Fanfictions By Chie

Tumblr site for my fanfictions originally posted on my AFF and LJ accounts under jhengchie I Ship Non-existent and rare couples so don't expect the popular ones having spotlight on my works (unless it's EunHae or any other SJ Couples) Shortlist of Couples: Henwook Ongyu Jongyu HyunKwang Myunggyu

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The Boy Named Furihata

My submission to the Akafuri event #412Domestic a. penname: jhengchie

b. genre: T(for implied smut)

c. Prompt: Domestic / Ring

d.  Summary Furihata was afraid of the heterochromatic eyed Akashi but adored the ruby eyed Akashi.

e. Link >> http://archiveofourown.org/works/6458953

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Open for Kuroko no basuke and Haikyuu! fic prompts. Requested fics will be posted on AO3 ^^

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This is my first ever story using anime character!!! Idolverse Akafuri, kagakuro, aokise

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OPEN FOR PROMPTS

give me a challenge~ because right now i am stuck with JongYu, Ongyu, Myunggyu, Henwook and qmi 

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Frozen in time (Part 1)

Jongyu, (girl!Jinki/Eunsook)

Frozen/Jack Frost AU

Cursed with the power of ice and snow, two souls shall find love as innocent as the first snow.

 A/N: this was inspired by clicking videos of Jack Frost and Elsa videos in YT, oh my gosh I am shipping animated characters XD

Jonghyun as Jack Frost and Eunsook has Elsa

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 Jonghyun was a happy go lucky child who had loved fun and mischief wherever he goes. He has a melodious laugh and that charming grin that everyone around town loves him. Winter was his favourite season of all because he could play with snow and make snowman with his sister Sodam. He put on his sweater and his knotted scarf before strutting out to welcome the first snow with his sister in tow. They ran down to the lake where the water is frozen already and they were excited to skate.

 They didn’t know of the danger when they stepped into the ice. And when Sodam took steps further out, Jonghyun’s eyes widened as he watched the ice beneath her feet crack. With his reflexes, he pulled her out of danger but the sudden shift in weight caused him to fall into the icy lake and the last thing he heard was the screams of his sister calling for help.

 He opened his eyes and soon he realized that he was floating in air and when he breathes, ice crystals form in the air.  A chuckle was heard from behind him and soon Jonghyun turned to see a man sitting on the moon. “Hey there Jack Frost!” the man chirped and Jonghyun narrowed his eyes.

 “Who? Me?” Jonghyun asked and the man nodded.

 “Yeah, I fished you out of the lake, and you were as cold as ice.” The man uttered, pointing to Jonghyun’s platinum hair. “I’m Leeteuk by the way.” He introduced himself.

 “Leeteuk hyung?” Jonghyun asked and the man nodded. “Why save me?” Jonghyun asked and Leeteuk laughed a bit.

 “Maybe because I saw how you sacrificed yourself for your sister, I find that endearing.” He uttered. “And seeing how you loved winter, this is the best compromise.” Leeteuk explained and Jonghyun spun around and snow twirled around with him.

 “Hey there, Just a word of caution, you are essentially a lost soul so no one could ever see you, not your sister, not your family, just me.” Leeteuk uttered and Jonghyun nodded.

 Jonghyun found out that being able to spread ice and snow with every turn and blow of air. He loved making the children giggle with every snow flake that fall. But when the night fall and he was left all alone, he felt cold, and he missed the warmth of his family. He gazed through the window of his home and how he wanted to be there and enjoy the warmth of a hot cup of cocoa. But it was impossible now, because he was invisible; and that made his heart sank.

 …

 In another kingdom named Arendell, the King and Queen had perished in a maritime accident, leaving two Princesses, Lee Eunsook and Lee Taeyon alone to fend for themselves; and to lead the kingdom.

 Eunsook was a secretive girl because when they were young, she had discovered a curse that was so evil, she couldn’t even bear speak of it to anyone. But tonight was a night he had feared would come: the coronation ball.

 She was the slated heir to the throne and by all mean, she was repressing the role. She couldn’t lead the kingdom if she was cursed but no one knew her secret and she would rather not put her kingdom in jeopardy. But she had no choice in the matter as the ministers and dukes all urged her to be the queen, and deep down he couldn’t let her parents down.

 As the coronation ball commenced that night, she walked inside the ball room with tension hanging in the air.  Her curse was getting out of hand in the past year and she was freaking out every minute that it gets out of control.  She took a deep breath and entered the room, bright lights and loud music greeted her, along with cheers and applause for the newly crowned queen. Her sister Taeyon greeted her happily, excited for her coronation but Eunsook wasn’t feeling the joyos atmosphere sink through her body.

 She watched the party swing in full blast, opting to stay out of it for as long as she could. But when her sister Taeyon told her about her shotgun engagement to the 8th prince Kai, she was beyond agree.

 She told her sister off, not wanting to her reason for such rash decision. But Taeyon insisted on love which was really not acceptable in Eunsook’s terms so they got off in each other’s bad moods, with Taeyon crying out how she was being unfair to her as a sister.

 “I am not going to give my blessing and that is final.” Eunsook shouted but Taeyon stood her ground.

 In a rash to get away from the crowd, Eunsook walked towards the door when Taeyon grabbed her by the hand and took out the gloves from Eunsook, revealing the curse that she tried hard to keep. The sudden fury of ice crystals left everyone shocked and scared, making Eunsook scared with the faces around her. One of the dukes wanted her arrested; she was a monster to their eyes. She fled the castle as fast as she could and in a haste and fear, she had accidentally turned Arendell into a frozen state.

 She ran as far away as she could but then halted in front of the lake. But she was very afraid of the guards chasing after her so she took a hesitant step on the water and in her surprise, ice formed under her and soon, she was running on ice, far away from the kingdom she had lived in. She found herself walking towards a mountain and her powers now lose as a blizzard surrounded her.

 While she was climbing up, her powers consuming her in lengths she did not know. And then it broke loose and light consumed her. She felt the energy ran out of her and in a blink of an eye, her hair turned gold and her body was covered in icy blue dress that reflected winter.

 She built a castle made of ice and watched as the ice protected and shielded her from the world that she once knew but now a distant memory.

 “I’m letting go.” Eunsook told herself and balled herself, crying for the last time.

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  Jonghyun was floating around town when he noticed a castle of ice form in the middle of the mountain bordering Arendell and his little town of Georgetown. He flew towards the snow capped mountain and stopped in front of the castle doors. He was astounded with the beauty of the ice that towered above him and the intricate details that ran across the pillars of ice and continued to the large ice doors. He placed a hand on the door and it brought a smile to his face, the ice castle was something that made him feel happy.

 He pushed open the door and stepped into the lobby where a majestic chandelier hanged and it purely made of ice. He took steps further inside, up the ice staircase and towards the lone room upstairs. He dared to push it open and saw the ball of icy blue by the corner before he ran to that corner and touch the person.

 The girl was startled and Jonghyun took a step back, gaping as he saw the prettiest girl he had ever seen. She has those pretty almond eyes and her lips thin and fragile. Her skin was pale white but her cheeks rosy still. He blinked a couple of times and then shook his head, realizing that he couldn’t be seen. He took a step towards the door when he heard her call for him.

 “Wait!” She uttered and Jonghyun was shocked as he turned to look back to her.

 “You can see me?” Jonghyun asked and the girl nodded.

 “Who are you and why are you here?” Eunsook asked and Jonghyun gave her a small smile.

 “I flew. I am Jonghyun by the way.” Jonghyun extended a hand and Eunsook never took it.

 “I can freeze you.” Eunsook uttered, quite afraid of her curse.

 “Oh no you won’t, I am practically the spirit of Winter.” Jonghyun uttered and Eunsook smiled a bit. “Go ahead, try it.” Jonghyun encouraged and Eunsook took a deep breath before slowly extending her hand.

 They were both expecting ice cold hands but when their hands touched, they felt warmth creep through their fingers and ran down their bodies leaving them gaping and wide eyed. Eunsook wanted to pull away but Jonghyun held her hand tighter and soon he leaned in to kiss her. Her lips were warm enough and it spread through their bodies until Eunsook pushed him away.

 “What do you think you are doing?” Eunsook was perplexed. “I am the queen of Arendell! I am queen Eunsook!” She shouted.

 “I’m sorry your majesty.” Jonghyun quickly apologized as he bowed low.

 Eunsook coughed a bit and walked out of the room, leaving Jonghyun rooted in his place. Eunsook clutched her heart as it pounded inside her. She had never felt warm in ages, not even the sun couldmelt her ice, but now this Jonghyun just came waltzing in and held her hand. IT was impossible.

 “I’m sorry your majesty.” Jonghyun’s voice boomed inside the hallowed ice walls. “I should have never did that.” Jonghyun uttered as he chased after her down the stairs.

 “I’ll let it go Jonghyun, just leave.” Eunsook uttered and Jonghyun sighed.

 “I’ll leave your majesty.” Jonghyun uttered as he ran towards the door and then flew away from the castle and back to the lake in Georgetown where he belonged.

 He knew that kissing her was not the best idea but her warmth, the warmth he had craved so much, was finally within reach and someone aside from Leeteuk could finally see him. But she wanted isolation, and that alone made Jonghyun feel cold again, icy and frozen.

 He gazed into the moon and saw Leeteuk sitting on the edge of the crescent. He flew towards him and sighed as he sat next to him. “You seemed bothered Jonghyun.” Leeteuk started and Jonghyun sighed.

 “another person can see me.” Jonghyun said and Leeteuk flashed a knowing grin.

 “How was that possible?” Leeteuk asked but he knew the answer to his own question.

 “I don’t know but she has similar powers to mine, she has the gift of ice.” Jonghyun explained.

 “And then what?” Leeteuk asked.

 “She probably hates me because I took advantage of her.” Jonghyun sulked. “I can’t believe I did that.” Jonghyun ran a tired hand on his face and Leeteuk felt  cold wind blew.

“Hey, don’t go freezing Georgetown now because you are sulking.” Leeteuk uttered and Jonghyun sighed. “I helped you because I thought that you could be the guardian of fun but I think I am regretting my decision now.” Leeteuk uttered and Jonghyun sighed even more.

  “I’m sorry, I am a disappointment.” Jonghyun said and flew down towards the rock by the lake, taking his staff and drawing random stuff with ice swirls in the still lake in front of him.

  a/n: I’ll cut it in here~ ^^ got a little caught up with watching movies

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Ongyu Fic Rec

Another fic rec for yet another one of my favorite SHINFINITE pairings, Ongyu! I’m planning on maybe doing Wookey next, and then maybe a major SHINFINITE fic rec!~

Jerk (fluff)

Love is So Difficult (Rated M)

The Answer 

Everybody Loves Kim Sunggyu - a drabble collection that includes five Ongyu drabbles - Drabble 1, Drabble 2, Drabble 3, Drabble 4, Drabble 5

Shipping Ongyu

Memories

Dear Lee Jinki

Missing You

Trick or Treat

Attractive (fluff)

Tales of the Guardians of the Great East Sea (Supernatural AU)  

Sacrifice 

The Prince of North and South

Shipping

 Exchange 

Leaders’ Frustrations

Status

First (NC-17)

Meet My Hyung

Leaders Know Best (Rated M)

Déjà vu

When the Bunny and Hamster Meets

Sleepover (Rated)

Mission: Kim Sunggyu (fluff)

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I kinda searched for Ongyu tag and this ost popped up.. I adore Ongyu the most in ShinFinite pairings and I am not surprised that around 80% of the fics listed here are my own works .. I hope more writers find this pair as main for their stories because I would love to read more Ongyu!

Thanks for the reco by the way~ 

Sincerely,

jhengchie (aff, twitter, tumblr)

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The Answer (Ongyu)

Ongyu

angst, romance

If by chance you miss me again, come back to me

a/n: I've always wanted to write another ongyu story but just got caught in a a lot of work. When I watched Sunggyu's Kontrol MV, thought that it was fitting for a story. I was intrigued with the lyrics of the song because when I first heard it, Ionly understand_ dorawajweo and haru haru_ which basically meant come back and every day. I got a plot in mind featuring onew confronting gyu about the song and was super excited to write it down.  

But then a day later, SHINee's comback was announced and boom, I got to solidify this plot. Okay, I got so excited for this story so I hope I could write it with some justice.

This is also inspired by The Answer because the two seemed to be connected in terms of lyrics and theme~

Sunggyu was contemplating on the lyrics of his song. It was something personal, the album was all personal to him because beneath the layers of idolism, it was an album that discloses his heart and soul. He was an idol for so many years now but apart from that, he is also a human being with struggles of his own that he'll only reveal this once.

He was successful now but not when he just started and had to give up everything to achieve it. And that was why he was contemplating on the songs to put  on his albm. 27 is an album full of what is to be expected from him, his coming of age sort of thing,but above all, a plea to one person that mattered to him in more ways than one.

As he sang each song during the recording, the staffs were all at awe at how his voice rendered such painful emotion that was requested of him. He smiled and thanked them, not telling how he did it because he won't be shedding some light anytime soon. But he was left alone and the recording played in his ipod, he wanted to cry at how the song was a mirror of what he felt inside, of waiting and wanting someone unreachable. But who knew about this? None but him alone.

When it was time to promote the song, he was nervous not because he'll come head to head with legends BoA and Big Bang but because he was going to meet him, the person he longed to have for the longest time yet couldn't. He stare at his hands, not sure why he had decided to go with songs that revealed so much of himself over some pop songs that would be as catchy as hell. But the thought of letting him know how he felt, that was enough to pull him out of his regretful self and into a hopeful one.

“Can I talk to Sunggyu-ssi?” He heard the all too familiar voice and he looked at the door where a familiar face was talking to his manager.

“yeah, come in Onew-ssi.” his manager repleid and soon, he was standing up and bowing to the SHINee leader who was all good looking with the shade of pink tinted hair and his well fitted stage costume.

“Can we talk, privately?” Onew asked and Sunggyu nodded, asking permission from his manager and the two left the busy room.

They walked past the dressing rooms and towards the fire exit where it was a little less crowded and they were sure no one would eavesdrop on them.

They were known to be awkward with each other but  the reason behind it was not yet knwn to this date. Sunggyu looked a little terrified with this confrontation, but he had expected it once he released the album. He knew perfectly why Onew wanted to talk to him and he knew that it was long overdue, but at least they can do it now rather than never.

Sunggyu looked up to meet the leader's eyes and his heart clenched painfully at what he saw, Onew. He knew it was a bit of a hopeful wish to bring back the days that was lost but it was free and it made him smile a bit. Onew was stern looking, not really what Sunggyu would hope for but this was better than nothing, and he'll hold on to this moment no matter how it end up.

“Your songs.. your album..” Onew started and Usnggyu swallowed the lump on his throat.

“crap I know.” Sunggyu tried to sound witty,funny, anything but a sappy mess.

Onew narrowed his eyes, it was something he didn't expect from the Infinite leader who looked confident everytime he perform on stage.

“That's not what I was going to say nor expected to hear from you. You take pride in whatever music you make.” Onew repleid and Sunggyu mocked laugh at it.

“funny to hear it from you.” Sunggyu replied and that may have hurt Onew, but Sunggyu could care less.

“It's about me isn't it?” Onew asked and Sunggyu could feel the softness in the leader's voice and when he ooked into his eyes, he just knew that he couldn't lie about it.

…

“Leave!” Sunggyu shouted, agry at the teen infront of him.

“I'm sorry!” Jinki uttered, trying to soothe the pains of his friend.

“You promised me that we will go together! You promised!” Sunggyu shouted and threw the first thing he could get his hands on, the unfortunate fishbowl that held some glow sticks and the plastic ball with a plastic house inside.

“I wanted to fulfill it Gyu but..” Jinki uttered, desperate to calm the friend down.

“But you didn't!” Sunggyu was beyond mad, he was hysterical. “I don't want to see you ever again!” Sunggyu shouted and pushed Jinki out of their so called hide out, a place in Seoul where they met and had bonded, in search to pursue their dreams of being singers.

They were strangers,from different parts of Korea, Jinki hailed from Gwangmyeong while Sunggyu was from Jeonju but had found friendship in the busy streets of Seoul. They had the same dreams , same age, same everything and they became what they were today due to it. But when Jinki landed an audition with Lee Sooman nonetheless, Sunggyu was jealous and mad, because they had promised to go together, that they'll be band mates, bff.

But Jinki broke that promise, and he did what he felt was the only thing to do, push him away. He was of course jealous at one point, but he alsoknew Jinki would refuse the offer if Sunggyu hadn't pushed him away, SM entertainment was huge and with Jinki's natural charm and vocal capability, his friend was in good hands.

Jinki signed the contract with SM entertainment the next day and Sunggyu was hay to hear that, yet he was also hurt at his actions, because he knew, Jinki had this huge place in his heart, and the moments they shared together as dreamers meant so much more to him than what he could confirm to himself.

He grew fond of Jinki, his smiles were the best thing he saw in this life and that alone made him fall, neck deep, with him. But he couldn't hinder Jinki and so he pushed him away, telling himself that he'll follow soon.

He eventually auditioned for SM entertainment, hoping that he'll be able to meet Jinki again, praying that he'll finally be reunited with his friend, and maybe move on to something much deeper. But twice he tried, twice he was rejected. He could go for a third try but when he saw Jinki with a guy shorter than him, muscular and handsome, he gave up; Jinki was better off without him.

“Sunggyu!” He heard a familiar voice but he didn't dare to stop and look. He walked away as fast as he could and just forgot the pounding heart that longed for the teen with the brightest smile.

…

“Don't assume things Onew.” Sunggyu replied and Onew sighed as he shook his head.

“It's wishful thinking..” Onew replied, trying to rue away the tears that were forming on the side of his eyes.

Sunggyu laughed at that. “What were you even wishing for? You have everything.” Sunggyu hissed and it made Onew frown a little to deeply for comfort.

…

“Woohyun!” Key called out to the friend who just finished their debut stage. “Guys, meet my riend Woohyun, and he's in the group Infinite.” Key chirped at his members and the new boy group gathered and bowed to their sunbae.

They introduced themselves and Onew eyed the so-called leader, he knew who he is and so many things ran through his brain. He shook hands and acted politely, keeping in mind his image as a leader of the shining group.

“Congratulations on your debut, workhard.” Onew told them, flashing that infamous noona killer smile and the new group thanked him genuinely.

It was a hectic year for SHINee and with Japan dbut and ocncert tours, he momentarily forgot the new group, the friend who pushed him away and now the leader of Infinite. He couldn't fathom why he couldn't be his friend, Sunggyu was always so dear to him that no one in SHINee could replace him in his heart; because he sees SHINee as his brothers but Sunggyu as someone worth giving up everything for. And he could, if Sunggyu had not pushed him away, he wouldn't accept the contract.

But that was long gone and he just wanted to be friends with him again, but it was so awkward nad frustrating.

While they were making waves in Japan, Infinite had been steadily cimbing up the charts and soon broke the chains that hindered them. Onew was happy, he genuinely was, because he knew that this was Sunggyu's dream, and he would love to see his friend's star shine bright along side his. But more than that, he would love to see Sunggyu forgive him and accept him back as a friend.

He wasn't really wishing for stars and the moon, he just wanted Sunggyu back; because by now, he couldn't deny the fact that he likes the leader more than a friend.

…

“I had everything but the thing I had wanted.” Onew replied and then took a deep breath.

There was an awkward silence that surrounded them, and both were unsure of how to break it or they could just leave it as is. Sunggyu looked at Onew again, gulity eyes scanning the disappointed ones of the SHINee leader.  He couldn't fathom why Onew wanted to bring up the past but deep down he knew why, but just couldn't bear to accept tha fact; because he was afraid to know the truth.

“If I tell you that the songs are about you, would you come back?” Sunggyu asked, choking on the last words.

Onew looked at him in the eye, a glint of hope and a small smile on his lips. “I would Sunggyu, I would.” Onew replied and Sunggyu let out the tears that he had hold back.

“Jinki-yah, I missed you.” Sunggyu broke down and Onew instantly wrapped his arms around Sunggyu and held him close to his body. “I missed you badly, please come back to me.I want you back” Sunggyu uttered as Onew ran his hands on Sunggyu's hair and rub comforting circles on his back.

Onew was overwhelmed with the confession, something he had wanted to hear since forever. “I missed you too Gyu.” Onew replied, his voice cracked as he let his tears fell from his eyes, smudging the eyeliner his stylist had meticulously lined his eyes with. But who cared for make up when Sunggyu was in his amrs, crying and bearing his heart to him.

“I love you Jinki.” Sunggyu uttered so suddenly that Onew froze, not knowing how to respond to the words. Sunggyu closed his eyes as he prepared for the rejection, clinging tightly on Onew as he  braced himself for the reply.

Onew was shell shocked when he heard the words but he slowly smiled and tightened his arms around the leader. He was happy, he was more than glad to hear it because he felt the same way for his friend, he loved him.

“I love you too Gyu.” He muttered his reply and kissed the top of the leader's head. Sunggyu pushed himself off of Onew and stared deep in his eyes. He noticed that they were both crying and it was all too cheesy like a TV drama but it was their moment, despite being  sappy and cliched, it was theirs to share.

And they both leaned in to capture eac other's lips, smiling and laughing afterwards, knowing that they had just returned to the day they met, of the happy times when they were both so innocent and eager, and dreamers of a non existent future.

“I am back Gyu, and I need you too.” Onew uttered, smiling wide as he held the leader's hand.

Sunggyu nodded, knowing that his song had did its part, and screw the awards, Jinki was the best he could receive in his entire lifetime.

“no yo yamanhae taourun nae shimhangun anumyon andwae nae jilmune daedabun.” Sunggyu sang and Onew smiled wide at him. He kissed him again, this time more passionately than before.

“you are still a helpless romantic.” Onew replied and intertwined their fingers before he led them out of the fire exit and going back to Sunggyu's dressing room. “I'll see you soon.” onew uttered and pecked his lips one last time before he walked towards his own dressing room a few doors away.

Sunggyu couldn't help but smile at the friend's antics. He was grinning when he returned to his dressing room where his manager has already asked his stylist to fix his smudged make up.

“If you don't look desperate later, I'll personally ask  Manager Jin to break the two of you.” Hyoan uttered and Sunggyu lightly punched him on the arm and sat on the chair for his stylist to retouch his makeup.

Onew was smiling wide as he entered the dressign room but his manager wasn't. He called out one of the stylist and had to work on Onew's smudged face. But Manager Jin was grinning wide, knowing that finally, his maknae of a leader has decided to take a step for love's sake.

“Sunggyu is up in ten minutes, want to watch?” Manager Jin uttered and Onew smiled widelt at that. 'Welcome back Jinki.” He added and Onew smiled even wider.

They ended up watching Sunggyu perform one of the two songs and Jinki was grinning widely and acting like a teenage girl in love as he watched his beloved Gyu perform his heart out. But he resisted the girlish scream when he locked eyes with the leader during a part of the chorus and spoke through him. When Sunggyu was done with his set, he walked off the stage and met the SHINee leader. He bowed and politely asked for his opinion. Jinki was all smiles as he raised his two thumbs up.

“Kissing later, you both have stages coming up.' Manager Jin uttered and the two laughed and nodded.

“But you can hold hands.” Manager Hyoan added and the two quickly interlaced their hands and went back to Sunggyu's dressing room.

“Please stay.” Sunggyu muttered while blushing and Jinki couldn't resist the offer, nodding immediately.

a/n: yeah sappy as hell but it is ongyu~

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Silver Chains

Silver Chains

Jongyu

Vampire!AU,

Rated

They were told not to enter the dungeons for the dangers that lurked in the dark walls were to much to be spoken.

A/N: blame Jonghyun's Base Album Teaser for this.

 this is rather long one-shot with roughly 7.5k words. This is entirely fiction so I added in there concepts that is not typical vampire-ish (like mating)

So It is marked Rated for a reason so please read with caution. Also, I am not sure if there would be sensitive readers, so I apologize before hand.

.....

The Lee's were a clan of hunters, fierce blooded men who held their cross bows and swords with pride and expertise. They were the best of the best and people fear them for all the right reasons; they could slay with a flick of the wrist.

They weren't ordinary hunters though, because they were for a fact, a special clan who vowed their lives to rid the deadly creatures from the face of the earth; they were for a fact, Vampire Hunters.

The family traced down ages of gallant men and women, whose hands were soiled with vampire blood. But they were seen as heroes to human race because they were eradicating blood suckers.

The Lee's 13th generation  Vampire Hunters consisted of 2 sons from the Ninja Master Sungmin, the elder Jinki and the youngest Taemin. By all means they have the blood running through their veins but the two weren't similar to each other, heck, they could be unrelated at all.

Each member of the family was taught to hold a crossbow at an early age of eight, learned to swing a sword at ten, and join the hunt at the age of twelve. But despite the years of training, Jinki was a total klutz and he kissed the cold mason floor far too many times for comfort. Completely the different case for Taemin, because the kid, 4 years younger than his brother, already killed a vampire at an early age of fourteen.

Maybe Jinki was adopted?

But he wasn't because he was created after the celebratory dinner for purging a town in Gyeongi-do and his father Sungmin had killed at least five vampires in the area.

So no, he wasn't adopted.

"Oh please can you not trip on thin air?" Taemin called out as they made their way towards the open field for their practice.

"It wasn't intentional." Jinki blurted out, picking himself up and dusting the dirt off of his training clothes.

The practice was always the same and Jinki couldn't even land a proper shot on the target, quite a disappoinment to his clan but not to his father.

"You don't always get it the first try." Sungmin would reassure his son but Jinki would know by now how useless he really was to the family.

The Lee's lived in a castle in a countryside, the stone walls protected their family from both people and supernaturals. The fort was strong and it housed the Lee's for generation and overlooking the town they lived in. They weren't the government but the people learned to respect the family who sworn with their hearts to kill all blood suckers. The castle was like any other castle, with maze like construction and hidden passages. And this castle was no exception to the rules when it comes to dungeons.

"Off limits!" The guard yelled and both Jinki and Taemin pouted before walking away, they can't seem to get passed the guards.

"Just give up hyung!" Amber uttered, a cousin from his Uncle Donghae and some prostitute at a downtown bar.

"It wasn't off limits a year ago; it makes me curious." Jinki shrugged and Amber sighed.

"You probably trip and roll down the stairs far too many times that's why they sealed it off." Amber uttered, taking her arrows and polishing the tips.

"For a girl you sound too harsh." Jinki pouted and Amber snorted.

"I'm one of the guys." She said proudly

"Oh wow, your fathers are gay and their daughter is lesbian, how cool." Jinki said sarcastically.

"You sound racist hyung." Taemin uttered as he took his arrows and started polishing it as well.

"And I am adopted." Jinki finished, taking a random book from the shelf and sat on a leather sofa to read.

"You sound so desperate hyung." Taemin remarked.

"You think Taemin?" Jinki asked and the younger laughed dryly.

Jinki focused on his book and was surprised with the contents of it. Although their library is littered with literatures about vampires and werewolves, this particular book was more sinister. It discussed Vampirecology (yes he coined it himself) deeper than describing the entities as blood suckers. It dealt woth heirarchy, and royal circles, of princes and mating? He didn't know vampires mated, he just know vampires are made not born.

"What are you reading?" Taemin inquired and Jinki tried to sound as casual as he could.

"About vampires, maynbe I could find some less strenous method to kill them." Jinki reploed and the two younger Lees laughed at him.

"Well good luck hyung, maybe there's a guide about not tripping." Taemin remarked and more laughter errupted.

Jinki laughed along but when it died down and Amber complained of hunger, the three went out to eat, Jinki snuck the book in his messenger bag before he left the library.

The book intrigued him, mating to be specific. He was already twenty one year old and mating equaled something lustful. He had always believed in eternal pairing, which mating just described, he was intrigued with how vampires do it. The book detailed the fact, of Vampires flashing a color in ther eyes and a connection was established. The heat will creep on both the vampire's and the mate's body and the desire to consumate would run overdrive. The knotting, which Jinki never knew existed in humans, would seal the deal, along with the fangs sank deep in the mate's flesh and they both shall dwell in a bliss, connecting them as one.

Jinki blinked quickly, trying to decipher what he read, only to realize that hr had read a por ographic content, and the sketch included just fueled his hormones, and well, he needed to lock his bathroom door.

Three nights passed yet the thoights about mating was still stuck in his brain with no intwntions of leaving. And that was quite a problem because Jinki wakes up with sticky pants; and he has masterbated far too many times in the last week compared to his adolescence.

He slumped on his chair as the servants served breakfast and this did not go unnoticed by Sungmin. "What's bothering you Jinki?" He asked ans Jinki sighed then shook his head. "I am your father so don't think I can't see roght through you." Sungmin added and Jinki paled.

"I just.. I am going through hormonal imbalance, it feels like puberty all over again." Jinki said and Sungmin chuckled.

"Maybe it is time to fond a girlfriend Jinki. Or boyfriend whichever you prefer" Sungmin uttered and Jinki gaped at his father.

"How can you say that father?" Jinki asked as Sungmin chuckled.

"You are already old enough to have a child of your own and besides, sexual urges isn't uncommon." Sungmin said and Jinki blushed hard.

So what if he has been feeling some sexual desires? It's totally common and makes him human, but actually fantasizinv about vampires mating healthy?

Jinki would never confirm or deny the fact that vampires mating became his kink but that didn't mean he started searching for vampires and forced them to have sex in front of him; with his skills, he would end up as dinner.

But that will change the moment he found a trap door on their music room and as the saying goes, curiousity killed the cat, in this case Jinki. He went down the staircase underneath the trapdoor and lighted one of the torches by the foot of the stairs. This was a new passage, he never knew it existed before and despite being clumsy, he knew the castle's ins and outs like the back of his hand.

He traversed on the path of cold stone floors and creepy stone walls, the air was humid and stench of moss, with only his sword to protect him. The path then took a deep plunge, a staircase led to a wooden door and a room that looked like a study, oh one of the hidden rooms in the dungeons.

"The dungeons!" Jinki exclaimed, knowing that he could reach the dungeons now with this new path and he could explote it like what he often did in the past, before the restriction a year ago.

His heart beat rose as he made his way through a door and walked past the scary statues of gargoyles and down another staircase towards the cages. He knew there were exotic animals kept there, like a chymera or the famed white tiger. He wanted to see if there were animals still kept. But before he could reach the room where the cages were found, he passed by an arch and saw an empty room lest for a man strapped in the middle.

The heavy chains were suspended from the high ceiling and it falls a few feet above the floor. A pair of handcuffs were attached to the chains and a man was kneeling while the handcuffs bound his wrists.

Jinki was curious, why would a man be chained and locked up in their dungeons? He took a step closer, his footsteps echoed as he approached the man and he gasped as he realized what the chains are made of.

It was silver, known to kill vampires and werewolves, and that means this man was dangerous. But Jinki couldn't help himself from staring at the naked torso of the captive, his body looked goddamn chiseled to utter perfection which turned Jinki no doubt. The captive's head was bowed yet Jinki could see the features the light from a small sill illuminated.

But he took a step back when the man moved his head to face him, his eyes glowed pearl aqua and his lips turned into a grin. Jinki froze at the sight, maybe because of fear or maybe because the man was asolutely gorgeous.

But Jinki noticed the man's expression changed a little bit, he somehow seemed surprised seeing him but it went on too quickly and Jinki found himself running away from the place.

He was panting when he locked himself inside his room, shivers running through his body as the image of the man flashed before his eyes. He couldn't understand why he suddenly felt like this, he had seen at least a dozen vampires by this time yet none of them gave him such chills.

The vampire panted, it was all too sudden when he felt the rush of emotions. He hadn't expected this, the past year he had been captive and he had not seen the face of the boy before. Yet at that moment, he felt something he had longed for.

"My my, interesting." He muttered to himself, wriggling his wrists from the silver cuffs that was burning his skin. "Off all places, we will meet here." He trailed off and then closed his eyes.

Jinkk woke up panting, he didn't masturbate thankfully, but his dreams consisted of the man in chains and his lopsided grin. It felt weird and comforting at the same time and he couldn't wrap his head on the reason why he was acting this way. Maybe he shouldn't go back to meet the guy.

But that only lasted for a week before Jinki found himself descending the staircases and atepping inside the hollowed hall where the man in silver chains were kept. He took careful steps again and the man looked up at him, making him stop half way.

Jinki bit his lip, he was scared but there was something about the guy that he wanted to know. "What are you?" Jinki asked, trying to sound a lot less nervous than he was feeling.

The man grinned at him and licked his lips, showing his fangs for Jinki to see. "I am sure you are familiar wih my kind, hunter." The vampire reskded, a hint of mockery was felt on the last word.

"What are you doing here?" Jinki asked again and the vampkre just laughed.

"I should be asking you that question." The vampire replied and the  looked at him seriously. "I haven't seen your face in the past year that I was captive. Was the cat curious?" The vampire mocked but Jinki did not give in.

"I could kill you." Jinki said defiantly but it only earned a hollow laugh from  the vampire.

"I would gladly take a stake to my heart." The vampire replied and Jinki didn't know how to respond to that.

They then locked eyes; the pearl aqua glowed in the vampire's eyes which Jinmi found captivating. He couldn't tear away from the gaze and he was sure he had felt that same spine chilling feeling travelled inside him, like a tsunami so great he could drown in it. But Jinki regained self control and turned away, leaving the vampire grinning.

"I might be correct." The vampire uttered, feeling the skin on his wrist starting to heal despite the silver cuffs.

Jinki wasn't sure what happened down there but the eyes of the monster was making him lose his mind and rather quickly.

He has to stop already.

...

Jinki found hinself walking the same corridors and stepping foot on the hall where the vampire was chained. He took gentle steps as he removed the buttons of his white shirt. He removed the clothing completely and threw it at his feet.

The vampire grinned as he looked at the boy in front of him. No words were exchanged as Jinki removed his pants and knelt to face the vampire. He had forcefully kissed the vampire as he manouvered to release the cock from the vampire's pants and then moving to align the muscle with his hole. He raised his hips a little bit and then slowly lowered himself as the vampire moaned into the kiss.

They broke the kiss and Jinki screamed loudly as he felt the stretch on his hole, the cock glorious inside him. The vampire licked the pale body of the hunter, sucking on those knobs as Jinki held onto the silver chain and started to move his hips and his body. He pulled himself up and started to bounce on the vampire's cock, fucking himself while the vampire enjoyed licking and sucking the hunter's body.

The vampire's hands moved as he reached for the hunter's hands, lacing them as Jinki continued to bounce his way to pleasure, the soft knots in his stomach now tightening. "Scream my name Jinki." The vampire demanded.

"I didn't even tell you my name." Jinki gasped, now the vampire was moving his hips in time with the bounce.

"Not needed." The vampire replied and Jinki once again held the chains as he arched his back while the vampire thrust inside him.

"Fuck Jonghyun." He shouted and the vampire grinned at him.

"Yes Jinki, shout it louder." Jonghyun uttered soft yet autoritative.

"Jonghyun ahhh yes Jonghyun. Harder." Jinki was in an explainable high that he didn't notice the vampire sucking his neck before he plunged his fangs and sucked his blood. He felt his orgasm shoot out of him as the fangs pierced his skin and flesh and the vampire's cock now lodged deep in him, he has now became the vampire's mate.

Jinki woke up sweating profuriously and his hands wrapped around his throbbing cock. He felt that his pants were already sticky yet could it be that he was masterbating too many times in one night? He closed his eyes and scenes from his dream flashed before him, his tight hole being stuffed by the vampires cock. He muffled a scream when he came, he was now panting even more and was totally disgusted with himself.

Masturbating was normal, he could live with that but having sensual dreams, especially with a vampire wasn't normal though. Jinki immediately trudged towards his bathroom to clean himself up and wash the thoughts away.

Yet Jinki still had those dreams, where Jonghyun would fuck his brains out and claim him as his. He was starting to doubt his sanity and perhaps the best way to deal with it is to face the vampire again.

It has been 2 months since they met, and two months of sexual torture for Jinki. He stepped inside and the vampire immediately looked at him. "Jonghyun?" Jinki called out and the vampire was shocked as hell.

"How did you know my name?" Jonghyun asked and Jinki grinned at him.

"I have my sources." Jinki replied then they fell into a silence.

"Why are you here?" Jinki finally asked and Jonghyun shook his head.

"Captive." Jonghyun replied.

"Why would the elders keep you alive when they could easily kill you?" Jinki asled and Jonghyun just laughed.

"They have plans I guess." The vampire uttered, feeling the strength on his legs and knees return that he was able to stand up.

The action made Jinki gasp, the vampire was a true beauty, the body was far more toned now that it is bared in full glory and Jinki couldn't help but stare at the prominent bulge, ansd flashes of his dreams ran through his brain.

"You like what you see?" Jonghyun grinned whiled he asked, loving the pink on the human's cheeks.

"I also have those." Jinki huffed then stomped away from the hall, leaving a smirking Jonghyun who breathed in deeply, inhaling any lingering human scent.

"I knew it was you." Jonghyun muttered as his eyes flashed the same pearl aqua and his lips turned into a lopsided grin.

Jinki wasn't sure what to feel now; he was confused because he was a hunter yet the object of his sexual desire was the entity that he loathed and vowed to kill. Those vampores killed his mother, almost killed his brother, and he despised them ever since. But Jonghyun, oh how he wanted to wrap his arms on those mascular neck and just attach his lips onto his, would it feel magical like his dreams?

He was frustratedly confused and not to mentio  sex deprovrd but no,  a whore ks not an option thank you very much. As he kicked his coffee table, a book fell and Jinki picked ul the black boom and started reading about vampires, again.

He took in the information, about silver and stakes that could kill the monster, bit why was Jonghyun able to stand up despite the chains? Jinki thought. He also read of the desire to drink blood,the cravings were not for luxury but for their survival like that of a mosquito, but the captive sure wasn't dead, yet.

But then he read about the mating and that did nothing but arroused him, and he was feeling his cock throb painfully. Why is it haening to him?

He moved his hands to tale care of his growing problem and his eyes fluttered  shut as he recalled the dream, and yes it was Jonghyun fucking him. He found his release and grumbled as he reached for some towels on his coffee table. He continued to read about the blood suckers noting that a mated vampire can resist silver and blood urges, so perhaps Jonghyun is mated already?

The thought angered him a tad bit, and he was surprised with himself because he wasn't sure why he felt it at the first place. Ignoring that feeling he read on, noting that a vampire's mate could be another vampire or a human, regardless of gender. That made him hope a bit and he face palmed himself, why would he hope? With a frustratd sigh, he closed the book and shoved it inside his desk drawer.

He then walked to the bathroom to clean himself and just drown the world that was already mocking him.

He has to decide soon though, because his masturbations and elucid dreamd weren't stopping and he had been seeing the campire almost everyday now, technically every midnight, and he couldn't control his urges no more.

So on the eve of his birthday when winter came, he found himself face to face with the vampire who was kneeling with hands hanging while being cuffed and his head bowed down. Jinki coughed and Jonghyun smirked at him. Jinki bit his lip as he took a step forward, a feeling of dejavu swept through him as took smalls and slow steps towards the vampire.

"You look determined tonight." Jonghyun remarked but Jinki did not respond as he continued to approach the vampire and stopped when they were only a feet apart.

"Can you read my mind?" Jinki asked and Jonghyun shook his head. "Really?" Jinki followed up but still Jonghyun ahook his head. "I't's almost my birthday." He revealed abd Jonghyun nodded.

"Happy Birthday then." The vampire replied and Jinki laughed.

"I am of legal age now." Jinki uttered then gripped the vampire's hair and tugged it upwards, forcing Jonghyun to stand up. "I can do anything I want now." Jonghyun smirked at that.

"Kill me if you can Jinki." Jonghyun dared but Jinki only smirked as he took out a stake from his pocket and licked it before pointing the tip at Jonghyun's chest,where the heart was supposed to lie.

"Oh yes I can." Jinki shouted back and then pressed the silver stake a bit deeper, causing a small amount of green blood to trickle down the sculpted torso of the vampire. Jonghyun hissed but that only turned Jinki on such that the stake fell with a loud clunk and with his free hand, Jinki gripped the vampire's neck and forced their lips to meet in a kiss.

Jonghyun expected it already, the human was troubled but his destiny would shine through and he won't be able to change the fact that he was a vampire's mate. They kissed forcefully, and Jonghyun can taste the longing and desire from the human who was grinding his body onto him, turning them both on and since both were sexually deprived, they both wanted it so much to stop.

Jinki moaned as he ground his hips, feeling his cock grow hard and the restraint of his pants were kilking him. Jonghyun smirked as he pulled the chains and the cuffs soon fell off his wrist, freeing him to do things he had waited to do to the human. Jinki continued to grind his body as Jonghyun wripped the white shirt and he licked the body of hjs mate, sucking if Jinki would permit and the winter chill was long forgotten in favor of stripping their clothes as their body teperature rose.

Jonghyun pulled down Jinki's pants and his eyes were caught by the large member of his mate, he was sure worth tasting so Jonghyun knelt down to take the cock in his mouth, careful that his fangs would not cut the muscle open. Jinki moaned, hisnhands now gripping the silver chains tightly as Jonghyun lapped at his cock.

"I want you!" Jinki was breathless and Jonghyun stood and faced him.

They locked lips and Jonghyun's fangs cut a wound on jinki's lips and the faint taste of iron mixed with their saliva. "You taste good." Jonghyun remarked and Jinki wasn't sure if it was the cock or his blood.

"Let me taste you." Jinki said, eyed hooded with lust and his heart pounding as he knelt and pulled down the pants to reveal his mate's cock. Jinkk wasted no time as he sucked on the vampire's massive cock while Jonghyun's hand found purchase on grazing his fingers on the caramel brown locks of the hunter.

Oh the irony isn't it? The formidable foes are each other's mate and mated they did.

Jonghyun forced Jinki off of his cock and soon pinned him on the floor. Jinki spread his legs and raised his hips as Jonghyun rubbed his crotch to give some friction on their cocks as he kissed the hunter, tongues and all.

"Please. Please." Jinki whined, he wasore than ready to take it, his fate and destiny. If he was supposed to be a vampire's mate then so be it.

Jonghyun guided his cock and teased the hunter. "Are you sure about this Jinki?" Jonghyun asked and Jinki nodded.

"Yes.. yes.. I'm yours to claim." Jinki responded, writhing in anticipation for the cock to penetrate him.

Jonghyun teased him even more as he sucled on those nipples and Jinki's back arched to meet the lips of the vampire, letting out gasps and moans as the vampire's heated skin graced his. And without warning or hesitation, Jonghyun pushed his cock inside Jinki, the hunter screaming in pain as the cock filled him. Jonghyun stilled as he watched the beautiful man in his arms, sweating despite the harshness of winter, his mouth gaping and eyes hooded woth list. Jonghyun could remember the first time they met, ages ago, when Jinki was merely four and his eyes sparked pearl aqua when they locked gazes. He waited far too long for this, seventeen years ans finally he had hom where he wanted him to be, in his arms.

Jonghyun tested the waters as he gyrated his hips ever so slightly, earning a wanton moan from Jinki. "Yes.. please move." Jinki whined and Jonghyun needed to be told twice as he bucked his hips and slowly started a rhythm.

Jinki's mouth was undoubtly sonful as strings of courses left it while Jonghyun continued to thrust whole admiring the beautiful man underneath him. And then their hips had a mind of their own, thrusting faster as each second lassed and Jinki spilling tears from pure unadulterated pleasure given by the vampire.

"I'm .. oh my.. ahhhh" Jinki took hold of his cock and pumped it as he desperately tried to release the pent up emotions and that tsunami inside him. He let out a scream and white shoot out from him, hitting wet skin and Jinki's body was exhausted but Jonghyun co tinued hos pace until it was so near.

"I ... can stop here." Jonghyun was already heaving heavily but Jinki shook his head.

"I want it." Jinki replied and soon pulled the vampire into a kiss as he wrapped his legs around him and locked the vampire inside him, his heels digging on Jonghyun's back.

Heat seeped through every muscle in their body, the iwnsity way beyond scorching and Jinki could feel his skin being marked, like a metal blade etching his skin of lines and swirls. He hissed as a particular heavy line ran down his spine and swirled in braches. His head was in flame and Jinki closed his eyes as the pain escalated in his head while the knots in his stomach twisted again.

He opened his eyes as Jonghyun broke the kiss and sucked on Jinki's neck, slow, heated lips on his pale neck. He saw fiery red marks ran down Jonghyun's neck and through his back and arms, reds and gold marked his skin in a pattern he liked at first sight. He also saw Jonghyun's hair turn from raven to a ahde of silver, the color only emphasized the handsome features of Jonghyun.

Jonghyun pulled back just enough to take a look at his love, hair now a shade of gold ans his skin painted with reds and yellows, swirling in a pattern to form a majestic pheonix. "We can't go back" Jonghyun uttered as black bold letters in gothic font burned on Jonghyun's skin revealing the name of his mate. Jinki's tears fell as he nodded, how could he turn back?

Jonghyun then thrust particularly deep and Jinki's head was thrown back. Jonghyun took the opportunity to plunge his fangs down on the pale skin as he knotted inside the mate. Black swirls formed from where Jonghyun's bite mark was and the swirkd turned into letters ans soon into a name. Jinki was moaning, not sure what he was feeling as fluids rushed in and out of him. And soon, it was dim.

Jinki woke up with an aching body but was surprised to see hinself dressed and lying in his soft bed. He searched for the vampire and smiled as he saw the man standing by the book case and reading a book.

"Jonghyun." Jinki's voice was hoarse and his throat hurts from lack of liquid.

"You are awake." Jonghyun said, moving closer to the bed.

Jinki couldn't help but feel turned on as he watched the approaching mate. Jonghyun was wearing an all black ensemble, his shirt only buttoned in the middle, revealing some skin that was far too vivid not to remember the high he experienced from mating. He sniled as Jonghyun leaned in to kiss him sweetly, now noticing how handsome Jonghyun was with his silver hair.

"That color suits you." Jinki commented and Jonghyun chuckled and ran a hand through Jinki's locks and breathed in his scent.

"Gold suits you as well." Jonghyun uttered and Jinki couldn't help but lean in and kiss his mate, his heart fluttering with every warmth Jonghyun provided him.

"Step away from my son." They heard a threat and Sungmin has weilded his sword and pointed it at the vampire.

Jonghyun backed away and raised both hands, aware of the anger and hatred this man has for his kind.

"Father! Put that down!" Jinki shouted, he knew why his father was acting this way but at least he could let him explain.

"Shut up Jinki. That is a monster and you stay away from him." Sungmin shouted.

"You can't stop me father, Jonghyun is my mate and I love him!" Jinki shouted back but his father was not too convinced.

"Would you love him if you knew the truth? Why I locked him up in silver chains?" Sungmin asked and Jinki was dumbfounded and kept silent. "He killed your mother and he almost took Taemin's life" Sungmin revealed and Jinki was shocked beyond wits.

"I wanted him to slowly die and make him feel what it felt like to be caught in despair and nothingness!" Sungmin shouted but Jinki shook his head.

"He can't be! Tell him he's wrong Jonghyun!" Jinki turned to the vampire who bowed his head. "Tell him he's wrong!' Jinki shouted once more.

"He's right. I am afraid, I am a murderer Jinki." The truth that came from Jonghyun's mouth tasted foul and bitter.

Jinki rushed to Jonghyun and slapped him in the face. "How could you lie to me?" Jinki was fuming mad yet tears fell from his eyes, from the betrayal perhaps.

"Because I was selfish." Jonghyun showed no emotions as he looked at Jinki in the eye.

"I trusted you yet you do this to me? How could you?!" Jinki shouted and then took the sword from his bedside. "I could kill you right now!" Jinki threatened but Jonghyun did not move.

"Please do." Jonghyun responded and Jinki's hands shook as he held the sword. "I don't want to see your face ever again." Jinki uttered and turned to leave his room as Sungmin took the vampire and cuffed him.

"The silver won't work on me anymore." Jonghyun remarked making Sungmin scoff at him.

"I don't think we even need silver." Sungmin said and pushed the vampire out of the room and towards the dungeons where he was locked up the same way when he was first caught.

"You won't take another member of my family " Sungmin said and then left.

Jonghyun sighed and fell to his knees, the cuffs pulling his arms upward as he sunk and bowed his head, tears falling from his eyes in silent woes. He had loved Jinki too much to let him know and he has been selfish so he ended up like this. He let out a loud scream, a cry of pain and guilt, and his unbeating heart grew painful and heavy with each passing second.

Jinki longed for his mate, just his touch would be enough. But he couldn't forgive the vampire for being selfish and for lying to him, he had his heart beating and then it suddenly stopped by the truth about him. Despite telling himself not to come, he did anyway, the vampire looking like the first time he sqe him, weak and still.

Jonghyun could smell that his mate was near, the musty air carried the sweet scent of Jinki. He forced himself not to look at him, afraid of crying in front of his mate. He wanted nothing more than to wrap his arms around him yet he couldn't so he just pretended that he wasn't aware.

Jinki never spoke, but the silent tears he shed showed how much he had missed the mate, his heart wasn't able to take it so he left abruptly, crying as he ran towards the stairs and clutching his shirt as the pain was too unbearable. He fell to his knees as he cried his heart out, Jonghyun was someone he truly cared for and loved so much; the marks on his body was proof to that, he wouldn't give himself if he did not love him. But the betrayal was far greater than love, the pain it caused, the lies that were told masked the warmth of love and now his heart was cold as the winter outside.

Jonghyun heard the footsteps and he let out the tears of his own. If Jinki was hurt and experiencing pain, the pain felt by the vampire was thrice as much. He never told Jinki of his fate, that the separation would kill him slowly; not the silver chains anymore but the distance that his non-existent heart would want to cross. It was a mated vampire's fate, he'll die without his mate but his mate would live to see many summers.

Days grew into weeks and weeks dragged into months. Jonghyun lost count, his head spinning and breathing became labored. He knew he'll probably die in the next hours but he was in terms with his fate. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath and waited for his time to come and perhaps his ashes would be blown by the occasional wind. He wished nothing but forgiveness, that Jinki be at peace with his passing and forget him just like any stranger he had met. He wished for Jinki to move on, to be a strong person,  to be a hunter and to forever hate his kind. He wanted it this way, he knew his life would be like this the moment he had laid eyes on Jinki, his premonition had never failed him. He waited centuries for Jinki and he's happy he had met him before he perished; and he was happy that death came to him by Jinki's will and not other hunters.

Jinki was weak and pale, he had never been this ill before and he had lost his appettite all together. He surely missed Jonghyun but as the days passed, he felt the weight in his heart lessen, his gold hair turning back to caramel and the marks Jonghyun left faded.

He never noticed it though because he was concentrating on hating this man who murdered his mother and almost killed his brother but at the end of the day, he still loved him. Was lofe this complicated?

"Where is he?" A vampire dressed in flashy red suit and a younger dressed in all black entered the room and both Sungmin and Taemin raised their swords while Jinki looked tiredly at him.  "I am not here to fight you, I just want to get get Jonghyun's body before he perished and disentigrate into ashes." The vampire uttered and Jinki was surprised.

"He's dying?" Jinki shouted, voice hoarse and hos throat hurt due to the sudden exertion.

"Does fading hair color and marks mean anything to you? Well yes he is dying because separation from his mate would kill a vampire." The older of the two continued.

"Key hyung, stop it. We just want Jonghyun hyung's body so we could keep his ashes. We don't want to fight you and shed blood." The younger said.

"Stop this bullshit Myungsoo." Key shouted.

"Wait, he can't die." Jinki shouted, stumbling out of his chair to ran towards the dungeons but Sungmin gripped his son's wrist.

"He is a murderer!" Sungmin shouted.

"No he's not! He protected you and that infant from the separatist from our clan who wanted to eradicate humans." Key shouted at them.

"Hyung, Jonghyun said not to tell anyone." Myungsoo argued.

"Shut the fuck up Myungsoo! I've had enough already and Jonghyun does not deserve to die in this manner. He took the freaking blame for his brother and look at what it led him to? He is dying because of all the lies and it's not damn okay!" Key shouted.

"I.... Jonghyun." Jinki shouted, adrenaline rushed through his body as he ran towards the dungeons.

"It'll be faster if I help you." Key uttered and picked up the hunter and ran at lightning speed.

Jinki rushed to Jonghyun who was still. The marks of the dragon and Jinki's name still etched in his skin yet his body was unresponsive and his eyes almost dilated.

"Don't go Jonghyun." Jinki cried and his tears fell on Jonghyun's skin. Jinki won't take this, he can't lose him. "What should I do?" Jinki shouted and Key bit his lip and looked at Jinki.

"The way you received your mark, but I am not sure if you can make it on time." Key said and then turned to leave.

"We will give you privacy." Myungsoo bowed and left.

Jinki didn't waste anytime as he kissed the lover in the lips, trying to revive a dying mate in utter desperation. "Don't leave me! DON'T JONGHYUN. DON'T FUCKING LEAVE ME!" Jinki wouldn't take any of it. Jonghyun needs to live.

Sungmin and Taemin arrived but the two vampires stopped them. "It's best that you don't interfere in their private moment." Myungsoo uttered.

"I demand an explanation." Sungmin said and Myungsoo nodded.

"Seventeen years ago, the EXO group separated from our clan as they believed that Humans are nothing but food. The group were younger, living a couple of decades only compared to is who had lived at least a century." Myungsoo started.

......

"Jongin, don't do this!" Jonghyun shouted as twelve vampires stormed out of the consecrated hall.

"I have to if I want to be a true vampire. This life is not what we are supposed to be living." Jongin uttered back but Jonghyun shook his head.

"But we all live in synergy, we don't have to be enemies." Jonghyun argued but Jongin shook his head.

"I am leaving hyung." Jongin said and Jonghyun shed tears, knowing fully what fate lies for his brother.

Being the last of the pure blood who came from mating of 2 vampire lords, Jonghyun and Jongin were up the heirarchy. But the two siblings weren't exactly on the same page as Jonghyun felt strong endearment for the living while Jongin wanted power.

Jonghyun had been gifted with premonitions and since his birth, none of his premonition failed, including the demise of his parents by hunters from a clan. Jonghyun replaced his father's place as one of the 13 elders of the clan. At a young age, a few decades old, Jonghyun became revered.

This became the seed that consumed his younger brother, the jealousy that was fueled by a grpup of elitists that fwlt the elders' soft spot for the humans were disgusting. Jonghyun saw it coming, saw his brother's future and he tried to stop it, but Jongin wasn't the easiest to please but the easiest to manipulate. So when the elitists decided to break from the clan, Jonghyun knew that his brother's fate was sealed.

The 12 vampires decided to wreck havoc on a town, sparing not a single infant as they killed without mercy. They were mercenaries and they hailed to be the true descendants of the great Dracula, but the elders thought differently.  They tried to step them, fighting them off and protecting the innocent but they were caught off guard by hunters.

They were fierce and they pitied no one, making Jonghyun and the others were cornered ibto submission, but they were far woser and more cunning to escape the sheer end of their race.

Amidst the chaos that night, Jonghyun chased after his brother who had gone mad with his obsession for power, and in the end, Jongin found purchase into sinking his teeth on a female huntwr, the blood felt heavenly on his tongue and the sheer joy for an accomplishment rushed through his veins.

Jonghyun was a little too late to save her but he could save the children. Jongin walked towards the two frightened children and he was ready to sink his teeth. But he did not expect the flash of emerald green in his eyes as he looked at the infant who was quietly looking at him, eyes glowing emerald green.

Jongin gripped the edge of the crib tightly until he felt a hand on his shoulder. "Hyung, he.." Jongin could not speak as Jonghyun nodded.

"He is your mate." Jonghyun uttered and Jongin fell onto his knees as tears fell from his eyes.

"I killed his mother." Jongin uttered, guilt overwhelming him.

"It's.." Jonghyun wanted to comfort hks brother but a kid walked up to the crib and he locked eyes with Jonghyun, and both eyes flared pearl aqua, making Jonghyun swallow hard.

"Kill me hyung." Jongin spoke and Jonghyun froze.

"I can't" Jonghyun replied.

"You must hyung, or it's them who will kill me." Jongin pleaded and as he heard hurried footsteps from the outside. Jonghyun closed his eyes as he held his brother's neck. He could feel the tears fell from his brother and as the door opened, he twisted the neck of his brother and the vampire disintegrated into ash, leaving a necklace that Jonghyun held onto. He then hurriedly placed the necklace onto the infant,the gem now glowed a dark green. He then turned to the older boy and drew and invisible pattern on the child's neck. "We will meet again little one." Jonghyun uttered and then left just as Sungmin entered and saw his fallen wife.

....

Jinki was crying, his tears staining the black shirt of Jonghyun but how could he care about those when Jonghyun was probably dead by now. But Jinki felt a hand on his back and he saw Jonghyun taking heavy breaths. Jinki wknew what to do, he needed to save this vampire for all he cared.

He quickly removed Jonghyun's pants and sucked on the cock, making it come alive as Jonghyun moaned deliciously despite the softness of his voice. "I'm yours Jonghyun remember that." Jinki uttered as he unzipped his pants and lowered himself. Jinki threw his head back as he impaled himself on the massive cock, filling him nicely like two puzzle pieces fitting perfectly. Jonghyun was slowly regaining conciousness and as he opened his eyes to see the beautifal man riding him, Jonghyun couldn't even help himself from moving his hips.

The marks on Jinki's skin glowed and intensified as they moved to the rhythm of their hearts. And Jonghyun's name glowed once more as Jinki's hair turned gold. They were breathless as they rocked their hips and connected in ways far more enticing. They came at the same time, drowning their moans by kissing each other and eventually, they broke off and Jinki couldn't, for the life of him, let the mate go.

"I love you Jonghyun, don't leave me." Jinki sobbed as he nuzzled his face on the crook of Jonghyun's neck.

"I am a murderer." Jonghyun uttered back.

"Stop lying Jjong." Jinki shouted a little.

"I am sorry for what happened to your mother." Jonghyun started.

"You protected me, I am grateful." Jinki replied and leaned in to kiss the mate.

"Jinki, uhmm invite him for dinner." They heard Sungmin shout and Jinki chuckled  before answering.

"We won't be attending dinner." He shouted back.

"Oh okay.. uhm then do it in your bed! The dungeon is dirty!" Sungmin shouted back making the couple laugh.

"I still have a dream I wanted to fulfill." Jinki uttered and Jonghyun grinned at his mate.

...

The silver chains now hanged from Jinki's bedroom ceiling as he gripped it tightly while he bounced on his mate's lap. Jonghyun particularly loved this display, running his hand on Jinki's body.

They've been together for months now and Sungmin had been accepted him in his household. After all, he felt guilty torturing this fellow who was an elder and his sons' savior.

"I love you Jinki!" Jonghyun uttered breatheless and Jinki leaned in to kiss the five bold letters on Jonghyun's chest.

"I love you more." He replied and Jonghyun licked the spot where his name was printed in cursive letters before piercing Jinki's skin with his sharp fangs.

Jinki hissed as the pain shoot, momentarily stopping his actions, only to moan loud and proud as Jonghyun thrust under him.

They fell exhausted on the bed and Jinki traced the lines on the dragon that marked the back of Jonghyun. "Why did you save me Jinki?" Jonghyun asked, turning to face the lover.

"Because you saved me." Jinki responded and Jonghyun kissed him again, deep and passionate.

"Weren't you traumatized about your brother?" Jinki asled and Jonghyun nodded

"I am still haunted by it but it is better i did it rather than see him perish in the hands of other." Jonghyun replied.

"But Taemin, he won't be mated?" Jinki asked, now kissing the five letters across Jonghyun's chest.

"He's going to find his life partner, just not a vampire." Jonghyun said, running his hand on Jinki's hair.

"I love you." Jinki smiled and leaned in to kiss the mate.

"I love you." Jonghyun uttered back.

.....

A/N: uhm so yeah... blame Jonghyun and his chained teaser... gahhhbhbbbhhh it smelled vamp!au when i first watched it. Then the Crazy MV teaser.... topless jjong and I was so dead... so.. yeah..  a jongyu smut was created.

If you have been a subbie of mine, you would know that I love a dom!Jinki but this story calls for a very smoking hot and dom! Jonghyun ^^

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[MyungGyu] Stares

Myunggyu

angst

He didn't know how it started but it bacame a habit he couldn't stop doing

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A/N: okay this was due to those gifs and FMV about Myungsoo with that longing stares directed to Sunggyu ^^  

He wasn't really sure how it started but everytime he would see the familiar leader, he would all be statuesque and stare at the older with so much longing that it was considered unhealthy.

  “Not too obvious Myung” He heard Sungyeol's voice whisper in his ears and he looked at the hyung, a bit startled, and smiled.

  “sorry” He said as he gently give the hyung a hug which caused an uproar from Myungyeol shippers, he gave out a chuckle while Sungyeol smiled wide.

  “They love this shit.” Sungyeol murmured and made Myungsoo laugh loudly as they stepped of the stage and went straight to their dressing room.

  Myungyeol to some is as real as it could get but in reality, the two are best of friends and Sungyeol had made it a point to pull Myungsoo down to Earth when the younger spaces out especially when staring at the older.

  Myungsoo never understood why Sungyeol was so worried when he would just look at everyone the same way. With a raised brow and frown, Sungyeol thrust the tablet towards Myungsoo and the choding pointed out to the pictures posted on a Myungsoo fansite.

  “This was during Chaser promotions and this is during Destiny. And worst was during Man in Love.” Sungyeol started. “Look at how you would look at me, childish.” He said and Myungsoo nodded.

  “Here with Sungjong, it's playful. With Dongwoo Hyung it's brotherly, with Hoya hyung it's with respect and with Woohyun hyung it's a bit of jealousy.” Sungyeol pointed out. “But with Sunggyu hyung...” Sungyeol paused and zoomed in on the picture.

  “It's full of longing and love Myung.” The elder stated and Myungsoo looked like he had seen a ghost.

  “I am obvious hyung.” Myungsoo said out of shock and panicked overcome him.

  “Relax, just don't stare too much.” Sungyeol said as he gave the younger a pat on the shoulder and a gentle shake. The younger nodded and off they went to join the others for dinner.

  But as much as he tried to control his feelings, he couldn't. He would always space out while staring at the older that sometime he couldn't even hear Sunggyu yelling at him for not putting enough effort during practice.

  “Like i was saying Myungsoo, God how much more could you be a pain in my already aching spine?” Sunggyu shouted as he let out the stress caught up with him.

  “I'm sorry hyung.” Myungsoo said in his most sincere tone.

  “Sorry? Sorry doesn't cut it Myungsoo. Keep this up and you will only bring down Infinite.” Sunggyu berrated and Myungsoo nodded and accepted each word and insult that the elder sent to him.

  “Just because you are popular and people like you for your face doesn't mean you have the privilege to lax.” Sunggyu uttered and dismissed him.

  Myungsoo bowed to the leader and went to the back where Sungyeol gave him a pat on the shoulder.

  “Are you okay Myung?” He asked and the younger nodded and gave a weak smile.

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  “I don't now what to do anymore Woohyun.” Sunggyu said as he let himself fall on the floor, his head leaning on the floor length mirror.

  “then don't do anything.” Woohyun answered which made Sunggyu confused more than anything else. “Come on hyung, we both know that Myungsoo only spaces out when he stares at you.” He said with a chuckle but this only made things worse.

  “I can't reciprocate it Woohyun, we both know it.” Sunggyu answered and Woohyun nodded.

  “And he nows it too. But give the kid credit for trying his best to control himself.” Woohyun said with a small smile. “He is suffering so much Sunggyu hyung.” Woohyun said with a hint of concern in his tone.

  “So? You want me to tell him off?” Sunggyu asked and Woohyun sighed.

  “At least tell him what not to expect.” He said then stood and left the practice room.

  Sunggyu let out a long sigh and closed his eyes, maybe he needed to tell Myungsoo about it.

  ---

  He called out the visual one day before practice and the younger was expecting another berrating but the talk was more than serious.

  “Myungsoo, i know how you feel about me.” Sunggyu started and Myungsoo's face paled. “But I'm sorry, I can't accept it.” He added and Myungsoo blinked at the elder.

  He didn't even reply to it, he just stared at the elder with a gaping mouth. “And i want you to stop staring at me. I feel uncomfortable.” He uttered and left Myungsoo alone in the corridor to ponder the words of his leader.

  He swallowed hard and fought the impending tears that was about to fall from his eye. He tried to compose himself and walked towards the practice room. He entered with head low and placed his bag on one corner then went to his place just behind Sungyeol.

  “You okay Myung?” Sungyeol inquired and Myungsoo gave a small smile and a nod beofre his face become devoid of emotions.

  The practice went uneventful and for the most part, Myungsoo had made sure to become invincible to the members. He did not speak unless necessary and avoided looking at anybody he fixed his stare on the floor, his head hung low all through out practice that it concerned Sungyeol who knew Myungsoo's mannerism the most. But the confrontation has to wait till they get home.

  The practice was dismissed and everyone hurriedly packed to get to the showers before they left for their dorms. Myungsoo however took his time the most and gently took his bag and walked towards the showers, Sungyeo stopped him halfway and pulled him towards the fire exit.

  “Talk to me.” Sungyeol said but Myungsoo just stared at him with teary eyes and that confirmed everything. Sungyeol immediately wrapped the younger in a tight embrace “I'm sorry Myungsoo.” He said as he tried to comfort the younger.

  Myungsoo cried silent tears, something that he had perfected as an actor and was grateful that he did because the whole world wouldn't hear his breaking heart.

  “It'll be okay Myungsoo,.” Sungyeol uttered as he planted a kiss on the younger's forehead. Myungsoo couldn't even thank him enough for being such a good friend when he needed him.

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  Myungsoo never looked at the members anymore, he would look down and just isolated himself from them. It helped that his manager had scored him a role in a drama. He would just keep to himself and would ignore the world for all he cared.

  “Are you okay Myung?” Sunggyu called out as he saw the younger spacing out on his bed.

  Myungsoo's body shifted and when he saw the person who called him, he looked down and nodded. He returned to look at the script that he was memorizing and read the lines over and over again.

  'Are you sure?” Sunggyu asked and Myugnsoo nodded without looking at the leader.

  Sunggyu shrugged his shoulders and left the room. He felt guilty because he knew he was the one at fault.

  “So you told him huh?” Woohyun asked as he get some water. “I fathom he didn't take it well.” he added abeofre drinking the contents of his glass.

  “I think I was harsh on him.” Sunggyu replied.

  “You think?” Woohyun asked then scoffed “You are hyung.” Woohyun replied then left the older.

  The next practice went terrible as Sunggyu let out his stress on the members. He shouted at them, screamed at them and humiliated them. It was just liek Sunggyu when they are about to perform but maybe this thime he went overboard.

  “Myungsoo!” He shouted but the member did not look at him. “I am talking to you Kim Myungsoo.” He shouted louder but Myungsoo kept his gaze on the floor. “Look at me when I am talking to you.” Sunggyu demanded and with all his strength. Myungsoo looked at the elder with dull eyes.

  Sunggyu was surprised to see the once beautiful brown eyes that stared him with longing now void of emotions and somehow looked dead.

  “Yes hyung?” He answered and Sunggyu shook his head to break the trance.

  “How could you keep on messing up when we've practiced this so many times?” He asked with a loud voice.

  Myungsoo just shook his head and bowed at the leader.

  “I am asking you Myungsoo so answer me.” Sunggyu shouted and Myungsoo once again stared at him.

  “I am sorry.” He just said then returned to his place.

  “I want you to practice until I say you can stop,” Sunggyu said and then left the practice room to let out some steam.

  The members looked at each other and Woohyun just threw the water botle he was holding and grabbed his bag, screw the leader's instructions. One by one they left the practice room and went to the showers.

  “You coming Myung?” Sungyeol asked and the younger nodded. “I'll follow shortly hyung.” He said and Sungyeol nodded then left the room.

  Myungsoo looked at his reflection and held back the tears. The leader's words rang in his head and he was determined to follow him regardless if he had to die of exhaustion. He wanted to prove his leader wrong so he turned on the music and danced to the song until his body was numb and his knees caved in to exhaustion.

  Sunggyu returned to the dorms and went straight to the showers. The members didn't bother greeting him because they knew the leader would need to cool down and let himself redeem himself as their leader by apologizing to the members.

  He dried his hair with a towel as he walked towards the living room and gathered the members for his apology. He counted the boys and noticed one missing.

  “Where's Myungsoo?:” He asked and everyone lookked at Sungyeol who shrugged his shoulders before having a light bulb moment.

  “He said that he'll follow shortly when we left the practice room.” Sungyeol said then looked their leader with wide eyes. “He usually takes your instructions seriously hyung, maybe he's still there practicing?” Sungyeol uttered and Sunggyu dismissed the thought.

  “Stop kidding with me.” Sunggyu said and Sungyeol grabbed his phone to talk to the younger.

  His phone was ringing and after the tenth ring, a voice answered him.

  “On speakers.” Sunggyu instructed and Sungyeol pressed the button.

  “Myungsoo.” Sungyeol called out.

  “Neh hyung.” the voice answered.

  “where are you?” Sungyeol asked and they heard a long sigh.

  “You know where I am hyung. You don't even need to ask.” The voice answered and they could hear heavy breathing form the younger.

  “I do but everyone doesn't believe me.” Sungyeol' said and they heard Myungsoo chuckle.

  “They probably won't. Hyung lock the door, I am not going home.” The voice said and Sungyeol looked at Sunggyu who nodded.

  “Yeah, Myug, just take care of yourself huh?” Sungyeol said and Myungsoo replied with a hum and the line went dead.

  “What did he mean?” Dongwoo asked and Sungyeol sighed.

  “Like i told you, Myungsoo takes Sunggyu's instructions seriously.” Sungyeol said then held his phone and looked at his leader expectantly.

  “I'll fetch him.” Sunggyu said then stood up to get his keys.

  “Hyung.” Sungyeol stopped him by the door and Sunggyu looked at him. “He really takes your words by heart, so I hope you'll be gentle with him when you talk to him.” Sungyeol said and Sunggyu just nodded.

  Myungsoo huffed as he looked at his reflection, sweat dripping off of his face. He shook off his exhaustion and continued to move his stiff body to the music. Just before the chorus, the music shut off and Myungsoo looked at the figure by the stereo.

  “You could stop now myungsoo.” Sunggyu uttered and Myungsoo collapsed on the floor.

  The leader walke towards the body and sat next to it. He handed him a towel and a bottle of water which Myungsoo declined. He stood up and walked towards his bag, panting as he took painful steps towards the black bag.

    “I am sorrry Myungsoo.” Sunggyu utered and Myungsoo shook his head. “come and sit with me.” Sunggyu said and Myungsoo bit his lip before he took a seat next to the leader, a safe distance between them.

  “Did I hurt you that much Myung?” Sunggyu asked but Sunggyu did not reply. “Just tell me what's bothering you Myungsoo.” Sunggyu uttered. “I am instructing you to do so.” He added and Myungsoo sighed.

  “it won't change anything hyung. You read me like an open book so why would you still ask? You knew that I feel something for you, you do know how much you hurt me when you rejected me without even giving me a chance to prove myself. I have to look down because if I look at you, I can only stare and get lost in the thoughts about you. I can't help it and I tried to control it but i just can't. I am sorry.” He said then stood to bow at the leader.

  “Stay here Myungsoo.” Sunggyu said and Myungsoo clenched his fist tight as he tried to control himself and try to defy his emotions for the leader. “I want to talk to you.” He said and Myungsoo breathed in.

  “Please.” Sunggyu added and Myungsoo sighed before sitting next to the leader. “I am very sorry Myungsoo if I hurt you that much.” Sunggyu started and looked at Myungsoo direct in his eyes. “I am not used to this attention Myungsoo. I am afraid that i can't reciprocate what you feel for me.” He said and Myungsoo just sighed as he tried not to hear the words that will put salt in his open wounds.

  “But i miss the longing in your eyes, and the glint of happiness that is Kim Myungsoo. I miss you Myung.” He stated and without warning he enveloped Myungsoo in a tight embrace. “I can't love you back Myungsoo, at least not yet. But if you could give me time, I think I can.” Sunggyu uttered and he felt warm tears fall on his shoulder.

  “Please hyung don't say things you can't live up to. I take your words seriously that it hurts more than it should.” Myungsoo replied, silent tears spilling from his eyes.

  “I mean it Myungsoo.” Sunggyu reassured and Myungsoo closed his eyes as he returned the warmth of embrace. “I really mean it.” Sunggyu reassured the younger.

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  “okay, let's forget what happened yesterday and my outbrurst, comeback in two days so i expect everyone ot be on top of their game.” Sunggyu uttered and took his place. The practice went well and everyone was all smiles as the practice ended.

  Sunggyu looked at the panting members and locked eyes with the visual who had his eyes light up and he saw the glint of hope and happiness. Sunggyu returned the visual's smile and thought to himself that this was better.

  As the stage performances finsihed, he would catch the visual spacing out and staring at him with those longing eyes and it just made him giddy all the same. Maybe He didn't need to tell the visual off, because he secretly loved it.

  “come here.” Sunggyu said as he opened his arms and Myungsoo ran towards his leader with a wide smile. “You did well Myung.” He said and Myungsoo's smile had reached its widest and let the leader mess his hair. “Keep on staring Myung, and soon, I'll be able to return the same stare.” Sunggyu whispered and the blood rushed to his cheeks in the cutest blush which made Sunggyu chuckle.

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a/n: i don't know where the story went, I am sorry

[chiefanfic]

Childish

Eunhae

Fluff/romance

Even if the younger was childish, he still makes Eunhyuk complete.

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a/n: Should have been posted on Eunhyuk’s birthday

but I got caught with all the work and chocolates that it got pushed back.

  My darling anchovy! Happy birthday!

Eunhyuk has once thought if his boyfriend of six years was really that childish and that his maturity (or immaturity) is on the same level as a pre-school student. But when he was dragged towards a playground on the eve of his 29th birthday, he questioned his sanity for sticking up with the childish boyfriend.

“Hae? What the fuck are we doing here?” Eunhyuk asked as Donghae sat on one of the swings.

Donghae did not answer but just looked at the sky were the stars were twinkling brightly. Eunhyuk sighed as he sat on the vacant swing next to the boyfriend and looked up towards the diresction of Donghae’s line of sight.

“It’s a beautiful night.” Eunhyuk uttered and Donghae smiled at him adorably – and try as he might, it’s this smile that he fell for the first time- with eyes glinting with happiness.

But then Donghae returned his gaze upwards as if waiting for something. Eunhyuk did not question him further, he instead focused on how the moon illuminated Donghae’s features perfectly, highlighting the lovely eyes of the younger.

Donghae smiled as he counted off and Eunhyuk looked at him in pure curiosity. Donghae then faced the boyfriend and smiled at him. “Happy birthday hyukkie!” HE chirped and walked towards him to give him a peck on the cheek.

Eunhyuk smiled as he felt the warmth crept on his cheeks and he just couldn’t help himself blush whenever the younger showed his affection publicly. And after six years, he still couldn’t get over it.

“Thank Hae!” He said sincerely, loving how sweet Donghae was despite the years they spent together.

Donghae then extended his hand and Eunhyuk eyed it curiously. Donghae lips tugged into a smile, the childish smile Eunhyuk was very familiar with. He broke into a chuckle and grabbed the extended hand; Donghae’s hand closed in to fit with Eunhyuk’s. Their intertwined fingers showed how much they belong to each other in a way that no one would ever thought possible but it was, 6 years and running.

Donghae led him towards a soccer field, the familiar place where it all began 10 years ago, where they met as rivals on their college soccer teams. He was the attacker and Donghae was the defender. The kid with equally shining eyes was dead on with his skills that even he and their ace Junsu were both helpless.

“Hae, why are we here?” Eunhyuk asked and Donghae led him towards the center where a soccer ball was placed and was waiting for them.

“It was your birthday when the championship was held.” He replied as he played with the ball. “I’m sorry.” He added as he looked with pained expression.

“Nah, don’t worry about it, I gained a good friend anyway.” He replied then took the ball from Donghae. “First to make five?” He asked and the two made a run for it, trying to score a goal before the other. “Don’t lose on purpose!” Eunhyuk shouted and Donghae grinned before stealing the ball and shooting it to his goal.

“You are getting old Hyukkie!” Donghae laughed which made Eunhyuk smile, revealing his gums that took away Donghae’s breath.

“I am not Hae!” He shouted back and this time scored a goal passed Donghae’s shoulders.

But just like ten years ago, Eunhyuk lost and Donghae still gave him that pained expression that reminded him of how they started as friends. Eunhyuk fell to the ground, the cool grass was flushed on his back and he stared at the stars above him. Donghae did the same and he felt his hand being held by the all familiar digits.

“Happy Birthday Hyukkie!” Donghae uttered and Eunhyk spared the younger a glance, only to lock gaze into those innocent eyes that belonged to Donghae.

He smiled as he let himself drown on those brown orbs, let himself reminisce the days and nights they shared: the laughter, tears, arguments, and cheers. His smiled widened as he recalled how he had captured those all too familiar lips lovingly and harshly at times, and how Donghae would part them slightly to give him the access he always wanted.

The memories of their first time flooded him with emotions that some escaped from his eyes. It was his birthday too, when Donghae gave himself and gifted Eunhyuk a boyfriend he wanted to keep badly despite the questions on his sanity at times.

“I love you Donghae.” He uttered and Donghae’s lips curved into a smile.

‘I love you too Hyukkie.” He replied, giving the hand a gentle squeeze.

Eunhyuk looked up again and sighed, if only he could stop time every single time his birthday comes and preserve each moment that Donghae does to make him the world’s luckiest man alive. He would never know how to thank this child next to him for making him the happiest.

“Hyukkie.” Donghae started and Eunhyuk spared him a glance. “Are you happy?” He asked and Eunhyuk broke into a wide smile, a gummy but lovely smile.

“When I am with you Hae, I am always happy.” He replied and Donghae blinked rapidly as the tears escaped his eyes. “Why are you crying?” Eunhyuk asked as he watched Donghae rubbed his eye with his free hand.

“I’m just happy that I have you as my boyfriend.” He replied, sobbing and sniffing occasionally. “I’m childish and immature and have always been a bother to you but you are still here next to me.” Donghae let out his emotions and Eunhyuk couldn’t even fathom how much this guy meant to him that he would be willing to bear the weight of the world for him.

Eunhyuk pulled him in a tight embrace and kissed the top of his head; he rubbed circles on the younger’ back as he whispered words of love and care in the younger’s ears. “Donghae-ah,” He started and the tears formed in his eyes. “I will always love you.” He uttered and he felt Donghae wrap his arm around his waist and pulled him closer than what he thought possible.

“I love you Hae and every moment I spend with you, no matter how childish you act sometimes, meant the world to me. I love you so much and you have been the best birthday gift God has given me.” Eunhyuk stated and he heard Donghae sob at the confession.

“You were never the showy type Hyukkie. Thank you!” He uttered and Eunhyuk smiled as he let the tears of joy fell from his eyes, the feeling of gratitude and being blessed overwhelmed him. But he was thankful because year after year, Donghae never ceases to overwhelm him in a way he never thought the childish boyfriend could ever do.

They didn’t need the fancy cake or the dinner at an expensive restaurant, they didn’t ned the electronic ads or the facebook greeting, they didn’t need a luxurious vacation or the most expensive gift, because with Donghae, he was always complete.

Even if the younger was childish, he still makes Eunhyuk complete.

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a/n: yeah that’s not even fluff T.T sorry…  anyway cheers for my beloved canon OTP (because the rest aren’t really that popular or traditional). I wanted to write something related to SJM or something but then having this setup is better in my opinion. I wanted to share the genuine feelings shared by the two in a way that it’s not as fluffy but not too angsty either, maybe just the balance of romance^^  Anyway.. Belated Happy Birthday Lee Hyukjae!

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Henwook fanfiction ^^

[chiefanfic]

[ongoing] AFF posted series https://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/676799

#Jongyu #henwook #myunggyu # Dongwoo #89line 

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Hades

MyungGyu 

paranormal

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[chiefanfic]

In your eyes

Prompt: “Your eyes tell it all”

I sent this over as a prompt for the secret santa and my dearest santa gave me Myunggyu angst!

I love Myunggyu and angst together so i'm really happy about it.

I would've wanted Dasom for Myungsoo but Suzy is quite okay for me.

It's a good storyline and it was open ended, making me draw my own conclusins for it. It did gave me that familiar tug at my heartstrings, poor Gyu will always be my weakness.

Now i would want to take on the challenge of writing this prompt because i felt that it was really vague ~ so let's see what i wrote...

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He knew that the younger was already hurting, but he kept his mouth shut because he didn’t want to add fuel to the fire. He knew the younger already knew of the infidelity of his lover, but he kept his mouth shut for precaution. He sat by his usual spot, looking at the familiar face across the place, still and emotionless; yet he didn’t try to break the silence.

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It was turmoil inside Myungsoo, the past months have proven themselves hard and tricky. He barely had time to breathe as his eyes uncontrollably shed tears. This was his spot, used to be theirs if you could call it that, but somehow being there was both comforting and painful.

He wasn’t sure how he ended up this way, hurt and broken just by loving someone with all his heart. He didn’t know why he even thought that love existed in such a wrong place at a wrong time: he knew his partner would prefer chasing skirts over sticking their dicks into ass holes. He knew somehow that he was just used, for the fame and opportunity to get into the modeling world; but he took it all in because he knew he loved him.

That love was so pure, he never thought it’ll end too soon. He expected a little over the year but 4 months was just too soon to savor. He took in a sigh and held his camera, focusing on the horizon, capturing the gloomy clouds that rolled by.

He took a deep breath, the aroma of coffee from the nearby cafe filled his lungs; he was utterly disgusted. Coffee reminded him of the stupid brat who used him, and dumped him cold-heartedly. He stood to leave, not wanting the painful memories to fill his brain and cause his eyes to spill more and unnecessary tears.

He stood to leave, leaving something that wasn’t left unnoticed by watchful eyes.

“You left this yesterday.” A voice greeted Myungsoo as he took his usual place.

“Thank you.” He said, bowing and putting the pouch inside his bag.

The man bowed and turned to leave, sighing at his pathetic he was for missing this one-shot deal to talk to the younger. He settled himself by the usual spot, bringing out a book he was just about to finish. He looked up towards the familiar space, but was surprised that the younger had left already.

“I didn't get your name.” He heard a voice and when he looked up, he saw the younger, face pale but cheeks red from the autumn breeze.

“It’s Sunggyu.” He said with a small smile, gesturing the chair across him for the younger.

“I’m Myungsoo and I’m a photographer.” The younger extended a hand which Sunggyu gladly shook. I know 

“What do you do for a living?” Myungsoo boldly asked and Sunggyu gave him a smile.

“I’m a counselor. I work for the local center by the block. I usually go to work at 9am so I spend most of my mornings out here reading.” Sunggyu replied, closing his book and looking at the younger male. “Wanna test me?” Sunggyu invited the younger who bit his lip and nodded.

“My boyfriend is cheating on me but I don’t want to break up with him.” Myungsoo told him and the counselor nodded then took a deep breath.

“You’re an idiot.” Sunggyu replied and Myungsoo nodded, not even insulted with the words.

“Guess i am huh?” Myungsoo said bitterly and chuckled. “I’m so stupid that I can’t even break up with a bastard.” Myungsoo revealed, tears brimming in his eyes. “Like he’s a fucking liar who goes around fucking girls while he profess his love for me and i still belive his lies.” Myungsoo was breaking down, catching Sunggyu off guard with it.

“Listen Myungsoo, It’s because you have a pure heart that’s why he takes you for granted. When you love someone, you must still keep a part of you. You can’t give him everything.” Sunggyu said, wiping the tears with his thumb.

“Do what’s right Myungsoo, save yourself from the heartache and realize that someone’s better for you.” SUnggyu said, giving the younger a bright smile. “If you need to talk it out, i’ll be at the center.” He said jsut as Myungsoo stood to leave.

“I’ll take note of that.” Myungsoo said with a smile.

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How pathetic Myungsoo felt when he walked away from the man named Sunggyu. He fucking cried in front of a complete stranger, but somehow it felt really good that he was able to release a bit o the pain he felt.

“You’re late!” a familiar voice echoed in his ears as he felt a pair of arms wrap around his waist and pulled him into a kiss. He kissed back, fully aware of the fucking bastard taking advantage of him. He stared into his eyes and saw lust, nothing more nothing less, and Myungsoo sighed; how Sungyeol’s eyes were empty as a black hole yet he failed o notice it just now.

He gave in to the cravings of his body, the sensual touches and the hot kisses that seared and marked his pale skin. He never denied Sungyeol of his needs, even though the man may have fucked a few girls prior to him.

He pants as they ended the little session, the room was hot and humid, it smelled of sex and a disgusting one if i may add. Myungsoo took it in, breathed the scent in like his own dose of marijuana. But then he heard hushed voices and he knew what was happening. This whole thing breaks him apart and he can’t stand it anymore. Taking his clothes and putting them on as fast as he could, he dashed out of the apartment and out into the world, breathing in the fresh scent of the autumn breeze. He hailed a cab and went to a place where he thought he might find comfort and peace.

He was ushered inside a small office, a simple chair in front of a desk.

“Oh hi!” Sunggyu greeted him as he sat awkwardly.

“I had sex with him.” Myungsoo said quite straightforwardly.

“You must be mistaken...” Sunggyu started and as soon as Myungsoo heard him say it, the tears were spilling down his eyes. “Hey, Myungsoo.” Sunggyu stood from his chair and embraced the younger as he tried to stop him from crying.

“I’m a fucking idiot.” He cried and soaked the elder’s shirt with his disgusting tears.

“It’s okay, you’ll find in yourself the heart to prioritize yourself first.” Sunggyu said, looking at the younger straight in the eyes.

Myungsoo’s vision was blurry from the tears but he was mesmerized by the older’s beautiful orbs, a deep brown with a glint of something he was not familiar with. He felt his body lean into the older and his lips touched the soft pink ones of the older.

It was awkward when they parted, Sunggyu returning to his seat and coughing slightly. “I’m sorry, I’m such an idiot.” Myungsoo blushed as he apologized to the counselor who dismissed it saying that it must have been an impulsive move from the younger.

“Hyung, your eyes....” Myungsoo said, mesmerized by the dark orbs that was full of life. “It shines...” Myungsoo was hypnotized by it, he couldn’t tear off of it even if he wanted to.

“Could it be that your eyes are telling me something?” Myungsoo asked and Sunggyu swallowed the lump on his throat.

“I am not sure what you are talking about myungsoo.” Sunggyu asked, tearing away from the younger’s piercing gaze.

“Hyung please don’t lie, your eyes tell it all....” Myungsoo stood, placing his hands on the older’s desk. “Could it be that you..” He inched closer. “like me?” He asked, lips hovering just above the older’s lips.

“Would you want to believe that?” Sunggyu asked, feeling the hot breath of the younger as he exhaled. Myungsoo nodded which made Sunggyu smile beofre closing the distance before them, cupping the younger’s face in his palms. “Good. Because I sure am not a good liar.” Sunggyu breathed out.

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A/n: now that’s something unexpected~ wahahahahah it was a bit off to be honest XD

[chiefanfic]

Battlefield (AFF Infinite Secret Santa Repost)

Yeolsoo and Woogyu Korean War setting; the ukes (Myungsoo and Sunggyu) are military nurses while the semes (Yeol and Woohyun) are soldiers (General or Lieutenant)

 I did a bit of a research for this, I am very sorry with the title~ it’s lame i know

This was written for the Infinite Secret Santa 2013 spearheaded by Starlightspirit

This is for my impromptu Santee jetsora

You can find the original post HERE

It has always been like this for the past three years as they held on to their arms and thanked each day that they set their eyes to the morning sun. He sighed as he looked at the wounded troops on cots, with bandages in every limb, flesh sore and red, faces painted with pain and grief.  He knew it wasn’t close to end but with the negotiations on going, they were bound to have something settle by the end of this year; hopefully he thought. “General Nam!” A soldier saluted as he received a telegraph from base. He took the slip of paper and read it with much fear in his eyes. “The forces by the Kumsung river have been gravely wounded, General Lee barely escaped from the attack and are headed towards your camp. Stay alert.” The telegraph read and Gen. Nam quickly alerted the forces. “I want all hands on deck. Gen. Lee and the remaining forces will be coming and I want everyone alert and ready. Don’t let your guards down.” He announced, courage and confidence exudes from the young general whose bloodline traced back to highly respected military officers of South Korea. He heard a loud affirmation from his battalion and a placid smile graced his face. “we will not be defeated. Daehan Minguk” He shouted and the men shouted louder “Daehan Minguk!” He savored the screams and the brave souls in front of him before he retreated towards the infirmary where the nurses were taking care of more than a dozen wounded soldiers. He looked with grimace as his stomach churn at the ugly sight of war. “Anything that matters, general?” A soft voice called him and a smile graced his face again. “Prepare yourselves, Gen, Lee and his forces are coming. Anticipate the number of wounded to be high.” He said with a firm voice. “Can you handle more?” he then said with a concerned tone, the nurse smiled and nodded. “It’s just a small duty compared to yours general.” He replied and Gen. Nam frowned at those words. “Sunggyu...” His voice trailed as he placed his hand on the nurse’s cheek. “...please say my name.” he said, desperation laced his voice. “Woohyun..” Sunggyu obliged, his voice velvety and smooth. Woohyun took it in like morphine, he breathed the words and his nerves steadied. “You keep me sane Sunggyu.” He said, eyes closed and fingers gently rubbing the nurse’s fluffy cheeks. “And you keep me alive.” Sunggyu replied, sneaking a peck on the general’s cheeks before walking towards the other nurses attending to the wounded. Woohyun couldn’t be any happier with this. ---  Three days after receiving the telegraph, the camp was hurrying to usher in General Lee’s forces. The General was pale and weak but he tried to lead his troops towards the camp safely. He was met by a supporting arm from Woohyun. “Sungyeol.” He said and Sungyeol smiled weakly.  “The Chinese held a surprise attack, we didn’t have any strategies planned. I’m sorry.” He said as Woohyun shook his head. “We’ll stand our ground and we’ll fight back.” Woohyun assured him, as he led the general towards the infirmary where the nurses were all on their toes. “Sunggyu.” Woohyun called and the nurse made his way towards the general. “Yes general?” He asked and Woohyun handed Sungyeol, pain painted the weak general’s face. “Treat him. Send in the best to help him recover.” Woohyun demanded and Sunggyu nodded, asking another nurse to help him treat the general’s wounds. “Myungsoo, give me the morphine, the bandages and hot water.” Sunggyu instructed and the nurse he called grabbed the items and handed it to Sunggyu. “Help me clean the wounds.” Sunggyu said and Myungsoo nodded, unbuttoning the general’s clothes to reveal fresh wounds from shrapnels.  Woohyun’s eyes twitched as he saw the blood and the red flesh of the general. “You don’t have to watch this, we’ll take care of him, I promise.” Sunggyu uttered to Gen. Nam who nodded then left. “It’ll sting for a while general.” Myungsoo informed the man who gritted his teeth as the wounds were cleaned and disinfected. He closed his eyes as the searing pain of morphine laced his flesh and tear his sanity; then numbness took over his body.

---  Gun shots and exploding bombs were heard, the night was glowing red. He looked to his right and saw one by one, his troops were being killed. His eyes grew wide as the sight before him was pitiful and scary. “Retreat! Gather everyone and retreat! Save yourselves!” He shouted as he took his riffle and aimed a shot on the incoming Chinese soldier.  “Retreat!” He shouted as he took another aim, this time throwing a hand grenade towards the direction of the Chinese soldiers, exploding three seconds later and creating fiery red flames as the explosion hit a tent. --  He woke up with trembling muscles and cold sweat trickling down his body. He looked at the surrounding and felt hands on his shoulder, delicate and warm. “You had a nightmare.” he heard the voice and a serene face appeared before him and handed a glass of water. “You’re okay now General Lee.” Myungsoo said with a smile and the general nodded. “Call me Sungyeol.” He informed the nurse who nodded and took the empty glass. “I didn’t catch your name.” Sungyeol said and Myungsoo gave him a warm smile. “It’s Myungsoo.” He said then bowed before leaving. Woohyun visited him the next day, face placid but Sungyeol knew better. “It’s not good news I presume.” Sungyeol stated and Woohyun nodded before taking in a deep breath. “The Chinese forces are advancing quite faster than expected. We need to defend the borders as soon as possible. I have teams out to patrol the trenches and we expect full gear by the third day.” Woohyun informed the injured general and the latter nodded. “The borders are usually the ground zero. We need to prepare.” Sungyeol uttered as he tried to stand up from his bed. “You are not going anywhere until your wounds have healed.” Sunggyu warned the general and looked at Woohyun with concern. “Are you really heading out this quickly?” He asked, worried for the general. “It’s for our country and our people.” Woohyun said, placing his hands on the nurses hands and kissing them with such passion. Sunggyu held the tears and nodded. “I want you take this.” Woohyun said as he took the ring from his necklace and handed it to nurse. “It’s my great grandmother's. Keep it as collateral.” Woohyun said with a smile before heading out, not without bowing to Sungyeol. “So I guess you...” Sungyeol trailed off, not really sure if he’ll sound insensitive with his words. “The three years of war had made me lose my mind; and falling for a man was something only the war can do to me.” Sunggyu said, placing the ring on his necklace, next to his military dog tag. Sungyeol nodded and swallowed the lump on his throat. “It’s a risky position isn’t it?” Sunggyu asked as he checked the general’s wound and Sungyeol nodded. “Myungsoo told me that you had nightmares?” He asked and the general nodded again. “It’s normal, don’t worry.” Sunggyu said then bowed before leaving and attending to others. Sungyeol took a deep breath and looked at the infirmary only to be disgusted of the sight. The place was teeming with wounded and amputated soldiers, with no hopes of a better life after the war. He clenched his fist as the memories flooded him; like his battalion’s ghosts haunted him. He wasn’t able to protect them and lead them to victory, he was a failure and a coward. “Are you okay General?” the familiar voice pulled him out of his thoughts. “Yes I am.” he replied and the nurse gave him a bright smile. “Word around camp said that you’re a sharp shooter.” Myungsoo stated and Sungyeol shook his head. “Great, because I sure am below average.” He said with a smile, handing the general some pills to drink. “It’s antibiotic for infection and some pain killers.” He informed him and Sungyeol took it without another word.

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The time has come and Woohyun mentally prepared for the battle, he tightened his laces and his belt, adjusted his cap and straightened his collar; they were all ready for battle. “We will not stop until we finish every soldier, We will protect our soil till our last breath. Daehan Minguk!” Woohyun shouted and each and everyone of his squad were mentally prepared for it; shedding blood for their country was the first and last thing on their minds. They took the trenches and waited for the sun to set before they heard the first shot. It was canon being fired and Woohyun signalled to return the fire. They heard several gunshots and figured that the battle has already commenced. They took aim, firing at several unseen target, hearing wails of pain and shouts of eagerness to attack. They fired until they all heard the familiar battle cry.  “Prepare yourselves men!” Woohyun shouted, gripping his gun tightly and aiming at the other side of the battle field.  The air smelt of gun powder and ashes but their bodies were all heightened and alert. More shots were heard as the other approached them; it’ll be a tricky battle just as Woohyun had predicted. “Load the mortar!” He instructed and within seconds, the mortar landed on the enemies’ side and blasted a few soldier in the air.  It was loud and Woohyun could sense the fear in his blood; the wounded and casualties were growing as the hours passed.  “We can’t give up, use everything!” He commanded, the soldiers giving everything they could to exterminate the enemies. He stood his ground and aimed at the approaching squad, knocking down 3 consecutively. “Fire!” He shouted, his voice was hoarse but it exuded confidence and courage; something his squad had always admired from their general. They were holding their ground and securing their position when the unexpected came, a bomb landed too close to Woohyun who had a shrapnel slice his left arm, blood spilling from the wound. “We will not give up!” Woohyun hissed as he ripped the sleeve of his camouflage uniform and wrapped it on his wound. “Sunggyu, I will come back to you.” He said as he gritted his teeth and took an aim of the enemy behind the lines. He fired until he was numb and the world was dark and he saw nor felt nothing. ---  “Sunggyu?” He jolted from his sleep only to find a different nurse attending to him. “General Nam, you’ve awoken.” the nurse said and handed him some pills. “For your wounds.” He said, pointing to the wounded arm and a few stitches on his left leg. “Where’s Sunggyu?” He asked but the nurse did not reply. “I am asking you where is Sunggyu?” He repeated, a bit louder but the nurse kept his mouth close. “As your general I am demanding you to tell me where is Sunggyu!” His shouted, tone was angry and mad but the nurse blinked at him with no words to say. “Major General Nam Woohyun, I’m glad that you are awake.” A voice said, dismissing the nurse and sitting in front of the injured general’s bed. “Myungsoo, where’s Sunggyu?” He asked but Myungsoo shook his head. “I’m afraid that you’ll never meet him Major.” Myungsoo said, his voice laced with sadness as he looked at Woohyun with teary eyes.  It was silent. Dead silent. Myungsoo then stood and approached the injured man, handing him a necklace with a familiar dog tag and his great grand mother’s ring. “I’m afraid that he ....” Myungsoo started. “Don’t say it!” Woohyun softly said. “Woohyun hyung..” Myungsoo said and Woohyun shook his head as he clenched his fist around the metal. “Stop, I don’t want to hear it!” He shouted, making Myungsoo drop to his knees and weep.

--

He wasn’t feeling well, and it only happens when he sense something bad will happen. He nervously paced the infirmary until Myungsoo held his hand and stopped him. “Hyung.” Myungsoo uttered and Sunggyu hugged the nurse. “I feel something will happen Myungsoo. I am afraid.” He said in a low voice and the younger held him tight.  “It will be okay hyung.” Myungsoo replied but as much as he wanted to believe that everything will be okay, he couldn’t shake the feeling of anxiety as well.  And to confirm their fears, they heard the terrifying sounds from the exploding bombs and the ground shook below them. “Prepare for battle!” They heard Sungyeol shout, staggering his body towards the battlefield and grasping the first weapon he could.  “Sungyeol!” Myungsoo dashed towards the injured general and tried to stop him. “Please stop, you’re injured!” Myungsoo said, pulling the general back towards the infirmary. “It’s my duty to protect this country with my life. I am well enough to fight.” Sungyeol said with conviction but Myungsoo was persistent.  “Then let me fight with you!” He said, eyes looking straight into the general’s eyes with a glint of something Sungyeol was afraid to confirm. “Treat the wounded you are needed there.” Sungyeol argued, looking at the two wounded soldiers being carried towards the infirmary. “But I need you.” Myungsoo said, cupping the general’s cheeks and pulling him in a chaste kiss. “Army reserve Lieutenant and NC Officer Kim Myungsoo” He saluted and grabbed the riffle from the ground and went out of the battle field. Sungyeol followed him, stopping the nurse before he reached the front line. “Are you crazy?” Sungyeol asked but Myungsoo shook his head. “Unlike Sunggyu hyung, I am well equipped in arm to arm combat.” He said with a smile and took aim, hitting the enemies with much precision that it amazed Sungyeol. “Hold your ground men. We will fight till the end!” Sungyeol shouted and everyone replied with affirmation. The gunfires and explosions from both sides erupted and none was backing from their positions. Sungyeol watched as one by one, his soldiers fell. He took the sight as a deja vu, a scene he was too familiar with, a living nightmare.

He gripped his gun tightly and aimed with more focus and determination, killing more soldiers than he would’ve liked but this is a battle not a game. Hours passed but no one was backing out, no one ceding, no one’s accepting defeat.  A loud explosion came and Sungyeol’s eyes widened as the infirmary was up in flames. “Sunggyu!” Myungsoo screamed as he tried to dash towards the burning place but Sungyeol’s hands tightened around his wrist. “It’s no use, you need to protect yourself first.” Sungyeol held the younger tight in his arms as Myungsoo’s body shook with the shock of the explosion and thoughts of Sunggyu being engulfed in flames. “I’m here, fight with me.” Sungyeol ensured the lad. Myungsoo had determination in his eyes as he gripped the gun and fired mercilessly towards the enemies, not feeling any guilt for the lives his bullets took; they took his friend and he wouldn't stop until he had the head of the commanding general on his hands. He took aim, not missing every shot; one after the other, his bullets pierced through flesh and bodies fell to the ground; he didn’t care at all. Then he heard a voice call his name and his eyes widened as he watched the general fall to his knees and perish in the battle field. “Sungyeol!!!!” He shouted, grabbing his dagger from his belt and piercing it towards the soldiers chest. He took the general in his hands and called his name. “Don’t go!” Stay with me.” Myungsoo said, ignoring the sounds of blasts and smell of smoke. Sungyeol coughed out blood as his vision became hazy. “Myungsoo... I remember you.” Sungyeol said as he tried to reach the younger’s face. “my sharp shooter.” Sungyeol said and Myungsoo nodded, tears spilling from his eyes. “I’m sorry I forgot.” The general took heavy breaths and Myungsoo shook his head.  “Don’t go.” He cried as he lowered his head and kissed the general, trying to give his air to him, trying but in vain. Myungsoo tasted blood on his lips and felt tears from his cheeks. “I’ll finish this!” Myungsoo said, clenching the gun on his side and taking aim of the opponent’s field. He stepped without a care in the world, firing bullets at any body who wore the mark of the enemies. He didn’t care as a bullet pierced his arm, he has to end the battle.  He came face to face with the commander, his face stern and angry. “You killed two of my friends, I’m here to take your life!” Myungsoo announced as he shot two bullets straight to the commander’s head; Screaming loudly as he trampled the flag of the enemy and raised his gun in victory. One by one, the enemies dropped the guns and their force gathered the survivors, making them captive. “I don’t care if you cut their body parts and feed them to the sharks” He screamed, angry and exhausted but relieved to have won the battle. ----  The two stood with the rest of the War survivors, medals being handed out and ranks being elevated,. They shook hands with the president, and the head of the UN. They were applauded by so many SOuth Korean Citizens for their bravery. “Myungsoo.” Woohyun called out and the 2nd Lieutenant saluted. “Take me to Sunggyu.” He said and Myungsoo nodded, leading the general towards the wall by the border where the names of the fallen soldiers were etched.  Woohyun took a step closer and ran his hands on the two names on the granite wall. His tears fell as he took in the scent of the forest around him. He kissed the familiar name and stepped back, saluting in front of the wall before walking back with the lieutenant by his side. “Did he ever remember you Myungsoo?” Woohyun asked and the younger nodded. “I’m glad at least he did.” Woohyun said before saluting and parting with Myungsoo. The war ended, but not after leaving so many lives being lost.

A/n: I did my best ~ sorry if I killed Sunggyu and Sungyeol., but a war calls for violence and death and somehow a fluffy ending doesn’t suit this prompt well. I hope you’ll like it though~

[organizer's thoughts] StarlightSpirit:

This was just so perfect... it was gritty and realistic and just so well researched. This was the prompt I was most worried about not being done well but my fears were in vain, and you wrote this in a few hours... what?! Just... I'm in awe right now.

[chiefanfic]

Typical (AFF Infinite Secret Santa 2013 Repost)

OT7, Woogyu, Myungyeol, Yadong Prompt: HighSchoolAU in where everybody has their own fields of expertise and is famous but doesn't know about the other (in their pairing)... or something like that

This was written for the Infinite Secret Santa 2013 spearheaded by Starlightspirit

This is for my Santee mayazero

You can find the original post HERE

It was a typical (and perhaps boring) high school where the students were divided into 3 classifications: the kingka’s and Queenka’s, the normal bunch and the brainy nerds and geeks. Nothing too unusual about the scene, where bullying has been very normal and the kids were probably too used to it to even complain. 

A student’s status was usually dictated upon stepping foot in the campus; where the popular kids decide if you belong to either one of the classification. For some, to be part of the normal bunch would be good, to be part of the popular kids would be nice and to be part of the nerdy bunch would be cruel.  The line that demarcated high school has been there since the beginning of time, dating back to the Sung Kyung Kwan era that only the best can enter the best; only the rich can mingle with the rich. True to its sense, any high school was just like that, demarcated and classified. But just like in any typical story, somehow, the lines bend and break. For a kid who grew up with a step father and two step brothers, he learned to keep himself invincible. Not that his stepfather was cruel or anything, he’s just not into his siblings. Sure the taller brother would be sweet and all, but the maknae was sure a pain in butt.  His name was Kim Sunggyu, and he was one of the nerds at school (but a nerd girls drool at). His father died when he was a year old, died fighting for his mother land, and forced his mother to remarry to keep him alive. He had two half brothers, a tall choding looking lad by the name Lee Sungyeol and a brat named Lee Sungjong. He loved his brothers, and it was a genuine brotherly kind but Sungjong wasn’t the ecstatic type. He looked at Sunggyu with disgust but loved their mom with all his heart. Sunggyu just sighed as he took in the younger’s words: ‘You are not my brother, we are not even related.’ In their own home, the demarcation was visible: Sungjong was a Kingka, Sungyeol belongs to the normal group while Sunggyu just associated himself with the nerds. He was okay with it (not that he wanted it), because he had a less stressful life all in all with this set up. …. Seated on one of the school benches, Sunggyu was reading his notes when a boy his age sat beside him. He did not spare him a glance because he knew who the person was. “Hey Gyu, anything new?” the lad spoke and he shook his head.

“So Onew what’s the news then?” Sunggyu replied and the boy adjusted his spectacles and smiled at him.

“Christmas Theater, everyone’s excited to watch the popular kids perform.” Onew said, taking out his text book and read away.

“Yeah everyone but me.” Sunggyu replied as he returned to his notes. “… And me.” Onew added.  A Christmas theater?  Typical right? It’s an annual event given by the glee and music club to showcase their members’ talents. It’s actually fun to watch if you remove the loud screaming fangirls. Year after year, the presentation gets bigger and better, adding in vocalists, dancers and actors that were just as good as their claims.  Myungsoo was one of those members whose talent in acting was to be showcased. A kingka for his looks and piercing stare, Myungsoo had always been popular with the ladies. He walked inside the school auditorium and smiled at their director before sitting next to the other casts.  A head count was made; the four Kingka’s were present for the rehearsal. Aside from the actor Myungsoo, the balladeer Woohyun, dancer Howon and the self proclaimed Diva Sungjong was present. The director called out a member of the audience and introduced him as Jonghyun, a talented lyricist from class 2, same class as Woohyun. “Jonghyun’s made the lyrics for our Christmas Theater and it’s just fantastic.” The director exclaimed which made the four Kingka’s roll their eyes. It’s true though, Woohyun loved Jonghyun’s lyrics and wished he could also write something decent; and he did ended up writing a lyric but it was cheesy and greasy unlike Jonghyun’s passionate and heartfelt ones.

The director then introduced Key, their stylist. His hair was dyed blonde with streaks of pink and blue; he stared at the four kingka’s then sighed. “They’re boring.” Key dismissed, earning a scowl from Sungjong.

“How dare you call me boring?” Sungjong shouted and Key glared at him.

“Well, why don’t you look at the mirror so you can answer your own question?” Key replied then walked away, gathering a handful of the Art Society to start their planning. Sungjong was ready to sock the stylists but Howon stopped him.

The last person the director introduced was a guy name Minho, who would be working on the promotions for the said event. The Minho guy was tall and very handsome. With a camera at hand and a smile on his face, he was a picture of perfection. Myungsoo eyed the boy, checking his posture and how he carried himself. He smiled approvingly then let his mouth fall into a thin line; he shouldn’t be jealous right? They had their work cut out for them, something that kept them pre-occupied for the rest of their afternoons. The performers were rehearsing, the costume designers continuously sewing while the props department was painting cardboard and wood endlessly. By the end of the first month, the first write up was posted and everyone got so excited for the upcoming show. ---  “You coming hyung?” Sungyeol asked as he walked beside his older brother.

“Nope, Sungjong would kill me if he saw me there.” Sunggyu replied and Sungyeol sighed heavily.

“Why do you tolerate that brat?” Sungyeol asked and Sunggyu looked at him with a serious face.

“Because I’m a thorn in his perfect family.” Sunggyu replied bitterly and Sungyeol has to hug him tight.

“Don’t regard yourself as that hyung, you are my brother and am very happy to have you.” Sungyeol uttered as he tightened his arm around the older.

“Thanks Yeol.” Sunggyu muttered as he embraced the younger back. It was another typical day at school (and all the kids were excitedly waiting for the bell to ring) when two heads popped in front of the seniors’ room. The girls squealed and screamed at the sight of their school’s singing heartthrobs Jonghyun and Woohyun (also fondly called as JongWoo by their fan girls) stepping inside and singing for them. “We would like to invite everyone to the Music Club’s Pre-Christmas song fest.” Jonghyun said with a bright puppy grin. “It’s a free for all concert this coming Friday so we hope to see everyone!” Woohyun continued then threw hearts for everyone.

“Hey you coming?” Onew asked Sunggyu who looked at the friend then shook his head.

“Not into socializing Onew and I’d rather not go with you and humiliate myself when your sangtae attacks.” Sunggyu replied and Onew gave him a bright smile.

“Yeah you’re probably right. I have plans for Friday anyway.” Onew replied, going back to his text book without glancing at the two males in front. Sunggyu too returned to his notebook and wrote something, disregarding the two younger males that were burning holes on their heads like a sniper’s red dot.

“Those two…” Jonghyun started “..Didn’t even spare us a glance.” Woohyun continued. “Nerds... No social life at all. They’re boring as hell.” Jonghyun said then walked a bit faster towards the next room. So Friday came and Onew found himself seated on the bench he usually hangs out only to find the place loud and wild; apparently the music club wanted a mini concert outside rather than inside the cramp auditorium. Onew sighed just in time for Sunggyu to sit beside him. “And I thought you had plans.” Sunggyu asked and Onew nodded.

“I was planning on enjoying a quiet afternoon alone.” Onew answered him and Sunggyu smiled a small and apologetic smile. “Well shall we ditch this place then?” Sunggyu asked and Onew nodded, grabbing his bag and joining the friend to where the only sound they could hear was the deafening silence. Just as they stood to leave, they bumped into someone and they both landed on their behinds and then hands were extended to help them up. As soon as they were face to face, both Onew and Sunggyu gasped. ‘Oh how nice to see you both here.” Woohyun chirped, grease spilling from his mouth.

“We were about to leave.” Onew replied as he grabbed Sunggyu’s wrist to pull him away.

“Please stay, it’s about to start.” Jonghyun insisted, grabbing Onew’s wrist instead and dragging him near the stage. Woohyun gave Sunggyu a greasy grin then asked him to follow the two. The mini concert was actually enjoyable by Sunggyu and Onew’s standards; the members were really talented so to speak. Then it came to one of the highlights of the concert, Jonghyun and Woohyun’s performance. The duo informed the crowd that they wrote a song and they both gave the title Beautiful. The girls screamed crazily and both Sunggyu and Onew covered their ears. As the music played, both Jonghyun and Woohyun walked towards Sunggyu and Onew, took them to the stage as they sang their mash up of Beautiful.  It was really awkward though, Sunggyu wasn’t sure if he’d like this or not while Onew was just going with the flow and letting Jonghyun serenade him like a desperate lover. As Jonghyun was singing, Woohyun leaned towards Sunggyu and whispered into his ears. “You’re beautiful, you know that?” He then smiled wide before singing his lines. Sunggyu was blushing mad, him beautiful? Maybe Woohyun was just playing with him. He wanted to kick the singer off the stage and pound him with the microphone but Sunggyu decided against it, he’s not the violent type anyway.  When the song was done, Onew and Sunggyu were about to get off of the stage just as Onew’s Sangtae kicked in. He tripped on thin air and landed on Jonghyun while the younger fell backwards toppling Woohyun and ended in Woohyun falling on top of Sunggyu, and their lips were touching. Sunggyu’s eyes widened to its maximum size as he pushed the singer off of him. He was blushing mad, more on raging with anger. “Yah what was that?” Sunggyu wiped his lips with the back of his hand and quickly stormed off the stage. Onew apologized to the two and ran after the friend, almost falling off the short flight of stage steps and effectively making Jonghyun experience a mild heart attack.  The two then continued with the concert like nothing happened. Typical performers. Another typical rehearsal but this time Woohyun was in the center of a flabbergasted Sungjong, a confused Myungsoo, a grinning Howon, a bored Key and an apologetic Jonghyun. “Of all the people in our campus, you have to freaking kiss a nerd.” Sungjong exclaimed and Woohyun didn’t like the sound of it. “Look Woohyun, I Know you tend to hit on almost everyone but doing it for the show is freaking low.” Key said and Woohyun was about to speak when Jonghyun apologized to him. “It was an accident people, Jonghyun fell into me and it’s like a domino effect!” Woohyun exaggerated a bit. “But you liked it.” Howon teased and Woohyun was flustered. “What the hell Lee Howon.” Woohyun chased the kingka around the stage.

“excuse me, I’m looking for my brother.” A voice echoed inside the auditorium and the Kingkas saw an innocent face with a bright smile talked to their director. Jonghyun gulped nervously as he stared at the man. He then walked towards the stage and smiled at the Kingkas. “I’m looking for my brother Lee Taemin.” He asked and at the mention of his name, the bubbly kid came rushing towards the older brother. “I need to bring him home earlier; we have a family event to attend to. And oh, I’m very sorry Woohyun-ssi.” He bowed a perfect 90 degrees and left with Taemin. “I’ll finish the backdrop tomorrow Key hyung!” Taemin waved and Key was beaming when he waved back. “Good Kid, unlike these rascals” Key said then returned to his group to supervise them.

“Hey hyung, frozen?” Myungsoo poked Jonghyun’s arms but the older was in fact frozen as statue, with mouth wide open. Minho took a photograph of this; the flashing lights brought the life back into Jonghyun.

“Yeah, derp shot.” Minho commented and realizing the embarrassment the photo can garner, Jonghyun chased after the photographer. ----  Late into the night, Howon was frustrated with his solo dance. The choreography and song was dead on but there seemed to be something lacking. He sat on the theater stage and took in deep breaths to even out his breathing. He was listening to the playing music when he heard shuffling sounds backstage. He got up from his spot and walked backstage, his eyes scanning the empty room. Then a lad with headphones on came into view, busting a few moves here and there. He analyzed the teen, from his casual shirt to the tattered pants and his equally dirty rubber shoes. One of his hands was holding a paint brush while a small paint can on the other, as he twirled before painting one of the snowflakes with pristine white paint. The lad continued to move his legs and arms and Howon realized what the boy was dancing too.  With a smile on his face, Howon approached the lad and tapped on his shoulder. The boy got a shock and spilled the small can of paint onto Howon’s purple shirt, the lad apologized immediately. “uhm, what’s your name?” Howon asked and the boy introduced himself as Dongwoo. He then took out a shirt and handed it to Howon. “I’m really sorry, but you frightened me.” Dongwoo confessed as he cleaned up the spilt paint on the floor (thank God he lined it with newspaper beforehand). “Why are you still here?” Howon asked.

“Key wanted the paint dry by tomorrow.” Dongwoo said as he finished taking the paper from the floor and throwing it inside the huge bin.

“Just wondering, you like to dance?” Howon asked which surprised Dongwoo.

“Why’d you ask?” Dongwoo returned the question.

“I have this sick idea of maybe having a dance duet.” Howon asked and Dongwoo looked at him questioningly, brows furrowed and lips pursed. It took a good minute before Dongwoo smiled and said yes, Howon was beaming with gladness. Cue music and their feet started to move on their own. Howon was sparing his newly found partner a glance when a smile crept on to his face; this was much better even though the choreography never changed.  ---  Myungsoo was an actor, that was a given but not a lot knew of his passion for photography. “Well, glad to see you back.” Minho greeted him, camera at hand and a wide smile on his face.

“I figured I need to sharpen my skills a bit.” Myungsoo said, adjusting the lens of his DSLR and taking a test shot of the vast school garden in front of him.

“Well, I won’t bother you. Have fun Myungsoo.” Minho bade him farewell and Myungsoo courteously nodded. He did a few more adjustments and test shots before he got the settings done. He then wandered around, taking stills of nature and other interesting stuff; of people and serious face, of natural beauties without the thick layer of makeup. He walked towards one of the empty rooms where he decided to take an aerial point of view of the school grounds.

As he cautiously entered the room, a student was busy practicing his lines for a class role play. He listened as the student delivered the lines stiffly, how the face was emotionless and how the poor boy whined when he forgot a line or two. Myungsoo took the opportunity to take pictures of the boy, a very genuine face registered in every shot. 

“Internalize the scene and keep that in your mind.” Myungsoo said out loud as he walked closer to where the boy was practicing.

“Excuse me?” The boy asked.

“I’m helping you out because you are a pathetic actor. Just breathe and internalize the scene.” Myungsoo said as he reached the place and grabbed the short script from the boy. He read it in haste and faced the boy with dark expression. “You thought I like you? You thought I could leave everything for you?” Myungsoo said, eyeing Sungyeol with those dark orbs. “You thought it wrong. I would never like you…” Myungsoo moved closer towards the boy. “Because I…” He inched a bit closer for comfort, lips near the boy’s neck. “I love you.” Myungsoo said then quickly went away from the boy, smiling at him sweetly. “That’s how you deliver these lines.” Myungsoo said and the boy nodded, trying to calm his beating heart and control the redness of his cheeks. “I’m Myungsoo by the way.” Myungsoo extended a hand and the boy shook it.

“Sungyeol.” he responded. “Aren’t you Sungjong’s brother?” Myungsoo asked and the taller nodded. “Why aren’t you a kingka?” He asked and Sungyeol shrugged his shoulders.

“Not my cup of tea. I’d rather be normal and be trouble free. Thanks for the tip by the way.” Sungyeol said and smiled. “Sure, why don’t you try acting it out?’ Myungsoo suggested and the two ended up practicing the short skit to perfection. ---  D-day was almost there, the actors, singers and dancers were nervous, to the point that Jonghyun got injured and Woohyun has to find a quick replacement one week before the presentation. He was frustrated but can he blame a stupid puppy for saving his accident prone boyfriend? Woohyun ruffled his hair out of frustration and kicked the table in front of him, damn his life is over. He decided to just give jonghyun his rest permanently when he heard a beautiful melody from the piano room. He took a peek and a beautiful face with a soulful voice was playing a song he’s quite familiar with. He silently went inside and listened to the man singing with passion; when it ended, he applauded which startled the man. “Hey, you have a great voice Sunggyu-ssi.” Woohyun said and Sunggyu blushed, from the compliment and from the person who gave it. “It’s not something I brag about.” Sunggyu said as he gathered his things and tried to go out of the room immediately. “Please sing with me.” Woohyun said, almost pleading desperately. Sunggyu bit his lip and sighed before nodding, can he pass a teary eyed grease ball? Sunggyu found himself face to face with Sungjong who was utterly displeased with the addition of his secret brother. “He can’t sing.” Sungjong deadpanned but Woohyun shook his head and convinced the rest that he could definitely sing. Woohyun urged the older to sing a few notes but Sunggyu became stiff. Woohyun intertwined his fingers with the older and smiled sweetly. He then started to sing and with a cue from Woohyun, joined in to showcase his vocal strength. The song they sang gave everyone a bubbly and light feeling; smiles were permanently plastered on their faces.  Onew managed to hug the friend after the performance, tagging along his injured boyfriend. “Sunggyu, you were absolutely fantastic.” Onew remarked and they heard a cough from the puppy in an arm sling. “Sunggyu’s a friend, you’re my boyfriend. Why are you jealous?” Onew asked and Jonghyun shut his mouth and just smiled.

“Okay, this is grossing me out. Myungsoo is dating Sungyeol hyung, Howon hyung is dancing his way to Dongwoo hyung’s heart, Jonghyun hyung is Onew hyung’s knight in shining armor while Woohyun hyung is hitting on my half brother, who else?” Sungjong blurted out and gasps were heard. “What?” Sungjong shouted and upon realizing what he said, he covered his mouth.

Sunggyu let go of Woohyun’s hand and walked to Sungjong, placing his arms around the younger and embracing him tightly. “It’s the first time you acknowledged me as your half brother.” Sunggyu was almost in tears. Sungjong loosened a bit, wrapping his arm around the older.

“I’m jealous okay; you don’t know how much I envied you for being perfect.” Sungjong muttered as he buried his face on Sunggyu’s chest. Sungjong then laughed as he wiped the tears away. “You better kick Woohyun’s butt when he cheats on you or else I’ll do it.” Sungjong told Sunggyu who nodded.

“You bet I will.” Sunggyu replied.  And that’s a typical high school story with a typical storyline and equally typical ending. 

A/N: It was a very broad topic and I had hard time writing about it. Anyway I added SHINee here just to make the feel more high school-esque (and the fact that I adore ShinFinite). I hope my santee would like this, if not then I apologize~ (I really am an angst writer more than anything else).

[Comment from organizer]

StarlightSpirit:

Even if you're an angst writer, this was cute and fluffy and I love that it was romantic but not overly cheesy (I love cheese, but subtle is good too!) Great job, author :3

Comment from the prompter: mayazero

"Oh May Gawd! I love it! It was soo cliche (I secretly love that XD) although the pacing was a little bit fast but still *^^* I loved it! Thanks to my Secret Santa! XD"

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Pain

Pain Leeteuk-centric Angst. Friendship PG-13 No one knew the pain he was feeling right now. 

A/N: it’s a sensitive topic, I am fully aware of it. I know how sad it is to lose someone, I lost my father two years back and I feel for Leeteuk and his family. And truth be told, I know the members, especially Donghae feels for the angel leader now.

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He had his eyes closed, thinking of the possibilities and what if’s. He knew it will come sooner, his grandparents weren’t in best shape but his father? He wasn’t expecting it.

He was calm during the drive towards the hospital but now that he saw the lifeless bodies in front of him, he’s not so sure about his feelings. He staggered forward as he approached the three, his sister already close to collapsing. The pain clenched his heart and wringed the emotions as the tears fell; he was never good at holding those tears.

People say his tears were crafted to elicit sympathy from his fans, but they never knew how real those tears are (of joy and pain, they were all genuine). He cried and cried because it’s all that he could do, nothing more.

He held on to his sister and his mother, the two girls who were as fragile as he was. He looked at them and cried more tears.

It’s not the financial backlash of the death that worried him because him and his sister were being paid well enough plus the pension his parents received was enough for them to survive; it’s the reality of death gripping at their throats.

They did not discuss the reasons but just wished for the souls of the departed to be peaceful. He held that faith even though he questions Him about the sudden blow in his family.

“Hyung.” He heard the familiar voice. He looked up and saw the tear stained face of the maknae (in his eyes at least) and he smiled.

“I’m okay Donghae, how are you?” He asked and Donghae’s tears spilled like waterfalls.

“hyung, I’m so sorry!” Donghae said as if he was at fault, that he wasn’t able to stop the incident from happening.

“I’m Okay Donghae.” He reiterated but the younger wasn’t buying it. “hyung.” Donghae wrapped his arm around the leader and wept, somehow it comforted him.

He knew Donghae understood him the most; Hae’s dad passed away at an important carreer of his son and now his own dad passing soon as he was about to return.

“We’re all here for you Jungsoo.” Heechul uttered as he took the leader’s hand and gave it a gentle squeeze. “Thank Heechul.” He thanked him sincerely just as Eunhyuk approached and hugged him as well.

The tears from Eunhyuk’s eyes were holding up but he knew too well that the younger cannot hold it any longer. “It’s ok Hyuk.” He said and Eunhyuk let out the tears that were pushing its way out of his system.

He looked around, the others were there. “Ryeowook couldn’t cancel Sukira, he’ll be a bit later and Yesung hyung i…” Sungmin trailed and he gave him a hug. “I know you’re doing your musical Sungmin, I appreciate your presence.” He smiled then turned to Shindong and Kyuhyun.

“Thank you for being here.” He uttered and Kyuhyun immediately hugged him tight.

“I am so sorry hyung.” Kyuhyun almost collapsed at the cries he was giving.

“It’s ok Kyuhyun,.” He said and he sounds like a pre-recorded greeting played over and over.

Not until he met Kangin that he let his guard down and cried on his strong shoulders. The strong arms encircled him and comforted him as he cried his heart out. “let it all out hyung.” He said as he kissed the top of the leader’s head and rubbed circles on his back. He whispered comforting words until Leeteuk closed his eyes and his breathing normalized.

Kangin carried the sleeping leader towards the spare room where his sister was trying to tie her hair. He bowed and offered a smile which Inyoung tried to return. He noticed the shaking hands and the tousled hair and called out Heechul.

Heechul took a look at the noona and assured her that they were there to assist them. He took a comb and ran it towards her hair while he uttered comforting words to her.

He woke up with stinging eyes and realized that he was crying in his sleep. He fixed himself as he faced the mirror when he heard a soft knock. He looked back and felt warm arms around him. “hyung.” He smiled as he hugged Ryeowook. The younger rushed after his radio program and he was sure that the boy was tired.

“Have you eaten Ryeowook?” Leeteuk managed to ask and the younger shook his head. “I’m fine hyung don’t worry about it.” He replied and this made the leader chuckle a bit.

”you always remind us to eat on time but here you are breaking your words.” Leeteuk said and Ryeowook smiled at him.

“I know hyung, but sometimes, we need to break the mold. “ Ryeowook said and upon hearing the words, the elder let out fresh tears.

The room was then filled with more people as each member went in and joined in hugging him. It was nostalgic for him, how these kids were all over him and crying with him. They did this when they won something, finished concerts, failed to get the award and even when they send someone to the army.

“I’m coming back soon guys.” He said and looked at Shindong who nodded. “I am in pain right now.” He confessed and everyone listened attentively. “Bu having you all near me, I am relieved and happy that I have you as my brothers.” He continued and everyone was shedding tears.

“And Hae, My promise to your father will forever stand.” He assured the boy who was sticking on him like a leech.

“I’ll probably cry a liter or more after this, will you always be there to comfort me?” HE asked and the members nodded. “I’m sorry for sharing you this pain.” He mumbled but Heechul gave his hand a gentle squeeze. “jungsoo… shut up.” Heechul remarked and Leeteuk smiled at that.

“Thanks Heechul.” He said and took a breath before facing everyone who was waiting for him.

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A/N: they will forever be close brothers~