#tw ramcoa

[collective-chaos101]

"You don't smell good" Thanks our programming that causes severe depression and rapid splitting/switching got triggered and we can hardly do anything but I'm glad you noticed how we smell ! (asshole) -Husker

[almost-solace]

I want to talk about the side effects of programming that aren’t actual programs. There’s so much more to the trauma than that, such as:

- refusing to form relationships, especially if local, because of the fear that the new person knows or is affiliated with your abuser(s).

- being able to identify exactly what you are feeling, but unable to express the emotion. happy but can’t smile. sad but can’t cry. angry but can’t scream. scared but you’re not shaking.

- letting people hurt you, or hurting yourself, because you enjoy it. not even thinking you deserve it. you genuinely enjoy being hurt, because it’s all you’ve known.

- avoiding certain buildings, rooms, parks, roads, and places because they feel vaguely familiar, but you don’t know why.

- on the contrary, driving straight to those places for the same reason. you don’t know why, but you have a connection to this place, and you have to go.

- always assuming the worst out of loved ones. your partner forgot to text you before they left? they hate you and are plotting how to leave for good. friend gave you a gift? they’re testing your reaction to see if you really like them.

- struggling with hygiene. not because you deserve to not be taken care of, but because you don’t know how to take care of yourself. you don’t know how to brush your teeth. you don’t know how often to change clothes.

- not knowing the difference between good and bad smells. you’re sweaty and people keep looking at you funny? it’s fine, it’s not that strong. someone says your clothes smell dirty? they were cleaned a week ago, so they’re fine.

- finding people who are positive or happy either weird or stupid. i hate that girl, she’s too bubbly. that guy smiles too much. they’re too nice to me, they probably don’t even know what it’s like to suffer.

and it’s never on purpose. usually it’s never even noticed. this is how we survivors have lived for our whole lives. this is the environment we grew up in, the place we learned to survive. and it’s hard to adjust to a world where you are seen as weird, gross, or mentally unwell. it’s hard to open up and get help from people who think you’re too far gone.

[this-is-ramcoa]

ramcoa and oea resources

ra exists all over the world

about oea

oa

google drive of books

google drive of papers

other important things to know

tumblr post

article about oa and ra

another article

gov site about it

support group

thats all i can find currently but these sites are really good and helpful!! if you have more please send so i can upddate this list

[hornetsatabatnest]

When I was initially searching I wasn’t able to find these easily so! RAMCOA information:

- End ritual abuse (links to even more resources on the website, haven’t looked at many of them)

- RA-info

- Extreme abuse survey

- Becoming yourself: overcoming mind control and ritual abuse (note: heavily recommended to go through with a therapist or someone you trust rather than alone due to triggers and safety issues. Even if you don’t have a therapist please try to have someone nearby who can intervene if something gets triggered)

- this paper seemed promising regarding information on therapy and recovery, but I can’t find a freely available version:(

- Ritual abuse and mind control: The Manipulation of attachment needs (note: not full book, haven’t read it yet but I want to)

Might gather research done on it at some point, but I know the first three links ended up being incredibly helpful with figuring out what was going on in my system and it took a while for me to even find them so. I hope this helps someone else

[mozzarella-sys]

systemscringe is so fucking stupid?? like ok fakeclaiming like 70% of systems 💔

first of all they're anti endo (not the worst ig)

they don't believe ramcoa exists. are they fucking stupid like cmon now 💔💔 "you can't program alters into your brain!!! you need ton of trauma!!" do you think ramcoa would not be traumatizing

they think fictives don't exist. in endogenic plurality, they exist. in traumagenic plurality, it is very possible for an alter to cling onto some fictional character and become that fictional character. are they ok in the head?? this is just ridiculous ngl

they think a system cant have a lot of alters. fully possible i do fear?????? and considering that traumagenic lads can split after the initial trauma it's fully possible

they're just stupid

sybau sybau sybau

ok that's it

[hello-nekomura]

i think its important that ramcoa/oea is talked about more and have more support for the victims.

it is sick that whenever its talked about its always "its a conspiracy though!!" or "we wont go deep in detail as its to scary and triggering!!" like yes i get you dont want to trigger anyone but knowledge is so fucking important and knowing the signs to help people and if you are someone who know you will be triggered by it then dont read it til you know you can also about the "conspiracy" part is fucking wild, what part of cults and trafficking is a conspiracy?? are you saying the ant hill kids never happened? what jefferey epstine did never happened? because that is ramcoa!! those happen and they still are happening and denying it is only hurting the victims and making it so SO hard for them to get out of that situation and get help.

we need more sources to spread awareness and we need more resources on it and so the victims can get help.

i want to make a side blog so people who went throuhg this can speak up and spread awareness too, if i do ill post it here and i also am going to make a masterpost of the information i have on it already with sites, i really hope one day cults, trafficking and any kind of organized abuse ends and the people affected gets the help they need and fully recover.

[6lasphemy]

We think it's kinda interesting that in discussions of RAMCOA, it's often linked to WW2 & the Nazis or Mk Ultra & the CIA, but never to slavery & the colonization perpetuated by Europe & the USA.

A lot of the things that were done by them is incorporated in a lot of RAMCOA practices (at least in our experience)

[antiendosafespace]

Saw that hate ask, and got a question. What do you think about RAMCOA? Not a trick question, just a genuine one.

This is a good thing for us to answer because we had numerous times on our first run of the blog. We 100% believe in RAMCOA/OEA. It's not the same as the Satanic Panic, despite what many may argue. RAMCOA stands for Ritual Abuse, Mind Control, and Organized Abuse. That is 100% something that happens, even today. No, not in the sense of the satanic panic (i.e. anyone who does that is only because they're satanists or any of that kind of thing) but it does happen. RAMCOA is an unfortunate thing that still happens. For fucks sake, the MC part is one of the most debated. There are actually people out there who abuse people in hopes that it'll cause them DID. Most of those people see DID as something where they can easily manipulate someone into being violent or becoming nothing but submissive to everything they want. That is a legitimate thing. If they fear a child telling, some abusers will try and make it so they never would consider it the moment something is aid or done. RA is ritual abuse. If people doubt this kind of thing happens then get the fuck off our blog, seriously. Ritual abuse absolutely happens, something horrific but is present. Especially for people from things like cults (and before someone says "there's no real big cults we haven't had a Jonestown or Waco in years" let us explain something. There are plenty of places that quite literally fit the definition of a cult. Not all cults are doomsday. Some disguise themselves as innocent churches that by the time someone realizes, it may be too late to easily back out) OA, organized abuse. In case this is debated, let us give you one, one example that's well known. Troubled Teen Industry. That whole thing is organized abuse. Trafficking rings. Cults. Things like that. Absolutely happens unfortunately (again, Troubled Teen industry alone). OEA stands for Organized and Extreme Abuse. If someone actively doubts that happens then yet again, get the fuck off our blog. This shit is real, this shit happens. So, anon, we believe RAMCOA. We believe OEA. No, it is not all Satanic Panic shit. This shit is actually real, unlike that whole bullshit thing of the panic. If you (general you) don't like it then leave the blog. Hate for that will genuinely be deleted, not posted for us to laugh at later.