tear out my heart and read the words carved into the muscle

tw RAMCOA vent. we're a diagnosed polyfrag DID system. adult. collective pronouns she/he. dms are open if you want to talk but please ask permission before discussing triggering topics.

[arijandro]

cognitive leap

[lolthsword]

despite everything.

[webkinzcat]

[deactivated33534873628732-deact]

[theirdelusion-deactivated202106]

[come1nalone]

[imeverywoman420]

Having an abusive parent is kinda funny in retrospect like mommy why do you have beef with me im 4 i love you

[teaboot]

Haters (my dad) can't stand to see a bad bitch (me, nine years old) winning ("drawing too loud")

[gildedproblems]

How do you draw too loud?

[teaboot]

Well you see the thing is that child abuse is inherently irrational

[childrenoftheodora]

tw csa, grooming

he told preteen me that "you'll make a good wife for someone like me one day"

he was seventy years old

i will not make anyone like him a good wife

a good wife to him is an abuser enabler

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, excerpt from moony moonless sky’s ‘i am tired of making a religion out of my suffering’.

[text id: my bones whimper at the thought of what could have been. / what could have been if i was not born in a grave?]

[childrenoftheodora]

finally understanding what the dentist meant when she said my canines were unnaturally flat edged.

they shaved down my canines to stop me doing much damage when i bit.

[dissohciate]

[childrenoftheodora]

YOU SAW

YOU DID NOTHING

YOU ARE GUILTY, YOUR HANDS DRIP RED

YOU TOLD HIM TO-

[hiding-from-memories]

did they expect me to forget

did they think i would be too young to remember

[crucifixcavity]

I learned that all seeing eyes don’t only belong to God

[theboykingofhell]

“My mother should’ve done something, My mother should’ve done something, My mother should have—”

— am kennedy, “Why does it still feel like it’s my fault?” (via siilentiary)

[traumatizeddfox]

[rabbittongues]