[yaffle]

[arandomthot]

Safe to say she found the right therapist

[inactive-elw-2025]

My therapist and i send memes back and forth - this is the most recent one he sent me.

[smartass-stripper]

Seriously for everyone who’s afraid to see a shrink or a therapist, find one who laughs at your jokes. That’s a good indication they’ll treat you like a person instead of just a patient.

[bodypositivesuggestions]

Every time a fat woman wears a crop top the world gets 160% better.

[pussysoupforthesoul-deactivated]

[ahhthelegend]

not you

[clamchowdurr-deactivated2022040]

Yo that’s a good ass point!!!

[chloelox3]

Every morning I wake up, I’m disappointed I’m still alive.

-my life story

[afairfight]

The contrast between Tan’s mantra and the rest of the Fab 5’s mantras is sending me.

[rainbowrowell]

Everyone else: 💖👍🏼🌈🙏🏼

Tan: You could try trying.

[clementinevonradicspoems]

“Once again I have added not eating to the list of ways I deal with the burden of being alive. I feel too old for this. I have this strange solidarity with my seventh grade self. The way she lived on green apples and coffee for six months and her mother never noticed. The friends I live with now say nothing when I do not eat. When I carefully measure out my 600 calories a day and half of them are wine. It is not their responsibility to take care of me. It is my own. But lately, I’m doing a terrible job. Lately I’ve been looking at my body like it belongs to someone else. Watching it slowly shrink like the crowd at a party that has gone too late. My stomach has been an enemy my entire life. I miss her now that she’s gone. She is a conquered enemy. A vanquished foe. I did not want to win. Not like this.”

— Clementine von Radics, The Battle

[cc-h79]

[b0ggyb1tch]

baby want SNACK

[destinytomoon-deactivated202006]

Plus size…

[kirishima-hates-terfs]

[amodelista]

Art

[theocseason4]

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

this whole white celebs/elite scamming their way to get get their children in ivy league schools

is just making me think about shit like this:

[inlovin]

imagine if you loved yourself in the same way you loved another person; not caring about the flaws in the body or inside the mind, seeing the virtues even bigger, supporting, taking care. that would be a new level of self-esteem and another way to be  indestructible

[ngalitzine]

The hardest thing in this world is to live in it.

[wreckfull]

I stay alive for like 3 people lol

[intertwiningbodies]

A quote about healing:

Imagine yourself standing in the rain on the bank of a raging river. Suddenly, the water-swollen bank gives way. You fall in and find yourself being tossed around in the rapids. Your efforts to keep afloat are futile and you are drowning. By chance, along comes a huge log and you grab it and hold on tight. The log keeps your head above water and saves your life. Clinging to the log you are swept downstream and eventually come to a place where the water is calm. There, in the distance, you see a riverbank and attempt to swim to shore. You are unable to do so, however, because you are still clinging to the huge log with one arm as you stroke with the other. How ironic. The very thing that saved your life is now getting in the way of your getting where you want to go. There are people on shore who see you struggle and yell, “Let go of the log!” But you are unable to do so because you have no confidence in your ability to make it to shore.

—Eating By The Light Of The Moon

In relation to eating disorders, your ED saved you in a time when you didn’t know how to handle what you were going through emotionally. Now it serves no purpose. It’s not your fault and you’re trying to let go. But it takes time to build the confidence in yourself. Be gentle with yourself. You’re doing the best that you can.

[tinypinprick]

Podcasts I’ve been listening to ~

* I love podcasts because I find they help me tune out the anxiety / depression / intrusive thoughts. Here are my current faves it you need some recommendations -

Food Psych - about eating disorders, health at every size, intuitive eating, & diet culture.

Secret dinosaur cult - feminist, political, fat positive, HILARIOUS.

Crime junkie - true crime (very respectful, imo).

Wine & crime - true crime, funny.

Freeing the wild women - wild woman, witchcraft, manifestation, law of attraction, spirituality.

Gal pals - lgbtq+, news, funny, all around pure but educational.

Side note - science!

The Stella rae podcast - manifestation, law of attraction, spirituality, feminist, dare I say…woke?

What are your favourite podcasts???

[auckie]

[biganimetiddiesbitch]

ambulance in my neighborhood: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

My dog: Oh shit! Oh shit it’s a bop