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➳ lockscreens ➳ weheartit : forsakeart ➳ wattpad : niallpxrfect

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where were you in the morning ? - s.mendes lockscreens !

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The Good Days (Tears Blurb)

A/N: This probably will be deleted in the next few days or so, I haven’t decided. I’m still not quite comfortable with my writing again, but tonight it gave me exactly what I needed. Very Unedited 

You completely ignore Shawn’s text telling you he’s on his way up to the apartment. Instead you’re thrown into a heavily annoyed scramble, grabbing papers, untangling yourself from the blanket you’d been using, grabbing your phone from the charger on the wall, and slamming your laptop shut as you rush to get to the guest bedroom. 

You make it down the hall just in time, can hear him opening the front door as you close the one behind you tightly. You consider locking it but decided against it knowing that that would be a tad bit over dramatic. You sigh, shutting your eyes, trying to just breathe even though you know it’s probably useless. You’re so worked up, so far in your own head, that you can already tell it was going to take more than one night’s sleep to shake this. 

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[juansendizon]

“One day nothing will make sense, and you will be okay. There will be art that you haven’t expressed to the world. And there will be someone that you loved who’s now living their happily ever after with someone else because somewhere down the line you disappointed that person and all you could do now is to hope that they’re happy and that they find everything that they’re looking for. There will be loneliness in your heart and some madness in your mind. And there will be places you wish you’ve been to when you still had your youth, but you were so busy saving up for some stuff that you thought would fill your void. And all you’re left now are some things that don’t carry memories—only sorrow for caring too much about what other people thought of you back then. There will be a lot of things you’ve started but never dared to finish for the fear of failure and you’ll be shaking your head on why you had to worry so much like you had something to lose. And there will be lots of too late wishes like you could’ve been happier if you took more risks, if you were just more grateful with what you had back then, if you were just more playful with your gifts—you could’ve been living your dream instead of supporting someone else’s dream. If you’re reading this and you’re still young, you’ve got to fight for your existence. There will come a time when your life will flashback right before your very eyes. And I hope that you make good and meaningful decisions because at the end of the day it all boils down to your decisions for they are the little things that make you who you are and you are beautiful. Don’t let the concept of forever and having just one more chance stop you from becoming the person you want to be. Because there’s no forever and you only have one chance to play it all out until it becomes memory.”

— Juansen Dizon, One Day

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this is by me, like or reblog if you use it or like it !

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hey sweetie, I thought you should know that a Twitter account @lockscrenshawn posted two of your Shawn Mendes lockscreens claiming as theirs, they're doing it with a lot of Tumblr that post his stuff

I hope others who are also stolen know that and can tell to the account to stop !

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Hey sweetie, I'm sorry for bother you but I think you should know that there's an Twitter account that posted one of locks claiming as theirs, the account is @lockscrenshawn

thank for letting me know this sweetheart ! I found the account but as I don’t have a Twitter’s one, I can’t really do something.. I saw that they steal lockscrens from many people, not only me, I hope others know that as well.. I don’t like that but I can’t really do something, just hope people who use “their” lockscreens are aware these aren’t made by this account, like you !

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excerpt from a book I’ll never write. (24)

“I gave you everything I had. I loved you with everything I am,” her breath came out unsteady, knuckles white from digging her nails into her palms. “But somehow that isn’t enough.”

“Maybe you did love me with everything you had. But you never let me do the same for you,” he pointed out, the tension in the air making it hard for him to breathe.

“You constantly shut me out. How can you expect me to fully love you if you never let me in?” he takes her fist in his hands, gently unwrapping her fingers only to find crescent marks printed on her red palms.

“You know how hard it is for me to let people in. I already let my walls down for you,” she looked down on the carpet, the patterns seemingly becoming more interesting as the clock ticks before she finally whispers, “but you only made me remember why I built them so high.”

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[newtmos]

I'm not a hater or anything but I don't see why you're so engrossed with Newt. I mean he's cool but he was an ass too. Especially in The Death Cure. He didn't care what his friends thought and even left them. He clearly didn't care about them anymore. You're exaggerating about how much you love Newt in my opinion...?

“We’ll get you guys out of here and then I can deal.” (The Death Cure — Chapter 15, Page 71)

that, my fellow anon, is an actual line said by newt. mind you that newt said ‘you guys’ and not ’us’. this could only mean that he put minho, thomas and brenda’s lives in front of his. he cared about saving his friends’ lives more than he did about his own. it didn’t matter to him if he escaped as long as the others did. does that strike as ‘an ass’ to you? 

“If you had the Flare and knew what you were about to go through, would you want your friends to stand around and watch?“ (The Death Cure — Chapter 38, Page 184)

you mentioned that ‘he didn’t care what his friends thought and even left them’. you see, that’s where you’re wrong. read that line from chapter 38. if you look into it closer, you’ll understand that he did fucking care about what his friends thought. he didn’t want them to see him turn into something he wasn’t. especially not around minho and thomas, because he’s grown really close to them. imagine if you were newt. imagine your friends and how miserable and hurt they would feel if they watched you change into a whole another person because of an incurable disease.

“I hated the place (The Glade), Tommy. I hated every second of every day.” (The Death Cure — Chapter 55, Page 249)

"Put me out of my misery." (The Death Cure — Chapter 55, Page 249)

let me remind you that newt was depressed and broken. he was so shattered that he was ready to let go. he might have seemed fine, but in reality, his thoughts had been feeding his brain with negativity. but even as hopeless as he felt with his own life — damn it, even when he found out he wasn’t immune, he kept pushing. he could’ve given up. i mean, imagine all the suicidal thoughts that had been accumulating in the back of his head. still, he pushed himself to hold on. not for another day, week or month, but rather until he made sure his friends were alright.

okay so let’s round this up. he left his friends, god damn he even left minho who he had been close friends with in the glade, to make sure they wouldn’t be as hurt as they would be if they saw him turn into a gone crank. he put other peoples’ lives in front of his. he got hold of himself and tried to hold on until he made sure his friends were going to be alright. 

newt wasn’t ‘an ass’. he was a courageous man who didn’t give up until he succeeded in helping his friends. he was a hero.

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Once you get this, you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly. Then you have to send this to ten of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool~) 🌈

my god, you’re so sweet ! I’m not a positive person most of the time, especially about me, but I think I can do this for you 

- I like the fact that’s I’m a early bird because thanks to this, I can do more things along the day,

- When I have a bad day, I have negatives thoughts but I can pull myself together fairly quickly and I like this,

- I like being a little more mature than people of my age, even if it means that I feel quite often lonely because I don’t understand why they are doing some things like this ou like that.. (I don’t really know how to describe this, sorry),

- I like how I’m able to fake smiles, fake like everything is okay while I’m just so damn lost and hurt

- I like the way I’m writing (I used to publish on Wattpad (fanfics & poems, but with school that’s now impossible ; but I stll have some news ideas and news verses i write)

ps : I love yours imagines x

(and I apologise for all the mistakes I made)

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Hey, where is the gif from that you shared on We ❤️ it... I've looked everywhere and I can't seemed to find it 😊 the one where joe is wearing like hospital pants 💚

hey, I’m sorry but I can’t remember the video but I’ll try to find it and I’ll tell you as soon as I’d know ! i’msorry <3  ❤️

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