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I really miss you and I hope you're doing wonderfully. Keep your head up love.

Thanks love, I miss you too

New Blog

Hey fam. I decided that it’s finally time to start fresh. So, so many things in my life have changed (and totally for the best!) so I decided; new me, new blog. However, for safety reasons I will not post my new blog on here, publicly. So, if you want to continue to follow me on my crazy journey of this thing called life, send me a message/ask! Your friendly, neighborhood kinky, queer boy, -Chris-

kaijuno

Daniel Radcliffe’s wife is from Flint and so sometimes he’s in town and you just kinda… see fuckin Harry Potter out n about. Saw him leaving Texas Roadhouse today and he nodded at my round rim glasses lol

Didn’t ask for a picture but my waitress friend did and he took a pic with the whole crew

kaijuno

Dan Radcliffe is Flint’s local cryptid

keepthemacramesecret

glacierlakes

25-40 yr old white guys with big beards are either pro-military right wing douchebags or microbrew hipster douchebags and the only difference is what kind of glasses theyre wearing

glacierlakes

septemberpoems

same energy

For the last year, though it has been one of the hardest. It has been the best. I’m in an amazing place, I’m stable, I work full time in my dream job. I FINALLY know what love truly is and is really supposed to feel like (not the abuse my ex’s put me through 🙄🙄) sure shitty things have happened but I’m good, I’m doing really good in every aspect of my life and I am genuinely happy. Things are finally falling into place the ways they should, I’m smiling every day, I’m breathing the air but most importantly I’m *actually* living my life and I am *actually* happy. I don’t have to put a mask on for my partner because she genuinely wants to know how things are, how I am. She doesn’t gaslight me or make me think I’m crazy when I do have a bad day, she’s just perfect and everything I didn’t know I needed. (In a side not I can’t believe we have been together for over a year now!!)

It’s just so nice and different to be in a good place, this isn’t something I know. I haven’t been stable since I was 12 years old and my therapist actually said the words you are stable. I never thought I would be here especially after all the physical, emotional and sexual abuse I have been put through in the past 7 years alone.

I made a promise to never let anyone hurt me like that again, nobody deserves to go through what they put me through....was I perfect?? Absolutely not, did I fuck up a lot, absolutely....did I do some shitty and abusive things, yes I did but the difference between me and them is I admitted it, I take accountability and responsibility for my fuck ups, the last 4 people I dated, did not and have not done any of that and I feel bad for them. I feel bad they have to walk around with that weight on their shoulders every day, but at the same time I don’t feel bad because it’s not that hard to say yeah I fucked up im sorry....I guess some people just truly are assholes

//end rant

Ya boy is back on Testosterone as of yesterday