finally able to spend some time with Jeonghan. You were both busy with your schedules and couldn't meet the whole week and you've been looking forward to seeing him again.
You decide to meet in your fave Japanese restaurant and ofc, being the gentleman he is, Jeonghan is already there waiting for you.
The evening date is great, you get to eat sushi 🍣 and Jeonghan is showering you with little funny stories and his adorable attention.
One of the things I'm looking forward the most to in 2023 is Baekhyun's discharge from the army and EXO being reunited for a comeback as a full member group 🥺🥺🥺
I realise it'll be soon 8 years since the first time I've stumble on EXO on YouTube. To support the group was definitely the best decision ever and I have countless memories of them since then ❤️
I miss seeing them performing together and their music and I'm just happy thinking about their soon-going-to-happen comeback 🔥💓🤗
