1 January 20
Today has been heavy, seeing handsome so not himself really took a toll on me. I am concerned about our future going forward. Him being quiet like this has me thinking that it’s only one thing and if that’s the case, that means our journey for now is halted which sucks but I understand.
I can’t wait to go home in April, I’m feeling more hopeful about saving money. The desire to spend I have normally is subsiding.
I think I remembered the secret to growing my hair and I cannot wait til my crown is back popping.
I am in a much better place mentally than I was last year and I’m grateful for what comes my way next year.











